04-05-2022, 06:13 PM
straight for the throat you’re like an animal!
in for the kill, like you're an animal!
“Hmmm, the concept? Simply put, it’s the art of doing nothing.” The cheetah closed one eye, though the other remained on Ares. “Sitting still and watching your thoughts, feelings, everything? Most people can’t take that. It’s why they run after stupid shit all the time. They’re afraid of what’s really in their heads.”
Ximen scratched at his chin. “Beyond that, I don’t know how to explain the art of doing nothing. It’s easier to say what it’s not. Thinking. Ruminating. Planning. Imagining killing your least favorite person in Tanglewoods and hiding their body. All of those things are just noise the mind conjures while you’re trying to lie still, you know? Just noise. Nothing to be concerned about; every thought will pass, just like every breath will pass.”
Ximen scratched at his chin. “Beyond that, I don’t know how to explain the art of doing nothing. It’s easier to say what it’s not. Thinking. Ruminating. Planning. Imagining killing your least favorite person in Tanglewoods and hiding their body. All of those things are just noise the mind conjures while you’re trying to lie still, you know? Just noise. Nothing to be concerned about; every thought will pass, just like every breath will pass.”
UNEXPECTED YET EXPECTED —
— i wanted to hate / i wanted to die / i wanted to see you sacrificed / i had to deal with the fear you gave me / but you fucker never tried to help me / i was jealous and i was scared / nobody ever replaced my pain / to say i’m not evil, to tell I’m not bad / too late, i’m lost in human nature / leave me be / set me free / leave me be / set me free / the hardest thing to me is facing the fear i live / no one can help me now, it’s under my heart / i’ll come to know the living, my demons are inside / i’ll bring them all to light / ———— emerged from the dark I come to life!