11-07-2018, 01:37 AM
[div style="margin: 0 auto; border-width:0; width: 70%; text-align: justify; line-height: 1.5; font-family: arial; font-size: 9pt;"]There were a number of things she did not like. Pan always found that it was far easier to talk about what she didn't want to see or hear over dabbling over things such as favourites. Having a favourite number or colour, for example, was something the dark fem simply could not understand. She didn't like the idea of committing herself because she had the tendency to above and beyond for signed up responsibilities. Putting in the extra effort to be noticed, praised, often felt too exhausting. For someone with as little motivation as Pandora, going the extra mile was the same as hurting herself. She knew for sure that she definitely wasn't some kind of masochist. In fact, she had very little endurance for anything. To stick on one task for too long was draining, stimulating to her mind that was always jumping back and forth. Sometimes she would change topics on a conversation before immediately drawing the focus back to what it had been originally, never resting. On other days, the black serval would bring up an old topic, expecting others to know exactly what she was talking about. That being said, she wasn't the most social of felines. She thought it to be rather intimidating, always avoiding the possibility of meeting others because strangers were simply too frightening.
Now, back on the topic of disliking a number of things, Pandora hated sand. She, for example, could not stand the beach. Her thoughts would always be drawn towards the fact that grains had the tendency to cling to her fur, holding on for dear life. The only way to get rid of them was water but upon touching sand again, the stupid grains would stick twice as hard. Pan winces at the breeze, the desert blaring at her face as she tried to keep the elements from entering her eyes. She did not like this one bit and yet here she was, too late to turn back now and wishing she hadn't stepped foot here. The heat was making her nauseous and she didn't plan on fainting out here, not wanting to die in unknown lands for such a stupid decision. It was hard not to feel a gust of panic when her vision was beginning to blur, noise suddenly increasing in volume, ears suffering from the sound. She just wanted to give up but the heat was going to drive her mad, walking and feeling her paws sink into the embrace of sand, forcing her to pull away and exert extra energy. She was really hating this, muttering bitter thoughts in her mind because she was petty and hated her decisions.
Pan knew what she was signing up for. She wanted to join The Pitt because, in the minds of many, they were the villains. That being said, it wasn't at all because she wanted to partake in raids, captures, tortures and murders. It was for a rather cowardly reason. The girl had always been the type to want to join the villains' side because she was afraid of being on the receiving end of evil, preferring to be the hunter than the prey. But it was also because she liked to spend a lot of her time sitting on the fence, being neutral about everyone and everything. It was easier to be an observer on the side of the villains, watching but never doing anything. And yet the brutal environment of The Pitt was making the serval think twice about how she felt, wondering if it was better to live her life as a lonesome traveler and always be in fear of being robbed than join a notorious group such as The Pitt. She wasn't even sure what she could offer them other than her opinions and presence. That being said, she didn't mind just being there to make the place look extra lively, observing and watching others go about their daily business because she couldn't be bothered doing anything else. Such thoughts about a life in The Pitt only made her stomach swell with butterflies, nervous and anxious about what to expect.
There was a loud sigh of relief when she finally managed to drag herself out of the desert, shaking herself off so that at least most of the sand would rain to the soils. She was a little irritated about having to have gone through all that but now that she was here, Pan focused on brushing away the grains whilst she waited quietly for someone to appear. To be honest, she was half-expecting to be killed right here and there. This, after all, had been partially planned and partially spontaneous. Impulse decisions never sat well for the serval and she usually came to regret them.
Now, back on the topic of disliking a number of things, Pandora hated sand. She, for example, could not stand the beach. Her thoughts would always be drawn towards the fact that grains had the tendency to cling to her fur, holding on for dear life. The only way to get rid of them was water but upon touching sand again, the stupid grains would stick twice as hard. Pan winces at the breeze, the desert blaring at her face as she tried to keep the elements from entering her eyes. She did not like this one bit and yet here she was, too late to turn back now and wishing she hadn't stepped foot here. The heat was making her nauseous and she didn't plan on fainting out here, not wanting to die in unknown lands for such a stupid decision. It was hard not to feel a gust of panic when her vision was beginning to blur, noise suddenly increasing in volume, ears suffering from the sound. She just wanted to give up but the heat was going to drive her mad, walking and feeling her paws sink into the embrace of sand, forcing her to pull away and exert extra energy. She was really hating this, muttering bitter thoughts in her mind because she was petty and hated her decisions.
Pan knew what she was signing up for. She wanted to join The Pitt because, in the minds of many, they were the villains. That being said, it wasn't at all because she wanted to partake in raids, captures, tortures and murders. It was for a rather cowardly reason. The girl had always been the type to want to join the villains' side because she was afraid of being on the receiving end of evil, preferring to be the hunter than the prey. But it was also because she liked to spend a lot of her time sitting on the fence, being neutral about everyone and everything. It was easier to be an observer on the side of the villains, watching but never doing anything. And yet the brutal environment of The Pitt was making the serval think twice about how she felt, wondering if it was better to live her life as a lonesome traveler and always be in fear of being robbed than join a notorious group such as The Pitt. She wasn't even sure what she could offer them other than her opinions and presence. That being said, she didn't mind just being there to make the place look extra lively, observing and watching others go about their daily business because she couldn't be bothered doing anything else. Such thoughts about a life in The Pitt only made her stomach swell with butterflies, nervous and anxious about what to expect.
There was a loud sigh of relief when she finally managed to drag herself out of the desert, shaking herself off so that at least most of the sand would rain to the soils. She was a little irritated about having to have gone through all that but now that she was here, Pan focused on brushing away the grains whilst she waited quietly for someone to appear. To be honest, she was half-expecting to be killed right here and there. This, after all, had been partially planned and partially spontaneous. Impulse decisions never sat well for the serval and she usually came to regret them.