06-24-2018, 08:43 PM
ATBASH CIPHER
how could you just walk away and leave me here?
//Small trigger warning in the first paragraph for me attempting to describe what it's like to drown
Atbash had finally gotten to the point where she was comfortable sleeping in her own room again. It's been at least a week since her incident with her brother, and she felt safe enough to start sleeping in her own room again. Her body still shook whenever she walked, but that was able the extent of the damage right now. Her lungs still bothered her every now and again, but that was something easily fixed with some meditated breathing. Izuku and Jacob had been a huge help in her recovery, and she was grateful that they were by her side whenever it happened. What worried Atbash, however, was the fact that Jacob had gone to The Typhoon and talked with their leader. Which surely meant Caesar was punished, which usually doesn't end well for her brother. He was a hot-head, prone to be extremely distructive when things didn't get his way. So that's what Atbash was worried about as she rested for the night.
What if he comes back?
What if he attacks me again or somebody else?
What if he kills me?
These thoughts swarmed Atbash's thoughts as she tried to go to sleep, tossing and turning in her bed. She really wouldn't put it past her younger brother to seek her out again and this time killing her off. She knew he must has assumed she told Jacob what happened - but she didn't. She didn't know how Jacob found out it was him, but she knew that Caesar probably assumed it was her. And if that was the case, he was most definitely going to come back and seek her out. Atbash did finally feel herself feeling tired and let herself sleep, despite her worries.
She was underwater again. She could feel claws digging into her throat as she was being held down, her lungs screaming for air. They were practically on fire, and no matter what she did, she couldn't find her way out of the water. No amount of movement removed the feeling of claws from her throat. She was slowly losing air and instinctively her mouth opened to gasp for air, which only caused water to pour into her mouth. It choked her, causing her body to lurch as it tried to get rid of the water, which of course also failed. She was trapped. She was stuck. She was going to drown. Atbash stopped moving by now, her attempts getting slower as she started feeling tired. Slowly the she-cat allowed herself to close her eyes and -
Atbash jerked awake, practically gasping for air. Her claws dug into her bed, and her entire body shook. She was alive. She was okay, but that still didn't stop her heart from pounding. Atbash glanced around her room, as if she was checking to see if anybody was around. As of right now, none of her groupmates were, but she was specifically looking for signature yellow fur that signaled Caesar was around, to which she never found, but again, that didn't stop her from feeling worried and afraid.
Atbash had finally gotten to the point where she was comfortable sleeping in her own room again. It's been at least a week since her incident with her brother, and she felt safe enough to start sleeping in her own room again. Her body still shook whenever she walked, but that was able the extent of the damage right now. Her lungs still bothered her every now and again, but that was something easily fixed with some meditated breathing. Izuku and Jacob had been a huge help in her recovery, and she was grateful that they were by her side whenever it happened. What worried Atbash, however, was the fact that Jacob had gone to The Typhoon and talked with their leader. Which surely meant Caesar was punished, which usually doesn't end well for her brother. He was a hot-head, prone to be extremely distructive when things didn't get his way. So that's what Atbash was worried about as she rested for the night.
What if he comes back?
What if he attacks me again or somebody else?
What if he kills me?
These thoughts swarmed Atbash's thoughts as she tried to go to sleep, tossing and turning in her bed. She really wouldn't put it past her younger brother to seek her out again and this time killing her off. She knew he must has assumed she told Jacob what happened - but she didn't. She didn't know how Jacob found out it was him, but she knew that Caesar probably assumed it was her. And if that was the case, he was most definitely going to come back and seek her out. Atbash did finally feel herself feeling tired and let herself sleep, despite her worries.
She was underwater again. She could feel claws digging into her throat as she was being held down, her lungs screaming for air. They were practically on fire, and no matter what she did, she couldn't find her way out of the water. No amount of movement removed the feeling of claws from her throat. She was slowly losing air and instinctively her mouth opened to gasp for air, which only caused water to pour into her mouth. It choked her, causing her body to lurch as it tried to get rid of the water, which of course also failed. She was trapped. She was stuck. She was going to drown. Atbash stopped moving by now, her attempts getting slower as she started feeling tired. Slowly the she-cat allowed herself to close her eyes and -
Atbash jerked awake, practically gasping for air. Her claws dug into her bed, and her entire body shook. She was alive. She was okay, but that still didn't stop her heart from pounding. Atbash glanced around her room, as if she was checking to see if anybody was around. As of right now, none of her groupmates were, but she was specifically looking for signature yellow fur that signaled Caesar was around, to which she never found, but again, that didn't stop her from feeling worried and afraid.
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