07-16-2018, 06:03 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-16-2018, 06:12 PM by ROXANNE R..)
Laughter. Genuine smiles. Gentle touches. The desire for something more but too afraid to make the first move. . .
Roxanne's eyes slowly fluttered opened as she woke up starting to glance around with her rosy kissed pools eventually staring at the ceiling, the leopardess would place her paws on her chest letting out a soft sigh and closing her eyes once more feeling her heart aching within her chest. Friends, just friends. She hated it yet she was so grateful that they would still spend some time together even if her heart yearned for more, she hated being a selfish bitch, that's what she was. She could barely remember what she did last night though she rolled off of her bed looking at the collar of Kalayavan, he was still missing and she was worried sick. She was pretty sure that she cried herself to sleep or let out a few whimpers hoping that something horrible hadn't happened to Kal. He meant the world to her and if someone had harmed him, she would fucking tear their insides out. If he was dead, well, she wouldn't be able to handle it. . . She wouldn't be able to live with herself knowing it had been her fault, if only she had stayed home and not gone back to Baracuda Bay. He would be here now, hissing at Greed and Planecrash, this made her heart ache even more as she walked over to stare into the mirror looking at herself. Her nose twitching a bit still feeling weird about the whole nose piercing, she touched the snakebite piercings only to wiggle her tufted ears to check out those piercings too. She looked like a complete babe yet she wouldn't admit that, of course, she'd never consider herself a babe. Never.
Her gaze wavered a bit though her muscles and body grew stiff seeing something in the background, she squinted for a moment thinking she was still exhausted but she would turn around to see Lorelei huddled on top of Slys' paper bag. Her eyes widened as her face would grow warm with embarrassment before she screamed "I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE AFTER THE M-MOVIE!" Now, she remembered what she did last night, oh God, she put her paws over her face already knowing what her clanmates would think of her with Planecrash in her room. She had invited him for ice cream and movies, he had taught her a bit of Spanish which she would have loved to use right about now yet she refrained from it as she slowly removed her paws from her face. She had rudely disturbed his slumber and she should be apologizing yet her thoughts were everywhere distracting her from thinking straight. She had to say something. "Mierda. . ." Well, at least it was something. She wasn't ashamed of being best friends with Plane, on the contrary she was very happy to have met him, but knowing her brother or anyone else they'd go to certain assumptions. Oh God, what if Greed found out? Fuck. She walked over to the bed with her ears pinned against her head as the strawberry furred leopardess opened her mouth to say something until she heard knocking at her door.
She started to freak out a bit "S-sorry!" She hissed in a hushed voice before she would hide Planecrash under all of her pillows and shoving them to the top to look as if she had just fixed her bed. The knocking only grew frequent as she could hear someone calling to her, she would stumble over with her fur sticking all over the place and she would barely open the door to smile at (whoever posted next), God, she had forgotten to groom herself. Ugh, she would blink her eyes and say with a nervous smile "H-hey! What's up?"
"character's speech."
Roxanne's eyes slowly fluttered opened as she woke up starting to glance around with her rosy kissed pools eventually staring at the ceiling, the leopardess would place her paws on her chest letting out a soft sigh and closing her eyes once more feeling her heart aching within her chest. Friends, just friends. She hated it yet she was so grateful that they would still spend some time together even if her heart yearned for more, she hated being a selfish bitch, that's what she was. She could barely remember what she did last night though she rolled off of her bed looking at the collar of Kalayavan, he was still missing and she was worried sick. She was pretty sure that she cried herself to sleep or let out a few whimpers hoping that something horrible hadn't happened to Kal. He meant the world to her and if someone had harmed him, she would fucking tear their insides out. If he was dead, well, she wouldn't be able to handle it. . . She wouldn't be able to live with herself knowing it had been her fault, if only she had stayed home and not gone back to Baracuda Bay. He would be here now, hissing at Greed and Planecrash, this made her heart ache even more as she walked over to stare into the mirror looking at herself. Her nose twitching a bit still feeling weird about the whole nose piercing, she touched the snakebite piercings only to wiggle her tufted ears to check out those piercings too. She looked like a complete babe yet she wouldn't admit that, of course, she'd never consider herself a babe. Never.
Her gaze wavered a bit though her muscles and body grew stiff seeing something in the background, she squinted for a moment thinking she was still exhausted but she would turn around to see Lorelei huddled on top of Slys' paper bag. Her eyes widened as her face would grow warm with embarrassment before she screamed "I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE AFTER THE M-MOVIE!" Now, she remembered what she did last night, oh God, she put her paws over her face already knowing what her clanmates would think of her with Planecrash in her room. She had invited him for ice cream and movies, he had taught her a bit of Spanish which she would have loved to use right about now yet she refrained from it as she slowly removed her paws from her face. She had rudely disturbed his slumber and she should be apologizing yet her thoughts were everywhere distracting her from thinking straight. She had to say something. "Mierda. . ." Well, at least it was something. She wasn't ashamed of being best friends with Plane, on the contrary she was very happy to have met him, but knowing her brother or anyone else they'd go to certain assumptions. Oh God, what if Greed found out? Fuck. She walked over to the bed with her ears pinned against her head as the strawberry furred leopardess opened her mouth to say something until she heard knocking at her door.
She started to freak out a bit "S-sorry!" She hissed in a hushed voice before she would hide Planecrash under all of her pillows and shoving them to the top to look as if she had just fixed her bed. The knocking only grew frequent as she could hear someone calling to her, she would stumble over with her fur sticking all over the place and she would barely open the door to smile at (whoever posted next), God, she had forgotten to groom herself. Ugh, she would blink her eyes and say with a nervous smile "H-hey! What's up?"
"character's speech."