08-10-2018, 08:32 PM
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goldenluxury "goldie" roux — female — the typhoon — tags
being away from her crewmates truly made her sad, even if at times it was refreshing. as an introvert, she did need to take breaks and be by herself, but it made her feel upset to be away for days on end - especially if she was stuck in the same place. sitting in the same place for too long was the worst. especially now.
she needs to be outside, she needs to be with others, she needs to see her crewmates and know that they're all okay. she was so worried now. decius could go after any of them and she wouldn't know, and it'd be all her fault if he did. if he attacked someone she cares about, it'd be all her fault, because he warned her. he told her if she messed up, he would do it. the only person he said he planned to truly hurt was deldrach, and she was already coming up with ways to try and warn here. to try and protect her without screwing things up.
she was actually brainstorming some ways when her ears perked upward from the sound of cap calling nearby. the girl lifted her head, having been laying down on her bed. goldie forced herself upward, and attempted to get out of bed smoothly, only to immediately fall over on her face. "wah!" she yelped in alarm as her face barreled towards the ground and hit it. "ow..." she grumbled quietly before slowly pushing herself upward and shaking herself out, though the movement hurt quite a bit.
goldenluxury then shakily struggled towards the sound of cap, allowing a warm smile enter her tired, distracted features. "oi, 'm o-over 'ere, cap!" she called, moving towards the entrance of her room with weak, wobbly legs.
she needs to be outside, she needs to be with others, she needs to see her crewmates and know that they're all okay. she was so worried now. decius could go after any of them and she wouldn't know, and it'd be all her fault if he did. if he attacked someone she cares about, it'd be all her fault, because he warned her. he told her if she messed up, he would do it. the only person he said he planned to truly hurt was deldrach, and she was already coming up with ways to try and warn here. to try and protect her without screwing things up.
she was actually brainstorming some ways when her ears perked upward from the sound of cap calling nearby. the girl lifted her head, having been laying down on her bed. goldie forced herself upward, and attempted to get out of bed smoothly, only to immediately fall over on her face. "wah!" she yelped in alarm as her face barreled towards the ground and hit it. "ow..." she grumbled quietly before slowly pushing herself upward and shaking herself out, though the movement hurt quite a bit.
goldenluxury then shakily struggled towards the sound of cap, allowing a warm smile enter her tired, distracted features. "oi, 'm o-over 'ere, cap!" she called, moving towards the entrance of her room with weak, wobbly legs.
NOTHING'S EVER LOST FOREVER, IT'S JUST HIDING IN THE RECESS OF YOUR MIND AND WHEN YOU NEED IT, IT WILL COME TO YOU AT NIGHT. I MISS THE YELLOW. I MISS THE YELLING AND THE SHAKEDOWN. I'M NOT COMPLAINING, NO, I GOT A BETTER SET OF KNIVES NOW. I MISS MY DRUMMER, MY DEAD STEPBROTHER, AND THE PIT CROWD. AND CHUCK AND MATTY - IF THEY COULD SEE ME THEY'D BE SO PROUD.