08-09-2018, 03:00 AM
ALL ALONE HE TURNS TO STONE !
CAESAR CIPHER. MALE. THE TYPHOON. OFFICER.
The actions and decisions you made was something hard to forget, and Caesar always had to deal with them the hard way. The demon was always forced into his memories of the past at night, and no matter how hard he tried pushing them away, he couldn't. During the day, it was easier to, with him being able to distract himself with his Crewmates and being snippy with them. The night was when it was hardest, due to him purposely shutting himself off in his room. Honestly, he was quite surprised he hasn't Corrupted by now, but he definitely wasn't going to complain about that.
Caesar regretted destroying his Home Dimension a lot, no matter what he told people and how he looked on the outside. He told people he was proud of it, and he was honestly lying to himself by that extension. He believed that lying to others and lying to himself would help his cause when, in fact, it would hurt him. Not facing his past properly and constantly fighting back emotions is what would eventually lead him to Corruption if he wasn't careful. But that's what Caesar felt like he had to do: lie to himself and lie to his Crewmates because he didn't want to be seen as weak or worthless because he felt remorse for his actions.
It was no secret that Caesar often visited the beach just to watch the currents, despite his wariness of them. He came across the group slowly forming around Goldenluxury and decided to stand next to Captainpaw as he walked closer. Caesar frowned down at Goldie, although it was a look of disgust rather than empathy. "Don't fucking start your crying again." He growled, narrowing his eyes at the Captain's daughter now.
Caesar regretted destroying his Home Dimension a lot, no matter what he told people and how he looked on the outside. He told people he was proud of it, and he was honestly lying to himself by that extension. He believed that lying to others and lying to himself would help his cause when, in fact, it would hurt him. Not facing his past properly and constantly fighting back emotions is what would eventually lead him to Corruption if he wasn't careful. But that's what Caesar felt like he had to do: lie to himself and lie to his Crewmates because he didn't want to be seen as weak or worthless because he felt remorse for his actions.
It was no secret that Caesar often visited the beach just to watch the currents, despite his wariness of them. He came across the group slowly forming around Goldenluxury and decided to stand next to Captainpaw as he walked closer. Caesar frowned down at Goldie, although it was a look of disgust rather than empathy. "Don't fucking start your crying again." He growled, narrowing his eyes at the Captain's daughter now.
'TILL I'M NUMB, 'TILL I'M BLISSFUL !
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