hope you're alright ☀ aizawa

[arcy]

The instant Aizawa said literally any that out loud, Izuku would be on his case. Christ, just step down if you don't want to be in charge of all of these people. And Izuku may not have become a hero, but he'd accepted that. Or, he would until Aizawa said he'd failed in becoming one. Then Izuku would be onto pretty passive aggressive, self-destructive tendencies. Fun stuff. And, well, Izuku hadn't used to be so .. awful. He was an awful person. But then there was months on his own and sometimes people hurt him if he wasn't good enough and couldn't do what they expected. It was generally less painful when he went through with whatever tasks they demand of him. There was .. a lot of reasons Izuku was the way he was. Most of it occurred while he was on his own. Izuku had effectively forgotten how to interact with people without violence or other people with ulterior motives, and then he'd gotten to his old groups. Which was how he re-learned. And learning how to interact with people again from a bunch of clan cats wasn't the greatest time.
"We're gonna plan an event. Just a little one. You can't just be doing nothing," Izuku, upon hearing Aizawa's voice, makes over to boss him around, of course. The Frosthealer is frowning, but his voice is only mildly chiding. He got that Aizawa was lazy, but Izuku wasn't gonna let himself be the only one doing this stuff. He begged for the day that they got their ranks more filled out so Izuku wouldn't have to live with this. He's the Frosthealer, not the jack-of-all-trades rank. Very gently, he attempts to bap the lion's nose, just because he feels like it. "Like it or not, you're either Snowseeker or not, let's go," Izuku was .. restless. He needed something to do. And this was why he didn't sleep because then he ended up at a weird in-between to 'i need to do something' and 'i want to pass out and never wake up again. Was that concerning? Maybe to other people. Izuku barely noticed anymore. He'd had worse feelings before. Sometimes when he looks down from high places he thinks 'i could fall and die wouldnt that be neat', but other times he just wants to fly. There wasn't any rhyme or rhythm to it, really.

☀ what was i worth