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[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Okay since I think I am going to do the plot thing. Just some notes? These are angsty and can deal with topics up to and including suicidal ideation due to grief.

AFOREMENTIONED NOTES:

PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS:
— An intense chill, sometimes even to the point of numbed paws.
— Lethargy at a minimum and shivering if it gets bad. Nauseous.

MENTAL SYMPTOMS:
— Intense grief and helplessness. Overall an intensely miserable feeling. Will have an urge to curl up and cry, remembering generally unpleasant things. May act on that if the feeling hits particularly hard. For a while he thought that it was another form of healing from Letty's death, but that thought won't last long, because there are times when it suddenly gets bad enough that he wants to die. It scares him that he thinks about that?
— May at times violently lash out due to grief, which is. Strange to see. It's not always severe, sometimes it's just physically pushing away a loved one.

Notes on other things:
— Wears a necklace around his throat with a claw on it, maybe a lion. Or a bear, to be,,, ironic. IDK whatever it is, it's something that a former lover treasured. This may eventually move to be wrapped around his paw instead. Depends on how big the claw is.
— He's at a stage in his life where he doesn't want to be someone's experimentation. He doesn't want "I want to try this", because in his experience that inevitably leads to him getting attached to something impermanent. It's,,, hard to explain. He's more than fine being someone's first, but he wants it to be "I like you" not "I think I could like you". He doesn't want to kiss someone just so they can analyze it and "hmm do I want to do that again".