08-20-2018, 06:07 PM
[align=center][div style="borderwidth=0px; width: 55%; line-height:115%; text-align: justify;font-family: calibri;"]It was starting to get to him.
He didn't know if he had left the typhoon for his sake, or the sake of those around him he couldn't even bring himself to care much for. He hadn't established any ties strong enough to warrant anything more than a passing recognition, and that in and of itself led to a lot of his lack of control. Perhaps, if someone gave two damns about him and his life, things would have turned out different... but he was antisocial by nature, steering clear of crowds despite just how easy he could integrate into them. The Typhoon, although a place that housed him for the past month or so, was nothing special in the end. They were all just creatures who cared more about themselves than about others as far as he saw it.
Or maybe that was the cynicism talking. He had never felt any of this until his death, until he watched only two creatures acknowledge it and the rest go on their way, with the leader having the audacity to consider his reincarnation a simple 'return.' Des could barely hold his tongue at that statement, and it was for the safety of both of them that the meeting was the last straw, and the canine was on the move again.
Someone like him was never meant to have a permanent home, anyways. This wouldn't be that different. It wasn't like he was leaving anything special behind.
The canine had taken to favoring travel by night, finding that the shadows blended in with his pelt and hid him from view until he felt like being seen. For now he didn't, careful to keep his composure lest he rip the throat out of the first individual to come visit him. He wasn't a fan of this new, far more volatile state, but it had become like second nature to him. It was nothing different than who he had been before his self proclaimed 'change' when he was young and impressionable and had a vendetta against everything and everyone who hurt him.
That Des was back, it seemed. It was hard to change when the world did nothing but continue to beat you down.
A soft sigh escaped his parted lips, with it a lot of the strain still present in Desperado's muscles. He waited until it was all safely gone, dissipated like the smoke in his lungs, and then he decided to drop the guise, lighting a cigarette that illuminated his haunted features, blank gaze peering into the distance and waiting for someone to notice the flame. He remained quiet, not trusting his voice at the moment, and simply hoped that the hunger still gnawing at his side would remain pacified enough for him not to kill and consume the first creature that would come.
He didn't know if he had left the typhoon for his sake, or the sake of those around him he couldn't even bring himself to care much for. He hadn't established any ties strong enough to warrant anything more than a passing recognition, and that in and of itself led to a lot of his lack of control. Perhaps, if someone gave two damns about him and his life, things would have turned out different... but he was antisocial by nature, steering clear of crowds despite just how easy he could integrate into them. The Typhoon, although a place that housed him for the past month or so, was nothing special in the end. They were all just creatures who cared more about themselves than about others as far as he saw it.
Or maybe that was the cynicism talking. He had never felt any of this until his death, until he watched only two creatures acknowledge it and the rest go on their way, with the leader having the audacity to consider his reincarnation a simple 'return.' Des could barely hold his tongue at that statement, and it was for the safety of both of them that the meeting was the last straw, and the canine was on the move again.
Someone like him was never meant to have a permanent home, anyways. This wouldn't be that different. It wasn't like he was leaving anything special behind.
The canine had taken to favoring travel by night, finding that the shadows blended in with his pelt and hid him from view until he felt like being seen. For now he didn't, careful to keep his composure lest he rip the throat out of the first individual to come visit him. He wasn't a fan of this new, far more volatile state, but it had become like second nature to him. It was nothing different than who he had been before his self proclaimed 'change' when he was young and impressionable and had a vendetta against everything and everyone who hurt him.
That Des was back, it seemed. It was hard to change when the world did nothing but continue to beat you down.
A soft sigh escaped his parted lips, with it a lot of the strain still present in Desperado's muscles. He waited until it was all safely gone, dissipated like the smoke in his lungs, and then he decided to drop the guise, lighting a cigarette that illuminated his haunted features, blank gaze peering into the distance and waiting for someone to notice the flame. He remained quiet, not trusting his voice at the moment, and simply hoped that the hunger still gnawing at his side would remain pacified enough for him not to kill and consume the first creature that would come.
♔ — I want brimstone in my garden