arsonist's lullaby / storage

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]— doesn't want to be leader, afraid of being judged and looked up to, hates the power that comes with it
— won't step down out of fear of being ridiculed or seen as pathetic or a disappointment or weak
— struggles a lot with the stress of leadership, barely sleeps, very tense at all times and may end up snapping at someone eventually