05-12-2019, 04:48 AM
[align=center]
Better to be hurt by the truth than comforted by a lie -
♕tags-powers♕
[OOC: oops! didn't mean to say "he" in my last post XD for some reason I see them more masculine in their fox form ]
Kydobi dipped his head, granting the fox permission. It had been ages since he really touched someone, ages since he was just there in anyone's arms and so he would tense a little. The last person he had any contact with was Ramona and that was a brief nuzzle for her comfort and even then he felt weird showing affection.
But he would listen while he walked over to Lynn and curling around them. It wasn't hard since they were small, and he liked to know that he would be some sort of protection for the fox. A emotional and physical comfort. He would keep his neck up, unsure how to relax but no doubt it would come with time.
It was a sorrowful thing in itself to have to bury a loved one. But to know they were one their way? Did that make it easier or harder? Did it get easier each time you dug a grave? Probably not, but Kydobi supposed that some would move on.
"It's alright Lynn. If that tiger proves troublesome I'll help you out. I wouldn't let him into the Pitt and the others didn't take too well to him because of my opinion of him. He knows he is far from welcome as long as I am there."
He flicked his ear and looked away trying to tell himself that it was fine. Nothing wrong with some affection every now and then. But the only woman he had loved was his mother and she proved unworthy. The only man he had loved was the man who raised him, Kaziko, and he had tried to kill him. The other was his brother by Kyrzoba disappeared before he realized it, abandoning him as well. The only love he knew was platonic and every person he opened his heart to hurt him. So at the young age of a yearling the jaguar had come to the conclusion that love was an illusion.
So when his friend asked of such things he wasn't sure what to say, "Uh. Never wrote a poem for anyone. No one has ever made me feel such a need. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me, maybe this love everyone speaks of is real and I'm just broken. But then I wonder if it is everyone else trying to make something more out of lust. Other times I want to give it time. Somethings in this life can't be explained with sound facts, but I don't know. There is no one however."
He cleared his throat, slightly embarrassed by that.
"How about you?", he knew of the silver lion but would never ask of them. He had a feeling something terrible occurred to that being.
"Wait! I forgot to tell you. A dragon showed up at our borders a while ago. Beaten and roped. I think a Pitt member must've done it but I set them free... Nothing much happened after. I haven't seen much of them." Was this the brother?[sub][W]isker[/sub]
♕tags-powers♕
[OOC: oops! didn't mean to say "he" in my last post XD for some reason I see them more masculine in their fox form ]
Kydobi dipped his head, granting the fox permission. It had been ages since he really touched someone, ages since he was just there in anyone's arms and so he would tense a little. The last person he had any contact with was Ramona and that was a brief nuzzle for her comfort and even then he felt weird showing affection.
But he would listen while he walked over to Lynn and curling around them. It wasn't hard since they were small, and he liked to know that he would be some sort of protection for the fox. A emotional and physical comfort. He would keep his neck up, unsure how to relax but no doubt it would come with time.
It was a sorrowful thing in itself to have to bury a loved one. But to know they were one their way? Did that make it easier or harder? Did it get easier each time you dug a grave? Probably not, but Kydobi supposed that some would move on.
"It's alright Lynn. If that tiger proves troublesome I'll help you out. I wouldn't let him into the Pitt and the others didn't take too well to him because of my opinion of him. He knows he is far from welcome as long as I am there."
He flicked his ear and looked away trying to tell himself that it was fine. Nothing wrong with some affection every now and then. But the only woman he had loved was his mother and she proved unworthy. The only man he had loved was the man who raised him, Kaziko, and he had tried to kill him. The other was his brother by Kyrzoba disappeared before he realized it, abandoning him as well. The only love he knew was platonic and every person he opened his heart to hurt him. So at the young age of a yearling the jaguar had come to the conclusion that love was an illusion.
So when his friend asked of such things he wasn't sure what to say, "Uh. Never wrote a poem for anyone. No one has ever made me feel such a need. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me, maybe this love everyone speaks of is real and I'm just broken. But then I wonder if it is everyone else trying to make something more out of lust. Other times I want to give it time. Somethings in this life can't be explained with sound facts, but I don't know. There is no one however."
He cleared his throat, slightly embarrassed by that.
"How about you?", he knew of the silver lion but would never ask of them. He had a feeling something terrible occurred to that being.
"Wait! I forgot to tell you. A dragon showed up at our borders a while ago. Beaten and roped. I think a Pitt member must've done it but I set them free... Nothing much happened after. I haven't seen much of them." Was this the brother?