- is "based off" pewdiepie/felix kjellberg, and does retain some recollection of his past life as a human, but doesn't remember much
- born to freddy fazbear (ex-exiles hp, head of the extremely hpr and famous fazbear family) and an npc in a one night stand. was the only one to survive from his littermates as they were all born stillborns. his mother had tracked down freddy and left him with his father. he remembers nothing of her at all, and freddy could've care less to share the few details he knew about his mother.
- his birth body is a grizzly bear, which isn't surprising
- he initially had no name for the first few months until freddy had named him 'swedishfish' after the candy as freddy was known for his sweet tooth. he found it clever to name his son that as his mother was of swedish descent (and swedishfish had a swedish accent) and much like the candy, his son was extremely clingy to him and would be such a hassle to remove him from his arm
- freddy was never known to be an outstanding father, and he especially wasn't going to start now. he often left swedishfish to fend for himself in the exiles, which weren't particularly going through an easy leadership at that time. freddy was easy to annoy and anger, and swedishfish knew very well how to push his buttons. as punishment for trivial things that swedes would do, freddy would often roughly drag his sobbing son to the river banks surrounding the exiles and dunk his entire body underwater, not pulling him out until he knew he was close to drowning. he'd repeat it a few times, ignoring swedes' apologies. after 5 times, he'd toss his son back on dry ground, tell him to leave him 'alone and go do fucking kid things away from' his sight. swedishfish would still cling to his father even though he was absolutely terrified of him as the exiles was not a good place for such a child like him. the drowning punishment would occur very frequently through his childhood as well as other acts of child abuse, and it wouldn't be until he was a teen that he decided to run away
- it's why he has such a massive fear of any body of water, big or small
- he lived as a loner for the remaining part of his adolescence, changing his name to 'felix kjellberg' as the name was very much stuck in his head for some reason, and basically rejecting his 'fazbear' surname, although he often introduced himself as 'swedishfish' out of force of habit. he also shapeshifted into a mountain lion body, wanting to rid himself of everything tied to his father
- he met his first love, mercury, in blizzardclan territory. at this point, felix was an anxiety-riddled mess who was not a fan of interactions with anyone out of fear of his father, back then a very big house-hold name, hearing of his whereabouts. mercury had taken the shaken felix under her wings and helped him grow confident in himself and overcome his anxiety. his time in blizzardclan was brief, but it ended in tragedy after waking up and seeing mercury's dead body in front of him. he ran away from blizzardclan after messily burying her, never knowing he was the one who killed her
- felix, due to being freddy's child, has a sort of genetic trait in him that reacts badly to dark areas/the night. similar to fnaf lore, felix turns 'feral' in extremely dark areas or at night. extreme bloodlust takes over and he goes on a rampage throughout the entire night/until light hits him. friends and family are not safe from this felix. felix 'wakes' up with no recollection on what had occurred during his episode and had an extremely hard time understanding why he was coated in blood when he wasn't injured at all. he didn't know he did this until he had 'awoken' from an episode to someone who was bound to be his next victim in front of him shakingly explaining what had occurred. felix now locks himself in a closed area at night or doesn't enter dark areas. it's caused him severe trauma and he often regards himself as a monster.
- these episodes don't do much to felix physically as much as it mentally does, but his eyes do turn pitch black with a white dot in the middle and he does 'unlock' his super strength and super senses. the episodes are known as 'malfunctions' or 'glitches'
- there's more to that lore but i can't remember much besides that
- after leaving blizzardclan, felix had almost become a new person once burying the memories of him and mercury deep in his mind. he became more suave and foul-mouthed, more confident in himself and his appearance. he was in a brief poly relationship with a markiplier character and jacksepticeye character before they had vanished on him. it was another significant turning point into his view of romantic love: settling down is pointless and he had way more fun fooling around with no strings attached. any of his old anxiety-induced personality was now replaced with a loud and obnoxious fuckboy who would jump anyone's bones if he had the chance to do so
- he joined riverclan with a new body: a swedish elkhound body and made some... interesting first impressions: mainly him expressing his hatred of swedish fish candy and wanted to do the nasty with some people who greeted him. instantly recognized and befriended mark fischbach and sean mcloughin in the clan, and had an emotional reunion with cryaotic. he was well known in the clan for his boisterous and sensual attitude and many were either friends or hated his guts. not many knew his more softer sides, especially when he witnessed the riverclan member oreki dying and coming back as 'corruptedvirtue.' he took it upon himself to watch over him, being extremely overprotective over the clingy virtue
- despite setting limits on himself when it came to committed relationships, he had begun to feel something for corruptedvirtue, and even more so with his best friend, ninjasexparty. when corruptedvirtue had disappeared, he found more solace in ninjasexparty, and he was a damn idiot who didn't realize that he was even falling in love with ninja. swedishninja still owns my heart
- adopted as featherboa's and frisk's brother, who really did help him get his shit together
- best friends with kate marsh, jasper, arcanepaw, and newt. looked up to the then-leaders ivylee and ramses
- slept with a lot of people, but most notable were bloodclan leader jackdaw. almost did the do with shadowclan leader sango, rift ex-leader cainsmark, and sanctuary leader chicagocrimes they both stopped when they realized they were direct cousins
- was assigned candor as his guardian angel, who would've most likely killed him were his job nonexistent
- rivals with wilford warfstache and finch
- mental bond with herritt xerses
- captured and tortured by shadowclan deputy finch
- had a kid named royalblue
- was a riverclan minnow and lifeguard

throws even more love and affection to dream for sending these




also some extra ones i've found


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(icons from run bts ep. 22 where joon really made me bust out many uwus)
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