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« Reply #30 on: July 04, 2018, 01:37:43 PM »
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DID YOU HEAR THE ONE ABOUT ME PLAYING THE GAME? SELLING MY SOUL AND CHANGING MY NAME. DID YOU HEAR THE ONE ABOUT ME BEING A PRICK? YOU KNOW I DON'T CARE YOU CAN SUCK MY- DID YOU HEAR THE ONE ABOUT ME TRYING TO DIE? FIST IN THE AIR AND A FINGER TO THE SKY. DO I CARE IF YOU HATE ME? DO YOU WANNA KNOW THE TRUTH?
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« Reply #31 on: July 04, 2018, 01:43:50 PM »
cav's tags ;; edit: ShowHide
&& Basics
— Cavalrychoir ;; "Cav" ;; "C.C" and/or "CeCe" for the select few ;; Anyone aside the select few who call him "Cece" will trigger a negative response
— Cismale ;; Masculine pronouns ;; He, him, his
— Seventeen months ;; Born April 10th
 . Ages realisically
 . Aries
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel twenty-five months
 . Immortal to a degree ;; if something doesn't kill him, he can live forever
 . Created June 14th
— Tanglewood
 . previously a loner
&& Appearance
— Eurasian Lynx [birth / main] ;; mental health: 75% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . detailed appearance
&& Personality
— mbti ;; archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . detailed personality
 . positive traits include being strong-willed, courageous, diligent, humble, selfless (to a degree)
 . neutral traits include being reliant, just, independent, decisive, distant, curious, chaotic
 . negative traits include being distrusting, cold, malicious, borderline barbaric, brutish, unforgiving
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Npc siblings ;; one brother, two sisters ;; killed them and his parents
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: x
— Adopted: x
— Panromantic ;; Pansexual
 . Single
 . Develops crushes easily though ignores them because he's Clueless and Inexperienced
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
 . Medium-difficult to impress
 . Challenging to get close to
— ½  ⅓  ¼  ⅕  ⅙
&& Interaction
— No powers
 . Was given abilities by the demon he sold his soul to ;; Unaware of this and unaware of how to manifest them (also an excuse for me to give myself more time to get him powers lel)
— Physically hard ;; Mentally challenging ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Won't (other's) end fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in darkred ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Demon
— Low self-esteem
 . But he will physically fight anyone who puts themselves down like no binch you are beautiful and perfect in your own way and I will fucking say it as many times as you need to understand that you little shiet
— Lovely (singing) voice
 . Grows incredibly embarrassed if caught singing or is complimented on it ;; Calvalrychoir.EXE will stop working
— Always ic opinions <3
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« Reply #32 on: July 08, 2018, 02:18:51 PM »
needs editing my bro

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Jeong, though he did not participate in the raid, knew of it and the plan of kidnapping children. Seemed messed up to him, taking children from their parents but who knows? Maybe they were doing them a solid if they were anything like his folks. He only held onto vague memories of them and indistinct murmurs that he couldn't understand; vague forms and on occasion screams and moments of pain. Then he realized he was alone and told them good riddance. The faint memories he does have of them weren't great ones, he could say that much. So if they were saving children from that sort of life then more power to them. But what if the kids had found a lovely home afterwards like he did? Were they taken as well? Was there a criteria that needed to be met or did they steal whichever child they got their hands on? He felt his chest tighten for a moment before he shoved the idea out his mind. It's nothing that concerned him. Doing this weakened the enemy and made them stronger. Looking at it from a strategic standpoint, it's a brilliant idea. Alright, time to stop thinking about it. He was only hurting himself. What's done is done.

Passing by the docks, his attention was grabbed when he heard loud noises. Looking around for the source, he noticed the small group of individuals making a commotion over nothing. Rolling his eyes, the man continued only to stop in his tracks when he heard a child's voice. His interest renewed, Jeong looked back at the group and noticed the child in the midst of it. Smiling in amusement, the man watched as the child ferociously fought back, appreciating his energy and determination. He wondered how long the boy would be able to fight for himself before the adult overwhelmed him. Standing some good yards away with his arms crossed, he watched the spectacle with curious eyes. When the boy managed to create some distance, Jeong watched as he ran towards the edge of the dock. Stupid, he thought in amusement. you've got no where else to go. Just give up- or do you intend to jump in the water? He laughed to himself. Of course you're not going to- oh my fucking god he actually jumped into the water! Did he have some sort of death wish?! Panicking, Jeong sprinted towards the dock he jumped off of, pushing the others out the way. Sucking in a large quantity of air, he dove in without hesitation and began to search for the child. It was incredibly hard to see and he hoped he wouldn't get bit or stung by whatever creatures thrived there, but that was the least of his concerns. If he doesn't hurry, Kai was going to drown and he'd much rather get the bite and-or sting and save him in contrast to getting the bite and-or sting and the child losing his life due to his incompetence.

With every passing second, it was getting harder to breathe. Swimming up to the surface, he coughed and swallowed another gulp of air to provide some relief to his screaming lungs. Inhaling once more, he dove back down in hopes of finding him this time. Noticing a blurred figure first then his facial features told Jeong he had located him. relief washed over him as he swam closer to the other's smaller frame. When he was close enough, the man let out a frightened scream that shot bubbles out of his mouth. Reminding him he was a) under water and b) already low on oxygen so he shouldn't be wasting it by screaming. Was this really him? Well I'll be damned. A mermaid. Merman? Merboy? He nodded to himself. Merboy. Swimming closer to him, Jeong attempted to hooked his arms around the child's waist and taking Kai's arm, he wrapped it around his own neck. Making sure he was secure - it would make the rescue mission all for naught if Kai slipped out of his grasp - Jeong began to swim towards the surface, doing his best to ignore the fire that spontaneously lit within his lungs. Moving around so much and not being able to breathe was a terrible experience. Not to mention the extra strength needed to move in water. Once he came up for air again, his eyes stung and he was coughing, his body desperately trying to rid itself of the water that went down the wrong tube on multiple occasions.

He was still fighting to breath properly when he addressed the child in his arms. "Are you... you okay?" Seriously, fighting off a group of people, jumping into a body of water knowing that he couldn't swim and turning out to be a merboy? This kid is metal. Judging from his outburst, he must be one of the kidnapped individuals. Jeong wasn't able to piece his reasoning for jumping into the water together, but he could always ask later. Right now, he should question whether to take him out the water of keep him in due to... recent discoveries. He wasn't going to act like he knew how to tend to creatures that weren't fully human. Hell, he still didn't know how to tend to humans. For now, he'll do what he knew how to and hope for the best. That meant getting Kai out the water. Merboy or not, he still had some human in him which meant the possibility of him catching a cold is real. Swimming closer to the docks, he found his voice once more and spoke up. "If any one of you touch him, I'll fucking kill you." He warned with a growl. A bluff but they wouldn't know what. Jeong doesn't kill without good reason to. As he neared the dock, he aimed to lift the child up so he could crawl back onto it. Once he was up and onto it, the man would haul himself onto it as well, laying on his back as he breathed heavily. He wanted to scold him, but it didn't make any sense to do so. Kai was only trying to defend himself and when he was pushed into a corner, he acted senselessly as most people do. Remaining quiet for a moment, Jeong turned his head to look at Kai with a small smile. "Now correct me if I'm wrong," he started lightheartedly. "but I have a feeling you don't want to be here."
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« Reply #33 on: July 14, 2018, 11:14:56 PM »
He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

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&& AND THE WALLS KEPT TUMBLING DOWN / general
• ISIDORE STELLAN ;; DOESN'T PARTICULARLY CARE FOR NICKNAMES
 — just kidding. he lowkey likes nicknames, especially clever or sentimental ones
• cismale ;; [♂] ;; he, him, his
• thirteen months ;; unknown mental age
 — august 11th
 — leo
 — ages realistically
• the kingdom of aethiopia ;; general
 — official titles: -
 — unofficial titles: -
&& IN THE CITY THAT WE LOVE / physical
• dom. feline [birth ; main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; i. ii. iii.
 — isidore, for starters, is a large feline. he's a couple centimeters taller than the average male american bobtail though has the same stocky build. powerful thighs and broad shoulders, a possible symbol of brute force. continuing on, he has rounded ears with long whiskers and a distinctive, almost angular face. spherical eyes are yellow then blend into a warm green as they draw closer to the iris. hidden within his mouth are a pair of sharp but very sensitive, one inch fangs just behind the canines in his top row of teeth. long brown fur with black marble tabby markings, he has a sort of lion's mane around his neck, back of his neck and cheekbone areas. large paws and a short tail, he has a single piercing on his right ear that is barely noticeable if he doesn't draw attention to it.
 — injury(s): -
 — illness(s): -
&& GREY CLOUDS ROLL OVER THE HILLS / personality
ISFP-A ;; CAREGIVER ;; GRYFFERIN ;; DAUNTLESS ;; NEUTRAL GOOD
GENTLE GIANT ;; CULTURED BADASS ;; ZERO-APPROVAL GAMBIT ;; NOBLE DEMON ;; GOOD IS NOT SOFT ;; BRUISER WITH A SOFT CENTER ;; PAPA WOLF
 — isidore is a man of few words. it's uncommon that he would speak without first being spoken to, though he enjoys conversations. when it comes down to it he's not the best at initiating the conversation - being only a tad bit shy - but he warms up to others swiftly if they work with him. disciplined and diligent, isidore can definitely come off as aloof, but that's just his face as he usually has either an agitated or disinterested expression on his face. though his features may not seem there, his mind is reeling with thoughts and fully engaging himself in which ever scenario he may be thrown into. brave and cunning, he would be one of the first people to charge into battle along with the forces he may have dispatched; being a strong believer in a captain being nothing without his crew. he would never send someone out to do something he wouldn't do himself. with that being said, he's just and equal with those he comes across, even if they're being difficult. isidore's ability to think rationally in tough situations is possible what kept him alive for so long. he would need some time to collect himself in times of chaos, but he'll eventually could be found back on his feet sending out orders. slightly mischievous but very cunning, he enjoys jokes and puns way more than he should and although he doesn't outwardly ask for it, small doses of affection would be lovely. based on first impressions, it's clear to see he's efficient when killing others, but there is no mistaking the evident but faint gentleness and empathy in his otherwise stoic eyes.
 — loyal ;; compassionate ;; diligent ;; mischievous ;; authoritative ;; parental
 — cunning ;; loving ;; friendly ;; accepting ;; courageous ;; ambivert ;; callous
&& BRINGING DARKNESS FROM ABOVE / relationships
• panromantic, demisexual
•  single / [ 0 ] crushes / [ 0 ] "maybe" crushes
 — not actively seeking relationships
 — medium to impress
 — helpless romantic / seemingly immune to flirting / however if done properly, will throw him off guard and turn him into a burning mess
• npc xx npc ;; gen. 1
 — siblings: -
 — children: -
• trusts: -
• ½ of shiphere ⅓ of shiphere ¼ of shiphere ⅕ of shiphere
&& AND IF WE CLOSE OUR EYES / interaction
NEVER HURT AN INNOCENT ;; ONLY A FLESH WOUND
• hard physically / hard mentally / will not start unnecessary fights / will end fights
• open to minor injuries and plotting / closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
• attack in bold maroon / can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts / message main to plot
• powers:
conjuration |★★★★★
poisonous fangs |★★★✰✰
 — paralysis in limb/entire body; not fatal
super senses |★✰✰✰✰

&& DOES IT ALMOST FEEL LIKE NOTHING CHANGED AT ALL / misc.
biography ;; heartchart ;; plotting thread
• has a huge sweet tooth
• face and voice claim: idris elba
• ic opinions <3
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« Reply #34 on: July 15, 2018, 10:15:25 PM »
cav desperately not wanted to be alone. he enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. he yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. he merely wanted to speak. about what you may ask? anything. he wanted to know how their day went. did they sleep well the previous night? did they have any dreams? are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? he wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. the setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. he would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. it all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. a frightening, but welcoming dream. of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.
sincerely, inadvertent ignorance ・゚✧*
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« Reply #35 on: July 18, 2018, 05:20:56 PM »
Cav desperately not wanted to be alone. He enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. He yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. He merely wanted to speak. About what you may ask? Anything. He wanted to know how their day went. Did they sleep well the previous night? Did they have any dreams? Are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? He wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. The setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. Cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. He would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. Their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. It all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. A frightening, but welcoming dream. Of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.

He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

He didn't deserve to be alive.

The teachings of his tribe still lived on within him rendering him unable to bond with others. He was fearful of treating them horribly as he was taught to. As long as he roamed, his tribe still remains.

As much as the thought hurt him, Cav knew he needed to prove them wrong. That their teaching may make his life harder, but it isn't going to dictate what he does and doesn't do. He will never be free, he knew that much. But he needed to start somewhere.

His cloudy vision and distracted thoughts rendered him vulnerable to attackers. They'd manage to get the first hit, but they better aim well. The first strike would need to immobilize, knock him unconscious or kill him because once he snaps out of his trance, he's not going to be happy. Cav could have walked another couple hours with Argus following close behind and not realize her presence. It was only when she spoke did he jump to the side - an immediate response. Lips drawn back in a snarl and claws extended, Cav's pointed ears flattened against his skull as he lowered himself to the ground as he prepared to fight. Was he in any shape to fight? Physically, yes. Mentally, no. Dark red orbs blinked a few times in attempt to clear his vision as well as a shake of his head. Once his attention returned to the ghostly figure, he watched as she stepped into better light. A white winged wolf with red eyes and a hole in her chest. Odd. She didn't appear to be hostile nor did she sound malicious as he recollected her first words. It was clear he had overreacted but it wasn't like he could help it. He was taught everyone was an enemy. Everyone wanted him dead. Now he was busy thinking about his life up until now. He hadn't taken into consideration speaking with another this soon.

Forcing himself to relax, Cav stood upright once more though kept his claws unsheathed. He didn't know who this individual is and because of that, he was weary. Hostile or not. As she continued, the bulky feline hesitated for a moment, growing stiff before narrowing his eyes. Was he that easy to read? No, he did have a defeated expression and was aimlessly wandering about. The next question was, who is she? He remained silent for a moment, wondering how he should respond. Wondering if he should respond. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about." He replied with an edge to his voice, not enjoying how a total stranger seemed to pinpoint how he was feeling.
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« Reply #36 on: July 18, 2018, 05:32:07 PM »
Cav desperately not wanted to be alone. He enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. He yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. He merely wanted to speak. About what you may ask? Anything. He wanted to know how their day went. Did they sleep well the previous night? Did they have any dreams? Are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? He wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. The setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. Cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. He would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. Their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. It all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. A frightening, but welcoming dream. Of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.

He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

He didn't deserve to be alive.

The teachings of his tribe still lived on within him rendering him unable to bond with others. He was fearful of treating them horribly as he was taught to. As long as he roamed, his tribe still remains.

As much as the thought hurt him, Cav knew he needed to prove them wrong. That their teaching may make his life harder, but it isn't going to dictate what he does and doesn't do. He will never be free, he knew that much. But he needed to start somewhere.

His cloudy vision and distracted thoughts rendered him vulnerable to attackers. They'd manage to get the first hit, but they better aim well. The first strike would need to immobilize, knock him unconscious or kill him because once he snaps out of his trance, he's not going to be happy. Cav could have walked another couple hours with Argus following close behind and not realize her presence. It was only when she spoke did he jump to the side - an immediate response. Lips drawn back in a snarl and claws extended, Cav's pointed ears flattened against his skull as he lowered himself to the ground as he prepared to fight. Was he in any shape to fight? Physically, yes. Mentally, no. Dark red orbs blinked a few times in attempt to clear his vision as well as a shake of his head. Once his attention returned to the ghostly figure, he watched as she stepped into better light. A white winged wolf with red eyes and a hole in her chest. Odd. She didn't appear to be hostile nor did she sound malicious as he recollected her first words. It was clear he had overreacted but it wasn't like he could help it. He was taught everyone was an enemy. Everyone wanted him dead. Now he was busy thinking about his life up until now. He hadn't taken into consideration speaking with another this soon.

Forcing himself to relax, Cav stood upright once more though kept his claws unsheathed. He didn't know who this individual is and because of that, he was weary. Hostile or not. As she continued, the bulky feline hesitated for a moment, growing stiff before narrowing his eyes. Was he that easy to read? No, he did have a defeated expression and was aimlessly wandering about. The next question was, who is she? He remained silent for a moment, wondering how he should respond. Wondering if he should respond. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about." He replied with an edge to his voice, not enjoying how a total stranger seemed to pinpoint how he was feeling.
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« Reply #37 on: July 30, 2018, 11:52:15 PM »
zebulon should be more excited and he would have been if the circumstances were lighter. instead, his clan is being invaded and his beliefs and emotions were at war with each other. he was confused and didn't know where to begin in finding a solution for his problems. with what was going on, he didn't know why he was doing this. adjusting the headphones around his neck, the smaller than average male gave himself a shake and smiled. it wasn't his usual bright and energetic one but it was a smile nonetheless. even in this time of darkness, he should remain optimistic and hopeful! he is an angel, after all! and all angels should be bright and optimistic! and they should also help others when they can- something he hadn't been doing very well. maybe, just maybe if he was more aggressive, they could have driven the loners back and reclaim some of their territory. he bit down on his lip. getting sad about it gave him time to reflect, but it didn't help. his values and logic clashed furiously, leaving behind a frustrated young warrior.

maybe making this announcement was pointless, or it could be seen as a silver lining. the candle in the dark and the light at the end of a tunnel. he is still an inexperienced kid, but he still as eager to learn as before. he would like to say the fact that he's made it thus far is significant, but he's immortal so it loses its importance. though, if measured not by time but how the time was spent, he supposed it is amazing. he's seen people come and go, but he remained and he's proud to say he's here for his clan when it's needed the most. and with that, zebulon cleared his throat and spoke up. "hey, hey~ guess who's of warrior-age now?" a small pause as he pointed to himself with a grin. "it's me. ya boy." he didn't know what warrior name he was going to go with yet, so he was glad he decided to use his nickname more than his birth one. not that he didn't like his birth name or anything. nicknames had always been his thing and he feels 'zebulon' is pretty rad.
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« Reply #38 on: August 20, 2018, 08:38:27 PM »
ren's questions: ShowHide
1) What is your full name?
Nice to meet you. My name is Renegadeanthem. Renegade or Ren for short.
2) Where and when were you born?
I was born April Tenth in a tribe called
3) Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My... My parents- Olivia and Donovan Relios- Head of the Relios family in my tribe. They were disgusting people I slaughtered with my own paws. They are no longer relevant and I no longer wish to remember them.
4) Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
My siblings were killed by me as well and much like my parents, I'd rather not recollect them. However, I had one brother and two sisters: Maverick, Georgia and Heather respectively.
5) Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I live in a place called Tanglewood.
6) What is your occupation?
I do not have one. However, I assume I hold some sort of rank in Tanglewood.
7) Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

8 ) To which social class do you belong?
Lower-working class probably.
9) Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
No, none that I can think of.
10) Are you right- or left-handed?
I am right handed.
11) What does your voice sound like?
I have a deep, sort of lion-y roar kind of voice.
12) What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
I do not think there are words or phrases I say a lot.
13) What do you have in your pockets?
I do not have pockets. But for the sake of the question, in my hypothetical pockets, I'd have my wallet and either mints or gum.
14) Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

Part 2: Growing Up
15) How would you describe your childhood in general?
Bad.
16) What is your earliest memory?
Being tackled by my siblings with what I assume was killing intent.
17) How much schooling have you had?
Hypothetically speaking, enough.
18) Did you enjoy school?
Hypothetically speaking, I did. Now I know I shouldn't have.
19) Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
I was mostly taught what I know now by my tribemates.
20) While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
Chances are, if they were bigger and stronger than me, I wanted to be like them.
21) While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
Not well.
22) As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted nothing more than for others to tremble in fear when they heard my name. To willfully submit to me and do as I say without questioning it. It was a dark time for me.
23) As a child, what were your favorite activities?
Exhibiting displays of dominance, taking over territories, fighting others for their status and ranks.
24) As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
I was hell-bent on becoming the strongest no matter who I had to trample over to reach the top. From the previous questions, I think you can piece together just what kind of person I was growing up.
25) As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
I was very well known thought I didn't have any friends.
26) When and with whom was your first kiss?
I... Uh... Th-that hasn't happened yet.
27) Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Uh... ///
28) If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
I was turned into a demon the day I realized the person I was wasn't the person I wanted to be. It was a metamorphosis of sorts. The demon who turned me was someone I wouldn't exactly consider a friend, but they were close to becoming one. Due to their fondness of me, they said they had given me abilities though didn't tell me what they are or how to manifest them so as far as "special abilities" go, my pupils are permanently slits and I can live forever if an outside source - not including various sicknesses or illnesses - doesn't kill me.
Part 3: Past Influences
29) What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
Definitely meeting Liliana.
30) Who has had the most influence on you?
Liliana. She taught me about many things and I wish she was still alive for me to thank her.
31) What do you consider your greatest achievement?
I haven't done anything note-worth yet.
32) What is your greatest regret?
I should have put more effort into protecting Lili.
33) What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I've killed many innocent people and hurt plenty more. I don't think it gets any eviler than that.
34) Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
...Yes.
35) When was the time you were the most frightened?
When the self-realization set in that no matter what, I will never be able to change.
36) What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Probably when I almost killed and ate Delilah.
37) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I would have done a better job in saving Lili.
38) What is your best memory?
All the times I've spent with Liliana up to her execution.
39) What is your worst memory?
It's hard to pick only one.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40) Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Pessimistic.
41) What is your greatest fear?
Reverting back to my old ways. That thought keeps me up at night.
42) What are your religious views?
I have none.
43) What are your political views?
None, once more.
44) What are your views on sex?
A-ah... um... It's alright, I guess? I'm unclear of the meaning of the question.
45) Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
I am. However, violence should never be an option... Is what I'd like to say. But as someone who's murdered many, I don't think I have any right to say when it's right or wrong to.
46) In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Take a life or turn a blind eye.
47) Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
N-no? Y-yes? I'm not sure.
48) What do you believe makes a successful life?
Happiness.
49) How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
I hide. A lot. I'm sure if others knew who I was, they'd avoid me. Not that I would blame them.
50) Do you have any biases or prejudices?
I did. Most revolved around strength.
51) Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
I will no longer take a life if I absolutely do not have to. I will try every method possible before resulting in ending another's life. I've done that enough.
52) Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
Delilah.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53) In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
I keep everyone at a distance. That is, until I know they're strong enough to put me in my place should I act out of line.
54) Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
Delilah. I... I don't know why she's so important to me. She melted my heart as soon as we met and I... I only wish to protect her from terrible things.
55) Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
Right now, the only person that comes to mind is Delilah.
56) Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
I have no friends... But I'm interested in starting a friendship with Delilah and Zimavich; the only person I know who can melt my heart and the only one I know who seems to have the ability to kick my ass.
57) Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
...No.
58) Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
...I-I think? I remember being quite fond of a lot of people. It never developed into anything though.
59) What do you look for in a potential lover?
Delilah.
interviewer: that doesn't answer the question-
ren, more sternly: delilah
60) How close are you to your family?
They're dead.
61) Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
I...I don't trust myself enough to take on such a responsibility. My family would look to me to protect them and I have enough on my mind to worry about. Not to mention, I don't want to make the mistake of teaching my children the wrong things- just as my family had done to me.
62) Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
At the moment, I don't trust anyone enough to ask for help. I would do my best to solve the problem myself... Though I would be more inclined to consult Delilah.
63) Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
...No.
64) If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Perhaps Delilah.
65) Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
My family and tribe, though they are no more. And with every passing day, that anger grows numb as the flame slowly extinguishes itself, no longer seeing a purpose in continuing.
66) Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
I stand my ground no matter what.
67) Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
Yes.
68) Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
I do not mind because I was... I was trained to assume leader-like positions.
69) Do you care what others think of you?
No.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70) What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
I do not have hobbies or pastimes.
71) What is your most treasured possession?
I would say Delilah but she is my most treasured person, not possession. I wish to be by her side, not own her.
72) What is your favorite color?
I have none.
73) What is your favorite food?
I'm not picky.
74) What, if anything, do you like to read?
I do not read either though I feel I would be fond of mysteries.
75) What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
I-I do not know.
76) Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
N-no... Though I am familiar with these things I do not take part in them.
77) How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Just as I spend every night: minding my own business.
78) What makes you laugh?
...L-laugh?
79) What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
I've seen enough things not to be shocked or offended by anything. Though I suppose when others put themselves down I where I grow... Agitated.
80) What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
As previously mentioned, I don't read so I'd probably take up reading.
81) How do you deal with stress?
I do my best not to take it out on the wrong people and to be extra sure that doesn't happen, I isolate myself and carefully tend to it. Or spend time with Delilah. She puts me at ease.
82) Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I think I would be in-between. It's good to have a plan but charging in keeps you sharp.
83) What are your pet peeves?
When others talk shit about themselves. I do it all the time, but I'll be damned if someone thinks they're not good enough. Because I can assure you, you are worth so much more than you can ever imagine.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84) Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Exist. And I'd be displeased should someone disrupt it.
85) What is your greatest strength as a person?
Previously, I relied heavily on my combat abilities but now? I'm not too sure.
86) What is your greatest weakness?
Greatest... Weakness? I have many, but it's perhaps the confliction between who i was, who i am and who i want to be.
87) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I dislike how my immediet response to something I dislike is anger. I'm swift to lash out and... I... It can be frightening. I don't want to do that anymore.
88) Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Introverted.
89) Are you generally organized or messy?
Organized.
90) Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Combat, socializing, learning. Anything that requires even a little bit of creativity, picking up hints and cues, understanding social norms.
91) Do you like yourself?
No.
92) What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
Rebellion. I do it to rebel against my old self, everything i was taught, my family and my previous home. I don't know how to better say "fuck you" than being taught how to kill people by monsters and using that knowledge to save people instead.
93) What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
To be happy.
94) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Not dead as I am immortal if something doesn't slit my throat.
95) If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I'm not picky.
96) If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Fuck three. I'd spend my last day with Delilah. I'd tell her everything about me and maybe she'd tell me everything about herself.
97) What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
If knowledge of my past somehow got leaked out, I would want them to remember me as someone who has no ties with that. I broke free from it and no longer identify with them.
98) What three words best describe your personality?
Reserved, professional, unconventional.
99) What three words would others probably use to describe you?

100) If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)


** idea credit to skypher
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** horn mutation ;; 0
. ram horns growing from before his ears and curling to the back and pointing forward adjacent to his jawline. another set would grow from his forehead about an inch and a half above his brows like a springbok [demon transformation ]
. scales?? somewhere on the body. maybe only in vital areas like the chest, around the eyes and stomach??
** aesthetic elementals ;; 5.000
. small, barely noticeable fox fires that constantly relight and put themselves out
. fox fires are brighter, stable and larger (2"x3") [ demon transformation ]
. body is hot to the touch bc of fire element and every breath heats up the air around him causing steam insp. titans from snk [ demon transformation ]
. fire would be attached to tail tip, ear tips and paws but not spread to other parts of the body/environment
** mental bond - 10.000
. with delilah
. perhaps another person he may have a contract with
** shapeshifting ;; 30.000 
. demon/serious combat body [ demon transformation ]
. homotherium or xenosmilius
. permanently unsheathed claws, scales (??), longer teeth maybe a different colour than white, lion-like mane (??), black sclera w no pupil or iris, a bone-like membrane growing from the elbows and a little from the hind legs
. demon transformation will hurt like hell the first time as his body shifts and alters
. maybe learns to light his body on fire and transform for a more cooler/flashy transformation to and from his demon body
** enhanced senses ;; 15.000
. will be a challenge to control
** conjuration ;; 30.000
** air element ;; 100.000
** fire element ;; 100.000

total: 205.000

draw concept art ya binch
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&& Basics
— Maekoda ;; "Maeko", "Koda" ;; nicknames are welcomed ;; doesn't particularly care for them
— Non-binary ;; Masculine/Gender neutral pronouns ;; He, him, his / they, their, theirs
— (physically) Four months ;; (mentally) Ageless
 . Birth date unknown; somewhere in Spring
 . Immortal
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel thirty-seven months
— Rosebloods
 . previously a loner
— Harbinger of the Apocalypse
 . The White Rider; Pestilence
&& Appearance
— Snow leopard [birth / main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . Maekoda is an albino snow leopard with bright blue eyes. Being only a child, he has clumbsy large paws and a long tail he doesn't quite understand how to control. Paired with short and soft, but thick water and cold resistant fur, he still has his baby fat which gives him a cute and innocent appearance. As he gets older, his white fur will start to show hints of black patterns and eyes will slowly alter from a bright blue, to a light crystal, then it's final stage of being silver with faint hints of the previously noticeable blue.
&& Personality
— mbti ;; archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . Maekoda's personality (as of right now anyways) could best be described as cute and innocent. He is a friendly character with a positive outlook on life and a genuinely curious one at that. He is very slow to anger, making it very hard to truly upset him and his patience seems boundless. Of course, he does lose his temper but that's a one in a million chance. A swift way, however, would be to say bad things about his siblings or do anything remotely disheartening to them. He's stupidly protective of them and isn't afraid to show it. However, it will be more concealed as he grows older but the feeling will remain the same. At first, he's weary around others he doesn't know but if they're kind to him first, he'll swiftly latch onto them and instantly become more outgoing. Big blue eyes are almost always shining, taking in every bit of information - good and bad - to somehow better himself. He's not confident in his abilities and he often find it hard to speak or connect with others he genuinely wish to be in his life. He can say "I love you" carelessly to a stranger or his favourite character in a book but fumble over himself when telling it to someone he really does care about. He's selfless and lazy, but diligent in the oddest of things. He knows he has a cute face and he uses it to his advantage whenever he can, especially if it means leeching food off of another. He's yet to "unlock" his memories from past lives but at times, words of wisdom comes to him and often gives off a sense of 'an old soul in a young body' ...which is exactly the case but neither him or many others know that. He does think it's cool and weird he gets super wise and distant at times. He mostly thinks it's cool though. He has a weak immune system and most of the time, his body is unable to keep up with his charismatic, energetic and reckless behaviour as he runs rampant through life trying to figure out who he is and his purpose.
 . positive traits include being friendly, outgoing, optimistic, playful, generous
 . neutral traits include being curious, just, adaptive, helpful, protective
 . negative traits include being manipulative,
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Siblings: x
 . Considers Talyn and Rizer his siblings
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: Talyn, Rizer
— Adopted: x
— Unknown romantic orientation ;; Unknown sexual orientation
 . Single
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
— ½  ⅓  ¼  ⅕  ⅙
&& Interaction
— powers:
 . conjuration | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . telekinesis | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . health transfer | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . enhanced senses | ✰✰✰✰✰
— Physically hard ;; Mentally challenging ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Won't end other's fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in grey ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Only speaks around the other horsemen; uses pen and paper to communicate with others
 . he does squeak, growl and hiss but that's as far as he goes for verbal communication
— Gets sick easily, but gets over them fairly quickly
— Doesn't realize he's the white rider
— Always ic opinions
— Updated 00/00
— Faceclaim: Gaten Matarazzo, Dacre Montgomery (older)
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separate the sorrow and collect up all the cream
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and i'll escape the gravity, and i'll reach my destiny
And I'll fly away
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time for me to fly - jonas brothers
try - pink
headlines - drake
one step at a time - jordin sparks
that's what i like - bruno mars
billionaire - travie mccoy, bruno mars
fireflies - owl city
adrenaline - shinedown
classic - mkto
you're gonna go far, kid - the offspring
when i come around - green day
rhythm of love - plain white t's
carry on wayward son - kansas
don't you worry child - swedish house mafia, john martin
big girls don't cry - fergie
up all night - drake
missing you - all time low
safe and sound - capital cities
cheers (drink to that) - rihanna
i am electric - heaven's basement
leavin’ - jesse mccartney


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[ MAEKODA ] [ ROSEBLOODS ] [ TAGS ]
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*:・゚✦ FIRST NAME, LAST NAME
—— lyrics here *:・゚✦
name
— nicknames
— past names
— name meaning
— pronunciation
sex
— gender
— pronouns
age
— mentally
— spiritually
— how old do they look
— d.o.b
— star sign
— birthplace
species
— ethnicity
— accent
profession
— do they like their profession?
— how long have they had this profession?


height
weight
primary eye colour
— eye colour details
skin colour
— skin colour details
— blemishes and birthmarks
— scars
hair colour
— colour details
— texture
— style(s)
body type
— posture
— disabilities/handicaps
— illnesses/diseases
detailed appearance
— faceclaim
— reference(s)
aesthetic
— accessory(ies)
— clothing style
— tattoos


positive traits
neutral traits
negative traits
mental disorders
— mental tick(s)
mbti type
— enneagram type
— alignment
— house
— faction
detailed personality
likes
dislikes
— fear(s)/phobia(s)
habits
strengths
weaknesses

physical health --%
— physical strength --%
mental health --%
— mental strength --%
emotional health --%
— emotional strength --%


generation
— reincarnated?
parents
— figuratively
— adopted
— other influences
siblings
— figuratively
— adopted
best friend(s)
— friend(s)
archenemy
— enemy(ies)

romantic attraction
sexual attraction
current status
— level of difficulty to impress
— at the moment, are they interested in dating?
— are they actively looking for a romantic partner?
— what do they look for in a romantic partner?
turn-ons
turn-offs
brownie points


this or that?
— lover or fighter?
— pop or rock music?
— singing or dancing?
— outdoors or indoors?
— shy or outgoing?
— coffee or tea?
— introvert or extrovert?
— monogamous or polyamorous?
— hugging or kissing?
— fiction or non-fiction?
— morning or night?
— head or heart?

what is their opinion on...
— spirituality?
— settling down and having a family?
— their own family?
— death?
— long distance relationships?
— violence?

what is their favourite...
— season?
— color(s)?
— activity?
— setting?
— song (hypothetically)?
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Re: pure motives // storage
« Reply #43 on: October 07, 2018, 07:25:15 PM »
chrys' tags - heavy wip: ShowHide
basics / lyric
— chrysanthemumtears ;; "chrys"
— cis female ;; fem. pronouns ;; she, her, hers ;; dfab
— five months ;; dob ;; ages realistically
— the Elysium
 . member
appearance / lyric
— dom. canine [birth / main / corgi] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . as far as stature goes, chrys is on the smaller side in comparison to other canines. her ears are starting to stand up straight on their own though will flop over if she moves about too much. Her irises are a dark shade of brown that lighten only slightly as they draw further and further from the pupil. The colour of her nose is the inverse of her tongue: her nose being a dark brown, almost black with small amounts of airbrushed pink lat the perimeter leading into her fur. Her tongue is mostly the same pink with bits of that dark brownish-black airbrushed towards the tip and leading up the sides. Continuing on, Chrys' mostly snowy white coat is short but thick. It is normally soft and well groomed as she does her best to always look presentable and neat. Encompassing her right eye is beige fur and above both eyes are small, dark brownish-black "eyebrows;" these features being the only other colours present on her frame. Her limbs are short though her body is long and with the absence of a tail, staying true to the well-known Corgi appearance.
personality /lyric
— mbti ;; archtype ;; ravenclaw ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . The first thing one would notice when they interact with Chrys is how
 . positive traits include being
 . neutral traits include being
 . negative traits include being
relationships / lyric
— [g1] unknown xx unknown
 . no siblings
— children: x
— friends: x
— enemies: x
— trusts: x
— unknown sexuality
 . not interested atm
— ½ __
— relations: x
interaction / lyric
— no powers
— physically easy ;; mentally easy ;; will not start unnecessary fights ;; will end fights
— open to minor injuries and plotting ;; closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— attack in italicized #ff7256] ;; can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
miscellaneous / lyric
— Mute
 . Due to an untreated injury; speaks just barely below a whisper
— Aims to become an assassin/contract killer
— Loves mythologies, blueberries and lizards
— Collects keys and locks
— Allergic to dust and pollen
— always ic opinions <3


chrys' fancy: ShowHide
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
a pair of unnatural pristine luminaries came into focus as a small gasp escaped their mouth. blinking their eyes, their expressionless gaze rested on the large pool of blue that began less than a couple yards from their small paws for the longest of while. completely memorized by the colour, movement and vastness. but wait- what was that? it was a harsh contrast of pale yellow that dances on the surface. was that light? the water created light? no, they feel it was something else. once this thought entered their mind, they began to take in the scenery and smell. it was bright and warm and there was a weird scent in the air. but before they could uncover all the mysteries of their new surroundings, they would first like to know why there is a light awe-inspiring shimmer on the water. looking around, the child trotted towards some trees and looked behind them before running over to a large rock and climbing onto it. brows furrowed, they then turned their head upwards and noticed a small radiant circle in the sky that shone one hundred times brighter than the ocean's light. fascinated, they continued to stare directly at it for a few more seconds before crying out in pain and looking away. momentarily blinded, they lost their footing and tumbled down the rock and onto the sand. that was a new experience. pain. that was something they would like to avoid if they could. note to self: do not look at the bright circle in the sky. another note to self: the bright circle in the sky makes the water pretty and provides light to see. oh and one more note to self: do not look at bright sky circle or bad feeling will happen.

rising to their paws, the kitten rubbed their eyes and drew it back when they felt something moist. water? from their eyes? t-tears? although they were crying from the pain, it didn't show on their face nor did they register they were crying because of the pain. as far as they were concerned, they were two independent occurrences. they watched as the tears fell onto the sand and taking their paw, they rubbed their face. looking at the water droplets that remained on their fur, they blinked once before licking it. water is important for survival. to think their body would shed it so easily. but they suppose it was alright since there was a large pool of water before them. they'll just replenish what they lost. rising to their paws, they rubbed their eyes to try and get rid of the dark circle they seem to be seeing everywhere they look as they wobbled to the ocean. the water gently lapped at their paws in an enticing manner as they leaned down. as soon as their tongue touched the surface of the water and drew back into their mouth, they grimaced and shook their head vigorously as they quickly backed away from the water. plopping themselves down, they repeatedly began to lick their maw in hopes of getting rid of the terrible taste. note to self: water tastes like tears but worst. frowning, they suddenly felt thirsty but knew better than to drink the sparkling lie-water again. they had just woken up in this beautiful world and they feel it's already trying to kill them.

the young kitten didn't know where they came from as their earliest memory is opening their eyes a couple minutes ago. however, despite just being "born," they were aware of some things. for example, water, the sky, colours, air, their name– fracturedkit. they are aware of the basics, however, why this water tastes odd, why the sky is blue, how colours can be blended together or which colours look nice together, the necessity of air or why they automatically introduce themselves as "cronas" instead of their supposed birth name remains a mystery. aside from their name and species, they have no idea who they are as an individual which should be troubling and under normal circumstances it would be. however, they don't appear to have any- rather much emotions. they do not know how to process the information gathered so they feel no distinct way about it. matter of fact, they're more concerned with how sand is made. they look like small rocks but what force is strong enough to crush a rock? is it even possible? is sand something completely different? they didn't like how it made its way in between their toes, but if they push their paws farther into it, the sand becomes much cooler than the sand on top. does that mean the circle in the sky generates heat and light equals heat? they also produce heat but does not give off light. though, things that are alive produce heat too so does that mean the sky circle is alive? are they and the circle somehow connected? cronas had more questions than answers and they weren't sure how to feel about it.

the young javanese feline turned their cranium to lick their shoulder before retreating under a tree for shade. blinking slowly, cronas curled up beside the tree though they did not close their eyes. they had no idea where they were and they were feeling a bit overwhelmed. overwhelmed. they would like to avoid this feeling too if possible. inhaling they spoke quietly, "cronas is... unsure."


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CHRYSANTHEMUMTEARS is a GENDERFLUID CORGI with NEUTRAL, MASC. AND FEM. pronouns. she is a MEMBER of THE ELYSIUM and is FIVE months old. he is physically EASY and mentally EASY. attack in ITALIC #ff7256. played by @raiden.


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fc: janelle monet
(maybe) nanami yasuri - katanagatari (maple leaf's sister)

chrys' (possible) powers: ShowHide
. x-ray vision
. telekinesis
. shapeshifting (cheetah, magpie, scottish fold) - all white creatures save for the magpie
. teleportation
. conjuration
. enhanced senses (scent and eyes)
. mental manipulation and communication (genjutsu but not really / telepathy)
. air and fire elemental


(possible) ideas??: ShowHide
. something with the egyptian sun god ra??? that'd be lit
. forced to share her body with a spirit after a near death experience to keep her alive
. gets a pet lizard
. discovering sexuality and gender??? :ooo
.
.
.


notes/fun trivia ig: ShowHide
. her name is a jab at her allergies as she's allergic to pollen and by extension, flowers. chrysanthemum is a kind of flower and watery eyes (tears) are a symptom of allergies. in addition, her name is ironic as she doesn't like flowers (she doesn't see the point in giving them as gifts as they're going to die anyways and also pollen ofc) and she doesn't like crying as she views it as a sign of weakness. however tears shed for another in her eyes is the highest form of empathy and compassion.
. death doesn't scare her, though being abandoned does
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Re: pure motives // storage
« Reply #44 on: October 11, 2018, 10:19:37 PM »
he was stuck between a rock and a hard place. he longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. why would he be? an individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like cav. he's a monster. he grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. the feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. he found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. he'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. he found amusement only in battle. he didn't deserve anyone's affection. it was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. only recently did he realize how sick he really is. only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. eat or be eaten, he was taught. every man for themselves, they shouted. they will bow at our feet, they chanted. i will be the sword and shield. they will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. the thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. everything that his family- no. he no loner wished to call them his family. his tribe, his mother and father... uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. locking it away in his heart, cav decided to try and start over. he has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. he doesn't deserve forgiveness. being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. he didn't deserve anything.

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mine binch
breif info:
- name's raiden, nicknames r gucci
- any pronouns
- i play cronas in the typhoon, renegadeanthem in tanglewood and maekoda in the rosebloods (all open to plot)
- kiddo and casphian are pure and wonderful people don't @ me
- site married to ririchiyo <3333 they're amazing and lovely and aaaa <333333333
- i'm heart eyes for anything and everything science related
- pisces and infp
- learning french (possibly japanese later on) so any tips and tricks are very much welcomed
- ask for social medias and other sites i'm on

xoxo

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salut et beinvenue !! i'm raiden but feel free to call me whatever you like. i'm an eighteen year old living in the u.s and if i'm being honest, i have no idea what i'm doing. i'm still in school so that usually takes up most of my time (as well as sleeping cos hell ye sleeping's rad). anyways, uh, pick your pronouns as i don't have any i identify as more than the other. i'm a pretty quiet and reserved person who avoids large groups of people at all costs. most social interactions are hard for me though i can handle one or two people max without feeling overwhelmed. so! if you want to be my friend, the best way to approach me is privately, not inviting me to group threads (that's just how i function i'm doing my best to get better so please be patient with me). um,, i live and breathe anime and manga and i'm most definitely open to any recommendations you have! i also play moderate loads of videogames and i'm in other fandoms too~ coughcoughvoltroncoughcough. um,, i also very much adore anything and everything related to science and i could talk about it for hours <333 i'm infp, pisces and although i don't know very much about it or taken a quiz, i'm pretty sure i'm a hufflepuff cx touching on the subject of science again briefly, career wise, i'm hoping to become an aerospace engineer and work alongside nasa. i absolutely love machines/robots (this is probably where my love for mecha anime comes from as well as shows/movies like transformers and voltron) and building and taking things apart as well as outer space so this career will definitely quench my thirst cx however, if that doesn't work out, my back up career is forensic toxicology bc heck yeah chemistry. um.... my favourite animals are the cheetah and orca (please don't make me choose between them i'll cry) and my favourite colour is purple~ um... yeah! i like memes and jokes (dark humour too lel). and uh, i guess another thing to note is i'm learning french?? i'm enjoying myself learning it but any tips and tricks are very much welcomed and appreciated. after mastering french, i would also like to learn japanese but that's a bit down the road. oh and um, this segue is super bad but bear with me! i absolutely have to give a shoutout to my best friend @kiddo whom i've known for a super long time now. she's introduced me to several things (one of which is k-pop tyvm i'm still in love) and i trust her more than i trust anyone, even myself. she's always been there for me and i really can't thank her enough. she's a goddamn gift from above ok ok. and of course i have to give my site significant other a spot here too~ @ririchiyo is a lovely person who really needs to stop hurting delilah chiyo im seriously going to take her from you cries deserves all the love and affection <333 they're super funny and overall just??? amazing??? a legend.

anyways, uh. i have characters too ig but they're p lame. you can catch me in the typhoon with cronas, tanglewood with renegadeanthem and the rosebloods with maekoda. i'm on other sites and social medias so just ask about those if you're curious or something. idk man.

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