I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die / Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright / But every day I feel like dying / Every day I feel like dying (dying)

Why do I even try? / Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night / Trying to find a new outlet / The devil pounced in / I hear him howling, my vision clouded / Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way / Try to be strong when I deal with the pain / Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options / Gonna work till' I'm dead / So that they get the best / Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up / Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok / So fuck suicide I'm here to stay


Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / Try to free my mind / I don't know what's right / Wasting all my time, trying to find the light / (nah, nah) / I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now / I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now / Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now


One too many bad thoughts inside me / Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me / I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice / I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always/Barely standing, crawling down the hallways / Sink into my bed, with death inside my head / (Yeah) / That note you found I didn't mean it / Just wish I had a better sense of meaning / Never meant to let you down / I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out / (Fuck) / Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god / I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up / But he called my bluff

I got omens, I got demons / Right behind my back they scheming / This that Josh A, Jake Hill season / 50 takes, we're never leaving / Laugh at me, Laugh at me / Make you run right for your life / Talk that shit, talk that shit / Know you 'bout to pay the price!

Man I've been dead and so exhausted/I tripped and fell into the coffin / My crypt got demons in it often / These zombies walk but they be rottin / I feel like Ash in evil dead, coming for your head / Chainsaw hand let the blood run red / I've been living in the past / I've been living in the rasp/Better hunt the IRS if I get a death tax / Still drivin' right in a honda / How the fuck they are they taking like half of my wealth / Fuck the feds / Given so much money / I can't afford to even kill myself / My life been trashed, right out the bag/Work so much I don't ever relax / Boy face facts, shit's too trash / No awareness I don't fuck wit that/Yuh

All that shit that you been playin' I don't fuck with it / Tellin' me this sound like someone that I don't fuck with / Fuck the motive and then fuck the fame / I don't ever wanna join the game / Fuck that double XL, that shits just not in my lane

Yuh / I got some problems, not everybody sees 'em / I just keep them to myself, sometimes I wish I wasn't breathing / But I'm still here, I won't go down easy / And I know I'm not the only one, ye everybody got the demons / Come into my mind, climb up the vines / Don't ask me questions, yeah I'm fine / Take a look inside and try to find why I'm alive, I don't know why / I walked through the valley of the shadow, of the fuckin' death / I'm clinging to the thread hanging from the ceiling till there's nothing left

I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face spl-

(random kids screaming about trickshot)

First things first fuck an intro aye / Got the shit that make you cock, lock and aim / Get your greasy ass hands off my name / If I see you talk down put the work like- (gunshots) / Hold it down, hold it down, hold it down, hold it down,  hold it down / I'll be riding through my town / Got more hits than Tumblr genders / High rise get 22's like Bender / Got a lot to say, I'm out here getting paid / I stunt on my rivals like my name Amadeus / Heart broke once, said never again / Only regret: never got revenge / Haven't done shows my fans like "when?" / Only doing those when they're sell out events

Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Try to hold it down, man I try to hold it down / I've been all around, man I've been all around / Reminisce on Nuketown, swear those were the days / Reminisce on Nuketown, bout to cock and aim

I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit / Run from the gun I've been looking for blood / Slumped up when I'm pumped up click clack done / Pray, devil came and opened the gates / Don't run / away when I spray hope you're good with the faith

Annihilation face the devastation, the satisfaction from the automatic / Run up on me gonna get a little problematic / When I pop the top can never get me to stop / I drop bombs on these streets they can't handle the heat / I'm taking over like a motherfucking king hear the sirens sing / The violence raining terror on this silent era

I can tell the way you looking at me bitch you think I ain't shit / Run up on me bitch I grip that clip and leave that face split / Sick of all these evil people bout to leave 'em nameless / Laughing at you while you beg forgiveness bitch you ain't shit

Each and every day / Hiding from the sunshine
Wandering in the shade / Not too old, not too young / Every night again / Dancing with the moonlight / Somewhere far away / I can hear your call

I’m out of my head / Of my heart and my mind / 'Cause you can run but you can’t hide / I’m gonna make you mine / Out of my head / Of my heart and my mind / 'Cause I can feel how your flesh now / Is crying out for more

Ain’t no fairytale / What I see in your eyes / Awaiting your mistake / Not too close, not too far / Sneaking in the pain / Every truth becomes lie / I won’t trust myself / Once I hear your call

You fooled me / Took the air out my lungs, now I'm in too deep / You fooled me /Should've known, should've known that your love was empty

I've been waiting up, but feeling down / You've been staying out / You're saying that it's nothing nothing / I can't lie; I think you're bluffing bluffing / Who did you become? / We're coming undone / So tell me what to do / Why'd it have to be you?

You fooled me / Took the air from my lungs, now I'm in too deep / You fooled me
I should've known, should've known that your love was empty / Caught in another lie, without an alibi / Caught in another lie / I'm leaving / I should've known, now you know that you can't crawl back to me

I've been moving up, while you go down / Living in the minute / Swimming in the moment / Left you behind / Now I finally know that I can let it go / I see it wasn't me

Said you were lost till I found you / So, why'd you find another bed? / I'm tired of all this running 'round / Lipstick, wine and wrinkled dress / So, why'd you throw it all away? / I thought my love would be enough for you / So, why'd you throw it all away? / I'm done with you girl / I'm done with you girl

You see me staring at you in this crowded room / And I'm thinking that it's time I make my move / I just gotta find out how to get you over to my place / You can't look me in the eye you only look the other way / Now, I'm whispering in your ear / Do you wanna disappear / Hey, I really wanna get to know you / Hey, I really wanna get to love you / But, I keep hearing, everybody's touching your body / Now, we're moving to the rhythm of the room / You pull me closer / Now, I know you're leaving soon / I just gotta find out how to get you over to my place / You can't look me in the eye you only look the other way / Now, I'm whispering in your ear / Do you wanna disappear / Hey, I really wanna get to know you / Hey, I really wanna get to love you / But, I keep hearing, everybody's touching your body

What does it mean to be a man now? / What does it take to understand how? / Took my time, but I never got it right, now I wish I would've / You say goodbye / Can we just try to remember when we started, everything that we had? / You gotta believe. You know I wish you could / Too much to think about; I doubt I could live a day without you / How could you up and leave? / Cause, I'm not better off / I don't wanna be alone / I think you've always known I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind? / What do you mean you need a man now? / Why do I need another let down? / Take your time, baby / I don't wanna fight unless it's for each other / Slamming the door, we've been here before / I can't imagine what you're thinking / I just want you back home / I'm gonna apologize till we get better / So much to think about; I doubt you'd take the time hear me out / But, I just want you to say / I'm not better off / I don't wanna be alone / I think you've always known / I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind? / Don't leave me behind / You know I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind? / Open those eyes and maybe you'll find something / I'll open my arms hoping you come running / We both know we're wrong / Can we move on to the future we had? / Taking it back; making our love last / Too much to think about; I doubt I could live a day without you / I'm not better off / I don't wanna be alone / I think you've always known / I'm not afraid to beg / Can we stop while we're ahead and rewind?

This party's pretty boring / I don't think it's for me / Lucy's already crashed out / She's on the spare settee

This air is getting so thin / Go down, go down, go down / The honey whiskey's kickin' / Go down, go down, go down

I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret / I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret

Black hearted angels sunk me / With kisses on my mouth / There's poison in this water / The words are falling out

But if you wanna free your body tonight / It's our secret, it's our secret / I think I better go, before I try something / I might regret, I might regret

[align=center][div style="borderwidth; width: 400px; text-align: justify; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px;"]It’s cool during the afternoon of the day and the cloudless sky allowed the warm rays of the Sun to beam down on the Earth. The songs of the birds and chattering of the wildlife caused a sense of tranquility despite the fact that it’s far from that. Vacant cities and hushed towns across the world to symbolize that something wasn’t right. Years ago the downfall of the human race came to an unexpected turn– the invasion of demons across the globe.

Popping up in homes, streets, buildings, and any place they were able to come through. Masses were slaughtered and led to the eventual retreat to hideouts and constant moving in order to avoid being caught. Of course, not all are fortunate. If not killed by a demon then people faced the fate of being possessed, never to surface again as the creatures from hell would control everything from then on. Not unless they were exorcised, which some individuals had surfaced to do the deed and attempt to save lives and give hope back to the chaotic world. Perhaps things would get better one day.

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Dark brown eyes glitter whilst focusing on the patient before them, ensuring the upper arm is bandaged properly and on there securely.

“Everything seems to be good. Remember to take it easy.” Words are cool like the gentle breeze pushing throughout the small village.

“Sure will!”

They watch as the young adult male hopped up from the chair he was sitting on and bounding off over to his friends. A light hum vibrated in their throat as they observed the brown haired human, taking notice of his pale complexion. Next time they’ll have to chide him for not being out in the Sun more. Yes, it’s not safe to be outside constantly, but humans still need their Vitamin D somehow. Or get a tan.

A faint snort came from them as they pick up the wooden chair and enter their temporary home. Thankfully the people here were friendly enough to allow them to stay and in return the inhabitants gained a pair with medical knowledge. Putting the chair back with the rest of its friends and scanning the vacant, wooden table, they amble back outside with a sniff. It feels good to be outline and they stand in the grass before the house, closing their eyes for a moment. Another breeze passes through the small homes and another hum reverberates in their throat. What a nice day.

It was then that they took this moment to stand there and enjoy the sensation of the Sun's warmth. It was also a great time for anyone who didn't know them to get a good look the traveling doctor. Asian heritage by a quick glance and a little over the average height for a Korean with lightly tanned skin. A ravishing blond undercut unlike their traditional short, neatly kept black hair. ( They liked to try something new when the chance is provided. ) Two small gold hoop earrings adorn each ear with a small silver stud on the left ear.  A plain white muscle t-sheet covers their body and rightfully so. They aren't extremely muscular and they don't lack in the department either– just enough to give someone a second thought about fighting them. Washed out blue jeans cover their legs, though there's the occasional spot of blood on them, appearing to be stained there forever despite all the attempts to get rid of them. No shoes were protected their feet, but it's pretty useless to them to wear any from the fact of losing feeling in them long ago, but they still have the decency to have them on when doing their job. In fact...

Deep brown eyes lazily open, flashing a deep crimson color for split second, and slide over to the old house they went into earlier. Eyes hooded, their head cocked to the side whilst listening to the heartbeat of their partner, and the vampire walked in at a slow pace. It's time for the duo get going after catching wind of a woman seeking out exorcists to rid a demon her child's body. Pitiful, really. That a demon chose to take over a child's body, but there's no rules to say they can't. With a shake of the head, the Korean folded their arms behind them and leaned up again the door frame of their companion's room.

"You ready to go?"