05-14-2019, 10:10 PM
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Better to be hurt by the truth than comforted by a lie -
♕tags-powers♕
[OOC: haha! tbh i've been thinking about it for a cool minute I just never thought I would see it blossom XD and as much as I would love to make this easy it isn't going to be. Kydobi is scared of love. ]
He hadn't been touched in this way since... Since he was a cub. It was nice to feel the pressure and warmth of another. It was very very nice, so nice that a deep purr rolled in the back of his throat.
His tail would wrap around the fox's paws. It brought peace to him to know that he could not lose his cherished friend.
"It is a bittersweet thing I guess. You always have a chance to get it right.", he sighed opening his eyes to look at them. Noting the metallic theme, gold and silver. A treasure. "But what if it isn't unlimited? What if... This is your last life. You wasted it on the likes of Jervis. Who is most likely not like you and your family. When he dies he is dead.."
Right?
Huffing the cat would lose a little more tension as he licked between the plush ears, his tongue grooming the fur of their forehead. Chances were he won't be in the embrace of someone for a long time. And so he would try to enjoy it. While he cleaned their fur, his mind was focused on their words.
He would stop though and speak, "I'd hate to do it. But I would if it keeps you safe. And Ramona. And all the children..", he cleared his throat, "I would take care of Jervis. He wouldn't expect it. I've kissed his ring so much at this point that he probably thinks I'm a loyal servant."
A stern gaze would turn to the horizon, "And... Perhaps I could lead the Pitt, make an alliance with you and yours, change the ways, a new leaf. Or, we could conjoin the two groups and we can share prey. The jungle is so abundant, too abundant. The people there may or may not take for granted the prey." Kydobi cleared his throat, he had never ever genuinely discussed treason or the murder of Jervis. As said before he always considered it the fox's own doing or by someone else's. He had never ever killed someone either. Ever.
Thankfully Lynn said something that would redirect his attention onto him. Ears would perk and eyes would widen in a mixture of emotions. Pleasure. Relief. Lust. Excitement. But most of all he felt fear. His body tensed all over again.
"Yes..Uh.", but Lynn wasn't good for him, it wasn't that there was anything wrong with them. Kydobi felt they were wonderful, amazing even. But there was always this deeply rooted phobia of betrayal and hurt.
"I feel the same way.", well did he? Or was he being nice?
"But... I'm no good. I promise you that.", really the cat was protecting himself, he didn't want to put himself in a relationship. Purely physical, sure, but he had a feeling that the fox wanted something more...fulfilling and Kydobi knew he was incapable of giving them that.
His heart was pounding and some would want to flee. Escape this stress. But he was frozen, even his tail didn't move.
"Oh!", he gave a breathless 'ha', "I think I completely misread that." he meant their words. He was trying to make it anything but what he had initially thought it was.
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♕tags-powers♕
[OOC: haha! tbh i've been thinking about it for a cool minute I just never thought I would see it blossom XD and as much as I would love to make this easy it isn't going to be. Kydobi is scared of love. ]
He hadn't been touched in this way since... Since he was a cub. It was nice to feel the pressure and warmth of another. It was very very nice, so nice that a deep purr rolled in the back of his throat.
His tail would wrap around the fox's paws. It brought peace to him to know that he could not lose his cherished friend.
"It is a bittersweet thing I guess. You always have a chance to get it right.", he sighed opening his eyes to look at them. Noting the metallic theme, gold and silver. A treasure. "But what if it isn't unlimited? What if... This is your last life. You wasted it on the likes of Jervis. Who is most likely not like you and your family. When he dies he is dead.."
Right?
Huffing the cat would lose a little more tension as he licked between the plush ears, his tongue grooming the fur of their forehead. Chances were he won't be in the embrace of someone for a long time. And so he would try to enjoy it. While he cleaned their fur, his mind was focused on their words.
He would stop though and speak, "I'd hate to do it. But I would if it keeps you safe. And Ramona. And all the children..", he cleared his throat, "I would take care of Jervis. He wouldn't expect it. I've kissed his ring so much at this point that he probably thinks I'm a loyal servant."
A stern gaze would turn to the horizon, "And... Perhaps I could lead the Pitt, make an alliance with you and yours, change the ways, a new leaf. Or, we could conjoin the two groups and we can share prey. The jungle is so abundant, too abundant. The people there may or may not take for granted the prey." Kydobi cleared his throat, he had never ever genuinely discussed treason or the murder of Jervis. As said before he always considered it the fox's own doing or by someone else's. He had never ever killed someone either. Ever.
Thankfully Lynn said something that would redirect his attention onto him. Ears would perk and eyes would widen in a mixture of emotions. Pleasure. Relief. Lust. Excitement. But most of all he felt fear. His body tensed all over again.
"Yes..Uh.", but Lynn wasn't good for him, it wasn't that there was anything wrong with them. Kydobi felt they were wonderful, amazing even. But there was always this deeply rooted phobia of betrayal and hurt.
"I feel the same way.", well did he? Or was he being nice?
"But... I'm no good. I promise you that.", really the cat was protecting himself, he didn't want to put himself in a relationship. Purely physical, sure, but he had a feeling that the fox wanted something more...fulfilling and Kydobi knew he was incapable of giving them that.
His heart was pounding and some would want to flee. Escape this stress. But he was frozen, even his tail didn't move.
"Oh!", he gave a breathless 'ha', "I think I completely misread that." he meant their words. He was trying to make it anything but what he had initially thought it was.