arsonist's lullaby / storage

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]character study, storage
— about prestige
— pinterest

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]+ general
prestige dean nocte-maestus | pres
the rosebloods | former pharaoh
young adult | 2 yr | spiritually 6 yr
august 19th | created mid 2013
cis male | he/him

+ appearance — ref
domestic feline | health: 0% | DECEASED
— an average sized adult feline, long fur and a handsome face
— plain tuxedo cat, white spilling over his muzzle and down his chest and belly; white paws and a white-tipped tail
— sky blue eyes with green undertones, looking like crystals; dark circles beneath them hint at lack of sleep
— pale scars cut through thick fur; most prominently is a slash across his muzzle, ending at his chin. a few others are scattered around his body

snow leopard | health: 100% | MAIN
— young and spry, handsome face and a good build
— regular snow leopard, soft gray coat with darker spots
— sky blue eyes with green undertones, appearing like crystals
— partially burned face, left side of neck down to mid left foreleg

+ personality
? | hufflepuff | true neutral
— kind and forgiving; trust is earned, but once broken, nothing remains
— pacifistic, prefers dialogue over violence, but doesn't judge or actively protest his group's stance
— a bit naive; suffering from mild amnesia after being killed, believes himself to still be young and can't remember the years between the elite's disbanding and the roseblood's regathering
— sweet, wise for his "age" and does his best to be a good leader
— reluctant about leadership; not fond of being in power
— beginning to shift to a less pacifistic outlook

+ relationships
ludwig sylvester maestus x adieu nocte
homosexual | not sure about relationships
fell in love once | thinks his lover is still alive
easy to befriend | hesitant to love

+ interaction
hard physically | hard mentally
not against fighting | won't fight without reason
unlikely to start fights | will end fights
reluctant fighter | won't kill without reason
fire elementals | no weapons
peaceful actions can be powerplayed | reaction will vary
attack in black | [member=1699]PRESTIGE N. M.[/member] when needed

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]human au stuff here

faceclaim & voiceclaim are rami malek

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]" forest fortuna adiuvat. "
fortune favors the brave.

" mutantur omnia nos et mutamur in illis. "
all things change and we change with them.

" vincit qui se vincit. "
he conquers who conquers himself.

" timendi causa est nescire. "
ignorance is the cause of fear.

" veritas vos liberabit. "
the truth will set you free.

" dum inter homines sumus, colamus humanitatem. "
as long as we are among humans, let us be humane.

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]comes back dazed and confused, still recovering mentally from being killed. struggles greatly with ptsd after this and one day gets knocked over/maybe wakes up to someone larger than him standing over him, causing him to have a panic attack due to thinking the lioness is back again

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]after dedicating himself to ra, prestige slowly grows more powerful, regaining memories and receiving strength from the sun god. though he still isn't quite used to leadership or being seen as a god, he becomes more confident in himself.

— eventually ra grants him fire elementals for his dedication
— he becomes big and strong! no more awkward little dude

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]what do normal people do when they get this sad?
they reach out to friends or family, i think.

what i wouldn't give to be normal.
to live in that bubble, the reality of the naive.

i think there's a flaw in my code
these voices won't leave me alone
my heart is gold, and my hands are cold

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]— doesn't want to be leader, afraid of being judged and looked up to, hates the power that comes with it
— won't step down out of fear of being ridiculed or seen as pathetic or a disappointment or weak
— struggles a lot with the stress of leadership, barely sleeps, very tense at all times and may end up snapping at someone eventually

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]— will discover fire elementals after sacrificing someone to apophis' servants in the wastes
— won't be fond of using them, both because of his burn scars and that the old territory was destroyed by fire
— stepping stone to more violent/wrathful prestige

[emil]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; padding: 10px; height: auto; overflow: auto;"][div style="width: 400px; padding: 0px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial;"]retiring for the moment