10-11-2018, 05:31 AM
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gaze scanned over the crowd nervously, venus swallowing thick spit past the lump in their throat, the sound of the bobbing throat temporarily overtaking the sounds of their heart beating fast in their chest. arteries worked hard too, blood pushed through venus' extremities becoming more noticeable in the teen's veins the further the silence blanketed the sunhaven group grew. but it was silly to be nervous. for why should venus be so afraid of the possibility of having to interact with bucky? he was a warden, someone trusted, someone kind. at least he wasn't aggressive, or so cold to venus like levi was sometimes. but even still, the feelings of which overcame the kitsune whenever the pair were around were complete contradictions to their personalities. for when venus was around bucky - despite his warm appearance - the kitsune only felt innate fear.
'i will.'
of course he would, of course. gritting teeth as to not let the instant dismay of bucky's volunteering take over venus' visage, sapphire eyes glanced down to the tall warden making his way to the front. his own bright blue gaze looking back.
a wave of nausea washed over venus gently, just barely there as to let the kitsune know what was going to happen but not enough to completely take over their senses. yet. auras danced in the teen's vision, obscuring the crowd and forcing venus to focus solely on bucky. let his presence be the only thing venus could comprehend. venus was really going to vomit this time. "thanks bucky! i'll let you know it's not a real injection, because even pumping air into your body could be dangerous. it'll just be a little sting, doubt you'll even notice it." babbles spilled from venus' maw, eyes alight with feigned serenity while even their paws shook with subtle nervous energy. but it was going to be okay, venus was going to push through the oncoming migrane for the sake of the perspetive crowd. the last thing venus wanted to happen being the gathered members to be turned off on the idea of medicine for venus' silly antics. thoughts were becoming too loud now, auras growing larger and stronger as the kitsune knew it was time to move along.
explaining the procedure to the crowd, venus didn't even feel attached to their mouth ran like a motor. metallic, automatic, venus felt like a soul trapped within a talking machine who was built solely to practice medicine - but it kept the kitsune from letting their frivolous emotions from dictating their actions. the audience is why venus was here, the audience was eager to learn, they didn't deserve to watch a shit-show consisting of two bumbling idiots dancing a cautious dance around one another. venus was prepared to push through - resilience proving a difficult task to undertake. "smile for the audience." soft tones of feeble attempts to ease more so their own tight nervous energy than bucky's own escapes a parted maw.
if venus knew bucky couldn't see the silvery solbinder for their own person, but instead saw only someone who venus had never even heard of, he was right in assuming that venus would be pissed. yet, that negated the fact that he would be entirely correct. even if venus had sold their soul to forget - they could never sell any part of themselves to ever escape their sins.
slowly venus placed increasing pressure on the syringe's sterile tip, the needle hopefully breaking skin to barely enter bucky's shoulder for the sake of the seminar.