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FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« on: January 13, 2020, 05:48:17 AM »
THE GENERAL
golden lung dragon & black panther w/ vitiligo & platinum silver fox. unknown age - ancient. bai 'pure' shi 'honest' lynn lingré. prefers lynn if close. they/them. blind. wind element & electric element. firstborn son of jerisidie lingré & current head of family/general. courting kydobi & idyllfields. marauder of the pitt. demiromantic gray-asexual.
breath catching in the jaguar's throat, they stopped to breathe, coughing out the excess air. lifting their head, they stopped at the border and proceeded with dignity. calling out kydobi's name, the jaguar moved at a fast pace, tracking him down. findng him, they halted, "kydobi, stop being pensive and come here. i have something to show you." they called out to the man they still considered their friend after everything they had gone through. This spat had gone on for too long.
« Last Edit: January 14, 2020, 06:50:07 PM by bai shi. »
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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #1 on: January 14, 2020, 11:44:32 PM »
STILL THOSE VOICES ARE CALLING FROM FAR AWAY -
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[OOC: ]

He had no desire to see Bai at all right now. The panther was convinced he was never truly loved. And while it wasn’t a new feeling it was always going to be a painful one.

This was a situation he had found himself in before and every time he handled it well. Was able to ignore the ache of his heart and lack of satisfaction.

So when he heard them address him his gaze darkened. Just their presence reminded him of Ramona leaving. It wasn’t something he enjoyed.

“What. What do you want from me?”


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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #2 on: January 15, 2020, 05:59:16 AM »
THE GENERAL
golden lung dragon & black panther w/ vitiligo & platinum silver fox. unknown age - ancient. bai 'pure' shi 'honest' lynn lingré. prefers lynn if close. they/them. blind. wind element & electric element. firstborn son of jerisidie lingré & current head of family/general. courting kydobi & idyllfields. marauder of the pitt. demiromantic gray-asexual.
exhaling, the other feline flicked their tail, "There's something that I want you to see. Something that you might enjoy." they answered him, knowing he was still upset over the circumstance of their last meeting.

turning away, they headed back through the jungle part of the territory, in a beeline for a territory neither had visited in forever.
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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #3 on: January 15, 2020, 06:59:15 AM »
STILL THOSE VOICES ARE CALLING FROM FAR AWAY -
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[OOC: ]

Their words were brief and rather rude to the panther based off of the fact that he did not consider them friends. Yet here was Lynn, acting as if nothing happened. The worse part was that Kydobi was willing to believe nothing ever happened. Or forget it just for a moment of comfort.

“What could you possibly have that may intrigue m-“, but he would stop once he saw them gone.

Growling in frustration he would get up. Needless to say he was giving himself a tough time because he knew that he couldn’t resist. Curious was a cat’s default nature.

Of course he would follow because although his heart was hurting, he would be happy to feel that warmth.


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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #4 on: January 15, 2020, 11:24:51 AM »
THE GENERAL
golden lung dragon & black panther w/ vitiligo & platinum silver fox. unknown age - ancient. bai 'pure' shi 'honest' lynn lingré. prefers lynn if close. they/them. blind. wind element & electric element. firstborn son of jerisidie lingré & current head of family/general. courting kydobi & idyllfields. marauder of the pitt. demiromantic gray-asexual.
paws carrying them into the old territory, they gave a soft noise as they tried to refamiliarize themselves with the desert territory that they had once cslled home. stopping whiskers short of running into a slump of sand covered stones, they flicked their tail and traveled over it. headed for their old home, they touched their nose to the old stone building's wall, wistfully staring into it.

"do you remember when we first met?" they asked quietly, voice soft with memory and a longing that they did not bother covering. the wounds of losing this land that they once called home were still raw, and it showed in the tensions of their body, nosing into the falling apart building in soft curiosity, seeking out where eclipse had nestled into their side, so many of their old belongings laying in the dust and ruin. they were searching out something important to them, but that was not why they had brought him here.

"kydobi. i do not want to split ways eith you mad at me without understanding my reasons and why i do what i do. you may not want to be here or anywhere near here, but you were my only friend in all of these groups. and your lives." they murmured as they nosed aside dirt and debris, searching out an item they did not know if they would find. breath halting as the ground around them rumbled, they went still, listening to the sound of grating rocks and sand before it went still, their heart hammering in their chest.
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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #5 on: January 24, 2020, 08:08:08 PM »
STILL THOSE VOICES ARE CALLING FROM FAR AWAY -
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[OOC: ]

Frustration and temptation would overcome him. Curiously he would tail them. Quickly recognizing where they were.

An abandoned land of the past. Of course he recalled the first time they met. Memories flooded him as he listened. They didn’t want to be on bad terms? It felt like that was the only way Kydobi could cope.

“Clearly not, you’ve got Idyll now and I have a body of people to tend and care for.”


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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #6 on: January 24, 2020, 11:47:36 PM »
THE GENERAL
golden lung dragon & black panther w/ vitiligo & platinum silver fox. unknown age - ancient. bai 'pure' shi 'honest' lynn lingré. prefers lynn if close. they/them. blind. wind element & electric element. firstborn son of jerisidie lingré & current head of family/general. courting kydobi & idyllfields. marauder of the pitt. demiromantic gray-asexual.
turning their head back they 'looked' at him, licking their lips and sighing with a flick of their tail, "because i have another friend, does not mean that you cannot still be my friend, kydobi. that's all i have left in this world, friends. even if you are the ardent now, you still need people to rely on as friends." he murmured softly.

sighing, they turned away, grabbing the few items that they could reach, a black feather tucked behind their ear. looking blankly into the house, they worried their lip and exhaled, "even if we don't stay friends, I want you to know that you've always viewed you as my friend, and at one time ... even more than just a friend. I still do. Even if you dont want to hear my words, i need to let you know about how i felt, just in case my time runs out and im left to haunt those ive left behind." they grumble lowly, breathing out. they had been reminded of how quickly their loved ones could be taken from them.

"kydobi ... you already made it clear on where we stand. but i haven't been able to lay it to rest. i can't forget you, because i did love you, and i still do love you, even if it'll never be returned to me. im okay with that. but i still love you and when you died ... i couldn't take it, even though you were not mine." they murmur, claws digging into the ground as they spoke, tongue pressed to the roof of their mouth.
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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #7 on: February 02, 2020, 12:06:30 AM »
STILL THOSE VOICES ARE CALLING FROM FAR AWAY -
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[OOC: ]

Kydobi did not meet their gaze but he did feel them facing him. Once again their attempt to provide some closure would fail and fall flat.

“Friends? Is that what we were?”, Kydobi wouldn’t appreciate the sugar coating. The dragon was always going to have a special spot in Kydobi’s heart, but he wouldn’t let himself be a fool anymore.

“You’re quick to forget what you meant to me. I didn’t want to share and you didn’t want to respect that and so now we are friends.”

But that was a stretch itself.

And it would always hurt to know they could’ve been. That Bai supposedly loved him and it hurt to know  he had passed in their embrace. That was something no one else had


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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #8 on: February 02, 2020, 11:20:06 AM »
THE KINGPIN
golden lung dragon & black jaguar w/ vitiligo & platinum silver fox. unknown age - ancient. bai 'pure' shi 'honest' lynn lingré. prefers lynn if close. they/them. blind. wind element & electric element. firstborn son of jerisidie lingré & current head of family/general. courting kydobi, regina & idyllfields. marauder of the pitt. demiromantic gray-asexual.
a curt exhale and flick of their tail, not moving, "i loved you the whole damn time, kydobi. don't make me hate myself anymore for trying to do something with that affection. every time that i told you of how i felt, you denied it. you went the other way. you ran from it. then the one time that you found it in yourself to face me, i had tried to move on.", they turned to face him, their face expressionless. "don't pin this all on me. you told me it was alright to move on. i asked if i could move on and you gave your agreement although i should never have needed it. so yes, we stand here as friends, or whatever is left of our friendship." they chuffed, stepping away from the building, easing their sword over their shoulder.

paws picking a path through the grounds they had once loved, they coughed to clear their throat of all the dust clogging it. "do you have any idea of what happened at the raid? how many people broke because you died? how many tears were shed? you're lucky to be so loved, kydobi.
so very lucky. they all grieved. without you, they were lost.
" they murmur, tongue thick in their mouth. let him find out from someone just what they had done when he lay dying and dead. let him find out what he meant in words that they could not share without losing composure.

"i would have 'respected' it, had it come earlier. i was at one time one's mate, but oh, he died. love is a cruel game in my family. we die or the ones we love die. death comes after everyone sooner than it should. so forgive me for being greedy and trying to love someone else after that damn raid. forgive me for trying to be someone more than i am. forgive me." they end up growling, hating their voice cracking and the pent up emotions showing in their tone. as they had walked, their paws brought them to the cliffs of the old territory where the aspects, the group's gods, had once lived. standing on the precipice, they felt hot and angry tears welling in their eyes, claws digging into the rock as they breathed in the sulphurous air, teeth grinding together and ears laid back. why had they started to break down, to lose their calm, why had they had to yell at him or even drag him here?
« Last Edit: February 02, 2020, 11:20:29 AM by bai shi. »
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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #9 on: February 21, 2020, 11:34:37 PM »
IM JUST A SOUL WHOSE INTENTIONS ARE GOOD -
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[OOC: @bai shi.  ]

This wasn’t ideal, not at all. Confrontations weren’t his strong suit in any situation. He’d rather seclude and isolate himself and his people into the sweet jungle. But that was even snatched from him

He complained about before, but now? Now he had so much more to worry about.

So much weight.

“I wasn’t ready. I have problems I admit but I was hoping you could see that I wanted you even if I didn’t verbally confirm it. I was hoping my actions did.” Kydobi sighed, “I’ve never been in love before. I’ve never even had a relationship. This is all new territory and I’m a creature of habit. I like what I know but god knows I tried.”


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Re: FUTURE GENERATIONS ● kydobi
« Reply #10 on: February 22, 2020, 05:26:25 PM »
THE KINGPIN
golden lung dragon & black jaguar w/ vitiligo & platinum silver fox. unknown age - ancient. bai 'pure' shi 'honest' lynn lingré. prefers lynn if close. they/them. blind. wind element & electric element. firstborn son of jerisidie lingré & current head of family/general. courting kydobi, regina & idyllfields. marauder of the pitt. demiromantic gray-asexual.
blind gaze boring far and deep into the misty hole in the ground, they were still, listening to him, listening like their life depended upon it. taking a deep breath, they swallowed, and exhaled heavily. turning their gaze to him, all of the fight and fire that lit their gaze was gone. "we both have problems. but you can't let them drag you down, kydobi. i know the weight that you have thrust upon your shoulders. but you are the better man to carry this burden. i've carried that weight to protect a kingdom and a gathering of people looking towards me for protection and guidance. do not forget that you are only a man, the same as any other. you have needs and desires." they murmur, stepping back from the precipice.

"leadership is a heavy, hateful burden. but you'll always have me, even if i am not where you wish for me to be." they begin, letting their paws guide them blindly through the old ruins of a territory, "i'm afraid that i've been blind for far too long, kydobi. blind in the ways that i should have seen. in the ways that mattered. i'm also afraid, that i'm so much a fool that i needed the words, because i've seen affections given in too many of a false way. it's alright to be undecided, frighened, unsure, or whatever the hells you want to call it. i did not think that this was your first relationship, Zhànshì."(Warrior)

exhaling heavily, they shook their head slightly, "if anything, this whole mess falls upon my shoulders. i cannot halt in my courtship of idyllfields, and i do not wish to. i would have gladly made you mine, had i been able to see through my own prejudices, and i can only offer my heart, or what's left of it after lifetimes. i cannot fix the past nor the pain that i have caused you, but i will offer myself and my body to you in penance, if you so wish to have me for a while. i can only hope that from the failure between us .. that we can still grow and be friends." they murmur quietly, claws digging into the ground beneath them.
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