It takes more than meets the eye

[Jiyu Simul Stamus]

They certainly held less dimwitted members in some regards, injuries that did occur were often minor enough someone didn't seek medical attention for the small scratches. Of course, that could lead to a new kind of dimness in itself, as it also increased the risk someone was going to come down with some sort of serious infection, but her mutated body rarely ever got ill so she didn't worry. Plus? Getting scratched was not a common event right now for the calico and if anyone else died of infection it would only prove her point of how short lived everything was expect, painfully, for herself. Jiyu only really cared to save the life of another when the threat was something she could physically fight some sort of solid enemy she could rip apart and end for good or at least until it came back to life because even some deaths were short lived. The calico hated it, or at least she would if she felt anything, but she didn't feel those things caused too much trouble for her.

Balance was something that some could claim Jiyu knew very well with her vast lifespan of witness behind her. Yet, the Vizer herself believed she knew nothing of the sort of work required by her rank, all she knew was how to hurt someone else. Single eye not covered by her black hair tuft turned to the sound of approaching paw steps, an incredibly light pink light flashing beneath the smog of her own aura against her knowledge. Those extra eyes, that forked tail, that pelt, and the fact the other female was shorter than her, it was sort of thing she would have been instantly attracted to if she had emotions. Jiyu was not daft to the brief period in time she had felt something beneath the coldness she'd lived in mostly her whole life, it was just too painful to feel anything so now she chose to feel nothing. Misery lasted, joy did not, she would not subject herself to their motional world just to have them stab her in the heart again and again when they left her.

Sabered fangs glinted in the moonlight as she listened to the other female, motionless as if she was only a statue, not a single light flickering beneath the smoke for the moment. "Evening, Rosemary." her voice was completely monotone lacking even apathy it was just emptiness her pace matching that which the other feline spoke with. Lights flickered almost entirely snuffed out, Jiyu disliked being confronted one on one by another member of the group, she had less to work with a greater chance of her inability to be Vizer being revealed. How could someone be second in command when they couldn't properly understand those around them?! "I'm physically well." Alright was a feeling more than it was an actual state, she didn't do feelings. Plus, her demons were not the business of healers they never had been in the past even the ones she was friends with knew no one could fix her.

Typically at this point someone would ask the return question, even knowing that lights flickered as Jiyu could not do it. Even returning the simple question given to her in this 'intimate and personal' setting was far too big a risk. If she entertained the healer? Rosemary would keep coming back, that was how these things worked, someone tried, tried and tried until eventually they couldn't try anymore because she hurt them one too many times. Which just made her hurt more because most of the time by that point the last thing she ever wanted was to see them in pain! It was better to never start, to keep her heart frozen, not to 'care'. Of course, teleporting away would likely hurt Rosemary too, so she was trapped here until the healer decided she was done.