09-22-2020, 05:51 PM
[glow=white,1,400]LYING THROUGH YOUR TEETH AGAIN ! — ｡+ﾟ.[/glow]
Honestly, Vigenere was mostly just tired of the 'whole living with a group of people' thing. He had a bad tendency to put others' needs before his own and it was exhausting at times. When he was alone, all he had to worry about was himself and it had been rather refreshing, but once he joined Tanglewood, not he had his clanmates to worry about. And now that he was leader? The group as a whole was his concern; how they ended up was a reflection on him. It was stressful.
"I don't know if Alan is going to stay around or not." Vigenere admitted with a sigh. His son was only a year old and Vigenere felt guilty of having his son go through this at a young age, but he still loved Alan - and Morgan. If Morgan wanted to come back to Tanglewood with Alan, it would make things so much easier... But Vigenere respected the canine's decision and if Alan wanted to visit Tanglewood, he was more than welcome to at any time he wanted. "I hope that Morgan convinces Alan to stay with him, mostly because I don't want the kid getting hurt, you know?" He spoke his fears out loud. "If something happens to Alan, it's going to be my fault since I'm not there to transport him." Most of the time, the trek across neutral lands was easy and non-threatening, but a child on his own...? Who knows what could happen?
Oh god. Oh fuck. What if something did happen? Vigenere suddenly closed his mouth as these thoughts came piling in, and he swayed on his paws slightly as they came to mind. Alan could get killed out there, or injured and left to die. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. "Or-or at the very least, Morgan will transport him. I don't know what I'd do if Alan got hurt traveling or worse, got himself killed." The Luminary whispered out the last word, as if he were afraid of saying it - and in a way, he was.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]
"I don't know if Alan is going to stay around or not." Vigenere admitted with a sigh. His son was only a year old and Vigenere felt guilty of having his son go through this at a young age, but he still loved Alan - and Morgan. If Morgan wanted to come back to Tanglewood with Alan, it would make things so much easier... But Vigenere respected the canine's decision and if Alan wanted to visit Tanglewood, he was more than welcome to at any time he wanted. "I hope that Morgan convinces Alan to stay with him, mostly because I don't want the kid getting hurt, you know?" He spoke his fears out loud. "If something happens to Alan, it's going to be my fault since I'm not there to transport him." Most of the time, the trek across neutral lands was easy and non-threatening, but a child on his own...? Who knows what could happen?
Oh god. Oh fuck. What if something did happen? Vigenere suddenly closed his mouth as these thoughts came piling in, and he swayed on his paws slightly as they came to mind. Alan could get killed out there, or injured and left to die. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. "Or-or at the very least, Morgan will transport him. I don't know what I'd do if Alan got hurt traveling or worse, got himself killed." The Luminary whispered out the last word, as if he were afraid of saying it - and in a way, he was.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]