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Re: baby blue ⚝ storage/dump
« Reply #15 on: July 18, 2018, 09:47:31 PM »
Izuku's stomach feels like it's eating itself alive. It hurts. It hurts a lot. Izuku is tired and he's cold even though it's not cold where he is and everything hurts. He's so tired. His paws shake as he shoves himself along, and he can barely support his own weight. There's blood dripping from wounds and it's just so hard to move. He's so hungry. He hasn't eaten much of anything in .. weeks, and people won't leave him alone and he's .. he's scared. He .. hasn't thought about it in ages, but he misses home. He misses his mom, he misses All Might. He misses his classmate and home and he misses his mom's cooking. He hates eating garbage and roadkill because it all tastes gross but Izuku can't hunt consistently enough to support himself off anything else. Even the thought of food makes his stomach twist and Izuku wants to curl up and hold himself. But he can't. He can't. His vision is blurred and he's so alone and scared and everything is just so bad. His breath hitches and -- then he can't support himself. His paws wobble and give and then he's on the ground, eyes squeezed tight. His head is buzzing and everything hurts and he can't think straight --
and then he's out like a light.
--
When he wakes up, he's .. covered in something. He's still cold, and hungry, and tired, but he's .. not sure. He doesn't want to wake up. He's tired. He's tired. He just wants to give up. There's no point. There's no point. If he gets up, he'll return to a cycle of hopeless survival and wounds and hunger and he'll starve to death, soon enough. He can't -- he could just .. wait here till then. Sleep till he isn't anymore. There's no point.
"You're awake?" A voice. Izuku curls into himself. No. Nonono. He doesn't -- doesn't want to deal with this right now. He doesn't .. doesn't want to fight anyone. Not right now. The only reason he'd ever survived was because of .. One for All, really. Strength and power and speed and crackling electricity, now. Made up for the massive gap in power and everything else between him and the others. "I'm not going to hurt you," It promises. Izuku's ears flatten. lying, lying, lying -- A paw brushes against his shoulder and hovers, hard to notice because of the blanket. Izuku flinches, just waiting for the moment the claws sink in. But they don't come. And, for a long few moments, there's silence before the paw withdraws. The gentle thud of pawsteps as they leave. Izuku feels .. relief, really. Alone. And for a few minutes, all Izuku can really notice is the pain in his stomach and how dry his mouth is. He looks over his shoulder and his wounds are .. treated. White bandages, though some are stained a soft red. Izuku remembers claws and teeth and -- he stops himself there. It's all the same. And he'd remember electricity and snarling and the stance he took. It was all the same. He huffs softly as he lays his head down.
The pawsteps begin to return. Izuku's hearing isn't very good right now, but his ears prick, heart beginning to pound. No no no --. .. But then the scent of prey reaches him as she steps in and suddenly his mouth is watering. His stomach begins to pang even harder than before, and Izuku flinches. But even so, his attention is entirely focused on the slab of red meat as he sits up, eyes wide. "Here," He hears as it's dropped in front of him, but he's not paying attention. He's so hungry. He doesn't -- like, eating meat. Doesn't like the bloody taste and the fact that it's raw, but he's a cat now and raw meat was better than it used to be. So it's without hesitation that Izuku scrabbles forward, and maybe a little ravenously, he begins eating his fill. .. But after a few moments, he's interrupted. "Slow down," She scolds, placing a large paw down to push him away. Izuku can't help it, he glares. His stomach hurts, he can't --. But she shakes her head. It's the first time he's looked at her, really. A leopard. Strawberry orange fur and narrowed amber eyes. There's scars tracing across her pelt, wide and fresh. Izuku barely notices, really. Probably wouldn't have if it weren't for the sharp strikes across her face, obscuring some of her features. But he doesn't care, really. She's just like everybody else. Scarred and battle-worn.
She puts down a bowl of water. Izuku scrabbles forward to that, too. His mouth is dry. He'd gotten more water than food before now, but the water wasn't always clean and water was important. .. But. Izuku doesn't .. understand. He doesn't understand why she's helping.

UHHHHH WIP
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Re: baby blue ⚝ storage/dump
« Reply #16 on: July 27, 2018, 04:22:09 PM »
Drops this here :3c
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Re: baby blue ⚝ storage/dump
« Reply #17 on: November 13, 2018, 07:52:03 PM »
1 word prompt ideas: ShowHide
(including ones ive done in the past)
spring
summer
fall
winter
dawn(sunrise)
dusk
sun
moon
stars
day
night
history
kindness
eat
spill
crumble
thunder
rain
clear
snow
sink
intentions
protect
sky
lost
reason
excuse
ruin
take
steal? stolen?
light
hero
villain
stranger
blind
weak
freeze
taint
ice
freedom
bold
wrong
right
young
spying
grab
confident
loud
noises
read
colors
feathers / wings
call
dream
aloof
tomorrow
hide
wishes
sorrow
fragment
threat
name
choose
intent
searching
lesson
forever
nature
fiction
tradition
travel
forgive
morals
vulnerable
holidays
power
regret
price
antagonist
comfort
alone
together
strange
dark
insecurity
revenge
victory
impostor
invisible
war
peace
sunrise
home
hoping
affection
burning
end
goodbye
dynamic
longing
family
loss
music
trust
laughter
forgiveness
rage
addiction
smoke
dread
hallucination
sounds
failure
greed
panic
gold
dreams
uncertainty
duty
beginnings
lies
fear
happiness
love
fire
belief
discovery
leadership
fame
honesty
stress
loneliness
grief
solitude
ideal
pride
art
friendship
serenity
rules
schemes
type
loyalty
hurt
promise
jealousy
memories
duplicate
alert
watch
lethal
touch
placid
wax
future
purpose
thaw
grace
overflow
change
sweet
strength
idol
cold
blood
distance
label
boundaries
unique
hatred
lead
frost
answers
death
fallen
restart
despair
salvation
worth
guilt
return
cycle
weapon

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how does y/c deal w upset people?
when has y/c lied before?
what does y/c fear most?
where is y/c's favorite place to be
how would/does y/c deal with love?
whats the worst thing y/c could do to somebody they care about?
what does y/c do to calm down when stressed?
how would y/c respond to someone they love being threatened with potential harm or getting hurt?
what's a situation that would cause y/c to betray those closest to them?
what does y/c want most in the world?
what is y/c afraid of others seeing in them?
how does y/c react to mistakes they've made?
what was y/c's childhood like? or how has it been, if they're still young?
who/what kind of person does y/c go to for comfort?
how does y/c feel about their appearance?
how does y/c cope with fear?
how does y/c feel about love?
what is y/c most passionate about?
how does y/c deal with grief?
what is the worst y/c has ever felt?
y/c is forced to make a decision they don't want to make
what is the strangest thing y/c has believed in?
how does y/c keep themselves motivated?
how does y/c respond to pain?
what are y/c's opinions on children? how do they interact with them?
what does y/c want to protect?
why is y/c still in (group)?
how did y/c receive their scars, if they have any? if they don't, why don't they?
how does y/c respond to nightmares?
how does y/c deal with their internal demons?
how does y/c deal with illness?
how does y/c react to having somebody else's lives in their hands?
would y/c kill for money(or something else)? if so, how much?
what does y/c do in their freetime?
how does y/c feel about the world around them?
how does y/c react to being betrayed?
how does y/c react to death?
how does y/c feel about the seasons changing?
how would y/c's ideal job be? how does it differ from group ranks?
how important is the concept of uniqueness to y/c?
what events have most changed y/c?
what is y/c's "perfect reality"?
what are y/c's opinions on family?
has y/c been in a 'near death' situation before?
does y/c's species matter to them?
does y/c have any long-term plans?"

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Re: baby blue ⚝ storage/dump
« Reply #18 on: December 17, 2018, 10:58:20 PM »
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JIM KIRK
✰✰ GENERAL ✰✰
✰ NAME: james tiberius kirk
means "supplanter" "one who follows"
prefers being called jim
"jim", "jimmy"
✰ AGE: 1 year
born jan 4
ages real time
born on a shuttle in klingon space :'^)
✰ GROUP: tanglewood
guardsman
host
✰ GENDER: cisgender male
he/him
bisexual
more romantically interested in men, more sexually interested in women.
polyamorous

why did you he choose and stay in this group?
jim joined the group as a favor, in return for joining. the members seemed nice enough, and he needed a place to stay and settle. his decision to stay has thus far been largely based off of how welcome he feels. he enjoys being involved with the group. he agrees with most of their morals and decisions thus far, and so is content.
how does he feel about his rank? why did he choose this path?
jim isn't all too fend of jim does enjoy protecting people or a collective,
✰✰ PHYSICAL ✰✰
✰ APPEARANCE: Jim is a sandy-golden wolfdog. The fur along his back is a light sandy-brown, which extends along his shoulder and hips, back of his neck, cheeks, and about half of his tail. His paws are a paler sandy color, as well as his belly, the front of his snout, chin, and half of his undertail. A pair of small black ram horns curl around the back of his ears, too close to the skin to be of much use. His eyes are a piercing sky blue. His nose and pawpads are black. His fur is dense and heavy, yet strangely soft. He is well-muscled and heavy set. Under his fur, his skin is marred with many scars.
wolfdog
american
110 pounds
30 inches tall
tends to groom himself rather obsessively. this is largely due to tanglewood's mud.
his expressions can seem somewhat lopsided or strange due to lack of familiarity with body.
jim has lots of types of smiles. they are largely meant to be charming. his genuine smile is warm and wide, though crooked
as a human, he took most after his father. in a small way, he still does.
jim's scarf is meant to ward off homesickness and bring familiarity, as it's in command gold colors with a pin, like his command shirt.

✰ VOICE CLAIM: chris Pine[as jim kirk]
Speaks smoothly, but at a somewhat slow pace. Unless, of course, he's excited, but that's a given.
his tonr of voice is always somewhat warm and curious.
he likes to swear when given the opportunity, but not needlessly.
he sometimes defaults to using 'ship language' and professionalism. things such as 'aye' 'sir' 'mr. (name)'.
speaks casually, and with a fairly simple vocabulary, so as to be easily understood.
✰✰ PERSONALITY ✰✰
✰ PERSONALITY: Jim is a charcter. He comes off rather level-headed and casual at first glance, due to his general attitude in regular scenarios. However, he's rather hyperactive and destructive, requiring constant stimuli. He craves adventure and things to discover. He tends to look on the bright sie of things no matter how dark, even if he has to create the bigntside himself. He's driven and determined, and struggles to listen to what others have to say
optimistic, adventurous, dynamic.
rebellious, boyish.
impulsive, hedonistic, inconsiderate, strong willed.
gryffindor, chaotic good
restless, prone to dramatics and taking charge of situations when unwelcome.
claustrophobic(to an extent), afraid of losing people.
his triggers are stuff like,,, food related, beer, specific types of demeanors. idk, need to do more research.

✰ MORALS: jim has a very dynamic set of morals. Don't kill, UNLESS, etc. He just doesn't condone noncon literally ever.
4 temperments: 'captain'(level headed, calm), hyperactive, adventurer(curious, persistent), angered.
very causal/loose etiquitte unless otherwise required.
jim has a poor sense of self control. he's very impulsive. his sanity,, not entirely intact
spontaneous and instinctual
jim acts in 'captain' mode in public. still casual, still calm and level headed.
in private, jim is more alert, focused, and prone to acting more goofy.
with friende, jim acts hyperactive and enjoys bickering and bantering, even at his own expense.
as a young child, jim was a sort of 'teachers pet' kid. Smart and eager to please. However, as this distanced his moth3r even more, Jim began learning to 'toughen up' with the inadvertant help of Sam once his mother remarried. He became rebellious and aloof after Sam left, and especially the events of Tarsus. Jim has by now mellowed out, and while he still retains the desire to help, and the same destructiveness, he takes more time to consider his actions.
jim reacts to loss with anger. He expects it, and lashes out in response, upset at allowing himself to get attached again.
(ggg etc)

✰ HABITS:
wakes up with the sun, immediately sets to doing training.
always patrols the swamp in the afternoon. grooming session afterwards.
  conks out as soon as he lays down, or doesnt sleep at all. wakes up a lot at night. nightmares, restlessness. (he snores)
jim is a 'jack of all trades' type of guy, picks up skills fast. natural leadership skills, pretty good st picking up moods. and pissing people off by accident.
he's fucking terrible at instruments besides a select few.
plays guitar and piano. sews. plays chess(and go, and a lot of board games, tbh). art. he likes types of sciences(yet to be seen exactly what), astrology.

✰ MANNERISMS/DEMEANOR:   he has a sort of 'larger than life' vibe about him, if you look. generally, though, he tries to come off as approachable, 'one of you guys'.
currently, he's rather clumsy. over time, however, he grows steadily more graceful.
confident stance & walk.
'rough and tumble' fighting style. does what it takes to win, no matter the cost to himself. brutal.
generally doesn't gesture due to lack of balance. likes to gesture with his paws, though -- mock salutes, waves, etc.
✰✰ RELATIONSHIPS ✰✰
✰ RELATIONSHIPS: jim is very devoted to his friends and people he views as 'under his care''. tends to be cold and awkward towards lovers.
winona kirk x george kirk(deceased)
his fther died the day he was born, sacrificing himself for his crew. jim detests his father for the shadow he left behind and taking what could have been a happy live with him.
His mother was a starfleet commamder. jim's relationship with his mother is cold. She could never look him in the eyes due to his redemblance to george, and abandoned her children with frank in fsvor of the stars. jim rarely thinks of winona, and when he does, it's with something like derision.
george "samuel" kirk
up until sam ran away, he and jim were very close, with sam taking care of jim. however, sam never tried to take jim wih him, or even contact him for a long time after he ran away, to which jim is still bitter.
frank
jim hates his stepfather more than anything in the world, and frank hates him right back. they were very cruel to each other, frank more than jim.
jim was cared for by his father's parents for his first few years of his life, and he has a close relationship with them. his relationship with his mother's parents is more strained, but still close. he was closest with his aunt and uncle on his mother's side(not frank), however, they died in the tarsus iv massacre.
his closest friend and confidant is(was) leonard "bones" mccoy
his other friends used to include montogomery "scotty" scott, nyota uhura, spock, pavel chekov, and hikaru sulu. he presently has no people in this world he'd consider friends.
tbh he had a kind of embarrasing crush on spock
jim is an incredibly unjidgemental person. he takes you at face value(not in a bad way) and takes you as you are, basically.
jim likes(but is not friends with) feverdream, beck, and morgan.
the most important person in his life is ---
jim's biggest influencer was, at first, kodos, who still affects his worldviews today. after this is pike, who encouraged jim to do better.
jim has dated a lot of people. most relationships have been purely physical, and e always forgets the briefer ones. however, his longer lasting ones were warmer, with at least a little more vulnerability
jim would not cheat in a relationship. he's very loyal, if very emotionally disant. he has, however, been cheated on.
right now, one of the worst end to a relationship was on the enterprise, when a girl he'd been dating had been apparently cheating behind his back a majority of the time. he only learned of this when she became pregnant and transferred to a different ship. (p sm more emotional ones buT like,, fanfic references)


✰✰ HISTORY ✰✰
(IN DEPTH DESCRIPTION OF HISTORY WILL BE PUT HERE!!)
his is a fanfic ref shut up)


jim's homelife was miserable. while he lived with his grandparents, things were light hearted as they could be in winona's absence and george's death. once his mother remarried, things got somewhat colder. his relstionship with his stepdad was strained and awkward, and jim hated him because sam did. their stepfather viewed them as an unfortunate sideaffect to his marriage. once winona divorced him and sent them to her brotjer's, things got worse. frank was verbally abusive, and while sam tried to take the brunt of it, jim was still frank's favorite target. things continued to esdalate to even physical abuse, at which point sam left a few years later.
riverside, iowa.
his first memory is of sam.
his happiest childhood memory is of a christmas between him and sam.
his overall favorite memory is of his first day as the enterprise captain.
his saddest childhood memory is the first time winona left after a long break
his saddest (most upsetting) overall memory is of the hour after his aunt died.
his most embarrasing memory is --- (hes shameless jusT LET ME THINK)
an event/memory that still most affects his life(besides his transformation) is the whole tarsus iv thing.


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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ NAME:[/size][/b][/color] anthony j crowley
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] (name meanings)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] prefers being called crowley
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] (currently no nicknames)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ AGE:[/size][/b][/color] immortal!
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] no birthday
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] was created at the beginning of the universe :'^)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ GROUP:[/size][/b][/color] tanglewood
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] member
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] (titles)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ GENDER:[/size][/b][/color] male
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] he/him
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] asexual panromantic
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] doesnt,, actually have a sex. no Efforts have been made.

[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]why did you he choose and stay in this group?[/size][/b][/color]
crowley joined tanglewood to get away from the rest of the world. heaven and hell seemed to avoid it, so maybe he'd be left alone for a while? tanglewood, out of the others, seemed to fit his aesthetic best. currently, this is the only reason he is stayed, being,, incredibly new.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]how does he feel about his rank? why did he choose this path?[/size][/b][/color]
crowley is uninterested in rank climbing. he's content staying a regular member, so he doesn't have to deal with the responsibilities.
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ APPEARANCE:[/size][/b][/color] Crowley is a tall, skinny serval. His fur is black, darker up higher and lighter down farther. He has a pair of large, well-groomed black wings, tipped with a darker black. The tip of his snout, tail-tip, and paws are all lighter in color. Along his spine, and the top of his head, the fur is darker.  His pelt is covered in a serval spots colored a rusty, firey color. Similarly to the rest of him, it's a gradient, the spots getting lighter the farther down they go. The tip of his right ear is torn, and his left is tipped with ashy black. His face is covered in shy black spots, most similar to freckles. His claws are non-rectactable. he has yellow snake eyes.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] serval
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] british / scottish
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] 23 pounds
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] 25 inches tall
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] As long as Crowley is feeling relatively okay, his fur is well groomed.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] no matter what expression he's making, with most people, it seems somewhat dark or broody.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley's smiles are ... more like smirks. sometimes you can make him grin really wide, though.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley always wears sunglasses to cover his eyes, what with them being ... somewhat offputting. They help protect his expressions.

[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ VOICE CLAIM:[/size][/b][/color] david tennant (as crowley)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] [[Speaks smoothly, but at a somewhat slow pace. Unless, of course, he's excited, but that's a given.]] ([[]] means its from jim's bio. reminder of what i should be filling in.)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] [[his tonr of voice is always somewhat warm and curious.]]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] he likes to swear when given the opportunity, but  is not in the habit of doing so [i]frequently.[/i]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] [[speaks casually, and with a fairly simple vocabulary, so as to be easily understood.]]
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ PERSONALITY:[/size][/b][/color] WIP cause rn .. i dont want to.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] optimistic.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] curious, rebellious.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] impulsive, stubborn. artificially inconsiderate.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] gryffindor, whatever.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] restless and prone to dramatics.

[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ MORALS:[/size][/b][/color] not really sure,, what to DO with his morals. He doesn't [i]want[/i] to kill, but Hell, etc.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] [[4 temperments: 'captain'(level headed, calm), hyperactive, adventurer(curious, persistent), angered.]]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] very causal/loose etiquette.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley has a good sense of self control. however, in contradiction, he's very impulsive.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley (tries) to act Cool and Casual in public. somewhat distant.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] in private, crowley is somewhat more relaxed and more prone to, like, actual conversation. instead of snarky remarks.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] with friends, [WIP]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] [[as a young child, jim was a sort of 'teachers pet' kid. Smart and eager to please. However, as this distanced his moth3r even more, Jim began learning to 'toughen up' with the inadvertant help of Sam once his mother remarried. He became rebellious and aloof after Sam left, and especially the events of Tarsus. Jim has by now mellowed out, and while he still retains the desire to help, and the same destructiveness, he takes more time to consider his actions.]]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] [[jim reacts to loss with anger. He expects it, and lashes out in response, upset at allowing himself to get attached again.]] (look at the bookshop fire scene fucker!!)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] (ggg etc)

[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ HABITS:[/size][/b][/color]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] wakes up with the sun, immediately sets to doing training.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] always patrols the swamp in the afternoon. grooming session afterwards.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color]  conks out as soon as he lays down, or doesnt sleep at all. wakes up a lot at night. nightmares, restlessness. (he snores)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim is a 'jack of all trades' type of guy, picks up skills fast. natural leadership skills, pretty good st picking up moods. and pissing people off by accident.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] he's fucking terrible at instruments besides a select few.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] plays guitar and piano. sews. plays chess(and go, and a lot of board games, tbh). art. he likes types of sciences(yet to be seen exactly what), astrology.

[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ MANNERISMS/DEMEANOR:[/size][/b] [/color]  he has a sort of 'larger than life' vibe about him, if you look. generally, though, he tries to come off as approachable, 'one of you guys'.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] currently, he's rather clumsy. over time, however, he grows steadily more graceful.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] confident stance & walk.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] 'rough and tumble' fighting style. does what it takes to win, no matter the cost to himself. brutal.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] generally doesn't gesture due to lack of balance. likes to gesture with his paws, though -- mock salutes, waves, etc.
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]✰ RELATIONSHIPS:[/size][/b][/color] jim is very devoted to his friends and people he views as 'under his care''. tends to be cold and awkward towards lovers.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color]winona kirk x george kirk(deceased)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his fther died the day he was born, sacrificing himself for his crew. jim detests his father for the shadow he left behind and taking what could have been a happy live with him.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] His mother was a starfleet commamder. jim's relationship with his mother is cold. She could never look him in the eyes due to his redemblance to george, and abandoned her children with frank in fsvor of the stars. jim rarely thinks of winona, and when he does, it's with something like derision.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] george "samuel" kirk
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] up until sam ran away, he and jim were very close, with sam taking care of jim. however, sam never tried to take jim wih him, or even contact him for a long time after he ran away, to which jim is still bitter.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] frank
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim hates his stepfather more than anything in the world, and frank hates him right back. they were very cruel to each other, frank more than jim.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim was cared for by his father's parents for his first few years of his life, and he has a close relationship with them. his relationship with his mother's parents is more strained, but still close. he was closest with his aunt and uncle on his mother's side(not frank), however, they died in the tarsus iv massacre.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his closest friend and confidant is(was) leonard "bones" mccoy
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his other friends used to include montogomery "scotty" scott, nyota uhura, spock, pavel chekov, and hikaru sulu. he presently has no people in this world he'd consider friends.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] tbh he had a kind of embarrasing crush on spock
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim is an incredibly unjidgemental person. he takes you at face value(not in a bad way) and takes you as you are, basically.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim likes(but is not friends with) feverdream, beck, and morgan.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] the most important person in his life is ---
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim's biggest influencer was, at first, kodos, who still affects his worldviews today. after this is pike, who encouraged jim to do better.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim has dated a lot of people. most relationships have been purely physical, and e always forgets the briefer ones. however, his longer lasting ones were warmer, with at least a little more vulnerability
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim would not cheat in a relationship. he's very loyal, if very emotionally disant. he has, however, been cheated on.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] right now, one of the worst end to a relationship was on the enterprise, when a girl he'd been dating had been apparently cheating behind his back a majority of the time. he only learned of this when she became pregnant and transferred to a different ship. (p sm more emotional ones buT like,, fanfic references)

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his is a fanfic ref shut up)
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] jim's homelife was miserable. while he lived with his grandparents, things were light hearted as they could be in winona's absence and george's death. once his mother remarried, things got somewhat colder. his relstionship with his stepdad was strained and awkward, and jim hated him because sam did. their stepfather viewed them as an unfortunate sideaffect to his marriage. once winona divorced him and sent them to her brotjer's, things got worse. frank was verbally abusive, and while sam tried to take the brunt of it, jim was still frank's favorite target. things continued to esdalate to even physical abuse, at which point sam left a few years later.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] riverside, iowa.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his first memory is of sam.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his happiest childhood memory is of a christmas between him and sam.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his overall favorite memory is of his first day as the enterprise captain.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his saddest childhood memory is the first time winona left after a long break
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his saddest (most upsetting) overall memory is of the hour after his aunt died.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] his most embarrasing memory is --- (hes shameless jusT LET ME THINK)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12px]•[/size][/b][/color] an event/memory that still most affects his life(besides his transformation) is the whole tarsus iv thing.
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(insert 10 billio hearts here) ily2!!!! (insert 10 billion more hearts here)
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*lays down in thread*
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take and be gone i wont need anything
AND THEY SCREAM INTO THE NIGHT IN WORDS I SHOULD HAVE — SUNG
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this bit is a mess,,,, me, wanting an Aesthetic sig vs me, demanding sonic pixels and stolen jars

younger nights by stolen jars lyrics: ShowHide

NOBODY HAS UPLOADED LYRICS YET EVEN THOUGH ITS BEEN WEEKS SO I HAD TO DO THIS MSYELF


theres a song in my head that keeps cirling the same phrase
but i cant seem to write down the words im supposed to say

ill find someone else to be alive so i can give this up
its just me all alone back at home every damn day
i keep pacing the halls wondering if it means anything
it set from my open mind, in words, i should have sung

so give me flack
give me younger nights
ill build a basement cut from time
or i'll scream till i build a life

(just to go?? as wide?? fuck i have no idea)

i hope was hoping i could love myself(x8)

there's holes in my head that are all built on the same phrase
so take and be gone i/you? won't need anything
and they scream into the night in words i should have sung

so give me flack
give me younger nights
cause im just hoping i can find someone who wants to build a life

(i was hoping i could love myself x6 i think?)

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« Reply #26 on: November 10, 2019, 06:50:27 AM »
HEY SPACE CADET
are you still floating round the rock?

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« Reply #27 on: November 10, 2019, 11:25:21 AM »

there's holes in my head
--- that keep circling the same phrase

they may not be the most polished templates but hey,,, who cares. i have the Power to make adjustments Whenever I Want

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thank u 4 helping blazic, love u < 33333
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