07-13-2018, 11:25 AM
//this is sort of a nothing post i'm just trying to adapt back into roleplaying a spider if you get me
Alive.
He was alive.
Oh, he was alive again. He was so sure the last time was going to be just that, the last time, that he would get a little time to sleep forever, just for a bit, but here he was. Well, here he probably was. He didn't know much about his scenario right now, his eyes still weren't functioning, but it was kind of wet. Not jungle wet, like he was used to, but not lake wet either - it felt like mud, all viscous, coating his sensory hairs. Probably was mud. Okay, step one, stand up. When he stood up, he could figure out what body he was in, and then he could take inventory of himself, and then he could figure out where the nearest lifeform was, and hopefully join civilization to live out another couple of years and then die, hoping that it was going to be the last time, only to come back. Again. Step one, step one. No muscles, and he had sensory hairs, so it was probably his spider form, thank god, but he felt smaller. More insignificant. How... disappointing, he thought, pushing his relatively small cat sized body out of the mud he was encased in. Goliath birdeater, small, he didn't have his third left leg, and there were a couple hairs missing across his body. Hadn't grown back yet. He had recent wounds? Interesting. Okay, eyes were 'open,' and...
It was dark. Night, he assumed, but he was surprised his eyes didn't have to adapt to anything. It was a swamp, he thought, from the color of the mud, the texture of it, and just how much there was. It was hot, but a good hot, nice and humid, a little colder than he was used to, probably because of the lack of sunlight. It was a dense sort of canopy, though, he thought, taking a couple steps forward, trying to acclimate himself. God, what was this place? It certainly wasn't the Exiles, or the Renegades, or whatever they were called when he died. Wasn't any location he was used to, to be honest. And how did he get here? Honestly, it was probably magic. He disliked the idea, but he couldn't think about it right now. He had to focus.
"Hello?" he called out, an attempt to gain someone's attention with his monotonous voice, the word strange from his mouth, more used to saying 'greetings,' but that didn't quite fit the situation. Okay, he was on step three now, find a local to interview. Hopefully, said local wouldn't run away at the very thought of a spider talking, even one such as him, not as strong and large as a lion anymore, but around the size of a domestic. Maybe bigger, maybe smaller, he couldn't quite tell yet. After he met someone, he had to get somewhere, find some food, drink, sleep, leave if he had to, and figure out the universe. The confusion that had lodged himself in his brain was a secondary emotion, secondary to a calm that just rolled off him. Not in the way it used to roll off him, in the literal sense, where just being in his presence could calm you, but just the sort of calm that you could feel on him, despite his lack of facial features that could cause expression and the monotone of the two syllables he had spoken so far, the sort of calm he kept on him at all times that erased any chance of fear existing inside him. Well, for the most part.
He kept his forward motion, a movement that would only stop when he saw someone. Nobody usually noticed a spider sitting still, after all.
Alive.
He was alive.
Oh, he was alive again. He was so sure the last time was going to be just that, the last time, that he would get a little time to sleep forever, just for a bit, but here he was. Well, here he probably was. He didn't know much about his scenario right now, his eyes still weren't functioning, but it was kind of wet. Not jungle wet, like he was used to, but not lake wet either - it felt like mud, all viscous, coating his sensory hairs. Probably was mud. Okay, step one, stand up. When he stood up, he could figure out what body he was in, and then he could take inventory of himself, and then he could figure out where the nearest lifeform was, and hopefully join civilization to live out another couple of years and then die, hoping that it was going to be the last time, only to come back. Again. Step one, step one. No muscles, and he had sensory hairs, so it was probably his spider form, thank god, but he felt smaller. More insignificant. How... disappointing, he thought, pushing his relatively small cat sized body out of the mud he was encased in. Goliath birdeater, small, he didn't have his third left leg, and there were a couple hairs missing across his body. Hadn't grown back yet. He had recent wounds? Interesting. Okay, eyes were 'open,' and...
It was dark. Night, he assumed, but he was surprised his eyes didn't have to adapt to anything. It was a swamp, he thought, from the color of the mud, the texture of it, and just how much there was. It was hot, but a good hot, nice and humid, a little colder than he was used to, probably because of the lack of sunlight. It was a dense sort of canopy, though, he thought, taking a couple steps forward, trying to acclimate himself. God, what was this place? It certainly wasn't the Exiles, or the Renegades, or whatever they were called when he died. Wasn't any location he was used to, to be honest. And how did he get here? Honestly, it was probably magic. He disliked the idea, but he couldn't think about it right now. He had to focus.
"Hello?" he called out, an attempt to gain someone's attention with his monotonous voice, the word strange from his mouth, more used to saying 'greetings,' but that didn't quite fit the situation. Okay, he was on step three now, find a local to interview. Hopefully, said local wouldn't run away at the very thought of a spider talking, even one such as him, not as strong and large as a lion anymore, but around the size of a domestic. Maybe bigger, maybe smaller, he couldn't quite tell yet. After he met someone, he had to get somewhere, find some food, drink, sleep, leave if he had to, and figure out the universe. The confusion that had lodged himself in his brain was a secondary emotion, secondary to a calm that just rolled off him. Not in the way it used to roll off him, in the literal sense, where just being in his presence could calm you, but just the sort of calm that you could feel on him, despite his lack of facial features that could cause expression and the monotone of the two syllables he had spoken so far, the sort of calm he kept on him at all times that erased any chance of fear existing inside him. Well, for the most part.
He kept his forward motion, a movement that would only stop when he saw someone. Nobody usually noticed a spider sitting still, after all.
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