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Re: random dump - Seina - 08-10-2018
[glow=#000,2,300]------ DON'T UNDERESTIMATE THE THINGS I CAN DO ------[/glow]
Memories. It could be an such nasty thing especially when it involved memories of the past you not wanted to remember. So to get ride of this unpleasant memories erased them all entierly. Locking them away, erasing them to make life become better, easier. However, memories always seemed to work in a unpredicable way. It was the memories how made you to the person you was so if erasing one special one of them?. No matter how small they might be it the consequences could replace that small part to make it to a big deal. Without that memory apart of the man got lost. Like something was missing, a hole that never could get filled. But it had still been better days. Because without that memory a damaged man had become less...damaged. Without that part a man how never had know how it felt to be truly loved was blessed without that sort of warmth to instead only knowing how coldness felt like. It was that sort of memory how had got closed away not because of not wanting to know - oh no. It all had been because of the lies build up around it. If believing that warmth was real but then wake up to realise it never had been?. A false reality. It could shattered a man's sanity, destroy a person heart.
Pain, pain, pain.
The worst part?. To have thought it was all real and having done everything to get it back only for the cruel reality to come crashing down right in front of the man face. Oh, the world could be so cruel they said but people could be such monsters. So of course if there was a way to erase all of the agony who wouldn't have picked a less suffering path?.
It had gone well. He had been doing fine. To not know was sometimes better. Despite knowing of not knowing had never wanted to unlock any of it. But then of course. The monsters returned. Mocking, upsetting, playing around and around in a game so well known for himself. But not had he backed down, accepting the game to win. So close, so close. But the monster had have one last thing underneath her sleeve. To awake the most unpleasant memory - no, not the most unpleasant but for sure the most heart breaking one. The truth about those lovely lips inside of his bed how only had deceived. The death of the unborn. Sacrifice, sacrifice. Blood, blood.Laughter, laughter. A joke. It had been devastating, it had been unberable but then everything had turned black. Before losing it all everything had been destroyed.
In a new unfamilliar world had he woken up, raising from the ashes. Yes, a brand new world but oh the memories was still there. Those feelings inside that was boiling. So much emotions and it was spreading. Round and round again. The toxic feelings wanted out to infect others, to spread this desease inside of him.
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Kazumi finally stopt once the scent of a other territory entered the nose, a smirk present so pleasantly as the vampire stood there by the border, studing, observing. It was a lovely day outside today with sun shining high up in the sky and birds singing like angels themself was blessing them today with thier lovely voices. Oh if only they knew about the chaos that was waiting around the corner, about the desease that was standing right in front of thier very eyes. A disaster how should get put to sleep but instead was here to contunie to spread this oleander flower.
Always and forever
Pain, pain, pain.
The worst part?. To have thought it was all real and having done everything to get it back only for the cruel reality to come crashing down right in front of the man face. Oh, the world could be so cruel they said but people could be such monsters. So of course if there was a way to erase all of the agony who wouldn't have picked a less suffering path?.
It had gone well. He had been doing fine. To not know was sometimes better. Despite knowing of not knowing had never wanted to unlock any of it. But then of course. The monsters returned. Mocking, upsetting, playing around and around in a game so well known for himself. But not had he backed down, accepting the game to win. So close, so close. But the monster had have one last thing underneath her sleeve. To awake the most unpleasant memory - no, not the most unpleasant but for sure the most heart breaking one. The truth about those lovely lips inside of his bed how only had deceived. The death of the unborn. Sacrifice, sacrifice. Blood, blood.Laughter, laughter. A joke. It had been devastating, it had been unberable but then everything had turned black. Before losing it all everything had been destroyed.
In a new unfamilliar world had he woken up, raising from the ashes. Yes, a brand new world but oh the memories was still there. Those feelings inside that was boiling. So much emotions and it was spreading. Round and round again. The toxic feelings wanted out to infect others, to spread this desease inside of him.
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Kazumi finally stopt once the scent of a other territory entered the nose, a smirk present so pleasantly as the vampire stood there by the border, studing, observing. It was a lovely day outside today with sun shining high up in the sky and birds singing like angels themself was blessing them today with thier lovely voices. Oh if only they knew about the chaos that was waiting around the corner, about the desease that was standing right in front of thier very eyes. A disaster how should get put to sleep but instead was here to contunie to spread this oleander flower.
Always and forever
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Re: random dump - Seina - 08-10-2018
★ PINTEREST BOARD & ART DUMP & THEME SONG —
[align=center][align=center][glow=#000,2,300]------ TO CAPTURE A PREDATOR YOU CAN'T REMAIN THE PREY ------[/glow]
INFORMATION — SO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND TELL ME, WHO DO YOU SEE?
★ ICESHATTERED | PREVIOUS SOLLUX | ICE,ICEY | 'THE PHYSIOPATH'
★ NPC & NPC (ORPHAN) | OVER 4 YEARS OLD | 15TH OCTOBER | WAVE
★ BIOLOGICAL BORN A MALE — ♂️ | IDENTIFIES AS A MALE, MASCULAR PRONOUCE
★ HOMOSEXUAL - HOMOROMANTICER | RARELY DEVELOPS FEELINGS
★ CURRENTLY RESIDES IN TANGLEWOOD | REGULAR RANK | NO TITLES
— comes from ff | raised in windclan | ex godfather of the cartel
PERSONALITY — IS IT STILL YOU? OR IS IT ME?
★ INTELLIGENT | PROFERSIONAL | COMPOSED | 'THE MASTERMIND'
— he is extremely well behaved in a appropriated way with smooth words and a fine tounge and knows what to say
★ UNEMOTIONAL | APATHETIC | COLD | 'HEARTLESS'
— he is unable to feel any sort of empathy or compassion for anyone neither can he feel remorse or guilt.
★ DANGEROUS | BRUTAL | UNPREDICABLE | 'THE MONSTER'
— he believes himself to be superior over everyone around him so if getting on the wrong side can suffer unpleasant consequences
★ FINAL ANALYZ —
he is secretly a scientist how experiments on all sort of creatures, mortal or supernaturals. he do this for many reasons but one of the main ones is that he hopes to be able to found his 'mortal heart' again by learning more about how living beings works. he is quite sadistic and have no problems to create monsters just because of his own curiosity. In a way he is trying to play god at the same time trying to found himself back to the person he once was.
APPERANCE — BECOME THE BEST WE DON'T HAVE TO HIDE
★ PHYSICAL HEALTH(100%) — IN PERFECT HEALTH
★ WHITE TIGER | HOLLOW | REFS WILL BE HERE
★ WHITE WITH BLACK STRIPES | EMERALD GREEN EYE WITH A BLACK BACKGROUND
★ LACKS ONE EYE,'X' MARK ACROSS CHEST | HOLE IN THE CHEST
★ CARRIES NO ACCSSORIES | WEARS A SKELETON MASK ON HALF OF THE FACE
— other bodies here
ATTACHMENT — DO I TERRIFY YOU OR DO YOU FEEL ALIVE?
★ SINGLE | FEELINGS FOR NO ONE | NOT LOOKING | 'UNCAPABLE OF LOVE'
★ SLEEPS AROUND; NOT THE GENTLY TYPE | DOES NOT CARE FOR COMMITMENT
★ DIFFICULT TO BEFRIEND; USES FOR OWN BENEFITS | 'MANIPULATIVE BASTARD'
★ RULES OF ENGAGEMENT —
★ posssesive; if developing feelings will become very controling and dominant
★ manipulative; he will literally use all his intelligence to emotionally control them
★ abusive; in worst case he can use violence to put them back in thier place
★ craves sexual contact; he wants a intimate relationship, and he can be very persuasive about it
★ lacks affection; outside from the bedroom he will act very cold and distant in public. he want his space
★ unromantic; does not values dates or to take his partner outside. they will have to be the one to request it
★ unpredicable affections; will sometimes show a more affectionate side when less expecting it.
[b]CONFRONTATION & POWERS —DO YOU FEEL THE HUNGER? DOES IT HOWL INSIDE?
★ HAVE POWERS | MASTERED ALL OF THEM | WON'T USE UNTIL I CAN BUY
— ice,lightning,teleportation,manipulation,telekinesis,shape shifting,telepathy
★ ATTACKS DEPANDING ON MOOD | WILL KILL WITHOUT REASON | NEVER SHOWS MERCY
★ TAG HIS NAME WHEN ATTACKING | ASK FOR CAPTURE/DEATH | PM FOR PLOTS
★ ICESHATTERED | PREVIOUS SOLLUX | ICE,ICEY | 'THE PHYSIOPATH'
★ NPC & NPC (ORPHAN) | OVER 4 YEARS OLD | 15TH OCTOBER | WAVE
★ BIOLOGICAL BORN A MALE — ♂️ | IDENTIFIES AS A MALE, MASCULAR PRONOUCE
★ HOMOSEXUAL - HOMOROMANTICER | RARELY DEVELOPS FEELINGS
★ CURRENTLY RESIDES IN TANGLEWOOD | REGULAR RANK | NO TITLES
— comes from ff | raised in windclan | ex godfather of the cartel
PERSONALITY — IS IT STILL YOU? OR IS IT ME?
★ INTELLIGENT | PROFERSIONAL | COMPOSED | 'THE MASTERMIND'
— he is extremely well behaved in a appropriated way with smooth words and a fine tounge and knows what to say
★ UNEMOTIONAL | APATHETIC | COLD | 'HEARTLESS'
— he is unable to feel any sort of empathy or compassion for anyone neither can he feel remorse or guilt.
★ DANGEROUS | BRUTAL | UNPREDICABLE | 'THE MONSTER'
— he believes himself to be superior over everyone around him so if getting on the wrong side can suffer unpleasant consequences
★ FINAL ANALYZ —
he is secretly a scientist how experiments on all sort of creatures, mortal or supernaturals. he do this for many reasons but one of the main ones is that he hopes to be able to found his 'mortal heart' again by learning more about how living beings works. he is quite sadistic and have no problems to create monsters just because of his own curiosity. In a way he is trying to play god at the same time trying to found himself back to the person he once was.
APPERANCE — BECOME THE BEST WE DON'T HAVE TO HIDE
★ PHYSICAL HEALTH(100%) — IN PERFECT HEALTH
★ WHITE TIGER | HOLLOW | REFS WILL BE HERE
★ WHITE WITH BLACK STRIPES | EMERALD GREEN EYE WITH A BLACK BACKGROUND
★ LACKS ONE EYE,'X' MARK ACROSS CHEST | HOLE IN THE CHEST
★ CARRIES NO ACCSSORIES | WEARS A SKELETON MASK ON HALF OF THE FACE
— other bodies here
ATTACHMENT — DO I TERRIFY YOU OR DO YOU FEEL ALIVE?
★ SINGLE | FEELINGS FOR NO ONE | NOT LOOKING | 'UNCAPABLE OF LOVE'
★ SLEEPS AROUND; NOT THE GENTLY TYPE | DOES NOT CARE FOR COMMITMENT
★ DIFFICULT TO BEFRIEND; USES FOR OWN BENEFITS | 'MANIPULATIVE BASTARD'
★ RULES OF ENGAGEMENT —
★ posssesive; if developing feelings will become very controling and dominant
★ manipulative; he will literally use all his intelligence to emotionally control them
★ abusive; in worst case he can use violence to put them back in thier place
★ craves sexual contact; he wants a intimate relationship, and he can be very persuasive about it
★ lacks affection; outside from the bedroom he will act very cold and distant in public. he want his space
★ unromantic; does not values dates or to take his partner outside. they will have to be the one to request it
★ unpredicable affections; will sometimes show a more affectionate side when less expecting it.
[b]CONFRONTATION & POWERS —DO YOU FEEL THE HUNGER? DOES IT HOWL INSIDE?
★ HAVE POWERS | MASTERED ALL OF THEM | WON'T USE UNTIL I CAN BUY
— ice,lightning,teleportation,manipulation,telekinesis,shape shifting,telepathy
★ ATTACKS DEPANDING ON MOOD | WILL KILL WITHOUT REASON | NEVER SHOWS MERCY
★ TAG HIS NAME WHEN ATTACKING | ASK FOR CAPTURE/DEATH | PM FOR PLOTS
Re: random dump - Seina - 08-13-2018
JUST BY LIVING I'M NOTHING FOR ANOTHER DAY ✧
The bruised broken little boy was just standing there with an anxious look across this oh so bruised features, a look of absolute terror reflecting inside of this swollen eyes how hadn't got any sleep for days. His ribs where so obiviously vinsible. Who knows for how many days had past since the last meal but oh what he tried not to think about it. The constant hunger that left his tounge all dry. The cravings to desperately sink his teeths into anyone's flesh just to taste this delicious blood on his tounge. To fill his belly with this satisfying liquer that was a curse for him to crave after, to desire for. It was a constant struggle, day in and day out but the worst part didn't stop there. The fragile little vampire wasn't alone. Oh no, he shared bond with someone else, a different him how was the complete opposite to himself. Compare to himself didn't fought back at this impluses, accepting them with open arms and didn't saw anyone else around him then pure prey that existed for the sole purpose to become his meal. A different him, a dangerous him the boy wanted nothing to become but still was him. Two souls parted. One left into madness while the other being nothing else then the broken pieces of a life that had destroyed them. Isak was the ruined boy with a broken past, and the other...the result of that life.
Isak how was nobody, just a name that should be forgotten, forbidden to speak through sealed lips. The shame and the worthless child how never should have existed. But yet here he was, existing slipping through this sealed lips to become reality once more, to relive through everything again. There was no escape no, nowhere to hide to found himself a way to run away from that door. Day in and day out it was all coming back, over and over again. Innocent lost, robbed away.
So why here?, why now?.
The worthless child had nowhere to go, helpless, worthless to do anything for himself but still wanted to live.
Isak how was nobody, just a name that should be forgotten, forbidden to speak through sealed lips. The shame and the worthless child how never should have existed. But yet here he was, existing slipping through this sealed lips to become reality once more, to relive through everything again. There was no escape no, nowhere to hide to found himself a way to run away from that door. Day in and day out it was all coming back, over and over again. Innocent lost, robbed away.
So why here?, why now?.
The worthless child had nowhere to go, helpless, worthless to do anything for himself but still wanted to live.
© madi
Re: random dump - Seina - 08-13-2018
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Re: random dump - ERRORCODE - 10-20-2020
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Re: random dump - KURLOZ - 10-21-2020
JUST BY LIVING I'M NOTHING FOR ANOTHER DAY ✧
The bruised broken little boy was just standing there with an anxious look across this oh so bruised features, a look of absolute terror reflecting inside of this swollen eyes how hadn't got any sleep for days. His ribs where so obiviously vinsible. Who knows for how many days had past since the last meal but oh what he tried not to think about it. The constant hunger that left his tounge all dry. The cravings to desperately sink his teeths into anyone's flesh just to taste this delicious blood on his tounge. To fill his belly with this satisfying liquer that was a curse for him to crave after, to desire for. It was a constant struggle, day in and day out but the worst part didn't stop there. The fragile little vampire wasn't alone. Oh no, he shared bond with someone else, a different him how was the complete opposite to himself. Compare to himself didn't fought back at this impluses, accepting them with open arms and didn't saw anyone else around him then pure prey that existed for the sole purpose to become his meal. A different him, a dangerous him the boy wanted nothing to become but still was him. Two souls parted. One left into madness while the other being nothing else then the broken pieces of a life that had destroyed them. Isak was the ruined boy with a broken past, and the other...the result of that life.
Isak how was nobody, just a name that should be forgotten, forbidden to speak through sealed lips. The shame and the worthless child how never should have existed. But yet here he was, existing slipping through this sealed lips to become reality once more, to relive through everything again. There was no escape no, nowhere to hide to found himself a way to run away from that door. Day in and day out it was all coming back, over and over again. Innocent lost, robbed away.
So why here?, why now?.
The worthless child had nowhere to go, helpless, worthless to do anything for himself but still wanted to live.
Isak how was nobody, just a name that should be forgotten, forbidden to speak through sealed lips. The shame and the worthless child how never should have existed. But yet here he was, existing slipping through this sealed lips to become reality once more, to relive through everything again. There was no escape no, nowhere to hide to found himself a way to run away from that door. Day in and day out it was all coming back, over and over again. Innocent lost, robbed away.
So why here?, why now?.
The worthless child had nowhere to go, helpless, worthless to do anything for himself but still wanted to live.
© madi
Re: random dump - DIMITRI HELLFIRE - 12-17-2020
PINTEREST ❂ ART DUMP ❂ THEME SONG
[align=center]だから私の想像力を求めて周りを見てみましょう / overview
❂ vanitas kyuuketsuki;' vani,vannie' / male [he/him]
— meaning of name; vanitas means 'empty/emptiness' and kyuuketsuki means 'vampire'
❂ currently lurkes around the clans / no allience / no ranking
❂ former leader of colouredclan(PB) on FF / carries many past hp ranks
❂ birthday unkown / spiritually 1000+ years old / physicially two years old
❂ dimitri hellfire in disguise / pureblood vampire / immortal/ageless
❂ former shinigami captain / mastermind / game master / king of despair
❂ heir and founder of the kyuuketsuki family / only takes in other vampires
これは私の創造ですこれは私が見つけたものです/ relationships
❂ npc x npc; parents unkown and he never talks about them
❂ unkown sexuality/romantic / feelings for no one / dosen't believe in love
❂ hardly ever falls in love / may respond to flirty invitations / refuse sexual contact
❂ unfaithful partner / will mostly fool around until he gets bored / heartbreaker
❂ single; uninterested and iffy with plotting / #foreveralone
❂ only forms one-sided friendships; acts friendly but impossible to get close to
— ( only acknowledged regis as his friend / loyal and devoted to him still )
— playing friends with;
— interested in;
— dislikes;
だから私は他界する / apperance
❂ TWO-TAILED HELLSUNE [MAIN] / HEALTH: 100% [REFERENCE]
— looks to be a mix breed between a hellhound and a kitsune
— main color black; painted with golden and silver markings
— mismatched orbs; crimson red and royal blue eyes
— slender built; fluffy chest with slim stunning features / lion sized
— wears golden and silver pierces in the ears
— black demon looking wings he never uses
— snakes mutations; snake tounge,python venom fangs,snake eyes
— golden snake scales that starts from his throat and goes down to his underbelly
— tails looks like kitsune tails, fluffy and long
— smells of chocolate and vanilla
❂ INJURIES/ MENTAL HEALTH: " currently traumatized "
— recently got burned alive so very fearful of fire
この空の人生はあなたのものです / personality
— [ surface traits ] [ hidden traits ] [ core traits ]
❂ [ SMART ] [ COMPOSED ] [ GENTLEMAN ] [ SOCIAL ] [ CHARMING ] [ NOBLE ]
❂ [ MANIPULATIVE ] [ LAIR ] [ DECEIVING ] [ TWO-FACED ] [ PLAYER ] [ DISLOYAL ]
❂ [ CHAOTIC ] [ JADED ] [ UNPREDICABLE ] [ BITTER ] [ LONELY ] [ SPITEFUL ] [ JOKER ]
— importand note; the surface traits can change depanding on which persona vanitas decides to play
そして彼らがやったすべてのために彼らを燃やします/ confrontation
❂ physically extremely difficult / mentally a struggle to break
❂ powerless / lost all of his powers / have no control over his possession
— possession,shadows,teleportation,memory & emotion manipulation
❂ rarely start fights but will defend himself / may show mercy depanding on opponent
❂ mention V.KYUUKETSUKI if attacking or needed / do not powerplay
私は太陽に対して目を閉じます / fun info
❂ can speak swedish,english and japanese; swedish is his orgin language though.
❂ was born as a human and got trapped into a animal body after his transfere to the previous world before agrelos.
❂ have a sweet tooth and are heavily addicted to candy, chocolate especially. not only does he love the flavor but also it helps with his own blood cravings and without candy he would not be able to control his vampire instincts special well.
❂ likes to drink tea but not special fond of coffee. he thinks it has a to bitter taste to it. he also never eats meat unless in rare cases since he dosen't really need it and even if he eats it cannot get any nutrition from it.
❂ he is not special fond of sexual contact and with that i mean being intimate with anyone. he is fine with hugs,cuddling and kisses but trying to go further then that and he might act out in violence. why he dosen't like it is unkown.
❂ likes children and are suprisingly very good with them. he even has taking care of many orphans in the past.
❂ lacks a personality and sees himself as a 'actress' how decides which role he wanna play and will act and behave there after to fit that persona. you can see it as him having houndred of masks he can pick from and puts on his face to hide his real self behind.
❂ he have morals he most of the times stick to like not harming kids, however he can put his own morals aside sometimes if he thinks it's for a good reason or that it's necessery to do so. he do feel guilty if he go against his own morals but often excuses his own actions to himself to make him feel better. In other words he is a hypocrite and delusional.
❂ loves to play games on others, often mind games and it's difficult to figure out what he wanted until the very end when it's already to late. he knows how to win or get what he wants if he wants to.
❂ have a bad 'hobby' of wanting to bring the 'true self' of someone out, since he thinks everyone is a little bit crazy and bad inside so wanna prove he has right by bringing the absolute worst side of themself out.
❂ he preferes to manipulate or play others to do his work because he found it fun and entertaining, but also to keep his own name 'clean'.
❂ vanitas kyuuketsuki;' vani,vannie' / male [he/him]
— meaning of name; vanitas means 'empty/emptiness' and kyuuketsuki means 'vampire'
❂ currently lurkes around the clans / no allience / no ranking
❂ former leader of colouredclan(PB) on FF / carries many past hp ranks
❂ birthday unkown / spiritually 1000+ years old / physicially two years old
❂ dimitri hellfire in disguise / pureblood vampire / immortal/ageless
❂ former shinigami captain / mastermind / game master / king of despair
❂ heir and founder of the kyuuketsuki family / only takes in other vampires
これは私の創造ですこれは私が見つけたものです/ relationships
❂ npc x npc; parents unkown and he never talks about them
❂ unkown sexuality/romantic / feelings for no one / dosen't believe in love
❂ hardly ever falls in love / may respond to flirty invitations / refuse sexual contact
❂ unfaithful partner / will mostly fool around until he gets bored / heartbreaker
❂ single; uninterested and iffy with plotting / #foreveralone
❂ only forms one-sided friendships; acts friendly but impossible to get close to
— ( only acknowledged regis as his friend / loyal and devoted to him still )
— playing friends with;
— interested in;
— dislikes;
だから私は他界する / apperance
❂ TWO-TAILED HELLSUNE [MAIN] / HEALTH: 100% [REFERENCE]
— looks to be a mix breed between a hellhound and a kitsune
— main color black; painted with golden and silver markings
— mismatched orbs; crimson red and royal blue eyes
— slender built; fluffy chest with slim stunning features / lion sized
— wears golden and silver pierces in the ears
— black demon looking wings he never uses
— snakes mutations; snake tounge,python venom fangs,snake eyes
— golden snake scales that starts from his throat and goes down to his underbelly
— tails looks like kitsune tails, fluffy and long
— smells of chocolate and vanilla
❂ INJURIES/ MENTAL HEALTH: " currently traumatized "
— recently got burned alive so very fearful of fire
この空の人生はあなたのものです / personality
— [ surface traits ] [ hidden traits ] [ core traits ]
❂ [ SMART ] [ COMPOSED ] [ GENTLEMAN ] [ SOCIAL ] [ CHARMING ] [ NOBLE ]
❂ [ MANIPULATIVE ] [ LAIR ] [ DECEIVING ] [ TWO-FACED ] [ PLAYER ] [ DISLOYAL ]
❂ [ CHAOTIC ] [ JADED ] [ UNPREDICABLE ] [ BITTER ] [ LONELY ] [ SPITEFUL ] [ JOKER ]
— importand note; the surface traits can change depanding on which persona vanitas decides to play
そして彼らがやったすべてのために彼らを燃やします/ confrontation
❂ physically extremely difficult / mentally a struggle to break
❂ powerless / lost all of his powers / have no control over his possession
— possession,shadows,teleportation,memory & emotion manipulation
❂ rarely start fights but will defend himself / may show mercy depanding on opponent
❂ mention V.KYUUKETSUKI if attacking or needed / do not powerplay
私は太陽に対して目を閉じます / fun info
❂ can speak swedish,english and japanese; swedish is his orgin language though.
❂ was born as a human and got trapped into a animal body after his transfere to the previous world before agrelos.
❂ have a sweet tooth and are heavily addicted to candy, chocolate especially. not only does he love the flavor but also it helps with his own blood cravings and without candy he would not be able to control his vampire instincts special well.
❂ likes to drink tea but not special fond of coffee. he thinks it has a to bitter taste to it. he also never eats meat unless in rare cases since he dosen't really need it and even if he eats it cannot get any nutrition from it.
❂ he is not special fond of sexual contact and with that i mean being intimate with anyone. he is fine with hugs,cuddling and kisses but trying to go further then that and he might act out in violence. why he dosen't like it is unkown.
❂ likes children and are suprisingly very good with them. he even has taking care of many orphans in the past.
❂ lacks a personality and sees himself as a 'actress' how decides which role he wanna play and will act and behave there after to fit that persona. you can see it as him having houndred of masks he can pick from and puts on his face to hide his real self behind.
❂ he have morals he most of the times stick to like not harming kids, however he can put his own morals aside sometimes if he thinks it's for a good reason or that it's necessery to do so. he do feel guilty if he go against his own morals but often excuses his own actions to himself to make him feel better. In other words he is a hypocrite and delusional.
❂ loves to play games on others, often mind games and it's difficult to figure out what he wanted until the very end when it's already to late. he knows how to win or get what he wants if he wants to.
❂ have a bad 'hobby' of wanting to bring the 'true self' of someone out, since he thinks everyone is a little bit crazy and bad inside so wanna prove he has right by bringing the absolute worst side of themself out.
❂ he preferes to manipulate or play others to do his work because he found it fun and entertaining, but also to keep his own name 'clean'.