[ I WILL BE FREE — DUMP ]

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[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 1.4;letter-spacing:.1px"]Didn't want to clutter Winter's storage with misc notes, but needed a place to keep track of everything. Feel free to track or whatever, this is gonna be a mess.

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i. nothing so far, yay??

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THE HEARSE BY MATT MAESON

LYRICS:

I am the man we both couldn't stand
I can't wash off the dirt from my hands
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?
I can't scrub off the black from my lungs
I can't wipe off the taste from my tongue
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?
I can't scrub off the black from my lungs!
I can't wipe off the taste from my tongue!
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?

I will never go backwards
I will never be free
I will never run faster
Will you sink down to me?
I will never go backwards
I will never be seen
In the wake of disaster, will you sink down at me? Yeah

I am the house that's built upon sand
I am the thought that you couldn’t plan
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?
I'm the escape to something that's worse
I am the shadow driving the hearse
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?
I'm the escape to something that's worse!
I am the shadow driving the hearse!
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel?

I will never go backwards
I will never be free
I will never run faster
Will you sink down to me?
I will never go backwards
I will never be seen
In the wake of disaster, will you sink down to me? Yeah
Will you sink down to me?
Will you sink down to me? Yeah

I will never go backwards
I will never be free
I will never run faster
Will you sink down to me?
I will never go backwards
I will never be seen
In the wake of disaster, will you sink down to me? Yeah

I am the house that's built upon sand
I am the thought that you couldn’t plan
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?
I'm the escape to something that's worse!
I am the shadow driving the hearse!
What was it like to feel in love?
What was it like to feel in love?

HALLUCINOGENICS BY MATT MAESON

LYRICS:

Pushing past the limit
Trippin' on hallucinogenics
My cigarette burnt my finger
'Cause I forgot I lit it

Rippin' with my sinners
'Cause fuck it, man, I ain't no beginner
And then I crawled back to the life I said that I wouldn't live in

'Cause I couldn't open up; I'm always shiftin'
Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian

Pushing past the limit
Trippin' on hallucinogenics
My cigarette burnt my finger
'Cause I forgot I lit it

Drunken in Seattle
Two more xans and without a paddle
I don't remember your face or your hair or your name or your smile

'Cause I just couldn't open up; I'm always shifting
Go find yourself a man who's strong and tall and Christian

Pushing past the limit
Trippin' on hallucinogenics
And then I crawled back to the life that I said I wouldn't live in

'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
Now through and through I have come undone
And now I am just but the wayward man
What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands
'Cause I carried on like the wayward son
And now through and through I have come undone
And now I am just but the wayward man
What with my bloodshot eyes and my shaky hands

Pushing past the limit
Trippin' on hallucinogenics
My cigarette burnt my finger
'Cause I forgot I lit it

[WINTERWOLF]

[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 1.4;letter-spacing:.1px"]"It's okay," the voice soothes, so quiet and smooth, "I will forgive you. Find them and bring them home. Omnia bene evenient." It's calculated, he should — he should know that.

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INTJ, THE ARCHITECT. [SOURCE]
SUMMARY: Strategically capable, intellectual, and a walking contradiction. Traits that seem unlikely to work together well manage perfectly well, but it takes a while to understand. Does not act on emotion very well, and may seem as if he acts without conscience at times. This is false. Prefers people who can keep up with and understand his mental mind.

— It’s lonely at the top, and being one of the rarest and most strategically capable personality types, INTJs know this all too well. INTJs form just two percent of the population, and women of this personality type are especially rare, forming just 0.8% of the population – it is often a challenge for them to find like-minded individuals who are able to keep up with their relentless intellectualism and chess-like maneuvering. People with the INTJ personality type are imaginative yet decisive, ambitious yet private, amazingly curious, but they do not squander their energy.

— With a natural thirst for knowledge that shows itself early in life, INTJs are often given the title of “bookworm” as children. While this may be intended as an insult by their peers, they more than likely identify with it and are even proud of it, greatly enjoying their broad and deep body of knowledge. INTJs enjoy sharing what they know as well, confident in their mastery of their chosen subjects, but owing to their Intuitive (N) and Judging (J) traits, they prefer to design and execute a brilliant plan within their field rather than share opinions on “uninteresting” distractions like gossip.

— A paradox to most observers, INTJs are able to live by glaring contradictions that nonetheless make perfect sense – at least from a purely rational perspective. For example, INTJs are simultaneously the most starry-eyed idealists and the bitterest of cynics, a seemingly impossible conflict. But this is because INTJ types tend to believe that with effort, intelligence and consideration, nothing is impossible, while at the same time they believe that people are too lazy, short-sighted or self-serving to actually achieve those fantastic results. Yet that cynical view of reality is unlikely to stop an interested INTJ from achieving a result they believe to be relevant.

— INTJs radiate self-confidence and an aura of mystery, and their insightful observations, original ideas and formidable logic enable them to push change through with sheer willpower and force of personality. At times it will seem that INTJs are bent on deconstructing and rebuilding every idea and system they come into contact with, employing a sense of perfectionism and even morality to this work. Anyone who doesn’t have the talent to keep up with INTJs’ processes, or worse yet, doesn’t see the point of them, is likely to immediately and permanently lose their respect.

— INTJs are brilliant and confident in bodies of knowledge they have taken the time to understand, but unfortunately the social contract is unlikely to be one of those subjects. White lies and small talk are hard enough as it is for a type that craves truth and depth, but INTJs may go so far as to see many social conventions as downright stupid. Ironically, it is often best for them to remain where they are comfortable – out of the spotlight – where the natural confidence prevalent in INTJs as they work with the familiar can serve as its own beacon, attracting people, romantically or otherwise, of similar temperament and interests.

— INTJs are defined by their tendency to move through life as though it were a giant chess board, pieces constantly shifting with consideration and intelligence, always assessing new tactics, strategies and contingency plans, constantly outmaneuvering their peers in order to maintain control of a situation while maximizing their freedom to move about. This isn’t meant to suggest that INTJs act without conscience, but to many Feeling (F) types, INTJs’ distaste for acting on emotion can make it seem that way, and it explains why many fictional villains (and misunderstood heroes) are modeled on this personality type.

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[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 1.4;letter-spacing:.1px"]Can read, speak, and write Latin/Tevene fluently. This is his first language. Can speak English very well, but has a sometimes rudimentary understanding of reading and writing. This was something that was intentionally kept from him for a very long time, but he can read high level books surprisingly well. He mostly learned how to read from classics, which is terrible but what can I say, it was an old man.

How to screw up your life by Winterwolf:
- Let someone you were supposed to protect fall in love with you.
- Fail to protect them and watch them die because you chose to protect someone else.
- Watch the person you tried to protect get framed for the person who had a crush on you's murder, with the knowledge that they will likely also die.
- Die.

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[align=center][div style="width: 525px; text-align: justify; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.4;"]Can also speak Elvhen, but not read or write. Some phrases he's going to need.

Tel'ema abelas - Do not  be sorry. (Literally have no sorrow.)
Tel unsulevas iritha su na - I did not intend to stare at you.
Feneir - Snow wolf. / Fentelban - White wolf.
Tel'sal juvaslasir - Never again shall we submit (allow chains.)
Ea atisha - Be calm.
Avy dyem vindhruelan elvar'nas o harelan tunra - I would be a cruel honest person than a kind liar.
Vis brithan nulama, tel i'tel ajun - If I seem to be bitter, it is not without reason.
Ahnsul dialas mar'len o em? - Why do you hide yourself from me?
Ahn ane gaelem or? - What are you scared of?
Ane mala eth - You are now safe.

Will try to find more later.

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[align=center][div style="width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 9.5pt; line-height: 1.4;letter-spacing:.1px"]Phrases that are soft and then hard to swallow.

- I don't want anything.
- Don't be sorry.
- Don't worry about it.