GENERAL INFORMATION.
☾ ryuusaki ikurusaba / ryuu, rhyes, rye / doc
☾ 36 months old / born may 4th, tarus / 4th every month
☾ cisgender male — ♂ [he/him]
☾ former yakuza / resides in the typhoon
— born in shibuya, japan / completely fluent in japanese & english
☾ current faceclaim: ryo asuka

PSYCHOLOGY & MENTALITY.
☾ mental health. 78% and dwindling
☾ has amnesia & ptsd (really bad with names)
☾ overall. responsible, outspoken, easygoing, troubled
☾ outwardly. confident, intelligent, cold, mysterious
☾ inwardly. ruined, paranoid, wrathful, vengeful
— full personality here

PHYSICALITY.
☾ kishu inu [birth/main] / health. 50%, healing
— slim and feminine build, lean muscled; pure white fur and powdery blue eyes, has "freckles" dusting the bridge of his nose and cheeks
— scars located on the left side of his face, on his cheek; self-harm scars, usually wrapped up in bandages on his legs
— primarily wears a deep navy blue sweater under a white lab coat, wears circular framed glasses and carries a first aid kit on him at all times

INTERACTION NOTES.
☾ homosexual demiromantic / uninterested / single
☾ remembers he had a boyfriend, can't remember who
☾ npc x npc, brother to ai and junji
— fathered no children / litters
☾ difficult to befriend, even more difficult to get romantically involved with; can never be won
☾ do not touch him, especially if he doesn't know you or if he isn't aware of your presence. his neck and arms are off limits at all times and doing so will result in fear or some type of aggression. be careful when powerplaying peaceful/non-violent actions, ryuusaki may not take well to those actions.
☾ enjoys giving love, wary of receiving it / kisses? yeah, no / he loves to cuddle though
☾ rules of engagement - romancing the widow

CONFRONTATION.
☾ can and will start fights / will end his fights / may run if overwhelmed
☾ medium-hard physically / hard mentally
☾ knows self-defense / will definitely fight your punk ass
☾ please attack using italicized underline and mention [member=1361]RYUUSAKI I.[/member] / penned by [member=1346]YAKAN.[/member]

formerly soft and gentle and pacifistic in nature; loving and nurturing, idealistic, and foolishly trusting and eyes were always glittering with contemplative dreams wanting to come true: a happiness he wanted to pursue. he gazes into a monster and he finds only human qualities, he wants to make them better. and he loves, and loves, and loves, and expects nothing in return for loving; it's only doing what's right.

he's changing, shifting now, and a shadow befalls his gaze. he's distrustful, bitter, and ruined, no longer an idealistic daydreamer with a goal to just be loved and give love but instead harbors a goal of protecting what he has left. eyes are cold and hard and rocky, a brewing hurricane and a tornado of emotions whirl about in his mind, and yet he's calm; ever so calm, and he smiles sadly, wishfully, he wishes things were better. he's no longer genuine but he's no liar either, he wants no one to worry and so he keeps his burdens to himself and shoulders them on a splintering back.

☾ CROSSFIRE, STEPHEN
— he'd trade his guns for love / but he's caught in the crossfire / and he keeps waking up / but it's not to the sound of birds / the tyranny, the violent streets / deprived of all that we're blessed with / and we can't get enough, oh / heaven, if you sent us down / so we can build a playground / for the sinners to play as saints / you'd be so proud of what we've made

☾ THIS IS HOME, CAVETOWN
— get a load of this monster / he doesn't know how to communicate / his mind is in a different place / will everyone please give him a little space? / get a load of this train-wreck / his hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet / but little do we know, the stars welcome him with open arms / time is slowly tracing his face / but strangely he feels at home in this place

☾ PANIC, CARAVAN PLACE
— i will never free you / hand-in-hand

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