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yea can i get a fuckin uhhh CHARACTERS
throw down your babies and i will write how goldie feels about em
ROCHELLE [glow=black,2,300]♡[/glow] "haven't talked a lot to rochelle, but i can tell you a little bit, at least. she seems neat."
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"i haven't gotten to speak to her much because i've been so behind, which i feel bad about! however, i think she seems pretty nice so far. she is polite to everyone and doesn't cause any trouble, so she's fine in my book. plus, when i got sick on the beach, she went through the effort of giving me some water. i appreciate that! i hope i can talk to her soon. i just need to get back on top of things and i'm sure we could be buds, if she'd like!"
SOLVEIG [glow=black,2,300]♡[/glow] "oh, solveig! yea, i think she's real nice - i can tell you about her."
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"oh, solveig is very nice! i haven't known her very long, but she already seems like a wonderful crewmate. she is kind and respectful, from what i've seen. she seems to like to dig around others' heads a bit, but i don't think she does it with bad intention and certainly doesn't try to do it to make others uncomfortable. like, when we visited snowbound, she had tried to simply calm one of the members after they got upset by getting in their head. she just wanted them to feel calm, that's all! she also gave me a very lovely necklace which i'm very grateful for! it's very pretty. she seems to care about others a lot, which i appreciate. i think i could learn a lot from her. she's been very helpful and kind and i hope i can give back to her soon!"
ROXANNE [glow=black,2,300]♡[/glow] "miss roxanne is lovely! i have many nice things to say about her."
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"miss roxanne is amazing! i'm very lucky to have her as an aunt. she's always been very fun to be around. she's passionate and sweet, and doesn't seem to care too much about what other's think. she just lives as herself and it's fun! i want to make things as nice as possible for her, just like the rest of my family and crewmates. she is certainly one of the ones who deserves it, and she's inspired me to work hard for a while! she gives me lots of nice things...like, she caught me a whale shark. her name's belle! she's gonna come back and visit and it's very nice! whale sharks are my favorite! she gave me a bracelet and necklace that i wear constantly and like a lot. and, she wrote me a very kind note that i treasure. i read it...almost everyday. she said very nice things in it and it means a lot to me. she deserves so much and she makes me very happy!"
VANDAL [glow=black,2,300]♡[/glow] "can't promise i have too much to say, but i can tell you a few things about vandal."
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"vandal's another new crewmate i haven't talked to very much. i feel especially bad about this because she's family! family is more important than anything. she seems interesting, to say the least. she doesn't treat me like a helpless kid. when i got real sick, she didn't seem to want to baby me like everyone else, which i appreciate. i really didn't need all that attention. she seems kind of intense, too, but i think that's fun. i definitely trust her. i'm sure she's a great aunt! i really hope we can talk soon!"
PINCHER [glow=black,2,300]♡[/glow] "ah, um, i have a lot to say about papa. d-don't say i didn't warn ya."
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"papa, he...he is the most important person in my life. i admire him...a lot. he makes some dumb decisions, i think - like, how he smokes. but, nobody is really perfect, so it's okay. when i was real young, i didn't really see him at all. i dunno why but he just didn't seem to wanna interact with me or blue. but, it was okay. i figured he was just busy or somethin' so i stuck to mama. i didn't think much of it. but, mama disappeared, and then he started to involve himself, too. i was really happy to meet him, properly. he's the captain of the typhoon and he works so hard. i know he does. he is a great captain. i knew that even as a little kid and felt a desire to be as good as him. so, i worked hard, and i continue to, for him. after a couple months, i felt very attached and dependent to him. when snowbound came to stay with us, i learned how to cook from mister jacob, and my main reasoning for doing it was so that i could make yummy food for him. i figured he'd like that and that it'd make him happy. when i saw him hit his head and get hurt at that meeting, i instantly felt a desire to learn how to heal him. i wanted to take care of him as much as possible and i still do. my most important goal was to help make sure my papa was happy and okay. and it's really nice. i loved learning and doing things for him. it made me feel like i could give back to him what he gave to me, at least a little bit. when i had nightmares he would help me feel better and fall back asleep. nothing was scary because i knew i at least had him when i went to bed and when i woke up. it was real nice for a while. but, um, then there was one morning where i woke up and...and he wasn't there. that's okay, i thought...he probably just woke up early or was out for a smoke. y'see, he doesn't smoke around me. but, anyway, i thought it's fine and let myself relax, like any other morning. but then i noticed there was blood. that...that's not really normal. so, i quickly got up. it's fine, i thought, he probably went and got some help. it probably wasn't anything too serious. i followed the trail until...well, until i found him. he was clearly unconscious and had bled a lot. i realized he was dead. everything sort of, became fake then. nothing felt right or real. there is not a world without papa. that can't happen. nothing can take that from the world. he is the most important person in my life - how could anything take that away? i was angry. a little bit at him, a little at myself, and a lot at the world in general. i felt sad, and empty, and confused, and...a lot of things. i had never felt like that in my whole life. but, more than anything else, i was scared. i was alone. i was surrounded by people who cared about me but i was all alone because none of them could really know how it felt. the world had taken something from me that i could not ever imagine being taken away. everything was falling apart. i didn't know if it would be okay in a world without him. i don't think i wanted it to be okay. there can't be a world without him. it was absolutely terrifying. he means so much to me. and then...and then he came back. he came back from the dead. i don't know how and i don't really care. he came back. i can't sleep now - i'm not allowed to. his death happened because i was asleep. i could have fixed it if i had just woken up. i could have healed his wound. he didn't need to die, but he did because i was asleep. i was right next to him. it would have been so easy. now i can't sleep. it's unproductive, anyway. i need to get so many things done for him and make him and everybody else happy and proud. i get more things done this way. everyone can be happier this way. they could be, if my body would just stop being weak. i worried him and others when the barracuda attacked me and i got struck by lightning. papa was there when i woke up so i could apologize to him right away. h-he said a lot of things to me that i don't think i'll forget. i didn't feel like i deserved to be told such nice things then, and i certainly still don't think i do. he said a lot of nice things. it means the world to me. i'm going to keep working hard for him. i'm going to apologize for making him feel worried. i worried him and others when my body wouldn't heal properly. i worried him and others when i got sick. i'm gonna fix it. i'm gonna be the best daughter i possibly could be. i'm gonna make things so good because i know i have my papa and that's so good. i'm gonna make him proud. i'm gonna work the hardest anyone could for him. he is so important and i just hope he knows that. it's all for him - all of it."
PAPERCUTTER [glow=black,2,300]♡[/glow] "paper seems real nice, i bet we could be good friends!"
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"papercutter and i haven't talked a whole bunch, compared to other crewmates i've lived with for as long as him. but, i would like to talk some more. he seems to want to work hard for everybody and is quite level-headed from what all i've seen. i think he's pretty nice, too. when papa had gotten hurt, he was sure to help out immediately, when i sort of just didn't know what to do. i think his reaction partially inspired me to learn more about medicine and injuries in general, so i could react in a more calm manner, as well. when i got struck by lightning, he was the first to find me and help. i wanna give him something nice to repay him for all that. i wanna be that calm in serious situations, too. i think i'm getting better, but i could certainly still learn. hopefully paper and i will be better friends soon! i certainly respect him and see him as a good crewmate."