happening - open; fragile mentality

[rhosmari]

The moment she saw Aurum she felt a deep sense of shame. Shame for having the inability to control herself. Putting things in danger because of her deteriorating state. Her eyes looked down at her paws and she tried not to think of the devastation of the tree that he had to correct. The earth smoldering the flames and slowly causing them to seethe and hiss as they soon perished. What was she doing? Her head hurt. She closed her eyes for a moment as she listened to his tone, what he was asking. She knew she should have went to him sooner and she had thought about it before. But she thought that perhaps whatever this was would stop. Eventually. She just needed to have the will power or at least that was what she had thought. Taking a deep breathe in she lifted her gaze up to the lion and she tried to hide the fear that was within herself. She needed that confidence back, what she used to be. She was no mewling kit running to her milk nurse. She was a warrior in her own right.

"She..." A pause as she tried to wrap her head around what was happening. Would it be bad to say? Would she have to lie? She didn't want to lie to him. There was only one option then. "He hurt her head. She is broken because of him, seeing things....hearing things." To admit that she was a broken warrior was harder than she thought. Almost useless in this state and she shook her head a bit. "Elsweyr is far from okay...she is damaged and it hurts."