LOVING YOU / aphra

[APHRA CIPHER .]

[glow=white,1,400]OPEN YOUR EYES UP , STEP IN THE RING ! — ｡+ﾟ.[/glow]

Completely miserable and heartbroken wasn't something Aphra could relate to. At least, not in the sense of romance. At one point in her life, she was upset and distraught that her father never dared showed his face around; which was kind of ironic, given how Aphra prides herself on how she was a Cipher spawn. Truth be told, Caesar and her weren't as close as she made them out to be. Caesar probably didn't even realize Aphra had gone back to The Typhoon, even before he was exiled. It doesn't matter, though, Aphra learned to eventually come to terms with the fact that her father was a deadbeat. "I know it's hard." Aphra began, biting her tongue lightly to prevent her from adding on, Not really. "But you've gotta let go of him." Then again, the demoness didn't really have any sort of true relationship; just one-off flings. Of course Aphra wouldn't know what it's like to fall in love. True love, that is. Not lust.

"Accepting that fact is the first step." Aphra tried to give Roxanne a reassuring smile once the other girl said she would move on. Even if she didn't mean it right now, she would eventually. Aphra hoped, at least. She wanted to go back to their bickering, because quite frankly, she found their fights quite amusing. And you couldn't exactly fight someone when you're grieving, right? Aphra let out an amused snort at Roxanne's next comment, about how she was a coldhearted bitch who didn't care about anyone. "Hey now, give me more credit!" She laughed. "I know when to be serious."

Aphra paused, frowning once more. She stared at her drink, absentmindedly running her paw across the top of the glass. "You know," She began with a sigh. "I wish... I could be like you." Was it too early to start this shit? Maybe. Being sympathetic was what her goal was right now, and Roxie could certainly use some sort of sympathy that wasn't 'We're here for you.' Besides, when didn't a girl's night out involve some deep shit and coming out with secrets? "I mean. Happy, I guess?" She shrugged, not entirely sure of what she was getting at. "You've seem like you've got a happy family." Both in the sense of Roxie's own children, but also in the Roux family. They all seemed like they were tight-knit and were there for one another. Aphra was lucky if she even knew her siblings. It was sad. She should know those that are related to her and at least try to be close with them, but Caesar made it to where she had no idea who or where her siblings were. Sure, there was her twin sister, Fakhira, though Aphra hadn't seen her in forever. That was probably a good thing, though, given how Aphra had scarred her littermate.

Aphra felt almost guilty about that. Almost.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]