03-02-2019, 02:37 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-02-2019, 02:37 PM by Jiyu Simul Stamus.)
Traveling far had kind of become her thing in recent moons gone by, when Sepiroth had served as Pharaoh, the hybrid had flown deep into the uncharted lands simply to see what was there. Of course, she had additional motives for her trips, but those were irrelevant at the moment. So caught up in her thoughts, Jiyu almost passed by the meeting spot, even having to circle back slightly to swoop down onto the sand. Years of hearing about these things, never once had she believed that she'd be part of one even as a temp stand in! Actually, she was beginning to wonder if she shouldn't have sent Bai Shi to this instead of coming herself, in spite of the fact she had been preforming most of Sepiroths duties in his absence. No matter what she thought about, her mind kept returning to the fact she knew that her talent didn't lie here, the simple fact she could think of hundred of new ways to fight, harm, kill, main or otherwise hurt someone, but she couldn't think of a single new way to communicate that she wasn't mimicking from someone in her past.
Looking around she realized that she was the first of this gathering to arrive. Sure, she had arrived with her head held high, but now she wasn't so sure, logically of course, she completely was not doubting herself for no logical reason. As the realization of everything sunk in, she considered turning invisible and pretending she arrived later than this. However, she could never just run away when she had already devoted to something, that was a cowards path and nothing scared her. Still, she could be strategic!
Deciding that observation was important, Jiyu chose to turn her large draconic body invisible and lay down on a harder patch of sand that would barely give beneath her weight. No harm could come of simply watching how all the other's interacted before making her presence known. Plus, if they were smart they'd smell her anyway, so she wasn't exactly being sneaky, devious or cowardly.
Oh the excuses she made for fear she would never admit to.
Looking around she realized that she was the first of this gathering to arrive. Sure, she had arrived with her head held high, but now she wasn't so sure, logically of course, she completely was not doubting herself for no logical reason. As the realization of everything sunk in, she considered turning invisible and pretending she arrived later than this. However, she could never just run away when she had already devoted to something, that was a cowards path and nothing scared her. Still, she could be strategic!
Deciding that observation was important, Jiyu chose to turn her large draconic body invisible and lay down on a harder patch of sand that would barely give beneath her weight. No harm could come of simply watching how all the other's interacted before making her presence known. Plus, if they were smart they'd smell her anyway, so she wasn't exactly being sneaky, devious or cowardly.
Oh the excuses she made for fear she would never admit to.
❦ "Sitting In The Corner, Wondering What You Got Into And You Ache For Things You Don't Understand." ❦
❦ Jiyu's Adventure/Exploration Discovery Storage ❦
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❦ Jiyu's Adventure/Exploration Discovery Storage ❦
❦ Pm or Discord To Accompany On Exploration. ❦