10-15-2018, 08:51 AM
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the choices in which venus should have taken, the things of which should have been uttered by their now speechless mouth were something now merely regrets at the back of venus' hazy mind, being drowned out by mindless pain and fear. things venus should have done if they too were to have trusted in their own gut feeling. but neither buckingham nor venus were smart enough to realise that. not until it was too late. now neck deep in memories formed too long ago, venus was drowning in them, every single memory still holding the sting of the pain inflicted in them. their own, and the of ones who angeldust had loved. this little silver kitsune from sunhaven could see another's life before their own eyes; someone who venus had sold their everything to forget.
nausea and the sudden explosive pain emanating from the onset of a migraine bombarding their head became unbearable for the teen, clenching teeth painfully to forget the horrid feeling of a splitting headache. this time was different, this time was unique - visions of situations involving buckingham filled venus' mind like a disorientating film. no, this wasn't bucky, the quiet and reserved warden - this was a monster. it came in the dark, letting night be its cover as it stalked you, watched your every move and waited until you were in the absolute comfort of your home before it would strike. pinning you, immobilising you, it wouldn't show mercy nor fear - this monster had one mission to fill; intimidate angel until no more the kitsune posed a threat to the sanctity of war. venus was petrified. mission complete.
suddenly able to comprehend sight, noises, speech once more, venus' sapphire gaze opened with a frightening sharp shock as the silver teen began to squirm underneath the winter soldier's grasp. back and forth the sunhavener tried to thrash about, movements slowing and becoming weaker with every ounce of energy the kitsune expended trying to worm out of the winter soldier's metal arm - something completely useless. even if venus hadn't been oddly fatigued by the sudden migraine attacking them at worst of times, there was no way that the silver-toned vulpine could ever conceive of a way to overpower bucky. they were tiny in comparison, easily more than half his size. though they didn't want to admit it, a thought crept into the cracks of venus' mind; this was the end.
weight crushed venus' windpipe, their sapphire gaze becoming glazed as air failed to reach their lungs, cellular respiration turning aerobic and causing lactic acid to make the kitsune feel as if they were burning alive from within their skin. death would be on it's way surely now. then there was just.. nothing. no death, but no weight pressing down mercilessly upon venus' fragile frame either. blurred vision was made infinite times worse by double vision they had gained as the solbinder tried to catch a glimpse of what was happening to no avail, only the voices of a familiar accented tone alerting venus to what was happening around them. a presence above the smaller vulpine for some reason now protecting the teen. marina, she was calling out to the winter soldier as if she knew him, knew what he was capable of and commandeered his actions. how? was she the one from the memories? the handler? no, the handler was a male, he hated venus and had pressured the kitsune into keeping their mouth shut with lies and sugary sweets. marina was not ximen.
"s-st-stay away from me! s-stay away!" finally finding their hoarse voice from behind the helion, painfully venus' tone sounded scratchy and well beyond fear. bated breaths were uneasy as venus took a shaky paw to their face, wiping away tears intermingling with their own blood. "stay away f-from me you creep!" the winter soldier had finally come to finish his task.