LATELY I'VE BEEN TRYING && confessing(?)

[tori]

Alexander was not used to touch, it felt weird. When Oni brushed against his cheek he froze, placing his own hand on that side of his face when the other sat back down. It was still so confusing, and yet another realization brought on by Onision's behavior towards him, especially as of now. He'd really been lacking in basic concepts while growing up.

"You..." He blinked in surprise, lacking the words he needed to respond properly. He felt his stomach twist in nervousness, and he frowned, ready to kick himself both mentally and physically. He was losing his grip, control over his own emotions was slipping. To any normal person, that was a part of life, emotions happened. But he was not....normal. He hated it, anything out of his complete control felt disastrous, especially if it was something of his own. But this was....okay, right? The opposite of harmful or bad.

"Etty please-" Alex whined slightly, pulling on his hair again, feeling like he would curl in on himself and just disappear. Like a black hole or something, straight up imploding. He was embarrassed to hell and back, wanting to beat his awkwardness with a stick. "Emotions are hard and I'm dying." He let out a long sigh. "I like you, you bring me joy, thank you for existing. Now please end my suffering."

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