Wresting Control//Jerisidie,Bai shi,Jiyu

[Jiyu Simul Stamus]

At first glance, Jiyu was an entirely cold frozen ice princess who seemed to care for nothing apart from loyalty. For the calico? The imagine of an emotionally dead stoic worked just fine for her because she wished things really were that way without any effort on her part. Instead the chill was just walls she had become so used to putting up that she would feel shaved bare if she let them down. Feeling nothing was way better than hearing Fatal's voice in her head or worrying that the animals around her would abuse her at any given moment. Hope was something she had given up on a long time ago for herself even if she seemed to unknowingly give it to others at numerous times across her life. However defeating fear was something that the calico was far from unfamiliar with, everything wrong with her being merely another way to drive other's back. Keeping other's away from the core of her being which a certain someone had made sure was nothing besides fear, insecurity and uncertainty? Was the only way she could live without fear, heck the only way she could live period.

It took her longer than normal to get out to the oasis on account of her hunched over back, something she didn't know she'd be thankful for soon enough when its purpose was revealed. "Good you're not late." her blue optic blinked as she made her way across the oasis avoiding the pond in the middle best she could. Even if she drove people back from the fear in her center? It didn't stop her from avoiding other things she was afraid of.