mama we all go to hell / mental breakdown

[sephiroth]

SEPHIROTH

MALE — ROSEBLOODS — PHARAOH — HOVER FOR TAGS

[div style="background-color: #292727; color: white; font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; text-align: justify; overflow: auto; width: 500px; height: 340px; padding: 10px;"]If it wasn’t clear, Sephiroth wasn’t exactly the most stable creature.  Between declaring himself a god and speaking to the Mother in his head, there was clearly something off about him.  Especially recently, with Mother’s absence and his lack of sleep finally taking it’s toll on him.  As if it hadn’t already with his foolish decision to stay in wrecked territory and focus on vengeance rather than healing.  He was a mess in general, but still went on as if normal.

The male lion would skulk towards the entrance of the ruins from within, intent to go out and patrol by himself; not like there was anything better for him to do.  Sephiroth would make his way through the exit, his declining state obvious.  His steps were slow, his eyes glazed, his large form swayed from side to side as he walked as if he couldn’t focus on going straight ahead.  He would stop at the very exit, where the waterfall blurred the charred earth beyond that was once luscious and green and now was black and dead.  The male would look foreword at nothing in particular, his jaws parted slightly.  The sight was pathetic.  Had it been his doing he would’ve been proud, but in this case all it did was stack another problem onto his already cracked mind.

The sight before him made him freeze, his ears down as his head started to head.

Fire swarming around him.  Death at his feet.  Something shiny and wet in his hand.  Purpose and calling in the fog in his head.  Someone yelling his name through the inferno.

No.  Do not go back.  Mother.  Follow Mother.  Mother will give you your purpose.

Follow.

Above.

God.

Mother.

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Sephiroth collapsed, his legs buckling underneath him and his heavy body falling onto the ground.  His eyes shut for a half second, exhaustion finally overtaking him for a split second.  The heaviness of his muscular form made an audible thump as it hit the ground.  When his hellish and alien eyes opened up they stared ahead of him, at the crystalline water but not focused.  They were glazed, glowing slightly, his jaws parted.  He came too, but was not stable.

”Mothermothermother..”  He was panting on the ground, madness ebbing off of him like a stench, eyelids fluttering and his tongue peeking out between his teeth.  ”Mother, strong Mother. come back.  Come BACK, you are…better.  You are high, we are above, we have purpose, we-“  Sephiroth’s sides heaved once, his paws giving a twitch from where he lay on his side on the ground.  ”We were meant to rule, Mother.  Please, please, don’t leave.”

He was unstable and on the ground mumbling nonsense.  Sephiroth, the mad Pharaoh, exposing the depths of his very human and un-godlike flaws to the world.  This was not working in his favor clearly.

#psychosocial.