ramiel's past (tw; death, postpartum depression, major depression in general, violence, ect)
she was once a human, who was born to wealthy parents. they loved her and her siblings, and always made sure they had the best of the best. however, she always felt like something in her life was missing, and she grew bored of her many toys and playthings. she felt like an odd-ball compared to other children. she was known to play rough with those around her, and whenever she got a scrapped knee or bruised palm, she was always become infatuated with the wound. when she was only eleven, her family's large house caught ablaze, and the whole household was killed in the fire.
she was then reincarnated as ramiel, an orphaned jungle cat of an old clan. she didn't have any parental figures, and thus grew up without much guidance, doing whatever she pleased. she also still had the same intense interest with violence and blood.
when she was old enough, she eventually left her clan, in favor of another. there, she met a male, who she quickly fell for. he was charming and didn't bat an eye at her odd obsessions. it didn't take them long to conceive a child, but when she was only a few months pregnant, he died in a battle. heartbroken, she was forced to give birth to and care for their son all on her own. she suffered from intense postpartum depression, growing to somewhat resent her own child. eventually, heart-broken and depressed, she abandoned him, leaving him in another's care.