08-23-2018, 10:43 AM
Izuku was not a cruel person by nature. He'd always been a protector, and even then he'd never tried to hurt people more than necessary. But time, and circumstances, change people. In his time on his own, Izuku had learned how to be cruel. He'd learned how to hurt people, where to put his claws. He knew how to kill. He didn't want to. He didn't want to kill, but he'd done it thrice. Izuku had irreversibly changed in those few months. As much as he tried to make up for it, by becoming a Frosthealer, because he didn't want to be a villain, it just wasn't enough. Izuku antagonized people sometimes and his grins were sharp. He was restless, these days, practically itching for a fight. He'd been disgusted by the blood and gore once he was safe just because he didn't want to be a villain, but Izuku just ... He's not sure. He wanted a fight. Wanted to rip his claws through somebody's fur. He got into scuffles sometimes, but he always held himself back. But then, well, there were those times when Izuku saw his friends get hurt and he saw red.
Maybe it was for the better that Nui approaches him like this, really. Izuku wouldn't turn down a simple training lesson, but there was a certain aversion Izuku had towards cruelty. He didn't want to be a villain and he shouldn't want to hurt people. But he did and he didn't know what to do. Maybe All Might was wrong in picking Izuku as his successor when it only took under a year for Izuku to collapse in on himself like this. He was really just trying to pick up the shambles of his life, honestly. He wasn't sure what he was trying to piece himself together into anymore, though. Midoriya Izuku, hero in training? Or just .. Izuku. Snowbound's Frosthealer and Snowseeker, basically their self-appointed protector? it's hard to tell, some days.
"Nui?" He didn't expect to see Nui on his doorstep. They didn't know each other terribly, terribly well, but Izuku was never opposed to talking to any of his clanmates. There's an obvious sort of worrying, fretting, that Izuku showed near constantly. Izuku cared for his clanmates far more than he probably, healthily should, and it made him anxious and jittery in high stress situations like this, just because he didn't know how to take care of them or protect them. "O -- Of course! What do you need?" The dragon's tail gives a swish as he shuffles down a little closer, so he wasn't just .. looming over her. He liked being big, sometimes, because it made opponents hesitate or made them easier to take down or they'd just leave him alone. But he didn't like being bigger than his clanmates, because it made them harder to talk to or approach or .. something. He's not sure, but it was a little stressful.
Maybe it was for the better that Nui approaches him like this, really. Izuku wouldn't turn down a simple training lesson, but there was a certain aversion Izuku had towards cruelty. He didn't want to be a villain and he shouldn't want to hurt people. But he did and he didn't know what to do. Maybe All Might was wrong in picking Izuku as his successor when it only took under a year for Izuku to collapse in on himself like this. He was really just trying to pick up the shambles of his life, honestly. He wasn't sure what he was trying to piece himself together into anymore, though. Midoriya Izuku, hero in training? Or just .. Izuku. Snowbound's Frosthealer and Snowseeker, basically their self-appointed protector? it's hard to tell, some days.
"Nui?" He didn't expect to see Nui on his doorstep. They didn't know each other terribly, terribly well, but Izuku was never opposed to talking to any of his clanmates. There's an obvious sort of worrying, fretting, that Izuku showed near constantly. Izuku cared for his clanmates far more than he probably, healthily should, and it made him anxious and jittery in high stress situations like this, just because he didn't know how to take care of them or protect them. "O -- Of course! What do you need?" The dragon's tail gives a swish as he shuffles down a little closer, so he wasn't just .. looming over her. He liked being big, sometimes, because it made opponents hesitate or made them easier to take down or they'd just leave him alone. But he didn't like being bigger than his clanmates, because it made them harder to talk to or approach or .. something. He's not sure, but it was a little stressful.
[glow=black,2,300]I WONT BE HERE LONG AT ALL ☀[/glow]
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