never enough / storage

[SOMNUS]

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— about somnus
— pinterest

[SOMNUS]

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somnus ultima | "sleep at last"
the elysium | tennin
young adult | 21 months
august 30 | november 2018
masculine nb | he/him

APPEARANCE —
mutated cheetah | health: 100%
— 3 feet at shoulder, weighs about 100 pounds; lean and considerably toned
— maltese base coloring; deep gray with a slightly lighter chest and belly, spots/markings are shades of royal blue and soft cyan, with black ears and upper part of muzzle
— plumage of feathers that resemble a peacock's on the back of his neck and at his rump, gradient of gray to the blues of his markings with deep royal blue "eyes" on the largest feathers
— wears a [url=https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511572829540712449/511635155476152322/image0.jpg]mask outside the camp and while handling official duties. eyes appear yellow while worn
— when seen without his mask, his eyes are a deep, nearly black shade of blue
— a fast runner, though looks a bit strange doing it; a large scar mars his lower back, an injury that paralyzed him for a majority of his childhood; suffers extreme back pains and is unable to do many physically tasking jobs
— appears graceful, and usually is, but is prone to tripping or falling over due to back problems

PERSONALITY
— slow to trusting others, usually comes off as cold or aloof, but tries his best to be hospitable
— can't express emotions very well due to an isolated upbringing; never got the chance to properly learn how to deal with them, and has a tendency to bottle them up until being pushed over the edge
— apathetic/uncomfortable in most emotional situations; bad at offering comfort or sympathizing or empathizing with others
— takes on a more stoic persona with his mask on, his way of getting into "character" for duties
— hesitant with his rank; he wouldn't mind it so much if he was treated like anyone else
— narcoleptic; always tired, and has a tendency to doze off mid-sentence; can fall asleep anywhere
— not extremely fond of talking, so at times he simply grunts or hums in place of speech

RELATIONSHIPS
npc x npc | royal bloodline
bisexual | hesitant toward love
difficult to befriend, slow to trust

INTERACTION
hard physically | hard mentally
mostly graceful fighter | rarely picks fights
tires quickly | very skilled, just low stamina
neutral to fighting | usually only fights if needed
(eventual) air elemental | conjuration
peaceful actions can be powerplayed | reaction will vary
attack in bold #bcc6cc | [member=2855]SOMNUS[/member] when needed

[SOMNUS]

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INFPs are imaginative idealists, guided by their own core values and beliefs. To a Healer, possibilities are paramount; the realism of the moment is only of passing concern. They see potential for a better future, and pursue truth and meaning with their own individual flair.

INFPs are sensitive, caring, and compassionate, and are deeply concerned with the personal growth of themselves and others. Individualistic and nonjudgmental, INFPs believe that each person must find their own path. They enjoy spending time exploring their own ideas and values, and are gently encouraging to others to do the same. INFPs are creative and often artistic; they enjoy finding new outlets for self-expression.

INFPs value authenticity and want to be original and individual in what they do. They are often concerned with a search for meaning and truth within themselves. Following tradition holds little appeal for the INFP; they prefer to do their own exploration of values and ideas, and decide for themselves what seems right. INFPs are often offbeat and unconventional, but they feel no desire to conform. The INFP would rather be true to themselves than try to fit in with the crowd.

INFPs are accepting and nonjudgmental in their treatment of others, believing that each person must follow their own path. They are flexible and accommodating, and can often see many points of view. It is important to the INFP to support other people; however, the INFP may react strongly if they feel their own values are being violated. They especially hate being steamrolled by people who insist there is one right way to do things. INFPs want an open, supportive exchange of ideas.

[SOMNUS]

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It is rare to find the stereotypical nitpicky, exacting, "clean freak" in modern-day Virgos. Although the sign of Virgo has evolved with the times, there are some unmistakable traits that remain. Virgo people are generally respectable, hard-working individuals who have a love of knowledge and know-how.

Virgo's symbol, the Virgin, shows itself in the lives of Virgos through a love of all that is "natural" and a certain purity of spirit that keeps Virgos self-sufficient and self-contained, at least on the surface. Virgos are sensitive to their surroundings, and they tend to embarrass easily. They are generally reticent when faced with anything or anyone new. However, once they feel comfortable, they can talk up a storm. Many Virgo Suns are not too comfortable in the limelight. These types are just fine living in the background, as long as they feel useful and appreciated. Solar Virgos have a strong sense of responsibility. Even when they've convinced themselves to be irresponsible about something or the other, they worry about it.

Not all Virgos are workaholics. However, when Solar Virgos are not involved in some kind of project, there is generally a vague feeling of discontent. Even when their lives are filled up with work, they are restless and somewhat nervous creatures. The fear of under-performing is often strong. Virgos want to do things well. Some are exacting and thorough, and those Virgos who have convinced themselves to do a less-than-perfect job will generally feel incomplete. There's an odd combination of the intellectual and the practical in Virgo that is sometimes mistaken for coolness. In fact, Virgos are often self-effacing and shy. They'll brush off your compliments quickly and, sometimes, critically; but don't let that fool you. They need your respect and appreciation. In fact, the happiest Virgos are the ones who feel appreciated and useful. Add plenty of worthwhile projects to keep them busy, and Virgos can be some of the sweetest, kindest people around.

LEO MOON
Depending on other positions in the chart, Moon in Leo people are not necessarily outgoing. When they feel comfortable, they do like being the center of attention. That is, they like being in the "spotlight" in the comfort of their own homes and with family and friends. They enjoy entertaining others, and often take on the role of comic. Lunar Leos often feel a need to organize, and even control, their families and friends. They have an inner mission to set things right, and generally like to oversee the goings-on in their little circle.

This is a rather creative position of the Moon. At the very least, Moon in Leo people want to create and entertain. They can be rather lazy at times, and a little bossy too. Generally, though, they have a deep need to treat others fairly and justly. Lunar Leos require lots and lots of love and care in order to function well in the world. When they feel slighted, these people can be dramatic in their emotional displays. When their pride has been hurt, they are given to big scenes and sulking. This rarely happens in public, however. Lunar Leos are far too concerned about their image to make splashy scenes outside the comfort of their own homes. In public, they prefer to take things in dignified ways. At home, however, they're given to big displays of emotional drama. These scenes generally don't last too long, however. Lunar Leos are often personally popular folk who are valued for their integrity and strong sense of justice. Generally, it is easy to reason with a Lunar Lion. Appealing to their well-developed sense of fairness usually works well.

CAPRICORN ASCENDANT
There's a seriousness to Capricorn rising people that is unmistakable. Even when they're joking around, it's of the deadpan variety. In fact, plenty of very humorous people have Capricorn Ascendants. It's all in the timing...and the fact that they don't giggle before the joke is over. Capricorn Ascendant people project competence. They simply ooze it. They're generally very image-conscious people--the clothes they wear and their manner are a big deal to them. They want to appear successful, and they generally succeed! Often the Ascendant persona is the one that was forced upon us by family conditioning. For example, parents may label their Libra Ascendant child the "nice" one; their Aries Ascendant child the "independent" one; and their Pisces Ascendant child is generally the space cadet of the family. We adopt these roles as familiar ones, and often carry them with us as our defense mechanisms, in some way or another, for the rest of our lives. In the case of Capricorn Ascendants, these were the children who were considered the responsible ones. Sometimes, it was they themselves who looked around them and felt the need to be the structured, dependable, and responsible members of the family. So, often, Capricorn rising people adopted a strong sense of tradition, family, and responsibility at a very young age.

Capricorn rising people are generally big on family, and forever worry about security--for themselves and their dependents. They come across to others as hard-working, competent, and dependable people. What others may not see under that cool, even suave, exterior, is an inner struggle: they often ask themselves, "Am I doing enough?", "Do I deserve all of this?", "How can I make things better?" They worry a lot about the future. If success seemed to have come easy to these folks, it hasn't. They just made it look that way with a patient, hard-working, driven personality. Some Capricorn rising people practice some form of self-denial. They know how to do away with the frivolous. Still, they'll spend money on the clothes they really want (the ones with the right labels, that is), and other status symbols. Although they're rarely showy, their quiet air of success is often a result of conscious effort. More often than not, Capricorn rising individuals are success stories. Their childhoods may have been difficult, but they slowly but surely turn their lives around. Saturn rules this Ascendant, and this generally means a kind of backwards way of living--as children, they are serious and bear a lot of responsibility; and as they grow up, they age beautifully, learning how to loosen up.

[SOMNUS]

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STAND BY ME — florence and the machine
TOO MUCH (NEVER ENOUGH) — florence and the machine
PUTTING THE DOG TO SLEEP — the antlers