BURN
BRIGHT
BRIGHT
// tw; brief mention of death and suicide in second and third paragraphs
The bioluminescent serval doesn’t belong in such a frigid environment. Except, perhaps, on the islands where tropical plants reign supreme. So that’s where she went; Ninazu stumbled through the tunnels she spawned in, finding her way to the lush islands from muscle memory alone. As if she belongs here. No–she belonged.
Ninazu remembers dying. Twice. Once, while Stryker still lived. Then when he did not. How much time has passed?
But the details? Murky. Her mind jumbles them up. In one version, an enemy killed her, then her husband, and grief kills her with her own fire. Another paints Stryker as a warmonger and their children all die with her in the pirates’ lands. Are they all dead?
Her paws reach the island’s surface. Towering trees block out the sunlight. Tropical birds scream from the canopy. The air smells heavily of life and decay—the rainforest overflows with both—and her half-remembered memories pulse behind her eyes.
The ground is so cold. The wind frigid. Her joints stiffen as she walks.
Until one exhale turns to flames, and these flames flicker out into little fairylights. They circle her body. Dying quickly. But reforming on every exhale. It is enough to trick her serval body into comfort, hot as the desert she once ruled.
Has she ever, though? Always with Stryker at her side. And when he’s gone? Empty. Walking the motions but not feeling the spark. Even now, she misses him. His easy way of speaking. The comfort of always having a second pair of eyes watching her back. Even when they fled the Pitt together, she was happy because they were together.
Now she wishes she’d stayed in the ground. Or wherever her soul went. Perhaps she’d been with Stryker all this time, so that’s why she misses him so desperately, even though… how much time has passed? How much time will pass before they’re together again, even in death?
Her soul clings so stubbornly to life. As if her mind and soul are disconnected. The source of her powers races under her skin; all this strength, and no will to use it, no wants to claim. Has she always been the violence to Stryker’s silver tongue?
At some point in her wanderings, she’s not sure when because she didn’t notice, a malus flytrap began hopping after her. It’s the same size as a lion’s paw—huge to Ninazu, tiny to Stryker—and she rolls her eyes as she looks back at it. Of course one of the weird plants of this island (the islands she bewitched, for whatever reason, she can’t remember why or how now) and exactly the one named after Stryker is following her.
Ninazu stops walking. The plant—all maw and no body, really—plops between her front paws, like it belongs there, and rumbles like a purr.
“I hope you’re not Stryker’s soul,” Ninazu says, nudging the plant with a paw. “You’re cute, but I wouldn’t condemn even the bitch who killed me to reincarnation as a plant.”
The bioluminescent serval doesn’t belong in such a frigid environment. Except, perhaps, on the islands where tropical plants reign supreme. So that’s where she went; Ninazu stumbled through the tunnels she spawned in, finding her way to the lush islands from muscle memory alone. As if she belongs here. No–she belonged.
Ninazu remembers dying. Twice. Once, while Stryker still lived. Then when he did not. How much time has passed?
But the details? Murky. Her mind jumbles them up. In one version, an enemy killed her, then her husband, and grief kills her with her own fire. Another paints Stryker as a warmonger and their children all die with her in the pirates’ lands. Are they all dead?
Her paws reach the island’s surface. Towering trees block out the sunlight. Tropical birds scream from the canopy. The air smells heavily of life and decay—the rainforest overflows with both—and her half-remembered memories pulse behind her eyes.
The ground is so cold. The wind frigid. Her joints stiffen as she walks.
Until one exhale turns to flames, and these flames flicker out into little fairylights. They circle her body. Dying quickly. But reforming on every exhale. It is enough to trick her serval body into comfort, hot as the desert she once ruled.
Has she ever, though? Always with Stryker at her side. And when he’s gone? Empty. Walking the motions but not feeling the spark. Even now, she misses him. His easy way of speaking. The comfort of always having a second pair of eyes watching her back. Even when they fled the Pitt together, she was happy because they were together.
Now she wishes she’d stayed in the ground. Or wherever her soul went. Perhaps she’d been with Stryker all this time, so that’s why she misses him so desperately, even though… how much time has passed? How much time will pass before they’re together again, even in death?
Her soul clings so stubbornly to life. As if her mind and soul are disconnected. The source of her powers races under her skin; all this strength, and no will to use it, no wants to claim. Has she always been the violence to Stryker’s silver tongue?
At some point in her wanderings, she’s not sure when because she didn’t notice, a malus flytrap began hopping after her. It’s the same size as a lion’s paw—huge to Ninazu, tiny to Stryker—and she rolls her eyes as she looks back at it. Of course one of the weird plants of this island (the islands she bewitched, for whatever reason, she can’t remember why or how now) and exactly the one named after Stryker is following her.
Ninazu stops walking. The plant—all maw and no body, really—plops between her front paws, like it belongs there, and rumbles like a purr.
“I hope you’re not Stryker’s soul,” Ninazu says, nudging the plant with a paw. “You’re cute, but I wouldn’t condemn even the bitch who killed me to reincarnation as a plant.”
© MADI
[align=center]
「 BURN IT FUCKING DOWN 」[div style="width:360px;font-size:8pt;line-height:1.2;color:#000;font-family:arial;margin-top:2px;margin-bottom:5px;letter-spacing:0px;margin-left:0px;text-align:justify"]Back from the dead to tell you that I’m alive / Killed the old way but I survived / Fuck the blueprint, I redesign / Death or exile, you decide / Tell ’em all that I made my name / Tell ’em all that I paved my way / Found the fear then went face to face / Now it’s mine to send up in flames / THIS RIGHT HERE IS AS FAR AS YOU GO ! | TAGS & PLAYLIST [color=transparent]-
[div style="font-size:20pt;line-height:.9;color:#000;font-family:impact;padding:8px;letter-spacing:1.2px"]「 THIS IS WHERE I LOSE CONTROL 」