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angel couldn't take it anymore. she couldn't stand being cooped up any longer with her thoughts. the catsune couldn't bear another thought of what she'd lost and trying to recollect what little she had left. the collar around her neck, the wedding ring she wore under it. she'd never see him again. angel would always wonder what became of him, but it had been years since they had been together before her death, she wasn't even sure he was still alive. and if he was, he was still in her old world, not here with her.
shaking off her thoughts, the female would exit the facilities that she'd temporarily called home, the healers room. she was mostly all healed anyways save for her wings but...she didn't want to think about that. she didn't want to confront the likelihood that she may never fly again. she worked her paws into the soil, eyes darting this way and that. last time she'd tried to abscond she'd been gently guided back into the building like a kit wandering from the nursery a little too early.
no sign of anyone yet. angel's tails wagged eagerly behind her and she took a running start and bolted. she grinned as she cleared large jumps, the adrenaline pumping in her body as she reached the edge of the massive kingdom panting heavily.

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angel plopped down on her backside, settling down as she peered over her shoulder at jormungand. out of all the people to follow her, she certainly hadn't expected him although maybe she should've. he was the one who dragged her half dead ass all the way back to the pitt. she threw him a small smile and shrugged.
"i just needed to get out, i didn't even realize i'd made it all the way out here. thought for sure i'd be stopped and corralled back to the healers den like a kitten." she replied, puffing her cheeks out in indignance. she stood and shook out her fur, trotting over to the panther and settling back down a couple of feet in front of him. "what're you doing following me? that interested in me?" she hummed waving her tails lazily behind her.

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angel whined and tapped her front paws on the ground like an anxious teen. "n-noooo! don't send me back! walk with me! i'm pretty much all healed up, some of the stitches have already come out on their own anyways." she pleaded, lifting a leg to show a line of scarring left behind by the stitches to prove that she really was almost all healed up and ready to go. thank the gods for her blood or she would've been out of commission for weeks if not months from the beating she took. "it's just the ones by my wings that are taking the longest cause they were so deep...not like i could fly with them anymore anyways..." angel mumbled, standing up to her paws again.
she tried to stretch her wings out but winced and tucked them back in when the pain became too much. the catsune had barely gotten them half way to full span. it was not a good sign and it made her heart pound with anxiety.

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angel grinned and hopped to her paws, demeaner instantly rising as she trotted to catch up then easily kept pace with the larger panther. her face twisted into a thoughtful expression, wondering how she should explain then deciding to just explain everything, at least there was someone in the world that could back up her seemingly very bogus story.
"well, first off, i'm not from this world, quite literally. i'm not sure where this is in reference to where i came from, but my old world wasn't much different in terms that our groups were structured in a similar fashion to here, although cat pelts made of food is a new experience. anyways i was the deputy or co-leader of a very large group called the Cartel. we were doing well, just on the other side of a plague when i was attacked. i had given birth not long before and had gotten the plague myself so i was rather weak. i fought with all i had but i was killed, they even carved their name into my stomach as a spectacle for my family to find along with my body. after that...i'm not sure. surely i was buried and given a funeral and for i assume a few years i just kinda floated in nothingness, then i opened my eyes and was on the edge of pittian territory. i recognized the scent markers as, well scent markers and knew i was at least around some group and they'd probably give me refuge...or kill me but i was banking on the former. and well here i am! it sounds crazy but i'm sure alwaysdead has a similar story, we were from the same area of our old world and were adoptive siblings for years." angel finished, trying to sound a bit more upbeat despite the gruesome story that brought her to this moment.

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angel blinked up at jor, tails waving behind her as she hopped over a tree root. "i thought that was strange too. some were closed, others were still bleeding..." she commented, remembering how her belly had been evicerated before but was healed when she arrived at the pitt yet the thick raking over claws down her shoulders wasn't healed.
the catsune nearly tripped over her own paws as jor inquired about her family, her heart squeezing painfully in her chest. "of course. my husband, my girlfriend, all my children, my siblings. gone. i can only hope some of them made it here like i did...but i don't hold out much hope. i was surprised even always was here, and i'm grateful she is...not sure i could do this whole living thing again alone." angel chuckled, fluffing out her fur and plastering a smile on her maw while her eyes swirled with the pain and agony of six years being alive and having her soul beaten over and over again.
"anyways! what about you? any family? friends? girlfriends?" angel would swear to helios himself her voice did not totally crack on 'girlfriends'.

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