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Better to be hurt by the truth than comforted by a lie -
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He inhaled deeply. It felt like his friend was avoiding the result of their actions.
Whether they meant to or not, "But you still did. You brought him to the Pitt instead of letting them escape. You brought that ape to a place he will never leave. You brought him into the grasps of a monster who tortures children out of pride."
He quieted as a realization hit him. He was no better. He stayed here. Still, after all the things he disapproved of.
"But I have no right to judge.. I'm sorry. At the end of the day my cowardice is all that keeps me here... At first it was Ramona.. But she doesn't seem to want anything to do with me. Then it was for you. But once again in my life I fear I found nothing."
Paw steps were soft but not as soft as his words. Emotions were flooding him and knowing he was in the presence of Bai only fanned the flames. His throat tightening and his mouth dried as his ears pinned back.
"I don't want to be here anymore...", a delicate whisper, hoarse and quiet. As if he was scared of letting himself hear the truth as if he didn't know it. When he said here he meant the world on a larger scale, not just the Pitt. He meant his life, "I don't want to be here. I wake up everyday sick to my stomach. The smell... The screams. The blood. Everything. And yet I'm scared to leave because I fear Jervis."
He laughed, a low chuckle, "I'm scared of a tiny fox. A-and when I think about how to rid the world of him... I can't help but realize he has acquired his power for a reason. He has kept his power for some reason. I can't figure it out...."
He flicked his tail, ringing it out in an attempt to comfort himself. His eyes were glossy and bright as ever, borderline madness. They would move to meet the blind ones.
"I'm going to die here. The Pitt is going to kill me. Be it battle, poison, or heart break. I wake up everyday and all I feel... is... is bad. I feel terror. Disgust."
He felt a little better, letting all that out. But it wasn't enough to make him feel safer or lighten the weight on his shoulders. It wasn't enough. In fact, speaking it out loud made it feel like he signed a contract. That he only made these things more definite. It only added weight.
Kydobi exhaled, and inhaled deeply before sighing.
[sub][W]isker[/sub]
♕tags-powers♕
[OOC: ]
He inhaled deeply. It felt like his friend was avoiding the result of their actions.
Whether they meant to or not, "But you still did. You brought him to the Pitt instead of letting them escape. You brought that ape to a place he will never leave. You brought him into the grasps of a monster who tortures children out of pride."
He quieted as a realization hit him. He was no better. He stayed here. Still, after all the things he disapproved of.
"But I have no right to judge.. I'm sorry. At the end of the day my cowardice is all that keeps me here... At first it was Ramona.. But she doesn't seem to want anything to do with me. Then it was for you. But once again in my life I fear I found nothing."
Paw steps were soft but not as soft as his words. Emotions were flooding him and knowing he was in the presence of Bai only fanned the flames. His throat tightening and his mouth dried as his ears pinned back.
"I don't want to be here anymore...", a delicate whisper, hoarse and quiet. As if he was scared of letting himself hear the truth as if he didn't know it. When he said here he meant the world on a larger scale, not just the Pitt. He meant his life, "I don't want to be here. I wake up everyday sick to my stomach. The smell... The screams. The blood. Everything. And yet I'm scared to leave because I fear Jervis."
He laughed, a low chuckle, "I'm scared of a tiny fox. A-and when I think about how to rid the world of him... I can't help but realize he has acquired his power for a reason. He has kept his power for some reason. I can't figure it out...."
He flicked his tail, ringing it out in an attempt to comfort himself. His eyes were glossy and bright as ever, borderline madness. They would move to meet the blind ones.
"I'm going to die here. The Pitt is going to kill me. Be it battle, poison, or heart break. I wake up everyday and all I feel... is... is bad. I feel terror. Disgust."
He felt a little better, letting all that out. But it wasn't enough to make him feel safer or lighten the weight on his shoulders. It wasn't enough. In fact, speaking it out loud made it feel like he signed a contract. That he only made these things more definite. It only added weight.
Kydobi exhaled, and inhaled deeply before sighing.