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[sup]© tikki[/sup]IT MUST BE BELIEVED TO BE SEEN
Moth had found it harder and harder to be around as of late. With her brother gone now she had felt at first as though she didn't really need to be around anymore. She had her duties as the reaper of medicine to worry about, sure, but they weren't really something that she had done all by herself in the past. There were enough members of Tanglewood around that had known medicine that they would thrive if she was missing for a day or two. Or a week. Or a month.
She wanted to disappear.
She had done that once, back when Crow was leader and things were good. Back when Aurum was alive and Selby was around, before she had thought of kids and before she had been a medic. She had been interested in medicine, but it wasn't something she thought she would ever do. She had simply thought that she would be around, just there, unimportant. But now she couldn't do something like that, she had to take care of her home and had to make sure that everyone was in tip top shape, even if it meant that she barely got sleep, that she was tired all the time and had troubles sleeping, worry gnawing at her stomach that something would happen while she was dozing off, that she wouldn't be able to wake up in time.
That she wouldn't be able to save them.
Her mother, her father, her brother. They were all gone and it was all because she couldn't save any of them.
It was all her fault.
Head shook as she woke up that morning and walked out onto her porch, nose sniffling as snot threatened to drip down from her nostrils. Spring was coming, she knew that much and she could tell, but she'd never had allergies before, it was odd to suddenly be getting them now. She paid no mind though, figuring it was her body's way of telling her she needed rest, she needed to make sure she didn't overdo anything. She could only hope that today would be a better day for that, that nothing would happen to cause her to stress or worry more than she was already. She had hoped so well that the female soon shifted into the body she had been in when she had first joined Tanglewood, and a small island fox was suddenly there upon Moth's porch, sitting and waiting and watching.
She wanted to disappear.
She had done that once, back when Crow was leader and things were good. Back when Aurum was alive and Selby was around, before she had thought of kids and before she had been a medic. She had been interested in medicine, but it wasn't something she thought she would ever do. She had simply thought that she would be around, just there, unimportant. But now she couldn't do something like that, she had to take care of her home and had to make sure that everyone was in tip top shape, even if it meant that she barely got sleep, that she was tired all the time and had troubles sleeping, worry gnawing at her stomach that something would happen while she was dozing off, that she wouldn't be able to wake up in time.
That she wouldn't be able to save them.
Her mother, her father, her brother. They were all gone and it was all because she couldn't save any of them.
It was all her fault.
Head shook as she woke up that morning and walked out onto her porch, nose sniffling as snot threatened to drip down from her nostrils. Spring was coming, she knew that much and she could tell, but she'd never had allergies before, it was odd to suddenly be getting them now. She paid no mind though, figuring it was her body's way of telling her she needed rest, she needed to make sure she didn't overdo anything. She could only hope that today would be a better day for that, that nothing would happen to cause her to stress or worry more than she was already. She had hoped so well that the female soon shifted into the body she had been in when she had first joined Tanglewood, and a small island fox was suddenly there upon Moth's porch, sitting and waiting and watching.
MOTH KINGMAKER - TANGLEWOOD - PENNED BY TIKKI - BIO