08-09-2018, 02:52 PM
9. Change
They were used to change. That didn’t mean settling down and doing nothing wasn’t a nice idea. Dimitri changed everyday. One of his alters came out? After revealing himself, it was easier on the alters now. They would shift into their true selves. The alters, in Dimitri’s body, suffered from body dysphoria. Daisy stumbled around in Dimitri’s form- he was bigger and taller than him. Darby didn’t feel the same amount of strength. Dagon didn’t like his small form. Delta… tried to ignore his parts but knew that they didn’t ultimately matter. So on….
Change was familiar to him, that’s the point here. His life changed for the better when they ran away from Dimitri’s parents. Whether or not their lives were somewhat worse after leaving was debatable. They were fighting for their lives and starving every other night. Something they had to push for as Darby joined the team and was in charge of scavenging and keeping them from starving. That was part of why the alter was so stubbornly brave. He didn’t mind getting into trouble and getting them hurt so much. Anything for food.
It was around that time Dimitri gained access to the headspace, and he had confessed something to the brave alter.
“I don’t really mind dying anymore, Darby. It definitely scares me… but my life has never really mattered to anyone. If you get us killed, I don’t think I would mind too much.”
Even though Dimitri had said that when he was young, and that couldn’t guarantee how he felt now. However, it still bothered Darby sometimes.
They were used to change. That didn’t mean settling down and doing nothing wasn’t a nice idea. Dimitri changed everyday. One of his alters came out? After revealing himself, it was easier on the alters now. They would shift into their true selves. The alters, in Dimitri’s body, suffered from body dysphoria. Daisy stumbled around in Dimitri’s form- he was bigger and taller than him. Darby didn’t feel the same amount of strength. Dagon didn’t like his small form. Delta… tried to ignore his parts but knew that they didn’t ultimately matter. So on….
Change was familiar to him, that’s the point here. His life changed for the better when they ran away from Dimitri’s parents. Whether or not their lives were somewhat worse after leaving was debatable. They were fighting for their lives and starving every other night. Something they had to push for as Darby joined the team and was in charge of scavenging and keeping them from starving. That was part of why the alter was so stubbornly brave. He didn’t mind getting into trouble and getting them hurt so much. Anything for food.
It was around that time Dimitri gained access to the headspace, and he had confessed something to the brave alter.
“I don’t really mind dying anymore, Darby. It definitely scares me… but my life has never really mattered to anyone. If you get us killed, I don’t think I would mind too much.”
Even though Dimitri had said that when he was young, and that couldn’t guarantee how he felt now. However, it still bothered Darby sometimes.