BROKEN AND BENT && murder.

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[color=#151B54]JERISIDIE
" gonna swallow the blazing sun !! "

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a ball of vile roiling emotion lodged itself in the hellhound's throat, his claws digging into the sand beneath him, grains shifting and cracking as life found hold where it shouldn't have been able to. his breathing was coming fast, too fast. he wasn't in control anymore. he could only think that he had lost his control as soon as stryker had stepped onto tsuyu.

crack!

her bones, her bones breaking echoed in his ears, blood rising up his throat in a choking motion. he couldn't feel anything, only the echoing ghost of pain as he remembered every single bone of his body being snapped and broken individually. he didn't know if his voice rang out with tsuyu's or if it was a solitary scream as he roared, "NO!" his voice wasn't his own, echoing deeper and deeper, taking on an abnormal quality as it sucked in the air around him.

rage, blinding, consuming, control-taking rage swept into him, crashed over him head to toe, ripping him from the control of his own body. the man he was before everything changed, was in control. jikai could stand many things but seeing someone like tsuyu, as helpless as a child if not a child herself, had been ripped from the spells and curses he had been bound beneath and behind deep in his spiritual core. his eye began to bleed with distress, needing to take tsuyu. call it the only good part left of a once-virtuous man.

head splitting by headaches coupling with tsuyu's screams and begging whimpers he snarled, "No! Hey! Damnit, look here you asshole! That's going too fucking far!" he snapped, uncaring for what may happen to him for trying to interfere. he didnt give a conceded damn about anything anymore, just about the poor girl pinned beneath the lion before him. the demon general had lost it as he attempted to body slam stryker in order to try and pull tsuyu out from under the lion. consequence be damned, he couldnt let another poor child be killed or hurt worse than he had already done.

his fault, his goddamn fault. should've known, could've been a better father, could've been a better bystander as his baby girl had been murdered, right in front of his eyes, screaming for her papa. he couldnt tell what was in his head or in the present, battling his demons in both places as he cried out his frustration. he just wanted tsuyu to be quiet, he couldn't focus! he wheezed as his mind tore at his sanity, she shouldn't be begging the monster that had hurt her!

(I apologize if that went out a little there,, found an opportunity for him to relate to the past a little and took it -- hes just a ball of vehement rage right now)
((jikai is the person jerisidie usdd to be before he lost his memory, jeri was his true name))