[align=center][div style="0px; width:800px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]what is UP ive come up w a new group idea and im uHHH here to Fret tm
if i were a more confident person id be pestering staff abt lore info and integrating groups(i know it goes from unofficial loner lands -> official boarded but other than that fuck if kno)
hh anyways i put a lot of effort into this so lmao
moonlight vale:
greetings this entire thing is like 10 miles long, dw abt actually reading all of it
moonlight vale, the clan, has a ... very strange, sort of theme. Like, all at once it's based around royalty and nature and spirits/eldritch -- oocly, it's got a ton of undertale and welcome to night vale themes bc im Like That. It's probably got some weird extra stuff scattered that I haven't noticed but uhh regardless!!
[history] Originally, Moonlight Vale was made up of stragglers and refugees from a group, far in history. The former group is question was very heavily themed around royalty, and stuck to the theme almost religiously. However, the uptight atmosphere caused infighting and, ultimately, got them kicked out of the group. A majority of them stuck together and hoped for the best, making up a small nomadic group of cats. They kept up some of the royal traditions that had been a part of their life in the old group for so long, though, of course, not all. They lived surprisingly well for a long time, and eventually picked up an appreciation for nature and all that it did to keep them alive, even during winter. During this time, it became traditional to dedicate a certain time during each season to hold a festival of some sort -- just little ones, as they didn't have a lot to their name. The peace doesn't last, however, as the nomadic group gets dragged into a war with another group. The nomadic group is unwilling to fight, but do not have a choice, and make camp where they are. However, the other group is much stronger than them, and frequently raids them for herbs(which they have aplenty) and food. It happens so frequently that, soon, the group is going hungry and injuries untreated. Slowly, things appear to be growing more and more dire, seemingly on the brink of death.
It's at this point that we must introduce four characters. Violet, a tan feline and medic of the clan. Lyra, a brutish brown lionness warrior. Faust, an unpleasant and hasty border collie. And Arrowpaw, a young brown feline, Violet's son and the group's second in command, despite his age. The three of them had grown close in these times, a haggled foursome struggling to keep a group on the brink of collapse alive. They wished for nothing more than to see the group survive this war, but even Arrowpaw, patient as any other, was growing weary as he attempted to keep everything together. However -- whatever happiness they have together does not last. Lyra, like many before her, is killed in battle. She leaves the trio grief-stricken and alone. The clan falls into true disarray as Arrowpaw struggles to keep himself together, and Violet struggles even further with her job now. Meanwhile, something in Faust ... changes. The shadows seem to curl around him, and red eyes seem to gleam from the ever-present, growing darkness behind him. In his rage, Faust had summoned an old god. He asks only one thing of it -- that the group survives this war and thrives. Faust, bloodied and leaking dark fluids and shadows, tore down the opponents' army near single-handedly. Of course, this comes at a terrible price -- first and foremost, Faust's own life and soul. With their opponents gone, the clan is finally allowed to recover. However, Violet finds herself falling ill with something strange and almost -- violent. From her right eye, pink, bloody flowers force themselves from her right eye, leaking oily black fluids. Oftentimes, she struggled to eat or breathe, and could often be found choking out the same thick black fluids. In the end, it's the beast, the god, that kills her with its own paws, causing her grievous wounds before she finally, perhaps blessedly, dies.
Arrowpaw, now Arrowhead and leader of the nomadic group, is the last of the four still standing. He's bitter and jaded now, deep wounds torn from his friend's strange deaths. It's not infrequent to see strange shapes and shadows and perhaps even tentacles coming from the shadows about him, appearing as though they're reaching for him. It's never quite clear whether Arrowhead is a kind or cruel person, often fluctuating between the two without pause, though his care for the group is abundantly clear in almost anything he does.
Arrowhead is the final member of his friends taken by the god, but he is not the last among his group. The god Faust had summoned a single year ago, unnoticed, guides them to a new land. It is here where the group settles, and here where Arrowhead falls. The god, from the shadows, finally takes yet another gruesome victim, and Arrowhead's reign ends. Despite this ending, however, the group stays, perhaps due to some meddling in place. In Arrowhead's place, Videogames, kinder and as much of a leader as Arrowhead had been, officially takes Arrowhead's place. His first action as leader is to announce the founding of this new group, and so calls it 'Moonlight Vale', in hopes that the moon will shine upon them and grant them the safety.
[territory]
There are three different regions of Moonlight Vale territory. A forest, a meadow, and a cavern. Each carry danger in their own right. In the darkness of the night, you can sometimes see something reaching for you, and you simply know you should run. There will be voices of those not really there, and see faces of friends who are not who they appear. There are many other creatures aside from Moonlight Vale's members populating these lands, and you must be wary of every step you take in the dark of the night.
The main, most populated region of territory is the forest. Flowers and other plants can be frequently found on the ground here. The trees are tall and reach high into the sky, thick green leaves growing on their branches. Pathways are cut throughout the forests. These paths are never walked on by those informed, much less at night, as horrible beasts are said to walk along the trail, looking for unsuspecting prey. Even the feral creatures do not wander near these paths. Somewhere in these woods, there is a small village. It is largely overgrown by plants and torn away by nature, but many who do not wish to find or make their own den will sometimes make their home in one of these buildings.
If you walk long enough, you will find yourself in the deep woods. The deep woods are considered especially dangerous, as you hear voices come from the trees. The woods will compliment you and beg you to stay with them, but no matter what, you must not -- it's unclear what becomes of those who stay, but it's abundantly clear it is not good. Many of the supernatural creatures throughout the territory make their nests here, or at least so some believe. Very little sunlight comes through the stereotypical, gnarled trees.
Somewhere in these woods, you will find a graveyard, with a memorial somewhere within. This graveyard is perhaps the least safe place of all, with spirits of the graveyard, and other creatures occasionally visiting due to this.
The other region of the territory is meadow. Overshadowing the meadow are many snow-covered mountains, and the air in the meadow is chilly due to this, though flowers and other plants seem to grow from every inch of ground. A large, deep river glides along the meadow, supplied by spring water. The river deposits itself into a lake somewhere in the forest, near the village. Towards the foot of the mountain, you can find the Shaman's den, a small cave surrounded by rubble, with an overhang. The overhang always has a banner of flowers, if available. Elsewhere in the territory is a large circle of very tall trees, with a small burrow in the middle. The trees act as scouting views for the local royal guard, with the burrow as their den.
The final region is the cavern. The cavern can be found somewhere within the woods, nearing the deep woods. The entrance is a large hole within the ground, which many often trip in to. Along the cave floor(which is made up of soft ground and rock), many flowers grow, and many paintings cover the walls. A little deeper in, with sunlight still trickling in from god knows where, the air becomes humid and the cavern grows lash with plants. A warm river runs alongside the cavern at this point, though it falls much, much deeper into the cave early on. Many tunnels run throughout, with little rooms and the such. At some point, a library and gaming room is implemented into one of the dryer rooms, and many NPCs run shops here due to visitors. Members can open up shops as well, though it's always a risky endeavor due to the possibility of something -- unfortunate and consisting of darkness happening to your character if you make the wrong move throughout this procedure.
[superstitions] sso, what we've got now is about fairylights and just lights in general repelling spirits or the supernatural, at least for a little while. Full moons are said to offer protection and guidance to those lost or hurt(and not just physically hurt). drinking water from the lake when the full moon reflects upon it is said to bring you good luck for the next moon phase. Wielding a blade or other weapon is said to bring bad lack and also attract spirits. Putting flowers on someones grave is said to bring the deceased good or bad luck in the afterlife, depending on the flowers you gift. (this depends on both the flower meanings, and how much they like the flowers themselves). Seeing the deceased in ones dreams is considered a very, very bad omen. To ward this off, the person must visit the shaman and burn certain herbs and flowers(depending on who it was/what type of dream) in their living space. Grave robbers are often said to be cursed by the spirits of those they stole from, and the spirits of the site will awaken(its like,, x10 worse if they took the body). If a grave at the graveyard is shown to be tampered with, the clan will hold a ceremony and apologize, burning incense and gifting flowers to the graves. If a member loses a tooth or anything else notaable, it must be hidden or burned so it cannot be found, lest a creature find it and curse the owner to death. On the days before a battle, guards will hold a ceremony and gift the spirits of the graveyard with flowers and minor trinkets and, in return, the battle will be said to end in the clan's favor. Children born on the new moon are said to be cursed, while those born on the full moon are said to be blessed. Getting pricked by thorns or seeing a spirit before travel is said to mean the trip will end in disaster.
moonlight vale more important:
[ranks]
king - leader of the group, as typical. a 'roya'. always wears a crown, though gem color depends on the person. also, yes, even females are called king. it's mostly an ic misunderstanding that ill might change lmao.
advisor - deputy, basically. a 'royal'. the king and advisor will frequently discuss politics and stuff. wears a gem-lined collar. is expected to host a discussion/idea thread once or twice a month.
royal guards - offense branch. royal guards are trained in combat to protect the clan, and are assigned to a specific region to survey and protect. head royal guards are in charge of them. royal guards are expected to host a training thread of sorts at least once every month or 2. head royal guard, not only that, but they will also have to host a royal guard meeting at least bimonthly. Typically wear guantlets of sorts on their front paws.
shamans - medicinal branch. are expected to deal with supernatural/spiritual stuff as well. they're trained to heal, even in unconventional ways, and deal with other strange things, such as soul pendants, unions, and exorcisms. their paws are decorated in tattoos, generally. they're expected to host a medicine training thread bimonthly, as well as frequent training threads with their trainees. Just some sort of tail accessory.
counselor - event branch. also expected to act as therapists. pretty self explanatory i guess. they're expected to get threads up like,, biweekly, i guess, maybe less, and larger scale just occasionally. Wears a bunch of beads/bracelets.
guard - stepping stone hp. being trained to learn what they need before being promoted. Generally just wear an extra earring.
[titles: council member - a lawyer of sorts. whenever a member does a Bad, they're all called to discuss what should be done with the royals
strategist - just as it is. called on before battle to discuss the best options]
[culture]
accessories - accessories are seen as Very Cool. the more decked out u are, the Better u are, especially if they're official accessories!!
colors - everyone is basically color coordinated. The color does not always match that of your characters soul color, and certain accessories will match that
minors - characters under 10 months are somewhat restricted. They are not allowed to join the offense branch till 10 months unless they undergo a resolve test. they also cant drink alcohol or anything.
resolve tests - a huge part of the culture. if you wanna do literally anything to climb ranks, u have to do a resolve test. For example, if a shaman trainee wants to become a full shaman, once they're allowed, they'll have to spend a full night in the graveyard to prove that they're really up to the task.
battle / group status - technically, moonlight vale is neutral. Though they're always battle-ready, and seem to enjoy it at times as long as it's not particularly dangerous or anything. They're very strict about who participates, though -- no scholars unless given permission, graduates, and offense hps. Other hps have to ask permission as well. They're reluctant to make allies or enemies, however, and tend to refuse to make contact with other groups at all, in fear of bringing attention to themselves.
secret codes - at every meeting, the king will tell the members the secret code of the week. the secret code will consist of subtle movements telling the other person that they're not an imposter or anything. the meetings are Protected dw nobody except Actual Members know lmao
mythicals - a lot of members are kind of torn on how they feel about sm mythical creatures, and certain powers. like,, either theyre lowkey prejudiced or they Dont Care. i mean theyve had a lot of bad experiences w non-regular stuff u kno.
-u get a new earring(pair?) everytime u do something to make u deserve it
-shamans wear tattoos always, and leaders do during events. members only wear tattoos on their birthdays or events important to them. (tattoos are basically just flower henna tattoos, but fur.)
[traditions]
feathers - new members or scholars will go hunting for a bird. When they return with their catch, a feather will be taken from the bird. It's considered very rude not to wear your feather in some way, as it's an indication of your character in some way. The more rare/pretty the bird/feather is, the better.
initiation ceremonies - once a month, an event will be held for new joiners. Soul pendants will be decided, and scholars will be given mentors.
flower festival - every spring, volunteers will plant a bunch of flowers to prepare. There will be a decorating event in which everyone hangs flower banners and other flower-themed items. During the festival, the snowman from the frost festival(or if not, a new snowman) will be burnt at the stake. There will be a 'snowball' fight featuring colorful powders made from flowers, and the goal is to completely coat one another. After this, members will make flower crowns and bands for one another and weave flowers into each others fur(ft. flower language).
sun festival - Basically a very large picnic!! At the lake, a bunch of foods such as watermelons and ice cream will be set up. A water balloon fight will be taking place nearby. A bonfire will be set up later in the night, where members will burn possessions they wish to get rid of(especially for forgetting the past), before roasting foods. Theres gonna be at least 'this isnt supposed to be roasted over a fire' food, just for fun. A sleepover event will be held in the meadow, where blanket forts will be set up and covered in fairy lights.
pumpkin festival - basically, halloween and thanksgiving. volunteers string fairylights in all populated areas to ward away spirits and such, which are particularly viscous during this season(and the reason why the season is so subdued/unsafe) during the festival, members will carve pumpkins in all sorts of ways, though generally Spooky/Scary ways bc spirits, and put around camp. A candle will be put inside some, and some pumpkins will be entirely set on fire. A feast will be held, featuring all sorts of foods. After the feast, some members will go home, and others will go around asking them for candy. because. yknow.
frost festival - volunteers will, again, string fairylights everywhere!! They'll also put pastries of all sorts out every night for members to enjoy, especially in the cold, hungry season. The members themselves will often string flowers and certain foods in trees of their own. Some members will string up gifts for other members in said member's tree for the other to take down on the festival day! On the day of the festival, a feast is hosted, and the gifts received are taken down. An arts and crafts session is hosted, where feathers are decorated and expected to be worn for the rest of the festival. a fun side game for the sesions is to cover other participants in glitter. Lanterns are released, and members hike up to the mountain to build a large snowman to look over Moonlight Vale's meadow as a good luck charm! its said that if the snowman is destroyed before the flower festival, though, the clan will have a terrible year, luck-wise
remembrance day - on the anniversary of the day the nomad clan won the war. A feast is held, as well as a brief parade, which is basically all of the members marching around dramatically. Its all very fun, i promise.
-birthdays are Important. if a member is unwilling to share their birthdate or doesnt know, they'll have to come up with a standin date to celebrate it on. On birthdays, people are given a crown of special flowers or plants for the day. While wearing it, all other members are expected to treat the person with extra respect. A party will be hosted later, where the birthday person will arrive last and be blasted with powders. Members will then weave flowers in the birthday persons fur(if no fur, then just flower braces) while they eat cake or something. The birthday person is also expected to make a huge, huge mess of their birthday cake, thank you. After this, gifts are exchanged between one another -- not only do the other people have to get something for the birthday person, but the birthday person has to give gifts to the people there
-funerals. after the body is discovered, the shaman will clean it while flowers and other objects are gathered. The body is then put on a stretcher of sorts, where they will be covered in treasured objects, flowers, and favorite foods. It is then carried to the cemetery, where everyone will discuss happy stories and the such. The body is then laid to rest in the grave. Their soul pendant will be embedded into the rock above their body(though it's not that hard to get out tbh) At least a few days after this, events in the deceased's honor will be hosted, such as games and activities they'd enjoyed. Maybe give out little trinkets they'd enjoyed, like flower crowns. A final party will be hosted at the end of the week, where you'll have to enjoy the things they did(food and games, again), and hold a few more speeches on what the deceased had done for the clan and the members
-unions involve a discussion on if they want to be tied together forever. nothing fancy. To mark this, you will put on a pink ribbon around your paws and announce it. then resolve tests put in place by people really close to their significant other. If you pass all of them, you will be tied to your signifant other by your paws using one flimsy piece of red string. if the string breaks, it means that you aren't meant to be. the longer you wear the string, the better luck your relationship will have. you wear the string till the union, which could be in hours, a day, or a week. During the union, you will both wear special flower crowns by the shaman. The ribbon and string will be replaced by a golden clasp around the paws, with embedded gems the same color as their significant other's soul gem. (they can have their significant other's soul gem embedded into their clasp in the future, if they really want.) After that, normal wedding stuff. no honeymoon tho.
[religion] (basically? undertale.)
moonlight vale does not follow a set religion. however, they do follow a mandatory psuedo-religion revolving around souls. They hold the belief that every person has a soul, of course, and that they are all different colors. Each color has a different meaning. The shaman will craft many different pendants for members to wear, and will give them a pendant matching their soul color and perform a bind of sorts. The soul pendant will reflect the wearer's physical and mental state, in the form of saturation or how cracked it is. It will shatter if the character dies. If the character revives, the pendant will be fetched from their grave and given a reawakening. It will always be shattered, and it'll only get worse the more u die, but it will still work. Giving your soul pendant to a partner or friend if a huge act of trust, as well -- it's basically saying that u trust them w ur life and heart. It's not always romantic in nature, I promise. Anyways, turning away a gifted pendant is a huge insult, both to the gifter and everyone else. The person who refuses will generally be shunned, regardless of their reasons, which is ... largely problematic.
The soul color is figured out thru some bizarre shaman ritual while the person is asleep. bc actual souls cant actually appear on the physical plane unless ur really special.
colors ; red - determined
cyan - patience
orange - bravery
blue - integrity
purple - perserverance
green - kindness
orange - justice
[NOTES]
for each region of the territory, theres a ghost from the original cultists that can be found in each!
in the meadows, you can find violet! she'd be good at giving advice, except that he eyes are leaking oil, and she's choking on it too.
In the forest, you can find Arrowhead! He's very aggressive and is surrounded by shadows, but is all too willing to give advice regarding the clan!
In the waterfalls, you can find Lyra! She's very gruff and cold, except to children. She's very good at giving battle advice, at least short-term stuff.
Finding Faust, however, is near impossible, and dangerous. You must be incredibly desperate before you even attempt to contact him. You'll know how to, when he's needed. You'll know him when he see him, too. Playing host to a long forgotten god, Faust is all tentacles, teeth, horns, shadows, and ooze.
- frequent bad weather occurs. it never makes the territory uninhabitable, as it is the old god's wish to let them stay.
- the curse is linked to the group itself. faust's wish to allow the group to thrive often requires intervention and supervision -- they will only suffer from famine at the god's own wishes.
-a very secretive group. doesn't let anyone know about the spirits and stuff bc theyre Worried.
-lots of casualties! the disasters kill a lot of people, and the god himself does too sometimes, especially those related to the original cultists
-look i promise that this isnt a cult clan its just got cult themes
-horrible creatures tend to take the place of unfilled hp slots. If there's not a member filling a rank, sometimes itll appear and do the rank's duties in its place. However, it always leaves of destruction or death in its wake, so there's always an urgency to keep ranks filled
[align=center][div style="0px; width:550px; height:auto; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height:13px;"]oneshot from Extra Early izuku lol. warning for uhHH lots of blood? i describe it a lot but im not terribly good at gore or fights
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There's blood dribbling down Izuku's chin. His mouth tastes like copper and he can't breathe. Every attempt to suck in a breath just fills his lungs with blood and jostles the knife stabbed deep into his guts. Izuku's losing feeling. His hands, sticky with red blood as they clutch at his stomach, ache with pins and needles, though it's vastly overshadowed by the fading pain from his wounds. The ground below him -- there's just blood. Blood, and blood, and blood. Izuku's eyes are welling with tears, and he hiccups with a sob, or at least the best he can manage. He doesn't -- he doesn't want to die. He might have gotten into this situation, but he'd though that he, or luck, would get him out safely. But, looking into the smug face of his killer, Izuku knows it's too late. The world is fading, and Izuku isn't sure if his hands are still even on his stomach. Where was he? Where were his friends? All Might? He doesn't want to be alone.
His world jostles, and it's another few moments before Izuku realizes he's laying on his side, on the ground. His eyes can't focus, but he can see the concrete sprawling out before him. His cheek is warm and sticky -- belatedly, he realizes that's blood, too. What wasn't blood? Izuku couldn't be sure, as he slowly looks up. He thinks he sees somebody's face, meets their eyes, but he's just not sure. Where ...? "Izuku --!"
And then Izuku's world is just -- gone.
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Izuku wakes up.
He feels wrong. Very, very wrong. There's something pulling at his skin, there's something on his skin in all the wrong ways. He feels sensations where he shouldn't be feeling them, and it's all wrong. There's adrenaline coursing through his veins, however, and then, in another moment, Izuku is on his paws, unsteady and claws unsheathed as he prepares himself to fight -- but there's nothing. Not another living, breathing being anywhere in his radius. And Izuku -- why's he ... standing like this? What's wrong? Why does he smell so much blood? Even more than when he'd passed out? Why...?
Izuku is shaking as he looks down. He doesn't understand. Looking at where his feet should be firm on the ground, Izuku simply sees two paws. Two, blood-soaked paws, with claws and green fur, beneath the crimson. Izuku doesn't understand. Where is he? Why does he have paws? Why isn't he dead? Why Why Why? His breathing is labored as he twists his body, trying to look behind him. However, without any concept of balance, the Maine Coon topples to the ground with a whimper, feeling and hearing the wet ground squelch beneath his weight. Taking a moment to get over the shock, Izuku looks over his shoulder, and all he sees is red. He has thick, green fur, but it's all red. It's stuck down and sticky with the crimson and it's all he can smell. The ground is stained red, too, and he wants to cry. He's nauseous, he wants to throw up, knowing that it's blood making the ground so wet. Was it his blood? It had to be, there wasn't anything nearby to have caused it. But he doesn't feel any pain. He's not even sure there could be this much blood contained in a body this tiny, there wouldn't be any left over. He doesn't ... he doesn't get it. Izuku wants to go home. He wants to see his friends, and he wants his mom, and -- Izuku's breath hitches as he sobs, tears gathering in his eyes and then rolling down his face in the next moment. He doesn't get it. He doesn't know why he's a cat or why he's alone or how he got here. He just wants to go home, he doesn't want to deal with villains or cats or blood. He doesn't get it. He doesn't get it. Unconsciously, Izuku's body slowly curls in on itself, all matted, bloody fur and fear. He's dead. He has to be. There was so much blood, and he couldn't breathe, and the knife --. Izuku's body is shaking with the force of his sobs, tiny, needle-sharp claws scrabbling against the ground. He wants to go home. He'd rather gave up his quirk, rather give up One for All, than sit in this pool of blood in a tiny, green-furred body any longer.
It's a long time before Izuku calms down, whimpering and wailing and begging. He doesn't want to be here. He doesn't want to be dead. He wants his friends, he wants his mom, he wants All Might. Anyone, just so long as he's not alone. Even now, when Izuku looks at the forest before him, his face is twisted as fat droplets of tears simply don't stop. But he can't stay here. He can't. He needs to figure out where he is, and how he gets home. He can't cry forever, after all. (though he's sure his friends would claim he could. Izuku had always been a crybaby.) How had he stood up, earlier? Instinct alone had moved him to his paws then, surely Izuku could replicate that? His paws are shaking as he presses them to the crimson ground. The blood has long since dried, but Izuku can't help the pained noise that strangles its way from his throat. Blood. Blood. He's so tired of blood. Izuku looks away as he shuffles his hind paws underneath himself, and then carefully pushes himself up, the same way as he had earlier. Izuku stumbles heavily, and he squeaks as he falls back to the ground with a gentle thud, and his fur crackles. His next attempt is more successful, and the Maine Coon wobbles on his paws. He doesn't fall, however, and he simply stands there for a long few moments as he attempts to steady himself. His paws are still shaking when he's finally confident enough to take his first step. It's a gradual thing, but, slowly, Izuku manages to walk across to the next few trees. And then, as he gains confidence, he picks up pace. He needs to find water, or a stream, maybe. Izuku can't just -- he can't just leave the blood dried on his fur. He hates how it feels, hates knowing that it's blood and he's not sure who's it is. (is it even his? he doesn't feel any symptoms of blood loss, even excusing the amount --) So, step after step, the tiny feline marches onwards. By this point, only the occasional tear slips down his face, the green feline too invested in his new task to think too hard by this point.
For a long time, Izuku sees nothing but trees. They're tall, towering over the tiny being's figure. He's sure they'd have been tall even when he was human. (he sobs again, when he thinks of it.) It doesn't -- doesn't feel safe. His skin crawls with the sensation of being watched, and Izuku ducks his head. He wants to disappear. Had the blood attracted predators? Something else? Izuku isn't sure, but he wants to leave. Izuku attempts to pick up his pace, though he stumbles often enough that he's not sure it helped. Either way, it's a long time before Izuku hears the trickle of water, and his paws sting with every step and his pelt his itchy and his face -- hurts, with how many times he's fallen. Even so, the little feline beams(it's a very, very odd sensation) as he, after some power-walking, catches sight of the rushing river. There it was. Izuku feels sticky and disgusting, so with little regard for anything but how deep the water was, he clambers in. And then realizes this wasn't the greatest idea. The water flow, while not terribly strong, is too strong for Izuku, who was very small and, perhaps, had no clue how to balance himself on land, much less in the water. The water flow hits the little feline dead on, and a distressed noise is what escapes from him as Izuku is, predictably, knocked off his paws, and he falls face-first into the water. He sputters and flails, and suddenly he can't breathe theres liquid in his lungs is it blood oh god oh god -- but with the right push of his paws, Izuku resurfaces, claws latched onto a rock. His throat burns, and the tiny feline wheezes as he chokes up the water. He nearly vomits, and the green feline is left shaking and feeling strange as he stands in the water.
He gets over his near drowning experience quickly, at least -- he'd only been a little misplaced, and it was only for a second. Izuku has to lean against a nearby sticking out from the water to feel any bit secure though, and so wearily looks down at his fur, nearly fully submerged in the water still. He was a very small thing, after all. He's shocked there was anything shallow enough for him at all -- this was a terribly idea, honestly. Or maybe this was just ... a particularly strong stream. Izuku wouldn't know. In any case -- his fur, his fur. The reminder of his current perdicament makes Izuku waver, a few tears building in his eyes before, hurriedly, Izuku brushes them away with his paw. And nearly falls back into the water due to it. Either way -- he can't cry now. He can't. He may have fur, but it's still stained with blood. Sure, the worst of it came off, and if that wasn't a relief, Izuku wasn't sure what would be. Still, his fur has a red tinge to it that just makes him nervous. He'd been practically drowning in blood earlier, he needs it all off. So, shaking, Izuku makes to scrub away at his pelt in some way -- it's very hard, without hands. His balance is still very bad, after all, and for another moment he's submerged in the water when he's anything but perfect. After a while, though, he finds it acceptable -- anywhere he can reach is cleaned, and anywhere that isn't, he can just ... ignore. So, slowly, warily, the tiny feline wobbles his way out of the river, soaked to the bone and shaking and freezing. His fur hangs from his body, and it feels heavy. Izuku knew he'd had a lot of fur under all of the blood, had realized it while washing it, too, but he hadn't realized he had this much. It was -- it was kind of funny, in a weird, weird way. A hysterical way, maybe. Izuku still hasn't fully accepted that this happened, that -- that he's a cat, right now. It scares him. He remembers bleeding out and dying, so why was he here? What quirk turned him into this? Why was he all alone in a forest? ... Izuku really hopes his classmates are okay. He hopes he was the only one hurt badly, or killed. He wonders what'll happen if he doesn't manage to get home? Will he be forgotten, in a few weeks? It's what Izuku always expected would happen, after all. He'd always just been ... the weird quirkless kid nobody would care about if he just -- died, or disappeared. He wonders how his friends are. But he can't ... think anymore about this, right now. Not when Izuku is so vulnerable and all he can feel are the eyes on his back -- they hadn't stopped, not even when he was watching the blood away. It's ... scary. Who was watching him? Why? Why'd they stick around this long without doing anything? Izuku isn't sure he can defend himself in this state -- does he even have his quirk, right now? This isn't something Izuku is quite ready to test out.
So, slowly, the feline wobbles away from where he stands. The water continues to drip from his fur as he does so, and the ground where he'd stood for maybe a minute was -- drenched. Very muddy. Izuku decides to diverge from the river, after a minute -- it felt too open. His skin is crawling with the weight of the stranger's gaze, wherever it may be, and he just wants to -- hide. Really wants to hide and wait it out. He doesn't ... doesn't know where to go, though, or what to do. He'd gotten some basic survivalist training, of course, but it was all for nothing now that he didn't have hands. He couldn't exactly build a shelter or anything, and -- could he eat berries? Cats were carnivores, would it make things worse? Izuku doesn't know. Though -- he might try the berries thing later, if he gets desperate. I mean -- there were enough abnormalities already. Izuku's fur was green and cats shouldn't be able to cry, but there he'd been. He sighs.
It's another while of walking, when Izuku's fur is no longer dripping but is still definitely wet, that something finally happens. He's wandering through the woods when he hears -- a voice, maybe. It's very weird, very distorted, but in a very clear way? Like -- simultaneously, it's a growl and English. Which definitely isn't a good combo, and it makes Izuku's head spin. He knew a lot from Present Mic's classes, but he wasn't fluent, he didn't think. "What's a little kid like you doing alone, huh?" The voice says, harsh and almost ... menacing. It's a few moments before the Maine Coon finally deciphers the words, and by then, the speaker has stepped into the open, and Izuku -- his heart stops. The creature is much, much taller than him, bulkier, too. Orange and striped and a menacing sort of delight dancing in its eyes. A tiger. An actual tiger just spoke to him -- in English. Was this -- some sort of elaborate fever dream? And what did she mean little kid? Izuku was a teenager, not a little kid. The little feline is shaking as he meets the larger being's eyes, because he just doesn't get it. How was he supposed to get away from a tiger? Izuku wasn't familiar with this body, and it wouldn't even be on par with an entire tiger if he tried anyways. "I --" Izuku tries, even the beginnings of the sentence strange and heavy on his tongue. His tail gives a nervous sweep as he fixes the adolescent tiger with a hesitant look. She snorts and sweeps her tail. "I don't wanna hear it, kid. You're in the wrong place," She says simply, and -- oh. Izuku catches sight of her claws, and he's really not sure of his survival chances, anymore. Just a claw was bigger than his entire paw, and she could probably crush him, anyways. No. He doesn't -- he doesn't wanna die again. His quirk? What about his quirk? Izuku, figuratively, reaches tentatively for the sheer power of One for All, just a sliver, but he can't ... reach it. It's there, he just doesn't know how to use it. It's -- like when he'd first received the quirk, but worse. Izuku doesn't have any time to think on it, though, because the next thing he knows there's claws digging deep into his skin and it hurts -- he'd dealt with a lot of injuries, of course, but they were always kind of just -- broken bones and bruises and scrapes, nothing that tore into his skin quite like this. He can't help the little yowl that escapes his maw as he's sent flying. In other words -- just kind of rolling quite a few steps. The pain is sharp and the adrenaline hasn't quite set in yet and it hurts. He can feel the blood welling from the wound within a moment, heavy and flowing and no no no -- He's sick of pain and blood and he wants out. He doesn't even understand. Why was she attacking him? For fun? She hadn't ever given Izuku a chance to speak before she'd done this, and he doesn't get why the tiger can talk or why Izuku can speak and he's just -- scared. Scared out of his damn mind. And that's -- that's really funny. He'd been through a lot, after all, and without even breaking a sweat. That'd all been undeniably worse -- and this was what got him scared? One opponent? Just one? (this was hardly a healthy mindset, in all honestly -- Izuku was overwhelmed and all he knew was blood)
The feline stumbles to his paws, though he nearly gives when he feels the sting of his leg. Oh dear. There's -- that's pretty deep. He swallows down his nausea(blood and knives and nononono --), and, shakily, focuses his full attention on the stranger, despite the pain. It's familiar, anyways. One, two, three -- then she's there, delighted as he claws rake down his cheek(and some of his neck, worryingly enough). Izuku yelps, and he's still so small and he's still shaking and there's blood, but in the next moment, shockingly, his paw lashes out, and -- oh, claws. The larger tiger looks somewhat stunned as she rears back, giving the much smaller Izuku a somewhat indignant look. There's something -- more delighted, malicious, maybe. "You do have some fight in you!" She crows, delighted. More manic. Who was she? Why -- why, why why. Why did she want him to fight? It's not like Izuku had hurt her, anyways -- just a little scratch across her nose. But it's too late to wonder, because in another moment there's only orange and oh, oh ow -- he yowls, because her teeth are snared around his ear and it hurts as she bites down hard and tears. For a moment, Izuku wonders if his whole ear is gone, and in a moment of hysteria, hops and reaches. There's blood dripping down his leg and face, but that's okay. It's fine. He's fine. There's tears gathering in his eyes because he doesn't get it, he wants it to stop, but it's -- he's just. Here. Bleeding and in a fight he hadn't asked for in the least. His claws snag onto the tiger's skin, and suddenly she straightens up and the world spins but he just -- can't let go. Not only because she'd probably kill him, but he's just -- frozen, claws scrabbling against her neck and face. One paw is caught on her eye, and he's just -- why, why him? "Let go!" She screams, and then Izuku doesn't have a choice in the matter as she furiously shakes her head and dislodges the smaller feline. For a single second, less, probably, there's just -- air, and then with a thud Izuku hits a tree. The blunt force is more familiar, really, and though it aches, he can live with this better than whatever else, even as his ribs feel bruised and even struggling to his paws makes it hurt. They're not broken, though -- probably not even bruised, just painful. In any case, it makes keeping his paws under him very problematic, and if he can't manage it by the time his attacker strides back up to him, that's not fully his own fault. She's angry. He sees it in the bleary, unfocused way he looks at her face -- how was she so expressive? He doesn't understand, seeing the way her face moves in familiar near-human patterns. He can't linger on it long, as his vision goes red with her next strike -- it barely misses his eye, but it's just so jarring and oh, oh dear. He stumbles, off balance when -- oh, another, down his shoulderblades. What was he, her punching bad? Was she angry with how he dared to cling to her? Izuku is getting [i]annoyed[/i] now, just beneath the surface of fear and confusion. There's a strange sensation just under the surface of his skin -- something powerful, something crackling. Was that --? It was. He doesn't hesitate to take it in his paws, however much he could manage without injuring himself, and suddenly everything seems to right itself. It's not perfect -- he's still a cat, of course, but seeing the familiar blue-green crackling of Full Cowl is comforting, even if it's -- subtly different, in a way. Nothing else seems important, anymore, not his wounds or the blood or the strange patterns of the electricity-like ... something. Izuku's claws dig into the ground, and he whirls on his paws, the real adrenaline finally flooding him. It doesn't really feel hopeless, anymore -- after all, if Izuku couldn't naturally beat somebody this large and naturally strong, just by his own, then maybe with aid he could.
So, the Maine Coon's eyes narrow as he wobbles. The tiger in question looks surprised and a little unsure -- not scared, just unsure of what this meant for whatever was happening. He doesn't care anymore. Izuku doesn't care. He'd proven he couldn't match up to her as he was, being thrown off so easily, and he doesn't really want to truly injure her or anything, but -- he needs something. Something for the way his legs were shaking and how tears still burn in his eyes, lips drawn back in a snarl. Something, any at all. So, in another moment, Izuku is no longer on his paws, flying directly at the larger creature's chest. The instant his paws make contact with her chest, something -- changes. She yelps, the fur near his paws singing and smoking and burning. Like static, the rest of her fur stands up and he doesn't get it. His power had never involved electricity, after all, but she was hurting, what --. But then he's crashing fullbody into her chest, claws hooking to the back of her neck and shoulders as he scrabbles against her. And the tiger -- she screams. Her fur continues to sizzle and burn and like touching a hot stove, Izuku lets go. His heart is pounding and his hearing is fading because oh god, what was that --. A gouge of his burns is dug into her sides, where the bulk of his body had clung against her, and he can see pink flesh and its blackened and oh god oh god, nonono -- "What the fuck!" She screams, and even here Izuku can see the pained, frustrated tears in her eyes. She was only a kid, would only be a few years older than him in his terms, nonono, what had he done. Izuku's breath hitches and he's scared because he doesn't understand and he needs to leave because looking at that oozing, pink and black flesh is making his head spin because he did that. He did that he did that, but how, nonono he didn't mean to he didn't mean to -- she starts to scream something again, with words and anger and pain, but Izuku can't hear anymore, he's already turned around and he's running as fast as his quirk-fueled legs will let him because he needs to go, he can't see this anymore, can't face whatever he's done to her. Tears are rolling down his face and he doesn't understand. Doesn't understand how the electricity flickering around his body shifted and changed in such a harmful way, didn't ever want to hurt anyone like that again, wasn't him wasn't him wasn't him --
It's a long time before Izuku tires, adrenaline and quirk abandoning him all at once as, finally, he trips over the roots of a tree and collapses. There's not a lot of trees anymore, there's only fields, so perhaps tripping over one was stupid, but that's okay. He's not thinking anyways -- he's still shaken by the encounter, by the gouges and burns and smoke he'd seen and scented from her. He doesn't -- he doesn't want to do that again. Doesn't even want to use One for All again if it means he'll hurt somebody like that on accident again. Izuku hiccups as, slowly, he wriggles his way under the safety of the tree's roots. Not again. Not again. There's still blood, so much blood, on his fur, and he knows its his because of the way his head spins and the wounds gouged and the pain. He's bled a lot. Running wasn't a good way to let your wounds clot, because most of them kept on tearing open in the process. It doesn't matter, anyways -- Izuku doesn't have the strength to deal with it right now. So, slowly, Izuku curls around himself, still shaking as he buries his face beneath his paws and tail, trying to remain as hidden as possible. Going home be damned -- he'd figure it out someday, but now not, not today. He just ... can't. This is how Izuku falls asleep, bloodied with his fur staticked and hiding away.
Re: baby blue ⚝ storage/dump - COSMIIX - 06-12-2018
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character/rper q&a
hunger games
choice awards
movie nights
'compliment the character/person above u'
draw the character above u Badly. aka,, memes
theME SONGS!! (either for ur own character or for the one above u)
'how well do u know' quiz threads for ur char??
theme weeks!!
character facts and headcanons
opinions on ur character
get to know the rper??
what yc thinks of when they hear another char's name
i plan on brainstorming new game ideas but AAAAAAA
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and then he's out like a light.
--
When he wakes up, he's .. covered in something. He's still cold, and hungry, and tired, but he's .. not sure. He doesn't want to wake up. He's tired. He's tired. He just wants to give up. There's no point. There's no point. If he gets up, he'll return to a cycle of hopeless survival and wounds and hunger and he'll starve to death, soon enough. He can't -- he could just .. wait here till then. Sleep till he isn't anymore. There's no point. "You're awake?" A voice. Izuku curls into himself. No. Nonono. He doesn't -- doesn't want to deal with this right now. He doesn't .. doesn't want to fight anyone. Not right now. The only reason he'd ever survived was because of .. One for All, really. Strength and power and speed and crackling electricity, now. Made up for the massive gap in power and everything else between him and the others. "I'm not going to hurt you," It promises. Izuku's ears flatten. lying, lying, lying -- A paw brushes against his shoulder and hovers, hard to notice because of the blanket. Izuku flinches, just waiting for the moment the claws sink in. But they don't come. And, for a long few moments, there's silence before the paw withdraws. The gentle thud of pawsteps as they leave. Izuku feels .. relief, really. Alone. And for a few minutes, all Izuku can really notice is the pain in his stomach and how dry his mouth is. He looks over his shoulder and his wounds are .. treated. White bandages, though some are stained a soft red. Izuku remembers claws and teeth and -- he stops himself there. It's all the same. And he'd remember electricity and snarling and the stance he took. It was all the same. He huffs softly as he lays his head down.
The pawsteps begin to return. Izuku's hearing isn't very good right now, but his ears prick, heart beginning to pound. No no no --. .. But then the scent of prey reaches him as she steps in and suddenly his mouth is watering. His stomach begins to pang even harder than before, and Izuku flinches. But even so, his attention is entirely focused on the slab of red meat as he sits up, eyes wide. "Here," He hears as it's dropped in front of him, but he's not paying attention. He's so hungry. He doesn't -- like, eating meat. Doesn't like the bloody taste and the fact that it's raw, but he's a cat now and raw meat was better than it used to be. So it's without hesitation that Izuku scrabbles forward, and maybe a little ravenously, he begins eating his fill. .. But after a few moments, he's interrupted. "Slow down," She scolds, placing a large paw down to push him away. Izuku can't help it, he glares. His stomach hurts, he can't --. But she shakes her head. It's the first time he's looked at her, really. A leopard. Strawberry orange fur and narrowed amber eyes. There's scars tracing across her pelt, wide and fresh. Izuku barely notices, really. Probably wouldn't have if it weren't for the sharp strikes across her face, obscuring some of her features. But he doesn't care, really. She's just like everybody else. Scarred and battle-worn.
She puts down a bowl of water. Izuku scrabbles forward to that, too. His mouth is dry. He'd gotten more water than food before now, but the water wasn't always clean and water was important. .. But. Izuku doesn't .. understand. He doesn't understand why she's helping.
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(including ones ive done in the past)
spring
summer
fall
winter
dawn(sunrise)
dusk
sun
moon
stars
day
night
history
kindness
eat
spill
crumble
thunder
rain
clear
snow
sink
intentions
protect
sky
lost
reason
excuse
ruin
take
steal? stolen?
light
hero
villain
stranger
blind
weak
freeze
taint
ice
freedom
bold
wrong
right
young
spying
grab
confident
loud
noises
read
colors
feathers / wings
call
dream
aloof
tomorrow
hide
wishes
sorrow
fragment
threat
name
choose
intent
searching
lesson
forever
nature
fiction
tradition
travel
forgive
morals
vulnerable
holidays
power
regret
price
antagonist
comfort
alone
together
strange
dark
insecurity
revenge
victory
impostor
invisible
war
peace
sunrise
home
hoping
affection
burning
end
goodbye
dynamic
longing
family
loss
music
trust
laughter
forgiveness
rage
addiction
smoke
dread
hallucination
sounds
failure
greed
panic
gold
dreams
uncertainty
duty
beginnings
lies
fear
happiness
love
fire
belief
discovery
leadership
fame
honesty
stress
loneliness
grief
solitude
ideal
pride
art
friendship
serenity
rules
schemes
type
loyalty
hurt
promise
jealousy
memories
duplicate
alert
watch
lethal
touch
placid
wax
future
purpose
thaw
grace
overflow
change
sweet
strength
idol
cold
blood
distance
label
boundaries
unique
hatred
lead
frost
answers
death
fallen
restart
despair
salvation
worth
guilt
return
cycle
weapon
question prompt ideas:
how does y/c deal w upset people?
when has y/c lied before?
what does y/c fear most?
where is y/c's favorite place to be
how would/does y/c deal with love?
whats the worst thing y/c could do to somebody they care about?
what does y/c do to calm down when stressed?
how would y/c respond to someone they love being threatened with potential harm or getting hurt?
what's a situation that would cause y/c to betray those closest to them?
what does y/c want most in the world?
what is y/c afraid of others seeing in them?
how does y/c react to mistakes they've made?
what was y/c's childhood like? or how has it been, if they're still young?
who/what kind of person does y/c go to for comfort?
how does y/c feel about their appearance?
how does y/c cope with fear?
how does y/c feel about love?
what is y/c most passionate about?
how does y/c deal with grief?
what is the worst y/c has ever felt?
y/c is forced to make a decision they don't want to make
what is the strangest thing y/c has believed in?
how does y/c keep themselves motivated?
how does y/c respond to pain?
what are y/c's opinions on children? how do they interact with them?
what does y/c want to protect?
why is y/c still in (group)?
how did y/c receive their scars, if they have any? if they don't, why don't they?
how does y/c respond to nightmares?
how does y/c deal with their internal demons?
how does y/c deal with illness?
how does y/c react to having somebody else's lives in their hands?
would y/c kill for money(or something else)? if so, how much?
what does y/c do in their freetime?
how does y/c feel about the world around them?
how does y/c react to being betrayed?
how does y/c react to death?
how does y/c feel about the seasons changing?
how would y/c's ideal job be? how does it differ from group ranks?
how important is the concept of uniqueness to y/c?
what events have most changed y/c?
what is y/c's "perfect reality"?
what are y/c's opinions on family?
has y/c been in a 'near death' situation before?
does y/c's species matter to them?
does y/c have any long-term plans?"
✰ NAME: james tiberius kirk • means "supplanter" "one who follows" • prefers being called jim • "jim", "jimmy" ✰ AGE: 1 year • born jan 4 • ages real time • born on a shuttle in klingon space :'^) ✰ GROUP: tanglewood • guardsman • host ✰ GENDER: cisgender male • he/him • bisexual • more romantically interested in men, more sexually interested in women. • polyamorous
why did you he choose and stay in this group?
jim joined the group as a favor, in return for joining. the members seemed nice enough, and he needed a place to stay and settle. his decision to stay has thus far been largely based off of how welcome he feels. he enjoys being involved with the group. he agrees with most of their morals and decisions thus far, and so is content. how does he feel about his rank? why did he choose this path?
jim isn't all too fend of jim does enjoy protecting people or a collective,
✰✰ PHYSICAL ✰✰
✰ APPEARANCE: Jim is a sandy-golden wolfdog. The fur along his back is a light sandy-brown, which extends along his shoulder and hips, back of his neck, cheeks, and about half of his tail. His paws are a paler sandy color, as well as his belly, the front of his snout, chin, and half of his undertail. A pair of small black ram horns curl around the back of his ears, too close to the skin to be of much use. His eyes are a piercing sky blue. His nose and pawpads are black. His fur is dense and heavy, yet strangely soft. He is well-muscled and heavy set. Under his fur, his skin is marred with many scars. • wolfdog • american • 110 pounds • 30 inches tall • tends to groom himself rather obsessively. this is largely due to tanglewood's mud. • his expressions can seem somewhat lopsided or strange due to lack of familiarity with body. • jim has lots of types of smiles. they are largely meant to be charming. his genuine smile is warm and wide, though crooked • as a human, he took most after his father. in a small way, he still does. • jim's scarf is meant to ward off homesickness and bring familiarity, as it's in command gold colors with a pin, like his command shirt.
✰ VOICE CLAIM: chris Pine[as jim kirk] • Speaks smoothly, but at a somewhat slow pace. Unless, of course, he's excited, but that's a given. • his tonr of voice is always somewhat warm and curious. • he likes to swear when given the opportunity, but not needlessly. • he sometimes defaults to using 'ship language' and professionalism. things such as 'aye' 'sir' 'mr. (name)'. • speaks casually, and with a fairly simple vocabulary, so as to be easily understood.
✰✰ PERSONALITY ✰✰
✰ PERSONALITY: Jim is a charcter. He comes off rather level-headed and casual at first glance, due to his general attitude in regular scenarios. However, he's rather hyperactive and destructive, requiring constant stimuli. He craves adventure and things to discover. He tends to look on the bright sie of things no matter how dark, even if he has to create the bigntside himself. He's driven and determined, and struggles to listen to what others have to say • optimistic, adventurous, dynamic. • rebellious, boyish. • impulsive, hedonistic, inconsiderate, strong willed. • gryffindor, chaotic good • restless, prone to dramatics and taking charge of situations when unwelcome. • claustrophobic(to an extent), afraid of losing people. • his triggers are stuff like,,, food related, beer, specific types of demeanors. idk, need to do more research.
✰ MORALS: jim has a very dynamic set of morals. Don't kill, UNLESS, etc. He just doesn't condone noncon literally ever. • 4 temperments: 'captain'(level headed, calm), hyperactive, adventurer(curious, persistent), angered. • very causal/loose etiquitte unless otherwise required. • jim has a poor sense of self control. he's very impulsive. his sanity,, not entirely intact • spontaneous and instinctual • jim acts in 'captain' mode in public. still casual, still calm and level headed. • in private, jim is more alert, focused, and prone to acting more goofy. • with friende, jim acts hyperactive and enjoys bickering and bantering, even at his own expense. • as a young child, jim was a sort of 'teachers pet' kid. Smart and eager to please. However, as this distanced his moth3r even more, Jim began learning to 'toughen up' with the inadvertant help of Sam once his mother remarried. He became rebellious and aloof after Sam left, and especially the events of Tarsus. Jim has by now mellowed out, and while he still retains the desire to help, and the same destructiveness, he takes more time to consider his actions. • jim reacts to loss with anger. He expects it, and lashes out in response, upset at allowing himself to get attached again. • (ggg etc)
✰ HABITS: • wakes up with the sun, immediately sets to doing training. • always patrols the swamp in the afternoon. grooming session afterwards. • conks out as soon as he lays down, or doesnt sleep at all. wakes up a lot at night. nightmares, restlessness. (he snores) • jim is a 'jack of all trades' type of guy, picks up skills fast. natural leadership skills, pretty good st picking up moods. and pissing people off by accident. • he's fucking terrible at instruments besides a select few. • plays guitar and piano. sews. plays chess(and go, and a lot of board games, tbh). art. he likes types of sciences(yet to be seen exactly what), astrology.
✰ MANNERISMS/DEMEANOR: he has a sort of 'larger than life' vibe about him, if you look. generally, though, he tries to come off as approachable, 'one of you guys'. • currently, he's rather clumsy. over time, however, he grows steadily more graceful. • confident stance & walk. • 'rough and tumble' fighting style. does what it takes to win, no matter the cost to himself. brutal. • generally doesn't gesture due to lack of balance. likes to gesture with his paws, though -- mock salutes, waves, etc.
✰✰ RELATIONSHIPS ✰✰
✰ RELATIONSHIPS: jim is very devoted to his friends and people he views as 'under his care''. tends to be cold and awkward towards lovers. •winona kirk x george kirk(deceased) • his fther died the day he was born, sacrificing himself for his crew. jim detests his father for the shadow he left behind and taking what could have been a happy live with him. • His mother was a starfleet commamder. jim's relationship with his mother is cold. She could never look him in the eyes due to his redemblance to george, and abandoned her children with frank in fsvor of the stars. jim rarely thinks of winona, and when he does, it's with something like derision. • george "samuel" kirk • up until sam ran away, he and jim were very close, with sam taking care of jim. however, sam never tried to take jim wih him, or even contact him for a long time after he ran away, to which jim is still bitter. • frank • jim hates his stepfather more than anything in the world, and frank hates him right back. they were very cruel to each other, frank more than jim. • jim was cared for by his father's parents for his first few years of his life, and he has a close relationship with them. his relationship with his mother's parents is more strained, but still close. he was closest with his aunt and uncle on his mother's side(not frank), however, they died in the tarsus iv massacre. • his closest friend and confidant is(was) leonard "bones" mccoy • his other friends used to include montogomery "scotty" scott, nyota uhura, spock, pavel chekov, and hikaru sulu. he presently has no people in this world he'd consider friends. • tbh he had a kind of embarrasing crush on spock • jim is an incredibly unjidgemental person. he takes you at face value(not in a bad way) and takes you as you are, basically. • jim likes(but is not friends with) feverdream, beck, and morgan. • the most important person in his life is --- • jim's biggest influencer was, at first, kodos, who still affects his worldviews today. after this is pike, who encouraged jim to do better. • jim has dated a lot of people. most relationships have been purely physical, and e always forgets the briefer ones. however, his longer lasting ones were warmer, with at least a little more vulnerability • jim would not cheat in a relationship. he's very loyal, if very emotionally disant. he has, however, been cheated on. • right now, one of the worst end to a relationship was on the enterprise, when a girl he'd been dating had been apparently cheating behind his back a majority of the time. he only learned of this when she became pregnant and transferred to a different ship. (p sm more emotional ones buT like,, fanfic references)
✰✰ HISTORY ✰✰
(IN DEPTH DESCRIPTION OF HISTORY WILL BE PUT HERE!!)
his is a fanfic ref shut up) •
• jim's homelife was miserable. while he lived with his grandparents, things were light hearted as they could be in winona's absence and george's death. once his mother remarried, things got somewhat colder. his relstionship with his stepdad was strained and awkward, and jim hated him because sam did. their stepfather viewed them as an unfortunate sideaffect to his marriage. once winona divorced him and sent them to her brotjer's, things got worse. frank was verbally abusive, and while sam tried to take the brunt of it, jim was still frank's favorite target. things continued to esdalate to even physical abuse, at which point sam left a few years later. • riverside, iowa. • his first memory is of sam. • his happiest childhood memory is of a christmas between him and sam. • his overall favorite memory is of his first day as the enterprise captain. • his saddest childhood memory is the first time winona left after a long break • his saddest (most upsetting) overall memory is of the hour after his aunt died. • his most embarrasing memory is --- (hes shameless jusT LET ME THINK) • an event/memory that still most affects his life(besides his transformation) is the whole tarsus iv thing. •
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ NAME:[/size][/b][/color] anthony j crowley
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] (name meanings)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] prefers being called crowley
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] (currently no nicknames)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ AGE:[/size][/b][/color] immortal!
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] no birthday
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] was created at the beginning of the universe :'^)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ GROUP:[/size][/b][/color] tanglewood
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] member
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] (titles)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ GENDER:[/size][/b][/color] male
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] he/him
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] asexual panromantic
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] doesnt,, actually have a sex. no Efforts have been made.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]why did you he choose and stay in this group?[/size][/b][/color]
crowley joined tanglewood to get away from the rest of the world. heaven and hell seemed to avoid it, so maybe he'd be left alone for a while? tanglewood, out of the others, seemed to fit his aesthetic best. currently, this is the only reason he is stayed, being,, incredibly new.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]how does he feel about his rank? why did he choose this path?[/size][/b][/color]
crowley is uninterested in rank climbing. he's content staying a regular member, so he doesn't have to deal with the responsibilities.
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ APPEARANCE:[/size][/b][/color] Crowley is a tall, skinny serval. His fur is black, darker up higher and lighter down farther. He has a pair of large, well-groomed black wings, tipped with a darker black. The tip of his snout, tail-tip, and paws are all lighter in color. Along his spine, and the top of his head, the fur is darker. His pelt is covered in a serval spots colored a rusty, firey color. Similarly to the rest of him, it's a gradient, the spots getting lighter the farther down they go. The tip of his right ear is torn, and his left is tipped with ashy black. His face is covered in shy black spots, most similar to freckles. His claws are non-rectactable. he has yellow snake eyes.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] serval
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] british / scottish
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] 23 pounds
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] 25 inches tall
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] As long as Crowley is feeling relatively okay, his fur is well groomed.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] no matter what expression he's making, with most people, it seems somewhat dark or broody.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley's smiles are ... more like smirks. sometimes you can make him grin really wide, though.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley always wears sunglasses to cover his eyes, what with them being ... somewhat offputting. They help protect his expressions.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ VOICE CLAIM:[/size][/b][/color] david tennant (as crowley)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] [[Speaks smoothly, but at a somewhat slow pace. Unless, of course, he's excited, but that's a given.]] ([[]] means its from jim's bio. reminder of what i should be filling in.)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] [[his tonr of voice is always somewhat warm and curious.]]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] he likes to swear when given the opportunity, but is not in the habit of doing so [i]frequently.[/i]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] [[speaks casually, and with a fairly simple vocabulary, so as to be easily understood.]]
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ PERSONALITY:[/size][/b][/color] WIP cause rn .. i dont want to.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] optimistic.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] curious, rebellious.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] impulsive, stubborn. artificially inconsiderate.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] gryffindor, whatever.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] restless and prone to dramatics.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ MORALS:[/size][/b][/color] not really sure,, what to DO with his morals. He doesn't [i]want[/i] to kill, but Hell, etc.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] [[4 temperments: 'captain'(level headed, calm), hyperactive, adventurer(curious, persistent), angered.]]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] very causal/loose etiquette.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley has a good sense of self control. however, in contradiction, he's very impulsive.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] crowley (tries) to act Cool and Casual in public. somewhat distant.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] in private, crowley is somewhat more relaxed and more prone to, like, actual conversation. instead of snarky remarks.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] with friends, [WIP]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] [[as a young child, jim was a sort of 'teachers pet' kid. Smart and eager to please. However, as this distanced his moth3r even more, Jim began learning to 'toughen up' with the inadvertant help of Sam once his mother remarried. He became rebellious and aloof after Sam left, and especially the events of Tarsus. Jim has by now mellowed out, and while he still retains the desire to help, and the same destructiveness, he takes more time to consider his actions.]]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] [[jim reacts to loss with anger. He expects it, and lashes out in response, upset at allowing himself to get attached again.]] (look at the bookshop fire scene fucker!!)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] (ggg etc)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ HABITS:[/size][/b][/color]
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] wakes up with the sun, immediately sets to doing training.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] always patrols the swamp in the afternoon. grooming session afterwards.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] conks out as soon as he lays down, or doesnt sleep at all. wakes up a lot at night. nightmares, restlessness. (he snores)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim is a 'jack of all trades' type of guy, picks up skills fast. natural leadership skills, pretty good st picking up moods. and pissing people off by accident.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] he's fucking terrible at instruments besides a select few.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] plays guitar and piano. sews. plays chess(and go, and a lot of board games, tbh). art. he likes types of sciences(yet to be seen exactly what), astrology.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ MANNERISMS/DEMEANOR:[/size][/b] [/color] he has a sort of 'larger than life' vibe about him, if you look. generally, though, he tries to come off as approachable, 'one of you guys'.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] currently, he's rather clumsy. over time, however, he grows steadily more graceful.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] confident stance & walk.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] 'rough and tumble' fighting style. does what it takes to win, no matter the cost to himself. brutal.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] generally doesn't gesture due to lack of balance. likes to gesture with his paws, though -- mock salutes, waves, etc.
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]✰ RELATIONSHIPS:[/size][/b][/color] jim is very devoted to his friends and people he views as 'under his care''. tends to be cold and awkward towards lovers.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color]winona kirk x george kirk(deceased)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his fther died the day he was born, sacrificing himself for his crew. jim detests his father for the shadow he left behind and taking what could have been a happy live with him.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] His mother was a starfleet commamder. jim's relationship with his mother is cold. She could never look him in the eyes due to his redemblance to george, and abandoned her children with frank in fsvor of the stars. jim rarely thinks of winona, and when he does, it's with something like derision.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] george "samuel" kirk
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] up until sam ran away, he and jim were very close, with sam taking care of jim. however, sam never tried to take jim wih him, or even contact him for a long time after he ran away, to which jim is still bitter.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] frank
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim hates his stepfather more than anything in the world, and frank hates him right back. they were very cruel to each other, frank more than jim.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim was cared for by his father's parents for his first few years of his life, and he has a close relationship with them. his relationship with his mother's parents is more strained, but still close. he was closest with his aunt and uncle on his mother's side(not frank), however, they died in the tarsus iv massacre.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his closest friend and confidant is(was) leonard "bones" mccoy
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his other friends used to include montogomery "scotty" scott, nyota uhura, spock, pavel chekov, and hikaru sulu. he presently has no people in this world he'd consider friends.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] tbh he had a kind of embarrasing crush on spock
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim is an incredibly unjidgemental person. he takes you at face value(not in a bad way) and takes you as you are, basically.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim likes(but is not friends with) feverdream, beck, and morgan.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] the most important person in his life is ---
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim's biggest influencer was, at first, kodos, who still affects his worldviews today. after this is pike, who encouraged jim to do better.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim has dated a lot of people. most relationships have been purely physical, and e always forgets the briefer ones. however, his longer lasting ones were warmer, with at least a little more vulnerability
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim would not cheat in a relationship. he's very loyal, if very emotionally disant. he has, however, been cheated on.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] right now, one of the worst end to a relationship was on the enterprise, when a girl he'd been dating had been apparently cheating behind his back a majority of the time. he only learned of this when she became pregnant and transferred to a different ship. (p sm more emotional ones buT like,, fanfic references)
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(IN DEPTH DESCRIPTION OF HISTORY WILL BE PUT HERE!!)
his is a fanfic ref shut up)
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[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] jim's homelife was miserable. while he lived with his grandparents, things were light hearted as they could be in winona's absence and george's death. once his mother remarried, things got somewhat colder. his relstionship with his stepdad was strained and awkward, and jim hated him because sam did. their stepfather viewed them as an unfortunate sideaffect to his marriage. once winona divorced him and sent them to her brotjer's, things got worse. frank was verbally abusive, and while sam tried to take the brunt of it, jim was still frank's favorite target. things continued to esdalate to even physical abuse, at which point sam left a few years later.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] riverside, iowa.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his first memory is of sam.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his happiest childhood memory is of a christmas between him and sam.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his overall favorite memory is of his first day as the enterprise captain.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his saddest childhood memory is the first time winona left after a long break
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his saddest (most upsetting) overall memory is of the hour after his aunt died.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] his most embarrasing memory is --- (hes shameless jusT LET ME THINK)
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color] an event/memory that still most affects his life(besides his transformation) is the whole tarsus iv thing.
[color=#ba9b27][b][size=12]•[/size][/b][/color]