03-27-2020, 11:12 AM
[glow=white,1,400]I LOVE YOU, CANNIBAL QUEEN ! — ｡+ﾟ.[/glow]
She was letting go and even if it hurt a bit to do so, she knew that it would be better for her. Greed had been her first love and her first relationship, she didn't think she would ever find anyone like him again and that was alright. Love was still a foreign concept to her but she knew when she had felt it, the feeling having been blissful. She could still remember and hear the time he had told her that he loved her for the first time. Her heart ached. But she pushed the feeling away with a soft breath escaping her lips, her eyes half closed.
"The trick is not caring about anybody."
"Ah, I see. Guess that's something I won't be achieving any time soon," She finally said with a low chuckle, Roxanne had too many people close to her that she scared about. Just for her to suddenly stop caring about them would be odd to them and herself. Her ears pinned against her cranium for a moment trying to imagine herself being like Aphra and not caring about those near her yet she couldn't. Roxie could never imagine herself not caring about her cubs, family, and loved ones. Though her gaze lifted up as she continued to listen to Aphra speak and drink her alcoholic beverage "I suppose so," People died. Aphra had a point there but wasn't it thrilling to feel something so nice even if there was usually a bitter end waiting to be uncovered, her ears twitched with her head ducking slightly as she nodded in agreement "That's true. Though it feels nice being loved before they die off y'know. Before the bitter end," A better ending indeed. The thought of her former lover causing her heart to ache gently though continued to listen to what Aphra was saying. Happiness. That was always an odd thing to gain but Roxanne was grateful to have gotten it through her cubs when she had been sad, they made her much happier than she had been days ago. Even if she had broken down in front of them, she bit her lip at the memory though would nod to the stark feline "I guess. Though you'd probably get a little happy at best. It feels nice to be held in someone's arms and told that you're loved every night. And the basic cheesy shit is so endearing," Her own weak laughter would escape her maw.
Now, Roxanne wasn't expecting for Aphra to ramble about her past but the draconid jaguar wouldn't silence her but would listen as she got a few more drinks for herself. Ah well, it seemed Aphra had a much healthier relationship with her mother than Roxie did though to be fair, none of her parents had stuck around. Her father disappearing and her mother well, she had a brutal end. The jaguar would drink with a soft sigh escaping her maw "Glad to hear that you had a good relationship with your mother. Mine was the absolute worst, she was no mother of mine." Her claws would click against the glass of her beverage only to continue with a small shrug "I didn't have much of a life before the Typhoon in all truth. So, I'm glad I came here. This is home and my family is here." Her gaze shifted to look at the prized necklace, a soft smile on her maw. She wished she had been as carefree as a child like Aphra alas, their mothers had been different. She would finish her drinks with a slow nod "A very pretty and special necklace," Her smile growing. Yeah, this was nice.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]
"The trick is not caring about anybody."
"Ah, I see. Guess that's something I won't be achieving any time soon," She finally said with a low chuckle, Roxanne had too many people close to her that she scared about. Just for her to suddenly stop caring about them would be odd to them and herself. Her ears pinned against her cranium for a moment trying to imagine herself being like Aphra and not caring about those near her yet she couldn't. Roxie could never imagine herself not caring about her cubs, family, and loved ones. Though her gaze lifted up as she continued to listen to Aphra speak and drink her alcoholic beverage "I suppose so," People died. Aphra had a point there but wasn't it thrilling to feel something so nice even if there was usually a bitter end waiting to be uncovered, her ears twitched with her head ducking slightly as she nodded in agreement "That's true. Though it feels nice being loved before they die off y'know. Before the bitter end," A better ending indeed. The thought of her former lover causing her heart to ache gently though continued to listen to what Aphra was saying. Happiness. That was always an odd thing to gain but Roxanne was grateful to have gotten it through her cubs when she had been sad, they made her much happier than she had been days ago. Even if she had broken down in front of them, she bit her lip at the memory though would nod to the stark feline "I guess. Though you'd probably get a little happy at best. It feels nice to be held in someone's arms and told that you're loved every night. And the basic cheesy shit is so endearing," Her own weak laughter would escape her maw.
Now, Roxanne wasn't expecting for Aphra to ramble about her past but the draconid jaguar wouldn't silence her but would listen as she got a few more drinks for herself. Ah well, it seemed Aphra had a much healthier relationship with her mother than Roxie did though to be fair, none of her parents had stuck around. Her father disappearing and her mother well, she had a brutal end. The jaguar would drink with a soft sigh escaping her maw "Glad to hear that you had a good relationship with your mother. Mine was the absolute worst, she was no mother of mine." Her claws would click against the glass of her beverage only to continue with a small shrug "I didn't have much of a life before the Typhoon in all truth. So, I'm glad I came here. This is home and my family is here." Her gaze shifted to look at the prized necklace, a soft smile on her maw. She wished she had been as carefree as a child like Aphra alas, their mothers had been different. She would finish her drinks with a slow nod "A very pretty and special necklace," Her smile growing. Yeah, this was nice.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]