He's out of control, isn't he? He thought he was finally doing something right, he felt as if his worries were gone for the brief amount of time. But then, his past spat in his face. It started with the murder accusation, when Bastilleprisoner refused to question him like they agreed. Bastilleprisoner had no idea why Bucky said no at first, didn't know the horrible truth that laid beneath the surface. While Bucky knew that it was also his fault for that relapse, that relapse was practically a kick starter for more. Bucky told Marina everything when he was given the chance, making her promise to continue acting like the Asset's handler if an incident ever occurred again. Buckingham knew the moment he asked her to promise to do it, that she'd need a lot of fortitude to go through with it. It must be hard to watch your friend believe they are lesser than a person, and that for the moment, you have to go along with it and command them like they are your property. Bucky hoped that Marina would never have to do it. He shouldn't have kept his hopes up, god it happened again- so soon this time, and he nearly killed Venus!

Generally when Bucky relapses, before his mind shifts gears everything goes dark. His vision darkens, his hearing goes numb, and it feels like it stays like this for a lifetime. But in reality, it only lasts for a few seconds, before his vision clears as the Winter Soldier mode takes the reigns. Everything happens so quickly, Bucky forgets everything that makes up him during these petrifying moments. Calculated thoughts run through his mind, self orders are given and attacks are made. Bucky remembered this relapse vividly, how he nearly crushed Venus's windpipe, and how he insulted Marina. His friend. Bucky felt his claws digging into his sheets, as he squeezed his eyes closed, his words playing back in his skull. "They aren't trustworthy, let me kill them! ..... Why are you ordering me not to kill? Do you know how to control the Winter Soldier? I am a weapon, you aren't using me correctly." He terrified everyone in the crowd, made them watch their Warden attack their Solbinder during the demonstration, and instead of it coming to a stop- he argued with Marina. During the heat of the moment, when Venus cried out to him to stay away, he wanted to weave past Marina and silence the kitsune with his metal claws. Now, with his mind back in tack, he wanted just what Venus wanted: stay away.

He was more than just a creep, he's a monster. He's out of control, the Winter Soldier is showing it's dominance loud and clear. Just how Venus described, the Winter Soldier waited for Buckingham to get comfortable for months on end, and when Bucky believed he was finally free, it attacked. One relapse, make that two. Who knows how much time there'll be before it happens again! His worrying thoughts paused for a moment as his ears suddenly pricked up, as his front door swung open and slammed into the wall. His head suddenly snapped forward, eyes landing on a small, japanese bobtail that he unfortunately knew too well. Leviathan. His ears pinned to his skull, light blue eyes narrowing as he opened his maw to speak. "What the fuck do you want, Levi?"

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