EVERY SINGLE YEAR I'M DROWNING IN MY TEARS | MARIAN HAWKE

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[align=center][div style=" background-color: transparent; border: 0px solid black; width: 550px; min-height: 9px; font-family:; line-height: 110%; text-align: justify; color:; padding: 20px"]Character name: Marian Hawke

Age: 3 years aprox

Alliance: ----

Family members and/or significant others:
mother -- Leandra Amell
father -- Malcom Hawke
siblings -- Bethany (f) & Carver (m) Hawke

Personality traits: Sarcastic, humorous, slightly self-depreciating, reckless, sad and greedy. Tries not to get into fights if she can help it, but she's always had a penchant for trouble.

Character history (where is he/she from?): Marian Hawke came from another group, joined soon after her own was destroyed in a raid. With her family, she worked on making a name for herself in order to support them all, but soon the losses of people close to her stacked and unable to take it she abruptly left.

Physical traits: Her fur is weird; it was horrendously tainted black, but her natural ginger hair curls out from underneath her pelt. She's a tall, scrawny wolf, with intelligent green eyes hidden under a messy fringe. Not extremely impressive looking, all-in-all.

Biggest motivator: Her family.

Biggest fear: Losing her loved ones for a second time.

Things he/she likes: She's not exactly the most proper lady, so it would not be an injustice to her character to suggest that she enjoys the company of the most nefarius of peoples, and will not hesitate to sleep around when it befits her. She loves money too, and will consistently try to profit off of her own labor. She also likes taking risks and never plans a thing.

Things he/she dislikes: She dreads having to be charitable and feeling compelled to do something out of kindness. She also dislikes conflict if she can avoid it, but most of the time she cannot, as she is usually caught somewhere in the middle of it. She doesn't trust little people and will never deal with someone smaller than her. Marian absolutely positively hates taking orders.

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[align=center][div style=" background-color: transparent; border: 0px solid black; width: 550px; min-height: 9px; font-family:; line-height: 110%; text-align: justify; color:; padding: 20px"]Marian Hawke does not have powers. She considers powers to be a hindrance as they were looked down upon in her old home, and despises the abuse of the most powerful sorts of magic. Although her sister and other friends used it wisely under her gaze, she is naturally distrustful of anyone showing unnaturally strong capabilities and will most likely refuse to associate with them.

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[align=center][div style=" background-color: transparent; border: 0px solid black; width: 550px; min-height: 9px; font-family:; line-height: 110%; text-align: justify; color:; padding: 20px"]Note -- in my DA:II play through, after Bethany dies on the trip w/ Varic Hawke dies her hair and cuts it short in order to honor her sister. The loss of Bethany haunts Marian the most and she blames herself for her death, wishing she could go back in time and fix it all.

This is a huge reason of why she struggles with the mental illness depression now, and why she recklessly puts herself in harm's way.

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[align=center][div style=" background-color: transparent; border: 0px solid black; width: 550px; min-height: 9px; font-family:; line-height: 110%; text-align: justify; color:; padding: 20px"]Her "type" of depression is high functioning, although she displays no tendency to harm herself. It triggers randomly and leaves her numb. She's more prone to act out at this time.

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[align=center][div style=" background-color: transparent; border: 0px solid black; width: 550px; min-height: 9px; font-family:; line-height: 110%; text-align: justify; color:; padding: 20px"]+ Zoey Deutch is her fc!! Bc in game prior to Beth's death she did have the prettiest long ginger hair and her face was fuller & more broad. She wasn't dainty and delicate like most women, bc she had very strong features like her wider jaw and more sculpted cheekbones. Her eyebrows were also Wickedly Long and Bushy.