02-14-2021, 06:47 AM
[align=center][div style="font-family: arial; font-size: 12px; width: 310px; text-align: justify; line-height:120%"]Too long his sole company forged from the delicate threads of his own machinations, loneliness grown a familiar burden, near comfortable. Yet it does not settle in such a way to permit the removal of that gap, the thinning space once beyond his reach. Such, in and of itself, a solace of a different kind, perplexing still for both carved a tender residence out of his chest. Always there, present even before he may recall what had once been, lost to time fragments he adorned in faux reconstructions.
Dour grown the gentle curl, the wear thin across lips, his mind conjuring that lost. And it was, well and truly had destruction been wrought, carved into the land as though plunder befitting such careless abandon. Down eyes travelled, light caught and splintered, silver face depicting the curve of the moon. Not the one he wanted, nor the one that hung above his head in a sky that seemed velveteen in its ebony glory, nothing but bone left to remain. Drawn out the sigh that bypassed barely parted lips, vision shifting, shame a heat building in his cheeks.
Alone had he made his decision, departed when most needed were they all, the cusp of the new year rife with hope. That had been over two years ago, if memory served him well. Rust lined that which filled his lowered eyes, gentle the lap of the ocean, a swell that arose between waterlogged planks. Had he the energy for such may amusing the notion one that had been upon rocky terms with those he once deemed his family may act as safe harbour, closest neighbour to the remains he had finally been forced to give up on. He did not, and so caged it behind exhaustion, the end of the line come all too quickly.
Here he halted, grown unsure as studied where tracks gave way to sand. Another seafaring community has sought their downfall, earned in their eyes, blood on hands that had forcefully received it. This was not them. Still his heart seized, breath held as thoughts swirled. He would not be here, taken with the rest, quiet now the voice that had once occupied his mind. Slow his next step, momentary once more his pause, adjustment allowed as toes spread and dug into the grains. Next, settling before the first, breath expelled. Once more, motion slow and halting.
Too short the journey, in comparison to that of the tracks, though ever shortened it as mind screamed for his retreat, an order he would not follow. Once enemy turned friend. Finally lips took to a smile that felt more natural, gone in moments as realisation struck. Final chance. Upward reaching, rope grasped, determined the single rough tug.
"M-my na-" broken the hushed murmur, attempting to speak aloud the information he knew would be requested, that he had spoken in a time that felt all too distant. Wince crossing dual-toned visage as his voice broke, too long unused, throat aching as he stifled a sudden coughing fit. Possibly he may be in luck and someone capable of reading his messy scrawl would appear, for now he merely waited, chin tucked to chest as once more he tried to form anything that may resemble recognisable words.
Dour grown the gentle curl, the wear thin across lips, his mind conjuring that lost. And it was, well and truly had destruction been wrought, carved into the land as though plunder befitting such careless abandon. Down eyes travelled, light caught and splintered, silver face depicting the curve of the moon. Not the one he wanted, nor the one that hung above his head in a sky that seemed velveteen in its ebony glory, nothing but bone left to remain. Drawn out the sigh that bypassed barely parted lips, vision shifting, shame a heat building in his cheeks.
Alone had he made his decision, departed when most needed were they all, the cusp of the new year rife with hope. That had been over two years ago, if memory served him well. Rust lined that which filled his lowered eyes, gentle the lap of the ocean, a swell that arose between waterlogged planks. Had he the energy for such may amusing the notion one that had been upon rocky terms with those he once deemed his family may act as safe harbour, closest neighbour to the remains he had finally been forced to give up on. He did not, and so caged it behind exhaustion, the end of the line come all too quickly.
Here he halted, grown unsure as studied where tracks gave way to sand. Another seafaring community has sought their downfall, earned in their eyes, blood on hands that had forcefully received it. This was not them. Still his heart seized, breath held as thoughts swirled. He would not be here, taken with the rest, quiet now the voice that had once occupied his mind. Slow his next step, momentary once more his pause, adjustment allowed as toes spread and dug into the grains. Next, settling before the first, breath expelled. Once more, motion slow and halting.
Too short the journey, in comparison to that of the tracks, though ever shortened it as mind screamed for his retreat, an order he would not follow. Once enemy turned friend. Finally lips took to a smile that felt more natural, gone in moments as realisation struck. Final chance. Upward reaching, rope grasped, determined the single rough tug.
"M-my na-" broken the hushed murmur, attempting to speak aloud the information he knew would be requested, that he had spoken in a time that felt all too distant. Wince crossing dual-toned visage as his voice broke, too long unused, throat aching as he stifled a sudden coughing fit. Possibly he may be in luck and someone capable of reading his messy scrawl would appear, for now he merely waited, chin tucked to chest as once more he tried to form anything that may resemble recognisable words.