lilyspoise ♕ the typhoon ♕ budding flower ♕ tags

Aforementioned tri-souled creature was not quite tri-souled anymore. She didn’t fully understand why, or how, but her powers slowly faded as she reached this new region of the world. Lissa, Eli, and herself could see it coming a mile away; it was the end of the beginning and beginning of the end all at once. It was too much, too many emotions in too short of a time and Lil could recall feeling scared for a death she herself would not face. And then in an instant all the fear, the sorrow, the regret, the love, the everything was just gone. Lil woke up one day and she was cold and she knew.

There was nothing she could do about it; her twin-souls were dead and, with that, her family died too. Everything Lil once had was officially destroyed, again, and despite everything in her that tried to tell her that she should be sad, or mad, or anything at all, she just felt nothing.

As Lilyspoise approached, Beatrice, she still felt nothing.
"I'd ask for your name and business, but you already handled that, so welcome in." The cream tabby said, waving her tail in a greeting. "My name is Lilyspoise, it's a pleasure to meet you."

lilyspoise ♕ the typhoon ♕ budding flower ♕ tags

It wasn’t the first time that someone had targeted the souls. They had quite a few enemies, both because of their killing lifestyle and also because of the fact that they were an improbable existence in itself. Three souls (of the same person across various timelines, no less) bound together in a host body was a rare occurrence. If she bothered to think about it, Lil would question whether or not a creature of similar nature even existed. She was sure that the tri-souled aspect wasn’t unique to just her, but the fact that the souls were so closely knit in both identity and sisterhood— now that was rare. Together they had been a being of so much energy, so much activity, and now Lil remained somber. Cold. Hollow.

Family was a touchy subject for Lil; she danced masterfully around it whenever asked, only having briefly mentioned it to Lucifer when she sought to avoid the two at an event with the Ascendants. Perhaps it was a bit cruel of her, but she didn’t know how she stood on the two. She had initially believed they abandoned her, but Margaery also seemed so... so enraged, actually. Enraged at the idea of Lil not trusting her. In fact, Lil couldn’t remember her apologizing — genuinely, that is, because Margaery did indeed go for the guilt trip; “I’m sorry I’m a monster,” was not a valid apology, especially since that wasn’t even the root of the issue they had been arguing over — and the more she thought of it, the more hurt she felt, and the more hurt she felt, the less she wanted to even remotely try at repairing her tattered family.

Ah, shoot, she’d been spacing out, and it seemed like more of her crew mates had joined them in the meantime. That much was good; Lil hadn't wanted to be incredibly rude, so at least they filled some of the idle time while she had her head int he clouds. Lifting her head, Lil laughed a bit and nodded in response.
"My apologies, I don’t normally space out on people like that. I’ve been dealing with an issue as of late and, as you can tell, it’s stolen quite a bit of my attention away." She explained, smiling. "If you'd like to be shown around, I can assist you if you’d like, to make up for it."

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