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What Does Your Character Want Most in the World?

    This question was surprisingly difficult to answer. Atbash supposed she didn't want a whole lot, though she did want her family to be whole again. She wanted Snowbound safe and happy. She wanted to go home again. Perhaps these are selfish things that she wanted, but they were things that she wanted nonetheless. Atbash was an extremely private person when it came to her feelings for the most part, so of course the things she wanted were matters that perhaps didn't matter to others.

    Atbash wanted her family to be whole again. She hated how her brothers acted aggressive towards one another and how she was always somehow pulled in the middle of their fights. Atbash hated how willing Caesar was to hurt her just because he got a kick out of it. Atbash hated how Vigenere was so hateful towards Caesar and distrusting of him, despite them being littermates. All Atbash wanted was things to be normal again, to where she would be back home in Dimension FiveX with them. Everyone always said that 'home is where the heart is', but sometimes Atbash didn't believe that. After all, her heart was still with her brothers, and the fact that they weren't by each others' side was awful. Atbash wanted to go back in time and prevent everything that happened, starting from when Vigenere was selected to be apart of the Guard, because that's where everything started. Caesar had been jealous of Vigenere, which slowly grew to be resentment, and Atbash hated that. Atbash knew if she went back in time and reversed everything, that she would still be stuck in the Seventh Tier and likely sold off to some male, but she didn't care. At least she would have her brothers by her side until then.

    But Atbash couldn't go back in time, that was simple. Despite being a dream demon, she had no abilities to be able to do that. If she had, it was likely she would have been selected to be the Shaman's Apprentice, but alas, Atbash had no such abilities. She was stuck in the present and she had to deal with the present, with the present being the tribe she led. Snowbound meant mostly everything to her by now, although she still wanted to be with her family again. Snowbound was the closest thing she had to family, and she had to settle with that. Atbash didn't like seeing her family upset, and she always tried her hardest to come up with solutions to things that happened in Snowbound. And sometimes those decisions aren't always the best, as evident with the drama that happened with The Typhoon. Luckily though, Snowbound had recovered, but that still didn't stop Atbash from second-guessing herself even more now. Atbash wanted Snowbound safe and she wanted everyone happy, and those things were hard to achieve, especially if everyone had different views. But that wasn't going to stop Atbash from trying her damn hardest.

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