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Title: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 09, 2018, 11:40:39 AM
characters

. daelan
. fracturedtime, cronas
. sachairi - semi-hiatus
. renegadeanthem
. zebulon
. chrysanthemumtears
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 09, 2018, 12:11:03 PM
. daegan or daelan (dae)
. rott
. dude
. age is tbd
. join a group?? maybe
. built ford tough
. v passionate about space; a science nerd
. quiet n humble
. easily excitable and it shows through small actions (i.e wagging tail, shifting paws, mixing up words etc)
. kids r okay i guess
. only a little dead inside
. prefers to remain neutral in situations that don't directly affect him
. sometimes wears glasses to help with poor eyesight
. v easy to drag along against his will
. but go easy on him he doesn't have an adventurous spirit
. will kill if given good reason to
. loves flowers give him lots of flower crowns and bouquets. large quantities at once may make him cry
. a soft boy that came from good parents (npc). he left them though cos it was getting boring there. visits them on occasion. they're proud of their son
. not sure about his sexuality so he doesn't think about it much
. doesn’t like really small creatures around him. he’s scared he may step on them
. maybe a ruddy base with bits of black and brown flecks on/around his shoulder blades and on his face like freckles with his belly littered with them. maybe a black paw? idk. stubby tail, floppy ears, the usual rott appearance
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 09, 2018, 01:11:24 PM
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 10, 2018, 01:19:02 PM
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AND UNTO HIS KINGDOM, THE COMMON MAN SPOKE
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NAME | DAE | CISMALE [HE/HIM/HIS]
physical age | mental age | birth date | april 9, 2018
loner
   — no former alligances
   — originally traveled a lot with his parents
no titles
   — no former titles
panromantic | pansexual
   — monogamous
   — single | ship names
   — zero crushes | zero "maybe" crushes
   — no previous relationships
lucy x elijah (npc)
   — no siblings
   — no children
loyalty to individuals
   — zero friends/trusted individuals
   — no best friend
   — mentors no one | apprentice to no one
   — no rivals
   — zero feared individuals
put any extra info here
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MBTI TYPE | TRUE NEUTRAL | MENTAL HEALTH: 100/100
trope | trope | trope | trope
   — positive traits
   — neutral traits
   — negative traits
disorders
   — quirks | habits
   — addictions
   — treatments (if applicable)
overall personality description
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DOMESTIC CANINE | ROTTWEILER | HEALTH: 100/100
build
   — ethnic group
   — ruddy fur
   — eye color tbd
   — height | weight
accent
   — manner of speech
permanent injuries
   — disorders
possessions
   — accessories
overall appearance description
space
PHYSICALLY HARD | MENTALLY CHALLENGING | ATTACK IN ORANGE
training style — battle dynamics
powers
   — [power] is undiscovered/learned/mastered
starts fights? — ends fights?
overall skill
   — strength [10/10]
   — speed [9/10]
   — agility [7/10]
   — intelligence [8/10]
   — endurance [9/10]
   — perception [8/10]
cannot maim/kill/capture
   — nonviolent/peaceful actions can/cannot be powerplayed
   — bio (http://link.here)
   — plotting (http://link.here)
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 11, 2018, 11:24:54 AM
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basics
— daegan or daelan cos i can't make up my mind ;; "dae" ;; nicknames are okay
— cismale ;; he, him, his
— fifteen months ;; september 17th ;; ages realistically
— loner
 . no former allegiances
appearance
— dom. canine [birth / main / rottweiler] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; i. (https://imgur.com/fWuaGaK)
 . dae is your average male rottweiler. [standing] his shoulders are two feet from the ground having an overall height of two feet eight inches. he has a muscular build as all dogs of this breed do if given the opportunity to supersize regularly weighing in at 126lbs. his coat is short and appears coarse but is quite soft and manageable. his fur is a ruddy colour with brownish-red classic rottweiler patterns on his legs, mouth area and parts of his muzzle, chin, throat, chest and "eyebrows." to add to it, there are flecks of black and brown on and around his shoulder blades, his face (comparable to freckles) and his belly that seems to be littered with them but grow more faint and disappear as they draw near to his chest. a charming stubby tail accompanied with bright orange eyes, dae's folded ears (and the glasses that hang around his neck) act as a sort of mediator to soften his overall brutish appearance.
personality
— mbti ;; the sage ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . dae could best be described as stoic. he doesn't give much away when it comes to his personal thoughts and emotions, though he does voice them should the situation call for it. he's a friendly guy that can definitely come off as awkward or aloof based on first impressions, but he doesn't mean to be. he makes an effort to at least remember the names of individuals he comes across. taking a very neutral approach to many situations he's in, he's slow to anger and hard to annoy. he is patient and in control of his emotions; knowing how much is too much and when he should exhibit what feeling. what he lacks in empathy, he makes up for with his undying support and generosity. however, dae does get excited easily about the things he's genuinely interested in and it shows through small indications (pacing, jumbled words or speaking quickly, shifting paws). a deep voice he doesn't use more than necessary, he's humble and dislikes too much attention as he prefers to work behind the scenes to keep things moving. verbally simple to overpower, anyone could drag him along (even if it's against his will) on whatever adventure or task they may have. in contrast, to overpower dae physically is more of a challenge. he would never kill if he can avoid it, but will end another's life if given good reason to.
 . positive traits
 . neutral and negative traits
relationships
— [g1] lucy(npc) xx elijah(npc)
 . no siblings
— children: x
— friends: x
— enemies: x
— trusts: x
— panromantic ;; pansexual
 . single
 . no past relationships
 . not actively looking
 . medium to impress
— ½ __
interaction
— no powers
— physically hard ;; mentally challenging ;; will not start unnecessary fights ;; will (probably) end fights
— open to minor injuries and plotting ;; closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— attack in orange ;; can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
miscellaneous
— sometimes wears glasses to help with poor eyesight
— loves flowers give him lots of flowers; large quantities at once may induce happy tears
— not fond of very small creatures; scared he may step on them
— science nerd; in love with space
— always ic opinions <3
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 14, 2018, 04:16:24 PM
. fracturedkit/paw/time
. non-binary (dmab)
. three months
. created, not born (not sure of how himself. woke up one day)
. [fracturedtime] refers to, one, their terrible sense of time. very terrible. they could have just met someone and think they've known them all their life. another example is saying they did something yesterday when in reality, they've only just finished the task a couple hours ago. their name also refers to the minor occasional "glitches" in their speech(stuttering) and movement (joints lock up), similar to when a game glitches
. june eighth (gemini)
. javanese cat
. faceclaims: nanase haruka (free), the netherlands (hetalia), kiba (wolf's rain) or something vague
. Fract has a personality that is very easy to get agitated and annoyed with. Understand, they don't do this for shits and giggles and honestly doesn't have a strong grasp on their nor others emotions yet. They're a blank slate of sorts, having little to no experience when it comes to others and how to socialize properly. Because of their inexperience, they lack empathy and compassion when it is sometimes needed the most. They don't understand a lot of things actually and has to ask how certain events make individuals feel due to them not knowing the proper way to react to the specific situation. Also because they lack emotion and the ability to process it, it also means they don't have to worry about making decisions or judgments based on their emotions. On a more frightening note, because they don't know how to process their emotions, capturing, killing and torturing would come as second nature if someone had told them it is alright to do so. Their blank expression conceals the little emotions they do feel (it's boiled down to three: positive, neutral or negative. How they precisely make them feel is where they start having trouble). But on a less sociopathic note, Fract is very dependent on those they meet and don't instantly drive away because of their nature to be incomprehensible. Their speech and inability to express themselves efficiently is odd to them as well but despite these differences, they are just like any other creature that is trying their hardest to get adjusted to the world. They'd ask a lot of questions as a child would and do their best to understand what goes on around them. With the proper guidance, Fract can and will grow into a knowledgeable young adult though with a rough liftoff, a smooth landing.

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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: purgatory -- on April 16, 2018, 09:01:42 AM
track w/ dae
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 16, 2018, 07:15:33 PM
basics
— fracturedkit ;; introduces themselves as "cronas" ;; they don't understand the purpose of nicknames but they are welcomed regardless
— non-binary ;; gender neutral pronouns ;; they, them, theirs ;; dmab
— three months ;; june eighth ;; ages realistically
— the typhoon
 . betta
 . no former allegiances
appearance
— dom. feline [birth / main / javanese cat] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref. (https://imgur.com/a/VLHEY)
 . fract has a small, lithe form that looks like they could be blown away by the wind at any given moment. they aren't frail, though they do lack in the muscle department; taking on both a masculine and feminine appearance. short off-white fur with dark grey points, their small paws are a darker shade of grey and faded grey stripes - being the same colour as their paws - are present both around their legs and tail. a dark stripe that is also the same color as their paws, start from the top of their head and trail down their spine to the tip of their long, thick tail. despite their short fur, it can be observed that the fur on their tail, chest and sides of their face is longer, arguably giving them a regal look. the insides of their large, pointed ears are a light pink hue, the same colour as their nose and pads. they have a pair of small, thin and slightly curved grey lines right below each eye just above their cheekbone as well as a pair of grey lines (the same size and width as the ones below) on their forehead, just above their eyes. to finished off, a pair of unnatural, very light crystal blue eyes.
personality
— mbti ;; archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . Fract has a personality that is very easy to get agitated and annoyed with. Understand, they don't do this for shits and giggles and honestly doesn't have a strong grasp on their nor others emotions yet. They're a blank slate of sorts, having little to no experience when it comes to others and how to socialize properly. Because of their inexperience, they lack empathy and compassion when it is sometimes needed the most. They don't understand a lot of things actually and has to ask how certain events make individuals feel due to them not knowing the proper way to react to the specific situation. Also because they lack emotion and the ability to process it, it also means they don't have to worry about making decisions or judgments based on their emotions. On a more frightening note, because they don't know how to process their emotions, capturing, killing and torturing would come as second nature if someone had told them it is alright to do so. Their blank expression conceals the little emotions they do feel (it's boiled down to three: positive, neutral or negative. How they precisely make them feel is where they start having trouble). But on a less sociopathic note, Fract is very dependent on those they meet and don't instantly drive away because of their nature to be incomprehensible. Their speech and inability to express themselves efficiently is odd to them as well but despite these differences, they are just like any other creature that is trying their hardest to get adjusted to the world. They'd ask a lot of questions as a child would and do their best to understand what goes on around them. With the proper guidance, Fract can and will grow into a knowledgeable young adult though with a rough liftoff, a smooth landing.
 . positive traits developing
 . neutral traits include being adaptive, obedient, curious, reliant, just and patient
 . negative traits developing
relationships
— [g1] unknown xx unknown
 . created, not born
  - awoke one day and went with it
 . no siblings
— children: x
— friends: x
— enemies: x
— trusts: x
— demi-panromantic ;; demi-pansexual
 . single
 . no past relationships
 . not actively looking
 . difficult to impress
— ½ __
interaction
— no powers
— physically easy ;; mentally easy ;; will not start unnecessary fights ;; won't end fights
— open to minor injuries and plotting ;; closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— attack in slateblue ;; can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
miscellaneous
— fond of every shade and hue of blue
— fond of various foods; never turns down the option for food
— absolutely terrible sense of time
— speaks in third person; refers to others in third person as well even if speaking to them directly
 - ex. "it is not like you could avoid it" -> "it is not like [name] could avoid it"
— thinks everyone is a weird looking cat
— has both male and female reproductive organs
— always ic opinions <3
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 21, 2018, 12:37:04 PM
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[color=black][b]Part 1: The Basics[/b][/color]
[b]1) What is your full name?[/b]

[b]2) Where and when were you born?[/b]

[b]3) Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)[/b]

[b]4) Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?[/b]

[b]5) Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.[/b]

[b]6) What is your occupation?[/b]

[b]7) Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.[/b]

[b]8 ) To which social class do you belong?[/b]

[b]9) Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?[/b]

[b]10) Are you right- or left-handed?[/b]

[b]11) What does your voice sound like?[/b]

[b]12) What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?[/b]

[b]13) What do you have in your pockets?[/b]

[b]14) Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?[/b]

[color=black][b]Part 2: Growing Up[/b][/color]
[b]15) How would you describe your childhood in general?[/b]

[b]16) What is your earliest memory?[/b]

[b]17) How much schooling have you had?[/b]

[b]18) Did you enjoy school?[/b]

[b]19) Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?[/b]

[b]20) While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.[/b]

[b]21) While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?[/b]

[b]22) As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?[/b]

[b]23) As a child, what were your favorite activities?[/b]

[b]24) As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?[/b]

[b]25) As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?[/b]

[b]26) When and with whom was your first kiss?[/b]

[b]27) Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?[/b]

[b]28) If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.[/b]

[color=black][b]Part 3: Past Influences[/b][/color]
[b]29) What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?[/b]

[b]30) Who has had the most influence on you?[/b]

[b]31) What do you consider your greatest achievement?[/b]

[b]32) What is your greatest regret?[/b]

[b]33) What is the most evil thing you have ever done?[/b]

[b]34) Do you have a criminal record of any kind?[/b]

[b]35) When was the time you were the most frightened?[/b]

[b]36) What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?[/b]

[b]37) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?[/b]

[b]38) What is your best memory?[/b]

[b]39) What is your worst memory?[/b]

[color=black][b]Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions[/b][/color]
[b]40) Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?[/b]

[b]41) What is your greatest fear?[/b]

[b]42) What are your religious views?[/b]

[b]43) What are your political views?[/b]

[b]44) What are your views on sex?[/b]

[b]45) Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?[/b]

[b]46) In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?[/b]

[b]47) Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?[/b]

[b]48) What do you believe makes a successful life?[/b]

[b]49) How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?[/b]

[b]50) Do you have any biases or prejudices?[/b]

[b]51) Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?[/b]

[b]52) Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?[/b]

[color=black][b]Part 5: Relationships With Others[/b][/color]
[b]53) In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?[/b]

[b]54) Who is the most important person in your life, and why?[/b]

[b]55) Who is the person you respect the most, and why?[/b]

[b]56) Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.[/b]

[b]57) Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.[/b]

[b]58) Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.[/b]

[b]59) What do you look for in a potential lover?[/b]

[b]60) How close are you to your family?[/b]

[b]61) Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?[/b]

[b]62) Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?[/b]

[b]63) Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?[/b]

[b]64) If you died or went missing, who would miss you?[/b]

[b]65) Who is the person you despise the most, and why?[/b]

[b]66) Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?[/b]

[b]67) Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?[/b]

[b]68) Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?[/b]

[b]69) Do you care what others think of you?[/b]

[color=black][b]Part 6: Likes And Dislikes[/b][/color]
[b]70) What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?[/b]

[b]71) What is your most treasured possession?[/b]

[b]72) What is your favorite color?[/b]

[b]73) What is your favorite food?[/b]

[b]74) What, if anything, do you like to read?[/b]

[b]75) What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?[/b]

[b]76) Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?[/b]

[b]77) How do you spend a typical Saturday night?[/b]

[b]78) What makes you laugh?[/b]

[b]79) What, if anything, shocks or offends you?[/b]

[b]80) What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?[/b]

[b]81) How do you deal with stress?[/b]

[b]82) Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?[/b]

[b]83) What are your pet peeves?[/b]

[color=black][b]Part 7: Self Images And Etc.[/b][/color]
[b]84) Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?[/b]

[b]85) What is your greatest strength as a person?[/b]

[b]86) What is your greatest weakness?[/b]

[b]87) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?[/b]

[b]88) Are you generally introverted or extroverted?[/b]

[b]89) Are you generally organized or messy?[/b]

[b]90) Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.[/b]

[b]91) Do you like yourself?[/b]

[b]92) What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)[/b]

[b]93) What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?[/b]

[b]94) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?[/b]

[b]95) If you could choose, how would you want to die?[/b]

[b]96) If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.[/b]

[b]97) What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?[/b]

[b]98) What three words best describe your personality?[/b]

[b]99) What three words would others probably use to describe you?[/b]

[b]100) If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)[/b]


[i]** idea credit to skypher
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 21, 2018, 01:26:43 PM
dae's questions: ShowHide
Part 1: The Basics
1) What is your full name?
"it's nice to meet you. i'm daelan. no middle or last name, i'm sad to report."
2) Where and when were you born?
"oh, i'm unsure myself. my small family and i moved around quite a bit. i was born on the seventeenth of september. as to where? perhaps somewhere in a forest?"
3) Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
"i feel my parents are very much alive and well. my lovely mother's name is lucy and just as divine father's name is elijah or "eli" for short."
4) Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
"nope! no siblings. i'm an only child. and if you're wondering if it's lonely growing up, i shall answer your inquiry with an amused no. i was always my parents favourite."
5) Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
"i live by myself; all by my lonesome, i'm afraid. it's not all that bad. though with my constant travels, staying committed to one place is a bit of a challenge for me."
6) What is your occupation?
"think of indiana jones but without the reckless and dangerous adventuring. that's me. i'm not sure if i'd call it an occupation, though as i'm not getting paid for it. not materialized currency anyways. i think knowledge is payment enough."
7) Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

8 ) To which social class do you belong?
"the working class, definitely. i'm just doing my best to get by."
9) Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
"i have terrible eyesight that requires glasses. does that count?"
10) Are you right- or left-handed?
"i'm a rare type- i'm a lefty."
11) What does your voice sound like?
"it's on the deep side with a rumble. nothing like thunder, but they have similarities. and before you ask, i have no qualms about reading you bedtime stories. just let me know when you'd like my audience."
12) What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
"i have a large vocabulary and the way i speak is a bit on the formal spectrum. however, there is no words or phrase that makes a common appearance."
13) What do you have in your pockets?
"if i had pockets, it would definitely be a writing utensil and a small pad to write in."
14) Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
"no, i'm sorry. none that i can think of anyways. i'll let you know if i notice something."
Part 2: Growing Up
15) How would you describe your childhood in general?
"i would describe it as alright. not fun, but amusing enough. brimming with love and support from my parents. i had a very average childhood.
16) What is your earliest memory?
"i felt cold suddenly then felt a warm and soft surface touching me along with a strong warm, slightly slimy thing being dragged over every surface of my body. my parents then told me when i was younger, we were walking along a small hill with a narrow river below it. i - being a little pup just learning how to walk - lost my balance and toppled down and into the river. the shallow part, as my mass wasn't large enough to make the small slope of the hill and gravity build up enough speed to skip me across the water, heh. as my father frantically licked me and my mother wrapped herself around me, i was unsure of what was going on but thankfully i didn't drown.
17) How much schooling have you had?
"my parents taught me what they knew and because of them, my ambition to learn more has festered inside of me."
18) Did you enjoy school?
"i feel i would."
19) Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
"my parents. at least, what they knew. the rest of my knowledge is self-taught."
20) While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
"the only adults in my life were my parents. so i guess they were my role models."
21) While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
"considering the only other members of my family is my parents, yeah."
22) As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
"an astronaut. i still wish to go to space."
23) As a child, what were your favorite activities?
"stargazing, cloud watching, identifying plants with my father, reading to my parents and sleeping really close to them."
24) As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
"i'm surprise my small body was able to keep the strong urged to know everything under wraps. it's mostly my curiosity.
25) As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
"again, only child with parents who traveled a lot. friends were something i didn't have."
26) When and with whom was your first kiss?
"i have not given my first kiss to someone yet. when i do, i hope they are a phenomenal individual."
27) Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
"i-i'm sorry, h-how.... w-why.... s-such an inappropriate question to ask! it's none of your concern. so what if i haven't had se-!!"
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28) If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
"i am neither human nor supernatural creature, though a huge influence is my parents. they urged me to be curious and look for answers to the questions i may have."
Part 3: Past Influences
29) What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

30) Who has had the most influence on you?

31) What do you consider your greatest achievement?

32) What is your greatest regret?

33) What is the most evil thing you have ever done?

34) Do you have a criminal record of any kind?

35) When was the time you were the most frightened?

36) What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?

37) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

38) What is your best memory?

39) What is your worst memory?

Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40) Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

41) What is your greatest fear?

42) What are your religious views?

43) What are your political views?

44) What are your views on sex?

45) Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

46) In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

47) Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?

48) What do you believe makes a successful life?

49) How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

50) Do you have any biases or prejudices?

51) Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?

52) Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?

Part 5: Relationships With Others
53) In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

54) Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

55) Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

56) Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

57) Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

58) Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

59) What do you look for in a potential lover?

60) How close are you to your family?

61) Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

62) Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

63) Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

64) If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

65) Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

66) Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

67) Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

68) Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

69) Do you care what others think of you?

Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70) What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?

71) What is your most treasured possession?

72) What is your favorite color?

73) What is your favorite food?

74) What, if anything, do you like to read?

75) What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?

76) Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?

77) How do you spend a typical Saturday night?

78) What makes you laugh?

79) What, if anything, shocks or offends you?

80) What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

81) How do you deal with stress?

82) Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?

83) What are your pet peeves?

Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84) Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?

85) What is your greatest strength as a person?

86) What is your greatest weakness?

87) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

88) Are you generally introverted or extroverted?

89) Are you generally organized or messy?

90) Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

91) Do you like yourself?

92) What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)

93) What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?

94) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

95) If you could choose, how would you want to die?

96) If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.

97) What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

98) What three words best describe your personality?

99) What three words would others probably use to describe you?

100) If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)


** idea credit to skypher
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 23, 2018, 02:04:24 PM
jericho's questions: ShowHide
Part 1: The Basics
1) What is your full name?
"it sounds like a villian name hehe. well, i definitely am not a hero. jericho oswald haythem. a pleasure."
2) Where and when were you born?
"i was born in vancouver, canada."
3) Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
"oh, my parents! bless their souls. such free-spirited people. they're dead, though. wrong place, wrong time. but honestly? with our family business, it was only a matter of time. this stays between you and me because, hehe, you know, or else- but uh, kinda running an underground crime establishment, ya know? took over when my mom and pops died. so their death was more of a matter of 'when' rather than 'if.' my mother, abigail fletcher was a gentle soul. she hated killing others though she enjoys torturing them if they don't comply. if you do as she says, eight out of ten times, you'll be set free unscathed. a wonderful painter too. my father, jackson fletcher, was a lot like my mother, but he had a short fuse. never with his family though. if you're his own, he's a patient kind of guy. with others? others are scared of him. and when he combines forces with mom, they're the ultimate force. a beast you would tell your children about to keep them in line. i'm pretty sure there is even rumours about them- pretty cool, huh? yeah, i know. my parents were pretty rad."
4) Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
"shit dude. even my bros? alright well, get this. i have three brothers and we love each other to bits. you know how siblings have favourites? yeah, not us. we hate each other equally hehe. anyways, here's the order, from oldest to youngest along with codenames: first is axel the afternoon star. he's a sadistic fuck but he's a fantastic cook so i guess that's okay. next is matthieu the evening star. his gentle personality makes the three of us question why he's in this line of business. he could literally go out and do what he wants, leave his life behind but he insists on staying with us. maybe we don't hate each other that much? then i'm next, jericho the morning star. and last but not least is the inexperienced playboy louis the night star. he talks a big game and tries to be a heartbreaker, but the three of us know his little pansexual ass couldn't survive without some help from his big brothers. oh! and i guess i should explain our codenames. it isn't anything special but only direct family and individuals we've given special privileges is allowed to call us by our given names. we have to maintain our secrecy, ya know? oh! and it's just the time of day we were born... but mine is extra special because well, i am the leader and everyone knows the "morning star" angel. also, our victims have stars somewhere on the crime scene but lmao now that you know that, i wonder if we should kill you too? ★"
5) Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
"i live in a nice little cozy house with my wonderful husband. as you can see, i took his last name to avoid suspicion. aren't i clever? but it's mostly because haythem is a fuckin' badass name. i want to come from a line of assassins, too! please tell me you understand that reference."
6) What is your occupation?
"crime boss, dear. i've said it already. do keep up ♥"
7) Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

8 ) To which social class do you belong?
"working class. i mean, i'm not part of that one or two percent that's filthy fuckin' rich but if i wanted to, i could buy a boat. a small island? i'm not quite there. yet. so i guess i'm upper middle class."
9) Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
"i'm allergic to pineapple and it fucking sucks because hawaiian pizza sound delicious. just the name alone sounds like an adventure. but i guess it's good because ben doesn't like pineapples. no diseases. physical weaknesses? does my husband count? i can't get anything done when he's around. the cutie-pa-tootie."
10) Are you right- or left-handed?
"i'm right handed, love."
11) What does your voice sound like?
"think of your average male anime protag then add some suave. that's me."
12) What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
"i don't know, actually. i'll get back to you on that."
13) What do you have in your pockets?
"besides condoms? hehe just kidding. probably. anyways, pens, bandaids - for kiddos i may run into that has cuts and for my clumsy husband - a wallet with only money, my phone and some gum or mints."
14) Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
"i'm a bit of a neat freak, actually. our house is spotless and i can get a bit... irritated if things get too messy. i really don't understand how others can sit in a dirty room and not feel the urge to clean it."
Part 2: Growing Up
15) How would you describe your childhood in general?
"chaotic, hehe. but it really was fun! i would absolutely do it again if given the option. were there some downs? yes. but the pros outweigh the cons."
16) What is your earliest memory?
"burning myself on the stove. i was maybe three or four, axel was cooking with pops and i decided to see what they were doing. we had a gas stove and fire was pretty so i wanted to touch it. fuckin' stuck my hand straight into the fire and fucked up my fingers. gave my family a big frighten, lmao. good times."
17) How much schooling have you had?
"i was homeschooled along with my siblings. my parents knew a teacher and he taught us from home. uh,,, professor lawson. prof. was a chill dude. i wonder how he's doing? i should really give him a call."
18) Did you enjoy school?
"loved it. prof. is a great guy."
19) Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
"a quarter from my parents, a quarter from prof. a quarter from interacting with my siblings and the latter quarter from television."
20) While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
"i looked up to axel a lot. much like the rest of us. and we'd never tell him this, but we still very much respect him. when he's not being a serious s."
21) While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
"hell yeah. well, not really. we fought, a lot. but it was never anything groundbreaking. siblings fight, they get over it, and they make up. so, my relationship with my family is pretty good."
22) As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
"i didn't have any ambitions when i was younger. i just thought i would do my best and whatever happened, happens."
23) As a child, what were your favorite activities?
"roughhousing with my siblings. boy could they throw a punch and their tackle could give a football player a run for their money."
24) As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
"i was actually the mediator. i mean, someone had to be. we were little shits when we were growing up hehe. you would think matthieu would be it but nope! as we grew older, we seemed to change places."
25) As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
"nah, i wasn't popular. my friends were my family and my crew. well, my mother and father's crew. they were my brother's and i's uncles and aunts. they were pretty chill."
26) When and with whom was your first kiss?
"oohhhhh uh,, my first kiss was with a girl named elizibeth and it was fantastic. we had tongue and everything! but, i kind of used her to test whether i liked girls or not. turned out i don't. i know, i know. it was a shitty thing to do. cut me some slack! teenagers are fuckin' assholes, alright? but! there's a bright side to this. she wanted to make sure if she liked guys and she doesn't. now guess who's been my best friend ever since?"
27) Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
"nope! hehe such naughty questions~ have you no shame? well, if you'd like to know, i have no problems in telling you! i lost my virginity at eighteen when i slept over at a friend's. i knew he liked me and did i like him? yeah, i guess. i didn't love him, though. i love ben and i will always love ben. but that's not the point, now is it? so, uh... yeah! did it with my dude friend, thought it would work out, he later confessed to having a girlfriend and used me because i kind of looked like a girl blah blah. so we friend-broke up when my brothers pretty much threatened to kill him if he ever hung around me again. i was a bit concerned about his safety. jail doesn't scare my family."
28) If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
"i'm actually a djinn, surprise! nah, not really but that'd be pretty cool. i'm human, sadly. however, my greatest influence would have to be my parents. i mean, someone had to take over, right? axel would have done a good job, but he's scary and has a scary mind so you could imagine how things would have turned out then."
Part 3: Past Influences
29) What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
"the most important so far, huh? the only thing i can really think of is marrying ben. sorry, love! i'll let you know if anything changes."
30) Who has had the most influence on you?
"my husband and brothers, definitely."
31) What do you consider your greatest achievement?
"hmmmm... i'm not sure. i'll get back to you on this one."
32) What is your greatest regret?
"oohhh letting that man live. i do not wish to recall the event but i didn't listen to axel, let the asshole live and he tried to kill ben. of course, ben doesn't know of my relation with the man and i'm not sure if i want to tell him. when i saw this man again a put a bullet through his skull but the fact that he thought he could do such a thing despite my warning. despite me being gracious enough to let him go... i'm sorry. next question please before i get mad."
33) What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
"i mean, i've killed people so... i think that's about as evil as it gets. am i proud of it? of course not. i'm not a psychopath."
34) Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
"if you're asking if i've ever got caught then the answer is no, darling. however, i am a criminal so watch out ♥"
35) When was the time you were the most frightened?
"when my brothers were stabbed. my entire world flipped and never before, ever in my life had i been so stressed. i didn't sleep, i lost so much weight because i lost my appetite; everything was a mess. they had gotten into fights. they were hurt on three separate occasions but the fear i felt shook me to my core so bad i felt like throwing up. i also was scared when the guy from the previous question tried to kill ben. i had arrived on the scene on time so i was able to keep him out of harms way and because of that, i don't feel as upset as i did with my brothers. maybe because i was able to prevent anything from happening? maybe that's the case. i dare not ponder the situation if i had arrived even a second late."
36) What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
"oh boy do i have stories!! hehe they're embaressing so don't laugh, okay? okay! so! health. it's important, right? of course. axel - remember him? the sadistic fuck? - told me i should get my colon check for health reasons. and i'm pretty healthy and i at the time didn't know what a colonoscopy was so reluctantly, i agreed. i asked him what it was and he skillfully dodged the topic and added he would go with me. i felt more at ease knowing he was coming with me and will hold my hand in case they had to poke me with a needle. so we go and fast forward to the doctor's office. we get called in, axel speaks with the doctor and a still clueless me is wondering what's going on. so axel says he forgot something in the car, leaves, doc gets ready and i'm still confused. long story short, i punch him in the face with a strong, "i have a fiance" just as axel knocks on the door and comes in. doc's confused, axel is on the ground crying and i'm livid with this doctor. desperately trying to catch his breath, axel is apologizing to the doctor and i'm getting mad at axel for laughing when this man tried to put his hands on me. both explain what i'm doing here and axel smiles his "i'm a sadistic fuck" smile and b o y did i want to cry. the doctor explains with scientific words as to what the procedure is and i want to hide under a rock because 'o h that's what that is. cool bye guys i'm going to kill myself now' so yeah. i have many more like going to the beach and because my swim trunks were too small, i borrowed matthieu's but they were too big and slid riiiight off after i got out of the water and onto the upper part of the shore. and going out with others to a festival only to have louis pop out and scare me, prompting me to scream in a pretty feminine way around a shit ton of people. haha.... g-good times."
37) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
"i would change nothing."
38) What is your best memory?
"marrying ben. my family and his really get along. it's kind of awesome."
39) What is your worst memory?
"when my brothers were stabbed."
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40) Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
"i like to stay optimistic. but even i have my moments of pessimism."
41) What is your greatest fear?
"aside from needles and most bugs and insects, it's most likely knowing i could have done something to help another, but didn't."
42) What are your religious views?
"i'm not a very religious person but i think it's super cool that there's so many religions. all unique in their own way."
43) What are your political views?
"politics and i don't really go hand'n'hand, ya know? so i'm not sure to be perfectly honest."
44) What are your views on sex?
"f u c k yeah. ah, but, listen kiddos and adult peers. the best sex? safe sex. you hear it everywhere because it's true. respect yourselves. think about your future. don't do anything rash. thanks for coming to my ted talk."
45) Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
"yes i am. with little to no problems. as for when i feel it's approprite, i'm not sure if i have the rights to answer. i guess if you kill for sport. that's fucked up."
46) In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
"either knowingly not support another in times of injustice or take another's life."
47) Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
"well, yeah. i do. when you get to know someone, there may be this unfamiliar, yet so right spark in you two that's unable to be put into words. you just feel it in the pit of your stomach. so yeah, i do believe in soul mates and true love. but that 'love at first sight' thing is bullshit. sorry not sorry."
48) What do you believe makes a successful life?
"communication and trust. you need to be able to express yourself and have faith in those around you."
49) How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
"i'm pretty honest with myself and how i feel. it definitely depends on the situation, the person or people i'm with and if i'm alone. though i will admit, there are moments where my emotions do get the best of me. last time that happened, i set someone on fire. oops?"
50) Do you have any biases or prejudices?

51) Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
"undergo surgery because there's a chance the doctors will mess up. on accident of course and i have nothing against doctors. they saved my brothers, you know? but the idea of something going wrong makes me nervous."
52) Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
"my brothers, ben and my crew."
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53) In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
"i try to mind my manners when speaking with others, but i do keep them at a distance. i don't reveal much about myself either so even if they decide to go on about themselves, it's a one-sided thing. it's much easier to forget about them if i don't put any effort into getting to know them. it's for their own safety, too. it's best they not get involved with me. as for the second part, no. not really. what really depends on my treatment is who they are to me. how i interact with my brothers is different how i interact with ben and his family and elizabeth."
54) Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
"oohhh can't answer that. i love ben, a lot and i would be lost without him. but i love my brothers too, you know?"
55) Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
"axel. he may be a tad bit off, but his judgement and instincts are usually accurate. if you look past his sadistic side, he's got a great personality. i respect his input a lot."
56) Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
"my direct family - my brothers and ben - are my close friends. but if you mean outside of family, elizabeth, or liza as she prefers to be called, is my close friend. she knows about the family business too. she doesn't get involved but she does give us some intel here and there. she's scatterbrained, but it's not as bad as ben. she's dedicated to us and very trustworthy."
57) Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
"finally! a good question! i've been holding back for so long!" (is that what you call holding back? slipping him into nearly every question? sounds fake but okay) "i do have a husband. we've been married three years and i plan to stay with him until the world ends. benjamin haythem is his name and he's the most phenomenal person i've ever had the pleasure of getting to know. he's very intelligent in the most unexpected times, but most of the time, he's spacing out or just on a different page. sometimes even reading a different book hehe. ben's a great guy, i can't stress that enough. he's a bit slow, yes but i'll be damned if i don't fall even more in love with him everyday. also, he's a detective that solves most of the cases i or someone that works under me started. hehe oops. a bit dangerous on both our parts but hey. the heart wants what the heart wants."
58) Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

59) What do you look for in a potential lover?

60) How close are you to your family?

61) Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

62) Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

63) Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

64) If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

65) Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

66) Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

67) Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

68) Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?

69) Do you care what others think of you?

Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70) What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?

71) What is your most treasured possession?

72) What is your favorite color?

73) What is your favorite food?

74) What, if anything, do you like to read?

75) What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?

76) Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?

77) How do you spend a typical Saturday night?

78) What makes you laugh?

79) What, if anything, shocks or offends you?

80) What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?

81) How do you deal with stress?

82) Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?

83) What are your pet peeves?

Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84) Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?

85) What is your greatest strength as a person?

86) What is your greatest weakness?

87) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

88) Are you generally introverted or extroverted?

89) Are you generally organized or messy?

90) Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.

91) Do you like yourself?

92) What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)

93) What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?

94) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

95) If you could choose, how would you want to die?

96) If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.

97) What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

98) What three words best describe your personality?

99) What three words would others probably use to describe you?

100) If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)


** idea credit to skypher
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 30, 2018, 02:09:31 PM
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on April 30, 2018, 02:40:10 PM
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"She was very young, he thought, she still expected something from life, she did not understand that to push an inconvenient person over a cliff solves nothing."
-1984 by george orwell
part two, chapter four
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: kiddo on May 07, 2018, 10:23:19 PM
trACKS THE FRICK OUT OF THIS VALID STORAGE
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 11, 2018, 10:57:35 PM
// GASP
HENLO FREN


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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 11, 2018, 11:52:50 PM
— THERE IS NO YESTERDAY
TOMORROW'S FAR AWAY —
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 12, 2018, 03:58:45 PM
blackabyss abraxus-alvarez-vespertilio-baratheon-noble-lightwood-kuchiki's legacy
created october 30th, 2014
a heckin w.i.p

— born a loner with his mother (annebelle), his father (lyon), and his brother (flynn), blackabyss' birth name was jaxon abraxus.
— when he was younger, he and his parents were separated when a shitty badger attacked them. he then spent a couple weeks looking for them before coming across windclan which he reluctantly joined and changed his name to better fit his new surroundings (blackkit); he had suffered from a broken leg with their medic promptly treated.
— he meet many people but none stood out to him as he had that kind of personality. however, he was given the pleasure of interacting with an individual named frei(kit/paw/heit) and due to the similarity in personality, they instantly became good friends.
— just after meeting frei and establishing an unspoken friendship, blackie met winterkit (who later becomes librarykit/paw), an introverted and shy kitten with an unfathomable love for books. she was one of the first individuals he had an instant connection with. originally, he had no interest in speaking with her winterkit's favourite stories were fairy tales and because of this, blackkit had (very awkwardly) promised to be her 'prince charming' and come to her rescue should anyone pick on her. laughing, both blushed in embarrassment and became best friends after that. though, that friendship didn't last long as she disappeared without a trace.
— soon after librarykit's disappearance, he was promoted to honourguard (shp)
— enter coughkit(later 'paw'), an asthmatic kitten with a terrible cough. blackkit was weary about letting others get too close to him, but he found himself looking for her subconsciously to make sure she was alright; unbeknownst to him, she was his first crush.
— coughkit's and blackkit's friendship was cut short when she suddenly disappeared without a trace just as librarypaw, leaving blackkit alone. frei was still by his side though he did miss coughkit.
— everything was quiet and still and his only friend at the time was frei. he then had the displeasure of meeting a kitten by the name of bluekit and they absolutely despised each other. sad to say, their fun relationship didn't last long either as she up and left without a trace too. she was an uptight bitch but he'll never admit he had fun arguing with her. she held her own against him and he could respect that.
— due to his own parents being lost, he was then adopted by tsukishima (who later becomes jax) and armin (who later becomes dakota then jailbreak). jaxbreak already had two (biological) children: a daughter named violentkit(paw/delights) and raijuu (who later becomes grey). jaxbreak then had more (biological) children on a later date but that's for later.
 . note: this family has some serious issues but holy hell was it fun roleplaying with everyone and the development?? don't even get me started.
— soon after bluekit's disappearance, blackkit became an apprentice and was promoted to guardian (hp). he was very conflicted with his promotion as him and coughkit had promised each other to climb up the ranks together. he was more than tempted to turn down the offer until coughpaw returned, if she would even return. for his apprenticeship, he was mentored by an individual named intermission; someone he greatly respected and thought of as an older brother.
— it was around this time blackpaw met winterkit (who later becomes winterpaw/horizon), an energetic kitten with a strange affiliation for fairies. at first, blackkit only kept him around because he reminded him of flynn, but he steadily grew to love him for him. they've been inseparable since then; forming the closest bond blackabyss has ever had. blackpaw promptly adopted him as his brother and they've been close lifelong friends ever since then.
— being adopted into the jaxbreak family, he felt odd and wasn't sure if his words held any value. aside from that, he had a great relationship with jax, jailbreak, violentpaw and grey, him being the eldest (but only by a month of two). though he connected more with vi and had a more frienemy relationship with grey. but they loved each other whether they wished to admit it or not.
— things got more complicated when vi told him she had sold her soul to get rid of her vampirism (when she had it, she was shunned by their parents and grey was told to avoid her). at a loss, blackpaw swore to do everything in his power to help her and that he wasn't going to abandon her; they grew significantly closer after this. she then confided in him she had a physical bond with an individual named finnishwars (her uncle, jax's brother) who was infamous for causing jax and anyone he's ever loved problems.
— trying to aid his sister, he stumbled across a clanmate named granadepaw who seemed to have taken an interest in him. he wasn't that annoying so he allowed a conversation to ignite. he too disappeared before blackpaw was able to consider him anymore than an acquaintance.
— by the time he was eight months, he was promoted to windclan adviser (hp)



















include somewhere in the timeline:
. novopaw, solitairepaw, uma, autopaw and honeypaw (jaxbreak's other kids)
. winter's adopted children and his neices and nephew (julypup, sweaterkit, charité and candor)
. grey's vampireism + change in personality
. jaxbreak's falling out
. jailbreak's suicide then their return sometime later with mental problems/mental instability
. jax dating peachmoon and having the majority of his children hate him for breaking up with jailbreak amongst a couple other things (save for blackpaw bc please stop fighting dads i love you both and i'm not going to chose between you two)
. rhy's breakdown and blackpaw being there to comfort him which strengthened their bond ten fold; and them becoming v close friends
. blackpaw giving jax a necklace for father's day to show that he doesn't hate him and express his gratitude for adopting him even when he was a little shit
. backpaw growing closer to both his adopted parents despite the two not being together anymore
. add polarispride somewhere in there cos he's lit
. winterpaw and blackpaw's fight that brought them closer and accidentally sparked a bromance whoops
. winterpaw's disappearance and blackpaw's (blackabyss?? idk have'ta check) return; all that remained of his brother was his scarf and weapons (kunai). whether he's alive or not remained a mystery
. confinedfreedom (his son) and his npc mother
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: sachairi on May 13, 2018, 11:33:06 AM
trackalackin w/ this b o i
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 15, 2018, 01:10:39 AM
quick dump of carrie's appearance bc i'm to tired rn to put it in his tags + fix height res. he's huge in this spoiler for some reason?? maybe add worded des. under him??: ShowHide
(https://i.imgur.com/83Itnq4.png)
i'm hecking tired but i decided to write his description after all. note to self: come back and edit l8r

carrie is first of all a somali cat with interesting fur patterns. he had medium-large ears and mis-matched eyes: his right being a firey orange and his left being a grassy green. the kind of green that healthy plants would be. chloroplast n shit. he has short fur with the patch of fur on his chest and his tail being the only exceptions. the fur on his chest, neck area, sides of his face and tail are vv soft for whatever reason. uhhhh the base of his fur is a ruddy-brown-orange colour though the fur on his chest is a much lighter colour of a peachy-beige with bits of dark brownish-maroon in there. the bits of brownish-maroon and peachy-beige could be spotted littered in a couple places over his body (his chest, slightly below his chest, his back and theighs). he also has a stripe that starts in the center of his forehead (the tip looks like a mountain) that trails down his back and to the tip of his tail. his nose is a dirt brown colour, the insides of his ears, his toes and "eyeliner" and the pair of lines under his eyes are the same brownish-maroon color that is seen on the rest of his body.
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 28, 2018, 04:21:57 PM
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 28, 2018, 04:39:17 PM
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TAGS (https://beastsofbeyond.com/index.php?topic=1050.msg7700#msg7700) . PLOT (http://plot)

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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 29, 2018, 07:39:54 PM
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a pair of unnatural pristine luminaries came into focus as a small gasp escaped their mouth. blinking their eyes, their expressionless gaze rested on the large pool of blue that began less than a couple yards from their small paws for the longest of while. completely memorized by the colour, movement and vastness. but wait- what was that? it was a harsh contrast of pale yellow that dances on the surface. was that light? the water created light? no, they feel it was something else. once this thought entered their mind, they began to take in the scenery and smell. it was bright and warm and there was a weird scent in the air. but before they could uncover all the mysteries of their new surroundings, they would first like to know why there is a light awe-inspiring shimmer on the water. looking around, the child trotted towards some trees and looked behind them before running over to a large rock and climbing onto it. brows furrowed, they then turned their head upwards and noticed a small radiant circle in the sky that shone one hundred times brighter than the ocean's light. fascinated, they continued to stare directly at it for a few more seconds before crying out in pain and looking away. momentarily blinded, they lost their footing and tumbled down the rock and onto the sand. that was a new experience. pain. that was something they would like to avoid if they could. note to self: do not look at the bright circle in the sky. another note to self: the bright circle in the sky makes the water pretty and provides light to see. oh and one more note to self: do not look at bright sky circle or bad feeling will happen.

rising to their paws, the kitten rubbed their eyes and drew it back when they felt something moist. water? from their eyes? t-tears? although they were crying from the pain, it didn't show on their face nor did they register they were crying because of the pain. as far as they were concerned, they were two independent occurrences. they watched as the tears fell onto the sand and taking their paw, they rubbed their face. looking at the water droplets that remained on their fur, they blinked once before licking it. water is important for survival. to think their body would shed it so easily. but they suppose it was alright since there was a large pool of water before them. they'll just replenish what they lost. rising to their paws, they rubbed their eyes to try and get rid of the dark circle they seem to be seeing everywhere they look as they wobbled to the ocean. the water gently lapped at their paws in an enticing manner as they leaned down. as soon as their tongue touched the surface of the water and drew back into their mouth, they grimaced and shook their head vigorously as they quickly backed away from the water. plopping themselves down, they repeatedly began to lick their maw in hopes of getting rid of the terrible taste. note to self: water tastes like tears but worst. frowning, they suddenly felt thirsty but knew better than to drink the sparkling lie-water again. they had just woken up in this beautiful world and they feel it's already trying to kill them.

the young kitten didn't know where they came from as their earliest memory is opening their eyes a couple minutes ago. however, despite just being "born," they were aware of some things. for example, water, the sky, colours, air, their name– fracturedkit. they are aware of the basics, however, why this water tastes odd, why the sky is blue, how colours can be blended together or which colours look nice together, the necessity of air or why they automatically introduce themselves as "cronas" instead of their supposed birth name remains a mystery. aside from their name and species, they have no idea who they are as an individual which should be troubling and under normal circumstances it would be. however, they don't appear to have any- rather much emotions. they do not know how to process the information gathered so they feel no distinct way about it. matter of fact, they're more concerned with how sand is made. they look like small rocks but what force is strong enough to crush a rock? is it even possible? is sand something completely different? they didn't like how it made its way in between their toes, but if they push their paws farther into it, the sand becomes much cooler than the sand on top. does that mean the circle in the sky generates heat and light equals heat? they also produce heat but does not give off light. though, things that are alive produce heat too so does that mean the sky circle is alive? are they and the circle somehow connected? cronas had more questions than answers and they weren't sure how to feel about it.

the young javanese feline turned their cranium to lick their shoulder before retreating under a tree for shade. blinking slowly, cronas curled up beside the tree though they did not close their eyes. they had no idea where they were and they were feeling a bit overwhelmed. overwhelmed. they would like to avoid this feeling too if possible. inhaling they spoke quietly, "cronas is... unsure."
---- (http://tags) sincerely, inadvertent ignorance ・゚✧*
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 29, 2018, 07:53:08 PM
cronas' playlist
• some night - f.u.n
" some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck / Some nights, I call it a draw / Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle / Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off / But I still wake up, I still see your ghost / Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for / What do I stand for? / What do I stand for? / Most nights, I don't know anymore "
• somewhere i belong - linkin park
" I wanna heal, I wanna feel / What I thought was never real / I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) / I wanna heal, I wanna feel / Like I'm close to something real / I wanna find something I've wanted all along / Somewhere I belong "
• i am machine - three days grace
" i am machine, i never sleep, i keep my eyes wide open / i am machine, a part of me wishes i can just feel something / i am machine i never sleep until i fix what’s broken / i am machine a part of me wishes i can just feel something "
• You’re not my kind - five finger death punch
" Here we go again / Life turns another corner / No way around it / I was born to fall behind / Here I go again / Life makes another loner / No way around it / You will never be my kind / you’re nor my kind "
• chasing cars - snow patrol
( the entire song, really )
• over my head - the fray
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on June 05, 2018, 02:43:14 AM
would you lie with me and just forget the world ;; tags: ShowHide
GENERAL INFO / HEART CHART / PLOTTING THREAD / STORAGE (https://beastsofbeyond.com/index.php?topic=680.msg4970#msg4970) / ASK.FM
✧ RAIDEN ;; RAE, rai, AIDEN, ONEE-CHAN [reserved], MORE TBA
 — likes nicknames
 — honourifics welcomed
✧ pangender?? genderfluid?? ;; any pronouns ;; no preference ;; dfab
 — they don't even fucking know themselves. they're still figuring it out. bottom line: they don't have a preference. both, any and all is good.
✧ eighteen [18] ;; mental age depends on situation
 — d.o.b is a secret xoxox
 — pisces
 — ages realistically
✧ florida, u.s.a
 — official titles: mom [irl], guardian angel [irl], the innocent one [irl], semi-pacifist [irl]
 — unofficial titles: archangel [irl], god's favourite [irl], cinnamon roll [irl]

RELATIONSHIPS / RULES OF ENGAGEMENT
✧ panromantic, demisexual (demipansexual. whatever floats ur boat my dude)
** why the f u c k is everyone so attractive?? like excuse you can you stop that with your face and your personality?? i'm trying to work here, not shower you in love, respect and adoration. thanks
✧ single ;; {0} crush(es) ;; {0} "maybe" crush(es)
 — not actively seeking realtionships
 — medium difficulty to impress
 — sometimes doesn't realize they're being flirted with
 — sometimes doesn't realize his playful behavior can/will be considered flirting
 — gets embarrassed and flustered easily so please be gentle with her
✧ mum xx father ;; siblings: older brother, older sister, younger brother
 — refers to siblings as nii-san and/or big bro (older brother), dean (older sister), and adam (younger brother)
✧ trusts: close friends and family
 — trusts close friends and siblings more
✧ ½ of shiphere ⅓ of shiphere ¼ of shiphere ⅕ of shiphere
✧ [un]offical adopted lovelies: tba

APPEARANCE / REFERENCE (http://78.media.tumblr.com/4b57aa24c92d9d5a7e68c7c3c4a4eede/tumblr_mwwsz9s2nj1rziwwco1_500.gif) / HANGING IN THERE / STATS { (˵ ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o˵)% }
5'5" [165cm] and 120-125lbs [54.4-56.7kg] raiden is certain he is done growing but he's too stubborn to admit it; he's doing his best and trying to stay positive and with that, he hopes to grow a couple more centemetres. he's hoping he's be able to make it to 5'6" but it seems even that is a shot in the dark. but enough about their height. starting from the top, they have shoulder length light brown hair that suffers from serious shrinkage due of their african american heritage. though, should it be stretched, two inches is added to give it the shoulder length previously stated. light brown eyes that turn a beautiful lighter brown in the sun and light ebony skin, she takes mostly after her half-white father - who's mother is german with the whole blond and blue eyes sha-bam. raiden loves her sweet grandmother very much. while on the topic of heritage, he is african american (namely carribean), irish, scottish, british and german with tibbits of french, spanish and possibly canadian. continuing on, they are somewhat thin and if they don't over gorge themselves on food, they do not gain weight due to their high metabolism (thanks dad). albeit when she does gain weight, it goes straight to her thighs rendering some of her pants useless until her body converts the fat into energy and through chemical science makes her thighs smaller. sharp face with features that are both soft and sharp, they have been told their breasts are fairly large for their body and honestly?? they've seen bigger??? on smaller people so??? also, genetics fam. both her grandma's are packin' ok ok. putting that behind us forever, he appears mostly approachable and usually wears a kind expression because he's been told his content expression looks rude and unsociable. which is good considering he doesn't like a lot of the people he has to be around in his daily life.
 ** when walking around with family members in public, friends of family that has never seen them ask if they were adopted due to the difference in skin tones
 ** gets asked the "what are you?" question at least fifteen-twenty times a year. used to bother her at first but if perfectly okay with it now cx
 ** plans to learn more languages for the sole purpose of confusing others he minors in chaotic neutral

 — clothing: { x (https://i.pinimg.com/736x/48/85/6b/48856b600a25bcd292b7278b66fe7741--pop-punk-fashion-rock-fashion.jpg) } { x (https://i.pinimg.com/236x/ac/5d/67/ac5d67548b07b3ef0ecbe65e1469f636--emo-style-dark-style.jpg) } { x (https://i.pinimg.com/736x/5c/7f/0e/5c7f0edf83e0a036dc5c0799f87ccf2b--emo-fashion-grunge-fashion-punk.jpg) } { x (https://i.pinimg.com/236x/ad/79/23/ad79236fce94e86901ab0f2262391b20--tomboy-professional-outfits-gay-outfits-girls-tomboy-style.jpg) } { x (https://i.pinimg.com/236x/d5/f4/49/d5f449d23f822bbbe33282f66e73afa0.jpg) }
** style is pop punk, punk rock, tomboy and sort of unisex/androgynous attires
 ** rarely wears anything girly/frilly and flowing but even they wish to feel pretty sometimes so once in a blue moon exceptions are made
 ** very inexperienced with makeup and only does lid and eyeliner

 — accessories: pierced standard lobes ;; pierced orbitals [future] ;; three helix on right ear [future] ;; two helix on left ear [future] ;; industrial on left ear [future] ;; viper bites above left eye [future] ;; pierced left side of lip [future] ;; tongue piercing [undecided, future]
** mother isn't very keen on many of these piercings so he's going to wait after he moves out bc mum i love you but i'mma look chill af ok ok
 — belongings: [see accessories] ;; cellphone ;; wacom tablet and pen ;; laptop ;; tablet ;; glasses ;; more tba
 — injuries/illnesses: allergies ;; asthma ;; weak immune system
 ** left elbow sometimes locks up/causes random momentary mild pains due to a fracture in fifth grade.

BEHAVIOUR / MAMA BEAR (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/MamaBear) / A. (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/GoodIsNotSoft) / B. (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BewareTheQuietOnes) / C. (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BadassPacifist)
✧ infp ;; RAVENPUFF ;; THE CAREGIVER (https://www.culturetalk.com/caregiver-archetype/) ;; ABNEGATION ;; TRUE NEUTRAL
✧ where to even begin?? raiden is a very quiet individual who would much rather sit in solitude than go outside. save if she has to, then she will. or if she and a couple of close friends are going somewhere, she'll glue herself to their side but go with them nonetheless. she's very introverted and people honestly frighten her to the point where she'll start shaking if she has to interact with them; large groups of people terrify her even more. she's weak and unable to fend for herself (a perceived personality projected onto her), which makes others feel the need to take care of her; both a good thing and a bad one. they mostly keep to themselves and if others do not come to them regularly with the intent of friendship, they wouldn't have any friends - not that they would mind much. but they are unwilling to give up the close friends they've attained now. not without a fight anyways. moving on, he's painfully shy, but that point was probably gotten already. though, he will grow a pair in others time of need. though, however asocial he may be, if the need to talk to another is strong enough, he will do so. not only that, but if an individual is kind and welcoming towards him first, he will gladly latch onto said person and instantly warm up to them. besides their timid nature, raiden is a very open individual who enjoys intelligent conversations just as much as they do pointless and stupid ones. they're friendly, easygoing and just wants to see others succeed in their lives. they mess up a lot but they are doing their best anyways and although they know they can be a bit distant, know that they're always thinking about those they care about. she loves hearing about others accomplishments and it motivates her to get some stuff done as well. though she may collapse into a heap on the floor and say she'll do all of these things tomorrow then never actually do it. she's caring, and pretty difficult to annoy, anger and/or offend because she's a more go-with-the flow kind of person.

INTERACTION / IMPROVISED WEAPON (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/ImprovisedWeapon) / AS LETHAL AS IT NEEDS TO BE (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/AsLethalAsItNeedsToBe) / THE MAN MAKES THE WEAPON (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/TheManMakesTheWeapon)
✧ physically easy-medium ;; mentally extreme ;; emotionally hard
✧ dislikes confrontation ;; little knowledge in medicine ;; self defense can use some work ;; okay at hand-to-hand combat ;; likes using weapons but prefers hand to hand ;; has never physically fought anyone so far in their life
✧ will fight if provoked enough (very hard to offend/annoy/anger) ;; will end own fights (honestly, what's the point of fighting anyways??) ;; not keen on ending other's (petty) fights ;; will attempt to resolve matters peacefully with verbal confrontation ;; will engage in physical conflict should anyone on 'trust' list be harmed/provoked with a less than 30% chance of verbal confrontation
✧ can powerplay peaceful/nonviolent acts
✧ attack in italicized purple
 — or don't attack. please don't attack he'll start crying.
✧ opinions are opinions and should be respected. that goes for raiden's and other people's as well. unless they're completely bogus like lions live in the ocean like binch no??? they don't?? that would be rad and there is a possibility considering we've only uncovered so much of our oceans but until scientists make a public announcement saying a new species of lion was discovered then you are incorrect now good day.

MISCELLANEOUS
✧ roleplays jeong anargyros in blackfall, cronas in the typhoon and sachairi
✧ dead inside
✧ loves tea
✧ allergic to peanuts
✧ lives in the void
✧ loves science and everything to do with science and space science
✧ right handed
✧ likes anime, manga, kpop and a bunch of other things
✧ learning french
✧ favourite colours are black, purple and gold
✧ ask for discord and tumblr <33

i saw the devil today and he looked a lot like me ;; playlist: ShowHide
✧ [ jekyll and hyde ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ wrong side of heaven ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ bad company ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ the bleeding ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ under and over it ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ my nemesis ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ got your six ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ glorious ] by macklemore and ryan lewis
✧ [ miracles in december ] by exo
✧ [ crayon ] by g dragon
✧ [ zutter ] by g dragon and t.o.p
✧ [ dope ] by bts
✧ [ fire ] by bts
✧ [ call me baby ] by exo
✧ [ dirt and roses ] by rise against
✧ [ ambulance ] by my chemical romance
✧ [ the sharpest lives ] by my chemical romance
✧ [ emperor’s new clothes ] by panic at the disco
✧ [ this is how i disappear ] by my chemical romance
✧ [ here comes a thought ] by the steven universe soundtrack
✧ [ do it for her ] by the steven universe soundtrack
✧ [ stronger than you ] by the steven universe soundtrack
✧ [ breaking the habit ] by linkin park
✧ [ sincerely, me ] by the dear even hanson soundtrack
✧ [ crawling ] by linkin park
✧ [ break ] by linkin park
✧ [ over my head (cable car) ] by the fray
✧ [ chasing cars ] by snow patrol
✧ [ dna ] by bts
✧ [ we are bulletproof ] by bts
✧ [ blood, sweat and tears ] by bts
✧ [ ringa ling ] by taeyang
✧ [ bang bang bang ] by bigbang
✧ [ coup d'etat ] by g dragon
✧ [ monster ] by exo
✧ [ i am machine ] by three days grace
✧ [ animal i've become ] by three days grace
✧ [ time of dying ] by three days grace
✧ [ i hate everything about you ] by three days grace
✧ [ pain ] by three days grace
✧ [ break ] by three days grace
✧ [ fallen angel ] by three days grace
✧ [ iris ] by the goo goo dolls
✧ [ face down ] by the red jumpsuit apparatus
✧ [ your guardian angel ] by the red jumpsuit apparatus
✧ [ na na na ] by my chemical romance
✧ [ welcome home ] by heaven's basement
✧ [ nothing left to lose ] by heavens basement
✧ [ adrenaline ] by shinedown
✧ [ enemies ] by shinedown
✧ [ cardboard castles ] watsky
✧ [ trauma ] by seventeen
✧ [ high school never ends ] by bowling for soup
✧ [ big bad wolf ] by in this moment
✧ [ church ] by fall out boy
✧ [ champion ] by fall out boy
✧ [ meet the monster ] by five finger death punch
✧ [ sound of madness ] shinedown
✧ [ i don't think i love you ] by hoobastank
✧ [ young and menance ] by fall out boy
✧ [ wilson (expensive mistakes) ] by fall out boy

- just songs that i like/listen to. not necessarily describing myself
- definitely not a full list lmao

our dawn is brighter than the day ;; shoutout corner: ShowHide
wip oof
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on June 05, 2018, 01:37:42 PM
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a pair of unnatural pristine luminaries came into focus as a small gasp escaped their mouth. blinking their eyes, their expressionless gaze rested on the large pool of blue that began less than a couple yards from their small paws for the longest of while. completely memorized by the colour, movement and vastness. but wait- what was that? it was a harsh contrast of pale yellow that dances on the surface. was that light? the water created light? no, they feel it was something else. once this thought entered their mind, they began to take in the scenery and smell. it was bright and warm and there was a weird scent in the air. but before they could uncover all the mysteries of their new surroundings, they would first like to know why there is a light awe-inspiring shimmer on the water. looking around, the child trotted towards some trees and looked behind them before running over to a large rock and climbing onto it. brows furrowed, they then turned their head upwards and noticed a small radiant circle in the sky that shone one hundred times brighter than the ocean's light. fascinated, they continued to stare directly at it for a few more seconds before crying out in pain and looking away. momentarily blinded, they lost their footing and tumbled down the rock and onto the sand. that was a new experience. pain. that was something they would like to avoid if they could. note to self: do not look at the bright circle in the sky. another note to self: the bright circle in the sky makes the water pretty and provides light to see. oh and one more note to self: do not look at bright sky circle or bad feeling will happen.

rising to their paws, the kitten rubbed their eyes and drew it back when they felt something moist. water? from their eyes? t-tears? although they were crying from the pain, it didn't show on their face nor did they register they were crying because of the pain. as far as they were concerned, they were two independent occurrences. they watched as the tears fell onto the sand and taking their paw, they rubbed their face. looking at the water droplets that remained on their fur, they blinked once before licking it. water is important for survival. to think their body would shed it so easily. but they suppose it was alright since there was a large pool of water before them. they'll just replenish what they lost. rising to their paws, they rubbed their eyes to try and get rid of the dark circle they seem to be seeing everywhere they look as they wobbled to the ocean. the water gently lapped at their paws in an enticing manner as they leaned down. as soon as their tongue touched the surface of the water and drew back into their mouth, they grimaced and shook their head vigorously as they quickly backed away from the water. plopping themselves down, they repeatedly began to lick their maw in hopes of getting rid of the terrible taste. note to self: water tastes like tears but worst. frowning, they suddenly felt thirsty but knew better than to drink the sparkling lie-water again. they had just woken up in this beautiful world and they feel it's already trying to kill them.

the young kitten didn't know where they came from as their earliest memory is opening their eyes a couple minutes ago. however, despite just being "born," they were aware of some things. for example, water, the sky, colours, air, their name– fracturedkit. they are aware of the basics, however, why this water tastes odd, why the sky is blue, how colours can be blended together or which colours look nice together, the necessity of air or why they automatically introduce themselves as "cronas" instead of their supposed birth name remains a mystery. aside from their name and species, they have no idea who they are as an individual which should be troubling and under normal circumstances it would be. however, they don't appear to have any- rather much emotions. they do not know how to process the information gathered so they feel no distinct way about it. matter of fact, they're more concerned with how sand is made. they look like small rocks but what force is strong enough to crush a rock? is it even possible? is sand something completely different? they didn't like how it made its way in between their toes, but if they push their paws farther into it, the sand becomes much cooler than the sand on top. does that mean the circle in the sky generates heat and light equals heat? they also produce heat but does not give off light. though, things that are alive produce heat too so does that mean the sky circle is alive? are they and the circle somehow connected? cronas had more questions than answers and they weren't sure how to feel about it.

the young javanese feline turned their cranium to lick their shoulder before retreating under a tree for shade. blinking slowly, cronas curled up beside the tree though they did not close their eyes. they had no idea where they were and they were feeling a bit overwhelmed. overwhelmed. they would like to avoid this feeling too if possible. inhaling they spoke quietly, "cronas is... unsure."

- cardboardpup(castles)
- "card"
- maybe three months?? seven?
- male
- a sweetheart
- gentle soul
- hates conflict
- alaskan malamute
 . fluffy good pure whole lovely boy
tumblr text posts that p much sums him up: ShowHide
card: i would die for you
other person: i would die for you too
card, on the verged of tears: (whispers) please don't

other person: you are what you eat
card: i don't remember eating a huge disappointment

card, defending himself: oh yeah? well, i've got five words for you, buddy!
card, sniffing: please, be nice to me.


rough sketch of card: ShowHide
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on June 14, 2018, 01:22:22 AM
character names?? character ideas?? characters???

cardboardcastles
 . “card” ;; wholesome n good with heart made of pure gold though v timid and big in structure
medicateddaydream
 - "medi" ;; maybe sluggish and slow but a medicinal genius?? ;; maybe has insomnia and can’t sleep without someone being close to them or just has insomnia in general?? ;; short term memory loss for everything except the names of medicines and their purpose ;; tired™️
calvarychoir - using; changed to renegadeanthem yeet
 . “cal”, “c.c” ;; rough around the edges and a bit of a brute with a lovely voice ;; probably a hopeless romantic that falls in love too easily though denies it ;; v patient with kids not so much adults ;; would take over hell if they had the power to ;; supernatural being of sorts??? ;; dad(dy) material
isadore
 . ya boy
angelblade
 . basically tamoya
nightcore - used; changed name to zebulon ; dropped character
 . ya boy
tectonicshift / acidrain / solarflare
 . “tech” “tony” / “sid” / “sol” “sola”;; mad scientist looking to cut people up for scientific purposes,,, probably ;; v intelligent in everything science ;; low patience for others but enjoys teaching ;; a college professor with an air of class ;; always has some odd stain on their fur they’re not sure where it came from themselves
decembermiracles
 . "dee" "deedee" "desce" (pronounced D.C) "dessi" "december" / "mira" ;; a gentle and timid child obsessed with dragonflies and doing good even if it means harming themselves in the process ;; hates confrontation and talking to others and grows anxious easily ;; wants to protect everyone and aspires to be everyone's hero or at least someone they look up to ;; is vv soft but is vv hardcore too
wildnature
 . "will" "wild" ;; chaotic and will fight you and your daughter and your grandma and pet turtle ;; literally so hard to control and tame and cannot sit still ;; can fall asleep anywhere at any time ;; favourite curse word is "dumbass" and their favourite sound is really strong winds so that tells you a quite a bit about them lel ;; hella protective though insist they aren't bc their intense pride wont let them ;; "its okay the doctor said i had internal bleeding, that's where the blood's suppose to be cc:" ;; never takes without giving back but he never expects anything in return so will very much cry when given gifts ;; favourite flowers are the Hydrangea, chocolate cosmos and lamprocapnos (bleeding heart flower) ;; will not ask for help until he's beaten, bruised and bloody
naturalphenomenon
 . "nat" ;; chaotic, but not nothing compared to wildnature ;; dumb bitch disease runs in their family ;; their alignment is dumbass hoe on a budget but you'd never guess that since they're dripping in designer ;; vvvv intelligent and has lots of brain cells but only uses one bc it's more fun that way ;; either an alcoholic or going to be one ;; carefree and hard to hold down ;; vvv serious when it comes to other's well-being and their health and will listen to them and take care of them for hours and days on end if it means they'll feel better ;; cupcakes are the best dont @ them ;; red velvet and cookie dough is their favourite ;; if they really like someone be it platonically, romantically or sexually, they will give them food-related nicknames i.e sprinkles, cheesecake, keylime (pie), strawberry shortcake the names usually correspond with their appearance or personality ;;
confinedfreedom
 . ya boy
chrysanthemumtears
 . "chrys" "christian" chrysan" ;; ya'll bitches cant even s p e l l soft ;; baby™️ ;; delicate but not weak ;; mute ;; would walk headfirst into danger if someone doesn't stop them ;; selfless but only to a degree ;; one of their goals is to become an assassin ;; crybaby for everyone but themselves
falseindependence
 . "faa" "false" / "indie" ;; wip
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on June 21, 2018, 08:11:12 PM
RENEGADEANTHEM—
Jeong, though he did not participate in the raid, knew of it and the plan of kidnapping children. Seemed messed up to him, taking children from their parents but who knows? Maybe they were doing them a solid if they were anything like his folks. He only held onto vague memories of them and indistinct murmurs that he couldn't understand; vague forms and on occasion screams and moments of pain. Then he realized he was alone and told them good riddance. The faint memories he does have of them weren't great ones, he could say that much. So if they were saving children from that sort of life then more power to them. But what if the kids had found a lovely home afterwards like he did? Were they taken as well? Was there a criteria that needed to be met or did they steal whichever child they got their hands on? He felt his chest tighten for a moment before he shoved the idea out his mind. It's nothing that concerned him. Doing this weakened the enemy and made them stronger. Looking at it from a strategic standpoint, it's a brilliant idea. Alright, time to stop thinking about it. He was only hurting himself. What's done is done.

Passing by the docks, his attention was grabbed when he heard loud noises. Looking around for the source, he noticed the small group of individuals making a commotion over nothing. Rolling his eyes, the man continued only to stop in his tracks when he heard a child's voice. His interest renewed, Jeong looked back at the group and noticed the child in the midst of it. Smiling in amusement, the man watched as the child ferociously fought back, appreciating his energy and determination. He wondered how long the boy would be able to fight for himself before the adult overwhelmed him. Standing some good yards away with his arms crossed, he watched the spectacle with curious eyes. When the boy managed to create some distance, Jeong watched as he ran towards the edge of the dock. Stupid, he thought in amusement. you've got no where else to go. Just give up- or do you intend to jump in the water? He laughed to himself. Of course you're not going to- oh my fucking god he actually jumped into the water! Did he have some sort of death wish?! Panicking, Jeong sprinted towards the dock he jumped off of, pushing the others out the way. Sucking in a large quantity of air, he dove in without hesitation and began to search for the child. It was incredibly hard to see and he hoped he wouldn't get bit or stung by whatever creatures thrived there, but that was the least of his concerns. If he doesn't hurry, Kai was going to drown and he'd much rather get the bite and-or sting and save him in contrast to getting the bite and-or sting and the child losing his life due to his incompetence.

With every passing second, it was getting harder to breathe. Swimming up to the surface, he coughed and swallowed another gulp of air to provide some relief to his screaming lungs. Inhaling once more, he dove back down in hopes of finding him this time. Noticing a blurred figure first then his facial features told Jeong he had located him. relief washed over him as he swam closer to the other's smaller frame. When he was close enough, the man let out a frightened scream that shot bubbles out of his mouth. Reminding him he was a) under water and b) already low on oxygen so he shouldn't be wasting it by screaming. Was this really him? Well I'll be damned. A mermaid. Merman? Merboy? He nodded to himself. Merboy. Swimming closer to him, Jeong attempted to hooked his arms around the child's waist and taking Kai's arm, he wrapped it around his own neck. Making sure he was secure - it would make the rescue mission all for naught if Kai slipped out of his grasp - Jeong began to swim towards the surface, doing his best to ignore the fire that spontaneously lit within his lungs. Moving around so much and not being able to breathe was a terrible experience. Not to mention the extra strength needed to move in water. Once he came up for air again, his eyes stung and he was coughing, his body desperately trying to rid itself of the water that went down the wrong tube on multiple occasions.

He was still fighting to breath properly when he addressed the child in his arms. "Are you... you okay?" Seriously, fighting off a group of people, jumping into a body of water knowing that he couldn't swim and turning out to be a merboy? This kid is metal. Judging from his outburst, he must be one of the kidnapped individuals. Jeong wasn't able to piece his reasoning for jumping into the water together, but he could always ask later. Right now, he should question whether to take him out the water of keep him in due to... recent discoveries. He wasn't going to act like he knew how to tend to creatures that weren't fully human. Hell, he still didn't know how to tend to humans. For now, he'll do what he knew how to and hope for the best. That meant getting Kai out the water. Merboy or not, he still had some human in him which meant the possibility of him catching a cold is real. Swimming closer to the docks, he found his voice once more and spoke up. "If any one of you touch him, I'll fucking kill you." He warned with a growl. A bluff but they wouldn't know what. Jeong doesn't kill without good reason to. As he neared the dock, he aimed to lift the child up so he could crawl back onto it. Once he was up and onto it, the man would haul himself onto it as well, laying on his back as he breathed heavily. He wanted to scold him, but it didn't make any sense to do so. Kai was only trying to defend himself and when he was pushed into a corner, he acted senselessly as most people do. Remaining quiet for a moment, Jeong turned his head to look at Kai with a small smile. "Now correct me if I'm wrong," he started lightheartedly. "but I have a feeling you don't want to be here."
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on June 28, 2018, 05:20:36 PM
Jeong, though he did not participate in the raid, knew of it and the plan of kidnapping children. Seemed messed up to him, taking children from their parents but who knows? Maybe they were doing them a solid if they were anything like his folks. He only held onto vague memories of them and indistinct murmurs that he couldn't understand; vague forms and on occasion screams and moments of pain. Then he realized he was alone and told them good riddance. The faint memories he does have of them weren't great ones, he could say that much. So if they were saving children from that sort of life then more power to them. But what if the kids had found a lovely home afterwards like he did? Were they taken as well? Was there a criteria that needed to be met or did they steal whichever child they got their hands on? He felt his chest tighten for a moment before he shoved the idea out his mind. It's nothing that concerned him. Doing this weakened the enemy and made them stronger. Looking at it from a strategic standpoint, it's a brilliant idea. Alright, time to stop thinking about it. He was only hurting himself. What's done is done.

Passing by the docks, his attention was grabbed when he heard loud noises. Looking around for the source, he noticed the small group of individuals making a commotion over nothing. Rolling his eyes, the man continued only to stop in his tracks when he heard a child's voice. His interest renewed, Jeong looked back at the group and noticed the child in the midst of it. Smiling in amusement, the man watched as the child ferociously fought back, appreciating his energy and determination. He wondered how long the boy would be able to fight for himself before the adult overwhelmed him. Standing some good yards away with his arms crossed, he watched the spectacle with curious eyes. When the boy managed to create some distance, Jeong watched as he ran towards the edge of the dock. Stupid, he thought in amusement. you've got no where else to go. Just give up- or do you intend to jump in the water? He laughed to himself. Of course you're not going to- oh my fucking god he actually jumped into the water! Did he have some sort of death wish?! Panicking, Jeong sprinted towards the dock he jumped off of, pushing the others out the way. Sucking in a large quantity of air, he dove in without hesitation and began to search for the child. It was incredibly hard to see and he hoped he wouldn't get bit or stung by whatever creatures thrived there, but that was the least of his concerns. If he doesn't hurry, Kai was going to drown and he'd much rather get the bite and-or sting and save him in contrast to getting the bite and-or sting and the child losing his life due to his incompetence.

With every passing second, it was getting harder to breathe. Swimming up to the surface, he coughed and swallowed another gulp of air to provide some relief to his screaming lungs. Inhaling once more, he dove back down in hopes of finding him this time. Noticing a blurred figure first then his facial features told Jeong he had located him. relief washed over him as he swam closer to the other's smaller frame. When he was close enough, the man let out a frightened scream that shot bubbles out of his mouth. Reminding him he was a) under water and b) already low on oxygen so he shouldn't be wasting it by screaming. Was this really him? Well I'll be damned. A mermaid. Merman? Merboy? He nodded to himself. Merboy. Swimming closer to him, Jeong attempted to hooked his arms around the child's waist and taking Kai's arm, he wrapped it around his own neck. Making sure he was secure - it would make the rescue mission all for naught if Kai slipped out of his grasp - Jeong began to swim towards the surface, doing his best to ignore the fire that spontaneously lit within his lungs. Moving around so much and not being able to breathe was a terrible experience. Not to mention the extra strength needed to move in water. Once he came up for air again, his eyes stung and he was coughing, his body desperately trying to rid itself of the water that went down the wrong tube on multiple occasions.

He was still fighting to breath properly when he addressed the child in his arms. "Are you... you okay?" Seriously, fighting off a group of people, jumping into a body of water knowing that he couldn't swim and turning out to be a merboy? This kid is metal. Judging from his outburst, he must be one of the kidnapped individuals. Jeong wasn't able to piece his reasoning for jumping into the water together, but he could always ask later. Right now, he should question whether to take him out the water of keep him in due to... recent discoveries. He wasn't going to act like he knew how to tend to creatures that weren't fully human. Hell, he still didn't know how to tend to humans. For now, he'll do what he knew how to and hope for the best. That meant getting Kai out the water. Merboy or not, he still had some human in him which meant the possibility of him catching a cold is real. Swimming closer to the docks, he found his voice once more and spoke up. "If any one of you touch him, I'll fucking kill you." He warned with a growl. A bluff but they wouldn't know what. Jeong doesn't kill without good reason to. As he neared the dock, he aimed to lift the child up so he could crawl back onto it. Once he was up and onto it, the man would haul himself onto it as well, laying on his back as he breathed heavily. He wanted to scold him, but it didn't make any sense to do so. Kai was only trying to defend himself and when he was pushed into a corner, he acted senselessly as most people do. Remaining quiet for a moment, Jeong turned his head to look at Kai with a small smile. "Now correct me if I'm wrong," he started lightheartedly. "but I have a feeling you don't want to be here."
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on June 28, 2018, 05:45:18 PM
Jeong, though he did not participate in the raid, knew of it and the plan of kidnapping children. Seemed messed up to him, taking children from their parents but who knows? Maybe they were doing them a solid if they were anything like his folks. He only held onto vague memories of them and indistinct murmurs that he couldn't understand; vague forms and on occasion screams and moments of pain. Then he realized he was alone and told them good riddance. The faint memories he does have of them weren't great ones, he could say that much. So if they were saving children from that sort of life then more power to them. But what if the kids had found a lovely home afterwards like he did? Were they taken as well? Was there a criteria that needed to be met or did they steal whichever child they got their hands on? He felt his chest tighten for a moment before he shoved the idea out his mind. It's nothing that concerned him. Doing this weakened the enemy and made them stronger. Looking at it from a strategic standpoint, it's a brilliant idea. Alright, time to stop thinking about it. He was only hurting himself. What's done is done.

Passing by the docks, his attention was grabbed when he heard loud noises. Looking around for the source, he noticed the small group of individuals making a commotion over nothing. Rolling his eyes, the man continued only to stop in his tracks when he heard a child's voice. His interest renewed, Jeong looked back at the group and noticed the child in the midst of it. Smiling in amusement, the man watched as the child ferociously fought back, appreciating his energy and determination. He wondered how long the boy would be able to fight for himself before the adult overwhelmed him. Standing some good yards away with his arms crossed, he watched the spectacle with curious eyes. When the boy managed to create some distance, Jeong watched as he ran towards the edge of the dock. Stupid, he thought in amusement. you've got no where else to go. Just give up- or do you intend to jump in the water? He laughed to himself. Of course you're not going to- oh my fucking god he actually jumped into the water! Did he have some sort of death wish?! Panicking, Jeong sprinted towards the dock he jumped off of, pushing the others out the way. Sucking in a large quantity of air, he dove in without hesitation and began to search for the child. It was incredibly hard to see and he hoped he wouldn't get bit or stung by whatever creatures thrived there, but that was the least of his concerns. If he doesn't hurry, Kai was going to drown and he'd much rather get the bite and-or sting and save him in contrast to getting the bite and-or sting and the child losing his life due to his incompetence.

With every passing second, it was getting harder to breathe. Swimming up to the surface, he coughed and swallowed another gulp of air to provide some relief to his screaming lungs. Inhaling once more, he dove back down in hopes of finding him this time. Noticing a blurred figure first then his facial features told Jeong he had located him. relief washed over him as he swam closer to the other's smaller frame. When he was close enough, the man let out a frightened scream that shot bubbles out of his mouth. Reminding him he was a) under water and b) already low on oxygen so he shouldn't be wasting it by screaming. Was this really him? Well I'll be damned. A mermaid. Merman? Merboy? He nodded to himself. Merboy. Swimming closer to him, Jeong attempted to hooked his arms around the child's waist and taking Kai's arm, he wrapped it around his own neck. Making sure he was secure - it would make the rescue mission all for naught if Kai slipped out of his grasp - Jeong began to swim towards the surface, doing his best to ignore the fire that spontaneously lit within his lungs. Moving around so much and not being able to breathe was a terrible experience. Not to mention the extra strength needed to move in water. Once he came up for air again, his eyes stung and he was coughing, his body desperately trying to rid itself of the water that went down the wrong tube on multiple occasions.

He was still fighting to breath properly when he addressed the child in his arms. "Are you... you okay?" Seriously, fighting off a group of people, jumping into a body of water knowing that he couldn't swim and turning out to be a merboy? This kid is metal. Judging from his outburst, he must be one of the kidnapped individuals. Jeong wasn't able to piece his reasoning for jumping into the water together, but he could always ask later. Right now, he should question whether to take him out the water of keep him in due to... recent discoveries. He wasn't going to act like he knew how to tend to creatures that weren't fully human. Hell, he still didn't know how to tend to humans. For now, he'll do what he knew how to and hope for the best. That meant getting Kai out the water. Merboy or not, he still had some human in him which meant the possibility of him catching a cold is real. Swimming closer to the docks, he found his voice once more and spoke up. "If any one of you touch him, I'll fucking kill you." He warned with a growl. A bluff but they wouldn't know what. Jeong doesn't kill without good reason to. As he neared the dock, he aimed to lift the child up so he could crawl back onto it. Once he was up and onto it, the man would haul himself onto it as well, laying on his back as he breathed heavily. He wanted to scold him, but it didn't make any sense to do so. Kai was only trying to defend himself and when he was pushed into a corner, he acted senselessly as most people do. Remaining quiet for a moment, Jeong turned his head to look at Kai with a small smile. "Now correct me if I'm wrong," he started lightheartedly. "but I have a feeling you don't want to be here."
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 01, 2018, 07:06:37 PM
GENERAL INFO: ShowHide
. Calvarychoir ;; "Cal" for short ;; C.C or CeCe for the privileged few
. Male ;; Masculine Pronouns ;; he/him/his
. Seventeen months ;; Born April 10th;; Aries ;; Created June 14th
. Eurasian lynx ;; maybe a dak ashen grey with white ear tufts, "eyeliner", toes and tail tip? with black lynx markings and firebrick, darkred, or darkmagenta coloured eyes??
. Demon??
. Npc xx Npc
 - killed both his parents, siblings and the rest of his group save for very young children
 - they were all fucked up anyways
. Panromantic, pansexual
 - not good at love ;; inexperienced
 - falls in love easily
 - because of this, denies himself of anything remotely positive relationship wise
 - distances others and is generally v distrusting

appearance: ShowHide
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a good and striking young man. 12/10 best worst boy
** @ me ya forgot to add whiskers dumbass
- 2.5 ft tall (at shoulder) ;; 3.2 ft total
- 67lbs

Detailed Appearance Here

personality: ShowHide
As far as personality goes, Cal is very brutish and malicious. He finds no enjoyment in taking the easy way out and instead fancies a challenge. He's a bit hardcore and militant as he was raised to essentially be a killing machine. He doesn't like taking other's life despite being trained to do so though if push comes to shove, he has no problems with it. Someone has to do it, right? However, if the individual they have to kill is a good sport and puts up a good fight, Cal is more than willing to let them go. A good fight does not go appreciated by the battle-ready male. Being both a sword and shield, the bulky feline is cold and distant, never warming up to anyone as he has serious trust issues that one would never guess he has due to how he engages in conversation. As mentioned, he is brutish - borderline barbaric - and is ambitious, but that doesn't mean a more tender side of him doesn't surface when conversing with another. However, when it comes to speaking with others, he enjoys learning more and understanding topics he is unaware about. This side of him is softened to a much greater extent when speaking with or being around children. He still maintains his cold and distant ways, but he has a gentler undertone with boundless patience. As for adults, they don't get that luxury. With older individuals, Cal expects them to be well-informed and trained enough to hold their own. Any sort of weakness is not an option. Well, rephrasing that- everyone has flaws and weaknesses, he understands that. But those who know this and are not willing to improve don't have his respect. The best improvement is self improvement after all.

Continuing on, Cal, though rough around the edges himself, does his best to encourage others in his own way. Giving up is out of the question and if he has to live on this fucking sorry-ass planet then so the fuck do you. He gets agitated when others speak poorly about themselves and would do what he can to lift their spirits once more. He's a hard nut to crack but once it's done, one will realize he isn't a nut at all. Instead, he's more like candy with a gooey center. He has a lovely sense of humour and a just as lovely (singing) voice. He's a tough guy with strong values and even stronger muscles. Though, with that being said, he finds difficulty in forming relationships that are even remotely positive because of what he was taught as a young child and the things he was exposed to (where he grew up, love and affection was a strategic tool rather than a genuine feeling). Because of this, Cal develops crushes rather easily. Though, because of his lack of experience and the values that had been drilled into his mind as a child (trust no one, everyone is an enemy, the world is cruel, the weak are preyed on by the strong, the weak are there to be ruled by the strong, with power comes security etc.) he denies it and himself of any positive relationship because such a thing only exists in fairytales in his mind.

Because of the lack of love in his life, Cal had grown to be more or less what his clan had wanted him to be. Save for a couple traits that he manifested on his own due to a strong mind and a relatively okay moral compass (compared to those he lived with, he is the least violent). But, for the sake of answering a hypothetical question, let's say an individual manages to break through to Cal and somehow gain his friendship. What then? Well, nothing but sunshine and rainbows, truthfully. He'll be much more tame with them and to him, their word is taken above all else. If they asked him to jump, he'll ask 'how high?' He would go through great lengths to make them smile and laugh and would be significantly nicer to this special individual. He would be their sword and shield and theirs only. He would conquer Heaven, Earth and Hell for this person(s) (though he'd do all of this even without a special individual to tell him to) and would hurt anyone who dared raise a hand to them. His short coat is thick and soft which makes him perfect for snuggling and any sort of physical contact - something he would be no stranger to. Best believe he would be at this individual's side when they're sick, taking care of them tirelessly until they're well once more. He'd take extreme pride in being able to be apart of their life and continuously wonder why they, an amazing person, would chose to be lovers/friends/adopted siblings/etc. with him.

history: ShowHide
ohhh! This is the fun part.
Alright, so get this, Cal comes from this tribe-like group of creatures called (NAME HERE LMAO) and they're a rambunctious, barbaric group of savages. Trained killers and murders are applauded for their "hunts" and captures. They'd consume territory and dictate over those who were unable to protect themselves. They were a power-hungry lot who only cared about getting stronger and gaining more territory to call theirs. Torture sessions, public executions and humiliations as well as getting females outside of the group pregnant, only to kill her when she has the litter were second nature to young Cal. This was normal to him and he was encouraged to join them. He did once, detested it and for the sake of keeping up appearances, he hung to the back and avoided it when he had the chance.

Within the group, there are powerful (royal if you will) families that have a particularly strong genetics: Blackthorn, Thanok, Reilos, Osris, and Zilvenus. Cal belonged to the Relios family along with his father and mother being the head, his father's brother as his second in command and Cal's siblings: one brother, two sisters. His siblings and himself were relentlessly trained by both their parents and the others in their group and were only conceived to continue the Relios family. Never was their birth out of love and the genuine desire to raise children. To be born into these families or become the mate to a member of these families is a high honour given to only a select few. Cal was proud to be apart of this family despite all the wrongdoings they have committed. One of them being Cal's uncle getting a she-cat (SHE NEEDS A NAME) pregnant under the false pretense of love and taking her back with him to the group where she realized just what kind of situation she was in. Because of her relation with Cal's uncle, Cal was around her frequently and it didn't take long for the two to start talking. She was the first person to really care about him and she taught him about the wonderful world they lived in and the group he lived in was a disgusting and terrible one. Though she enjoyed stirring up trouble, she used the fact she was pregnant to her advantage and got away with many things as the group didn't want to harm the unborn children she carried. In the months she was pregnant, she and Cal developed a friendship built on mutual trust and compassion. It all soon ended when a couple days after she gave birth, she was executed after denying to join them. Despite young Cal standing in between her, the executioner and the crowd in attempt to reason with them, he was pushed to the side and held down as the session continued. He watched as she was killed with a defiant grin on her face.

Promptly after she was killed, Cal was punished by torture and starved for a week. His family members didn't even bat an eye at him nor did anyone show him as much compassion as (SHE-CAT) did. After his punishment, he emerged a new person on the inside thanks to (SHE-CAT) though continued his training as to not arise suspicion. Hatred for his group grew more with every passing day as he learned more about them and their ways of conduct. When he reached the age of fourteen months, he realized no one was going to change their ways as it seemed to be working effectively. That didn't make it right. So deciding to learn more about the world, Cal disappeared for a couple months. During his travels, he came across a good lot of individuals that he adapted good personality traits from. One of them being a kind demon whom Cal sold his soul for power. The demon also gave Cal abilities, but didn't tell him what they were or how to manifest them (also bc i need to buy them from the store but i'm broke so this gives me more time to accumulate the coin to get them) just because they liked him so much. Now using his newfound abilities, he went back to his group and slaughtered everyone after they still insist on not changing their ways. As for he children who were too young to understand anything, they were dropped off at various clans that Cal had come across. He was able to rid the world of the stain that is (GROUP NAME) but when he died, he would cease to be. He's a bit concerned about it, but he doesn't regret what he did.

Now a traveler, he'll come across Tanglewood and join them.

• okay but idea credit to candor so like siblings tried to kill him to get the rest of the inherance/power
• this would be after he emerges from his punishment for speaking out against (SHE CAT)’s death
• they try to kill him countless of times but he manages just to barely escape their schemes with cuts and bruises
• he then caught on to their plan of killing him off for his share of the inheritance and decided to end things here and now
• as he attempted to reason with them (cos they’re his siblings and (SHE CAT) taught him how to show affection. He was still shit at it but at least he didn’t want to kill his siblings), they heavily wound him and leave him out to bleed to death
• the kind demon shows up and decides to help him
• she heals him ip reall nice n good and he’s thankful. Demon says no prob and Cal asks if he could join her on her travels. She agrees and they go explore the world together, meeting others along the way and adapting some of their personality traits
• after months of travel, cal decided to go home but not without a parting gift. Deciding to eradicate the people who raised him and the rest of his group, he sold his soul to his demon companion for an extra advantage in fights. The demon also gave him abilities but wasnt told what they were or how to manifest them
• parting ways, he headed back to his group to try and reason with them
• reasoning didn’t work so he slaughtered everyone shrug emoji
• now that he doesn’t have a place to go, he heading to tanglewood cos his demon compnaion told him it was a place he could join if he wanted to

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DO I CARE IF YOU HATE ME? DO YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH?
C'EST LA VIE. ADIOS. GOOD RIDDANCE. FUCK YOU
sixteen months ;; eurasian lynx ;; tags (http://) ;; @raiden

DID YOU HEAR THE ONE ABOUT ME GIVING A SHIT?
'CAUSE IF I EVER DID, I DON'T REMEMBER IT
sixteen months ;; eurasian lynx ;; tags (http://) ;; @raiden

—— YOU CAN SLEEP WITH A GUN ——
BUT WHEN YOU GONNA WAKE UP AND FIGHT
( for yourself...? )
sixteen months ;; eurasian lynx ;; tags (http://) ;; @raiden

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• under and over it - five finger death punch
“ Did you hear the one about me playing the game?
Selling my soul and changing my name
Did you hear the one about me being a prick?
Did you know I don't care? You can suck my
Did you hear the one about me trying to die?
Fist in the air and a finger to the sky
Do I care if you hate me? Do you wanna know the truth?
C'est la vie. Adiós. Good riddance. Fuck you! “
• sound of madness - shinedown
( all )
• meet the monster - ffdp
( all )
• the sharpest lives - mcr
“ give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and i will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me “


now to just fukin draw him
maybe
idk
drawing's haaarrdd

Edit;;
Finished drawing lmfao
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: RENEGADEANTHEM on July 04, 2018, 01:37:43 PM
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 04, 2018, 01:43:50 PM
cav's tags ;; edit: ShowHide
&& Basics
— Cavalrychoir ;; "Cav" ;; "C.C" and/or "CeCe" for the select few ;; Anyone aside the select few who call him "Cece" will trigger a negative response
— Cismale ;; Masculine pronouns ;; He, him, his
— Seventeen months ;; Born April 10th
 . Ages realisically
 . Aries
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel twenty-five months
 . Immortal to a degree ;; if something doesn't kill him, he can live forever
 . Created June 14th
— Tanglewood
 . previously a loner
&& Appearance
— Eurasian Lynx [birth / main] ;; mental health: 75% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref. (https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/T8f1jDPIJ1IXaAiEgbnXJMX0DgoYdjXMKQjdj0I4gOgGSsfhF9rj4lJrbjxxVzmwXTk-NWA16Ff8g31YIxUsq4VVDKowpEVDWThVSGHp19LsdWSABlFwJ_GhgolcSVGrPfubXc-plZBp02BUQRzHbuQ3kHsMTLJGMeaVyiPyPgyWNUmJItTLx2aRHGPiCzgSMunPk7eKY9hczR_8n_Y06XhCBCe31o-4WrmtAGAyDVcPvyEp2D9P53lRtJLCVewaY9Z2n6xEzNLvS4_QFMWaXNiVR0faLLOrz_VKCx4BQ1jj_RKlfof9kl7F_w5VudQfIKL-efUj8MbBVRZb2Bg48nVucQyrtVQtT-6iGQHLJK4l5RCyfLS1kUIaIlYjxX_lIirMupygXW6xz-Tvz9LEiqK1JK_Y_0MPsHsIZZD_BeCHgeNCr0OrZsF1qgZzYrwJrvH8qKNcplXSgWNMcKIy-JSd8aNrBeY00Wg66s-uvVIEiVDoIktyz4Cw3etPICxakC33Yp2YI4Df6WPP_rTuqBugs8usERPxYG3qL8JmyVv996mHzqwNzWzIUcmLhoekcqG2ZWD8EqY8NpDodoAcshW0MFAUvAEA2f0g9PA=w861-h702-no)
 . detailed appearance
&& Personality
— mbti ;; archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . detailed personality
 . positive traits include being strong-willed, courageous, diligent, humble, selfless (to a degree)
 . neutral traits include being reliant, just, independent, decisive, distant, curious, chaotic
 . negative traits include being distrusting, cold, malicious, borderline barbaric, brutish, unforgiving
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Npc siblings ;; one brother, two sisters ;; killed them and his parents
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: x
— Adopted: x
— Panromantic ;; Pansexual
 . Single
 . Develops crushes easily though ignores them because he's Clueless and Inexperienced
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
 . Medium-difficult to impress
 . Challenging to get close to
— ½  ⅓  ¼  ⅕  ⅙
&& Interaction
— No powers
 . Was given abilities by the demon he sold his soul to ;; Unaware of this and unaware of how to manifest them (also an excuse for me to give myself more time to get him powers lel)
— Physically hard ;; Mentally challenging ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Won't (other's) end fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in darkred ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Demon
— Low self-esteem
 . But he will physically fight anyone who puts themselves down like no binch you are beautiful and perfect in your own way and I will fucking say it as many times as you need to understand that you little shiet
— Lovely (singing) voice
 . Grows incredibly embarrassed if caught singing or is complimented on it ;; Calvalrychoir.EXE will stop working
— Always ic opinions <3
— Updated --

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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 08, 2018, 02:18:51 PM
needs editing my bro

text here if ya want
text here if ya want
Jeong, though he did not participate in the raid, knew of it and the plan of kidnapping children. Seemed messed up to him, taking children from their parents but who knows? Maybe they were doing them a solid if they were anything like his folks. He only held onto vague memories of them and indistinct murmurs that he couldn't understand; vague forms and on occasion screams and moments of pain. Then he realized he was alone and told them good riddance. The faint memories he does have of them weren't great ones, he could say that much. So if they were saving children from that sort of life then more power to them. But what if the kids had found a lovely home afterwards like he did? Were they taken as well? Was there a criteria that needed to be met or did they steal whichever child they got their hands on? He felt his chest tighten for a moment before he shoved the idea out his mind. It's nothing that concerned him. Doing this weakened the enemy and made them stronger. Looking at it from a strategic standpoint, it's a brilliant idea. Alright, time to stop thinking about it. He was only hurting himself. What's done is done.

Passing by the docks, his attention was grabbed when he heard loud noises. Looking around for the source, he noticed the small group of individuals making a commotion over nothing. Rolling his eyes, the man continued only to stop in his tracks when he heard a child's voice. His interest renewed, Jeong looked back at the group and noticed the child in the midst of it. Smiling in amusement, the man watched as the child ferociously fought back, appreciating his energy and determination. He wondered how long the boy would be able to fight for himself before the adult overwhelmed him. Standing some good yards away with his arms crossed, he watched the spectacle with curious eyes. When the boy managed to create some distance, Jeong watched as he ran towards the edge of the dock. Stupid, he thought in amusement. you've got no where else to go. Just give up- or do you intend to jump in the water? He laughed to himself. Of course you're not going to- oh my fucking god he actually jumped into the water! Did he have some sort of death wish?! Panicking, Jeong sprinted towards the dock he jumped off of, pushing the others out the way. Sucking in a large quantity of air, he dove in without hesitation and began to search for the child. It was incredibly hard to see and he hoped he wouldn't get bit or stung by whatever creatures thrived there, but that was the least of his concerns. If he doesn't hurry, Kai was going to drown and he'd much rather get the bite and-or sting and save him in contrast to getting the bite and-or sting and the child losing his life due to his incompetence.

With every passing second, it was getting harder to breathe. Swimming up to the surface, he coughed and swallowed another gulp of air to provide some relief to his screaming lungs. Inhaling once more, he dove back down in hopes of finding him this time. Noticing a blurred figure first then his facial features told Jeong he had located him. relief washed over him as he swam closer to the other's smaller frame. When he was close enough, the man let out a frightened scream that shot bubbles out of his mouth. Reminding him he was a) under water and b) already low on oxygen so he shouldn't be wasting it by screaming. Was this really him? Well I'll be damned. A mermaid. Merman? Merboy? He nodded to himself. Merboy. Swimming closer to him, Jeong attempted to hooked his arms around the child's waist and taking Kai's arm, he wrapped it around his own neck. Making sure he was secure - it would make the rescue mission all for naught if Kai slipped out of his grasp - Jeong began to swim towards the surface, doing his best to ignore the fire that spontaneously lit within his lungs. Moving around so much and not being able to breathe was a terrible experience. Not to mention the extra strength needed to move in water. Once he came up for air again, his eyes stung and he was coughing, his body desperately trying to rid itself of the water that went down the wrong tube on multiple occasions.

He was still fighting to breath properly when he addressed the child in his arms. "Are you... you okay?" Seriously, fighting off a group of people, jumping into a body of water knowing that he couldn't swim and turning out to be a merboy? This kid is metal. Judging from his outburst, he must be one of the kidnapped individuals. Jeong wasn't able to piece his reasoning for jumping into the water together, but he could always ask later. Right now, he should question whether to take him out the water of keep him in due to... recent discoveries. He wasn't going to act like he knew how to tend to creatures that weren't fully human. Hell, he still didn't know how to tend to humans. For now, he'll do what he knew how to and hope for the best. That meant getting Kai out the water. Merboy or not, he still had some human in him which meant the possibility of him catching a cold is real. Swimming closer to the docks, he found his voice once more and spoke up. "If any one of you touch him, I'll fucking kill you." He warned with a growl. A bluff but they wouldn't know what. Jeong doesn't kill without good reason to. As he neared the dock, he aimed to lift the child up so he could crawl back onto it. Once he was up and onto it, the man would haul himself onto it as well, laying on his back as he breathed heavily. He wanted to scold him, but it didn't make any sense to do so. Kai was only trying to defend himself and when he was pushed into a corner, he acted senselessly as most people do. Remaining quiet for a moment, Jeong turned his head to look at Kai with a small smile. "Now correct me if I'm wrong," he started lightheartedly. "but I have a feeling you don't want to be here."
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 14, 2018, 11:14:56 PM
He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

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&& AND THE WALLS KEPT TUMBLING DOWN / general
• ISIDORE STELLAN ;; DOESN'T PARTICULARLY CARE FOR NICKNAMES
 — just kidding. he lowkey likes nicknames, especially clever or sentimental ones
• cismale ;; [♂] ;; he, him, his
• thirteen months ;; unknown mental age
 — august 11th
 — leo
 — ages realistically
• the kingdom of aethiopia ;; general
 — official titles: -
 — unofficial titles: -
&& IN THE CITY THAT WE LOVE / physical
• dom. feline [birth ; main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; i. (https://iheartcats.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/04/90-1.jpeg) ii. (http://) iii. (http://iii.)
 — isidore, for starters, is a large feline. he's a couple centimeters taller than the average male american bobtail though has the same stocky build. powerful thighs and broad shoulders, a possible symbol of brute force. continuing on, he has rounded ears with long whiskers and a distinctive, almost angular face. spherical eyes are yellow then blend into a warm green as they draw closer to the iris. hidden within his mouth are a pair of sharp but very sensitive, one inch fangs just behind the canines in his top row of teeth. long brown fur with black marble tabby markings, he has a sort of lion's mane around his neck, back of his neck and cheekbone areas. large paws and a short tail, he has a single piercing on his right ear that is barely noticeable if he doesn't draw attention to it.
 — injury(s): -
 — illness(s): -
&& GREY CLOUDS ROLL OVER THE HILLS / personality
• ISFP-A (https://www.16personalities.com/isfp-personality) ;; CAREGIVER (https://www.culturetalk.com/caregiver-archetype/) ;; GRYFFERIN ;; DAUNTLESS ;; NEUTRAL GOOD
• GENTLE GIANT (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/GentleGiant) ;; CULTURED BADASS (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/CulturedBadass) ;; ZERO-APPROVAL GAMBIT (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/ZeroApprovalGambit) ;; NOBLE DEMON (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/NobleDemon) ;; GOOD IS NOT SOFT (http://GOOD IS NOT SOFT) ;; BRUISER WITH A SOFT CENTER (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BruiserWithASoftCenter) ;; PAPA WOLF (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/PapaWolf)
 — isidore is a man of few words. it's uncommon that he would speak without first being spoken to, though he enjoys conversations. when it comes down to it he's not the best at initiating the conversation - being only a tad bit shy - but he warms up to others swiftly if they work with him. disciplined and diligent, isidore can definitely come off as aloof, but that's just his face as he usually has either an agitated or disinterested expression on his face. though his features may not seem there, his mind is reeling with thoughts and fully engaging himself in which ever scenario he may be thrown into. brave and cunning, he would be one of the first people to charge into battle along with the forces he may have dispatched; being a strong believer in a captain being nothing without his crew. he would never send someone out to do something he wouldn't do himself. with that being said, he's just and equal with those he comes across, even if they're being difficult. isidore's ability to think rationally in tough situations is possible what kept him alive for so long. he would need some time to collect himself in times of chaos, but he'll eventually could be found back on his feet sending out orders. slightly mischievous but very cunning, he enjoys jokes and puns way more than he should and although he doesn't outwardly ask for it, small doses of affection would be lovely. based on first impressions, it's clear to see he's efficient when killing others, but there is no mistaking the evident but faint gentleness and empathy in his otherwise stoic eyes.
 — loyal ;; compassionate ;; diligent ;; mischievous ;; authoritative ;; parental
 — cunning ;; loving ;; friendly ;; accepting ;; courageous ;; ambivert ;; callous
&& BRINGING DARKNESS FROM ABOVE / relationships
• panromantic, demisexual
•  single / [ 0 ] crushes / [ 0 ] "maybe" crushes
 — not actively seeking relationships
 — medium to impress
 — helpless romantic / seemingly immune to flirting / however if done properly, will throw him off guard and turn him into a burning mess
• npc xx npc ;; gen. 1
 — siblings: -
 — children: -
• trusts: -
• ½ of shiphere ⅓ of shiphere ¼ of shiphere ⅕ of shiphere
&& AND IF WE CLOSE OUR EYES / interaction
• NEVER HURT AN INNOCENT (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/NeverHurtAnInnocent) ;; ONLY A FLESH WOUND (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/OnlyAFleshWound)
• hard physically / hard mentally / will not start unnecessary fights / will end fights
• open to minor injuries and plotting / closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
• attack in bold maroon / can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts / message main (http://www.bearbonesrp.com/index.php?action=profile;u=139) to plot
• powers:
conjuration |★★★★★
poisonous fangs |★★★✰✰
 — paralysis in limb/entire body; not fatal
super senses |★✰✰✰✰

&& DOES IT ALMOST FEEL LIKE NOTHING CHANGED AT ALL / misc.
• biography (http://) ;; heartchart (http://) ;; plotting thread (http://)
• has a huge sweet tooth
• face and voice claim: idris elba
• ic opinions <3
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 15, 2018, 10:15:25 PM
cav desperately not wanted to be alone. he enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. he yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. he merely wanted to speak. about what you may ask? anything. he wanted to know how their day went. did they sleep well the previous night? did they have any dreams? are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? he wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. the setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. he would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. it all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. a frightening, but welcoming dream. of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.
(http://tags) sincerely, inadvertent ignorance ・゚✧*
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 18, 2018, 05:20:56 PM
Cav desperately not wanted to be alone. He enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. He yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. He merely wanted to speak. About what you may ask? Anything. He wanted to know how their day went. Did they sleep well the previous night? Did they have any dreams? Are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? He wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. The setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. Cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. He would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. Their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. It all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. A frightening, but welcoming dream. Of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.

He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

He didn't deserve to be alive.

The teachings of his tribe still lived on within him rendering him unable to bond with others. He was fearful of treating them horribly as he was taught to. As long as he roamed, his tribe still remains.

As much as the thought hurt him, Cav knew he needed to prove them wrong. That their teaching may make his life harder, but it isn't going to dictate what he does and doesn't do. He will never be free, he knew that much. But he needed to start somewhere.

His cloudy vision and distracted thoughts rendered him vulnerable to attackers. They'd manage to get the first hit, but they better aim well. The first strike would need to immobilize, knock him unconscious or kill him because once he snaps out of his trance, he's not going to be happy. Cav could have walked another couple hours with Argus following close behind and not realize her presence. It was only when she spoke did he jump to the side - an immediate response. Lips drawn back in a snarl and claws extended, Cav's pointed ears flattened against his skull as he lowered himself to the ground as he prepared to fight. Was he in any shape to fight? Physically, yes. Mentally, no. Dark red orbs blinked a few times in attempt to clear his vision as well as a shake of his head. Once his attention returned to the ghostly figure, he watched as she stepped into better light. A white winged wolf with red eyes and a hole in her chest. Odd. She didn't appear to be hostile nor did she sound malicious as he recollected her first words. It was clear he had overreacted but it wasn't like he could help it. He was taught everyone was an enemy. Everyone wanted him dead. Now he was busy thinking about his life up until now. He hadn't taken into consideration speaking with another this soon.

Forcing himself to relax, Cav stood upright once more though kept his claws unsheathed. He didn't know who this individual is and because of that, he was weary. Hostile or not. As she continued, the bulky feline hesitated for a moment, growing stiff before narrowing his eyes. Was he that easy to read? No, he did have a defeated expression and was aimlessly wandering about. The next question was, who is she? He remained silent for a moment, wondering how he should respond. Wondering if he should respond. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about." He replied with an edge to his voice, not enjoying how a total stranger seemed to pinpoint how he was feeling.
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 18, 2018, 05:32:07 PM
Cav desperately not wanted to be alone. He enjoyed solitude, but even he grew lonely after a while. He yearned for interaction with another that doesn't spark conflict. He merely wanted to speak. About what you may ask? Anything. He wanted to know how their day went. Did they sleep well the previous night? Did they have any dreams? Are they eating properly and taking care of themselves? He wanted to speak on equal terms and talk until their lids grew heavy. The setting sun or the rising moon had no say in when their conversation would end. Cav and this individual would share their thoughts on various matters and get into heated arguments only to forgive and forget later; their affections for one another too strong of a force to keep them separated. He would be grateful and respect any insight they were to give him and they would feel the same for him. Their dynamic would be built on trust and support with good communication and kindness. It all sounded like a dream, meeting someone so precious. A frightening, but welcoming dream. Of course, the lynx would have to met an individual like this first then ultimately keep them at a distance.

He was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. Why would he be? An individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like Cav. He's a monster. He grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. The feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. Pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. He found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. He'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. He found amusement only in battle. He didn't deserve anyone's affection. It was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. Only recently did he realize how sick he really is. Only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. Eat or be eaten, he was taught. Every man for themselves, they shouted. They will bow at our feet, they chanted. I will be the sword and shield. They will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. The thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. Everything that his family- no. He no loner wished to call them his family. His tribe, his mother and father... Uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. Their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. Their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. Locking it away in his heart, Cav decided to try and start over. He has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. He doesn't deserve forgiveness. Being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. He didn't deserve anything.

He didn't deserve to be alive.

The teachings of his tribe still lived on within him rendering him unable to bond with others. He was fearful of treating them horribly as he was taught to. As long as he roamed, his tribe still remains.

As much as the thought hurt him, Cav knew he needed to prove them wrong. That their teaching may make his life harder, but it isn't going to dictate what he does and doesn't do. He will never be free, he knew that much. But he needed to start somewhere.

His cloudy vision and distracted thoughts rendered him vulnerable to attackers. They'd manage to get the first hit, but they better aim well. The first strike would need to immobilize, knock him unconscious or kill him because once he snaps out of his trance, he's not going to be happy. Cav could have walked another couple hours with Argus following close behind and not realize her presence. It was only when she spoke did he jump to the side - an immediate response. Lips drawn back in a snarl and claws extended, Cav's pointed ears flattened against his skull as he lowered himself to the ground as he prepared to fight. Was he in any shape to fight? Physically, yes. Mentally, no. Dark red orbs blinked a few times in attempt to clear his vision as well as a shake of his head. Once his attention returned to the ghostly figure, he watched as she stepped into better light. A white winged wolf with red eyes and a hole in her chest. Odd. She didn't appear to be hostile nor did she sound malicious as he recollected her first words. It was clear he had overreacted but it wasn't like he could help it. He was taught everyone was an enemy. Everyone wanted him dead. Now he was busy thinking about his life up until now. He hadn't taken into consideration speaking with another this soon.

Forcing himself to relax, Cav stood upright once more though kept his claws unsheathed. He didn't know who this individual is and because of that, he was weary. Hostile or not. As she continued, the bulky feline hesitated for a moment, growing stiff before narrowing his eyes. Was he that easy to read? No, he did have a defeated expression and was aimlessly wandering about. The next question was, who is she? He remained silent for a moment, wondering how he should respond. Wondering if he should respond. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about." He replied with an edge to his voice, not enjoying how a total stranger seemed to pinpoint how he was feeling.
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on July 30, 2018, 11:52:15 PM
zebulon should be more excited and he would have been if the circumstances were lighter. instead, his clan is being invaded and his beliefs and emotions were at war with each other. he was confused and didn't know where to begin in finding a solution for his problems. with what was going on, he didn't know why he was doing this. adjusting the headphones around his neck, the smaller than average male gave himself a shake and smiled. it wasn't his usual bright and energetic one but it was a smile nonetheless. even in this time of darkness, he should remain optimistic and hopeful! he is an angel, after all! and all angels should be bright and optimistic! and they should also help others when they can- something he hadn't been doing very well. maybe, just maybe if he was more aggressive, they could have driven the loners back and reclaim some of their territory. he bit down on his lip. getting sad about it gave him time to reflect, but it didn't help. his values and logic clashed furiously, leaving behind a frustrated young warrior.

maybe making this announcement was pointless, or it could be seen as a silver lining. the candle in the dark and the light at the end of a tunnel. he is still an inexperienced kid, but he still as eager to learn as before. he would like to say the fact that he's made it thus far is significant, but he's immortal so it loses its importance. though, if measured not by time but how the time was spent, he supposed it is amazing. he's seen people come and go, but he remained and he's proud to say he's here for his clan when it's needed the most. and with that, zebulon cleared his throat and spoke up. "hey, hey~ guess who's of warrior-age now?" a small pause as he pointed to himself with a grin. "it's me. ya boy." he didn't know what warrior name he was going to go with yet, so he was glad he decided to use his nickname more than his birth one. not that he didn't like his birth name or anything. nicknames had always been his thing and he feels 'zebulon' is pretty rad.
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on August 20, 2018, 08:38:27 PM
ren's questions: ShowHide
1) What is your full name?
Nice to meet you. My name is Renegadeanthem. Renegade or Ren for short.
2) Where and when were you born?
I was born April Tenth in a tribe called
3) Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My... My parents- Olivia and Donovan Relios- Head of the Relios family in my tribe. They were disgusting people I slaughtered with my own paws. They are no longer relevant and I no longer wish to remember them.
4) Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
My siblings were killed by me as well and much like my parents, I'd rather not recollect them. However, I had one brother and two sisters: Maverick, Georgia and Heather respectively.
5) Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I live in a place called Tanglewood.
6) What is your occupation?
I do not have one. However, I assume I hold some sort of rank in Tanglewood.
7) Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

8 ) To which social class do you belong?
Lower-working class probably.
9) Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
No, none that I can think of.
10) Are you right- or left-handed?
I am right handed.
11) What does your voice sound like?
I have a deep, sort of lion-y roar kind of voice.
12) What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
I do not think there are words or phrases I say a lot.
13) What do you have in your pockets?
I do not have pockets. But for the sake of the question, in my hypothetical pockets, I'd have my wallet and either mints or gum.
14) Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

Part 2: Growing Up
15) How would you describe your childhood in general?
Bad.
16) What is your earliest memory?
Being tackled by my siblings with what I assume was killing intent.
17) How much schooling have you had?
Hypothetically speaking, enough.
18) Did you enjoy school?
Hypothetically speaking, I did. Now I know I shouldn't have.
19) Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
I was mostly taught what I know now by my tribemates.
20) While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
Chances are, if they were bigger and stronger than me, I wanted to be like them.
21) While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
Not well.
22) As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted nothing more than for others to tremble in fear when they heard my name. To willfully submit to me and do as I say without questioning it. It was a dark time for me.
23) As a child, what were your favorite activities?
Exhibiting displays of dominance, taking over territories, fighting others for their status and ranks.
24) As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
I was hell-bent on becoming the strongest no matter who I had to trample over to reach the top. From the previous questions, I think you can piece together just what kind of person I was growing up.
25) As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
I was very well known thought I didn't have any friends.
26) When and with whom was your first kiss?
I... Uh... Th-that hasn't happened yet.
27) Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Uh... ///
28) If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
I was turned into a demon the day I realized the person I was wasn't the person I wanted to be. It was a metamorphosis of sorts. The demon who turned me was someone I wouldn't exactly consider a friend, but they were close to becoming one. Due to their fondness of me, they said they had given me abilities though didn't tell me what they are or how to manifest them so as far as "special abilities" go, my pupils are permanently slits and I can live forever if an outside source - not including various sicknesses or illnesses - doesn't kill me.
Part 3: Past Influences
29) What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
Definitely meeting Liliana.
30) Who has had the most influence on you?
Liliana. She taught me about many things and I wish she was still alive for me to thank her.
31) What do you consider your greatest achievement?
I haven't done anything note-worth yet.
32) What is your greatest regret?
I should have put more effort into protecting Lili.
33) What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I've killed many innocent people and hurt plenty more. I don't think it gets any eviler than that.
34) Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
...Yes.
35) When was the time you were the most frightened?
When the self-realization set in that no matter what, I will never be able to change.
36) What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Probably when I almost killed and ate Delilah.
37) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
I would have done a better job in saving Lili.
38) What is your best memory?
All the times I've spent with Liliana up to her execution.
39) What is your worst memory?
It's hard to pick only one.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40) Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Pessimistic.
41) What is your greatest fear?
Reverting back to my old ways. That thought keeps me up at night.
42) What are your religious views?
I have none.
43) What are your political views?
None, once more.
44) What are your views on sex?
A-ah... um... It's alright, I guess? I'm unclear of the meaning of the question.
45) Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
I am. However, violence should never be an option... Is what I'd like to say. But as someone who's murdered many, I don't think I have any right to say when it's right or wrong to.
46) In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Take a life or turn a blind eye.
47) Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
N-no? Y-yes? I'm not sure.
48) What do you believe makes a successful life?
Happiness.
49) How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
I hide. A lot. I'm sure if others knew who I was, they'd avoid me. Not that I would blame them.
50) Do you have any biases or prejudices?
I did. Most revolved around strength.
51) Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
I will no longer take a life if I absolutely do not have to. I will try every method possible before resulting in ending another's life. I've done that enough.
52) Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
Delilah.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53) In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
I keep everyone at a distance. That is, until I know they're strong enough to put me in my place should I act out of line.
54) Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
Delilah. I... I don't know why she's so important to me. She melted my heart as soon as we met and I... I only wish to protect her from terrible things.
55) Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
Right now, the only person that comes to mind is Delilah.
56) Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
I have no friends... But I'm interested in starting a friendship with Delilah and Zimavich; the only person I know who can melt my heart and the only one I know who seems to have the ability to kick my ass.
57) Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
...No.
58) Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
...I-I think? I remember being quite fond of a lot of people. It never developed into anything though.
59) What do you look for in a potential lover?
Delilah.
interviewer: that doesn't answer the question-
ren, more sternly: delilah
60) How close are you to your family?
They're dead.
61) Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
I...I don't trust myself enough to take on such a responsibility. My family would look to me to protect them and I have enough on my mind to worry about. Not to mention, I don't want to make the mistake of teaching my children the wrong things- just as my family had done to me.
62) Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
At the moment, I don't trust anyone enough to ask for help. I would do my best to solve the problem myself... Though I would be more inclined to consult Delilah.
63) Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
...No.
64) If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
Perhaps Delilah.
65) Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
My family and tribe, though they are no more. And with every passing day, that anger grows numb as the flame slowly extinguishes itself, no longer seeing a purpose in continuing.
66) Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
I stand my ground no matter what.
67) Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
Yes.
68) Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
I do not mind because I was... I was trained to assume leader-like positions.
69) Do you care what others think of you?
No.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70) What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
I do not have hobbies or pastimes.
71) What is your most treasured possession?
I would say Delilah but she is my most treasured person, not possession. I wish to be by her side, not own her.
72) What is your favorite color?
I have none.
73) What is your favorite food?
I'm not picky.
74) What, if anything, do you like to read?
I do not read either though I feel I would be fond of mysteries.
75) What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
I-I do not know.
76) Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
N-no... Though I am familiar with these things I do not take part in them.
77) How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Just as I spend every night: minding my own business.
78) What makes you laugh?
...L-laugh?
79) What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
I've seen enough things not to be shocked or offended by anything. Though I suppose when others put themselves down I where I grow... Agitated.
80) What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
As previously mentioned, I don't read so I'd probably take up reading.
81) How do you deal with stress?
I do my best not to take it out on the wrong people and to be extra sure that doesn't happen, I isolate myself and carefully tend to it. Or spend time with Delilah. She puts me at ease.
82) Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I think I would be in-between. It's good to have a plan but charging in keeps you sharp.
83) What are your pet peeves?
When others talk shit about themselves. I do it all the time, but I'll be damned if someone thinks they're not good enough. Because I can assure you, you are worth so much more than you can ever imagine.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84) Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Exist. And I'd be displeased should someone disrupt it.
85) What is your greatest strength as a person?
Previously, I relied heavily on my combat abilities but now? I'm not too sure.
86) What is your greatest weakness?
Greatest... Weakness? I have many, but it's perhaps the confliction between who i was, who i am and who i want to be.
87) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I dislike how my immediet response to something I dislike is anger. I'm swift to lash out and... I... It can be frightening. I don't want to do that anymore.
88) Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Introverted.
89) Are you generally organized or messy?
Organized.
90) Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Combat, socializing, learning. Anything that requires even a little bit of creativity, picking up hints and cues, understanding social norms.
91) Do you like yourself?
No.
92) What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
Rebellion. I do it to rebel against my old self, everything i was taught, my family and my previous home. I don't know how to better say "fuck you" than being taught how to kill people by monsters and using that knowledge to save people instead.
93) What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
To be happy.
94) Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Not dead as I am immortal if something doesn't slit my throat.
95) If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I'm not picky.
96) If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
Fuck three. I'd spend my last day with Delilah. I'd tell her everything about me and maybe she'd tell me everything about herself.
97) What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
If knowledge of my past somehow got leaked out, I would want them to remember me as someone who has no ties with that. I broke free from it and no longer identify with them.
98) What three words best describe your personality?
Reserved, professional, unconventional.
99) What three words would others probably use to describe you?

100) If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...)


** idea credit to skypher
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** horn mutation ;; 0
. ram horns growing from before his ears and curling to the back and pointing forward adjacent to his jawline. another set would grow from his forehead about an inch and a half above his brows like a springbok [demon transformation ]
. scales?? somewhere on the body. maybe only in vital areas like the chest, around the eyes and stomach??
** aesthetic elementals ;; 5.000
. small, barely noticeable fox fires that constantly relight and put themselves out
. fox fires are brighter, stable and larger (2"x3") [ demon transformation ]
. body is hot to the touch bc of fire element and every breath heats up the air around him causing steam insp. titans from snk [ demon transformation ]
. fire would be attached to tail tip, ear tips and paws but not spread to other parts of the body/environment
** mental bond - 10.000
. with delilah
. perhaps another person he may have a contract with
** shapeshifting ;; 30.000 
. demon/serious combat body [ demon transformation ]
. homotherium or xenosmilius
. permanently unsheathed claws, scales (??), longer teeth maybe a different colour than white, lion-like mane (??), black sclera w no pupil or iris, a bone-like membrane growing from the elbows and a little from the hind legs
. demon transformation will hurt like hell the first time as his body shifts and alters
. maybe learns to light his body on fire and transform for a more cooler/flashy transformation to and from his demon body
** enhanced senses ;; 15.000
. will be a challenge to control
** conjuration ;; 30.000
** air element ;; 100.000
** fire element ;; 100.000

total: 205.000

draw concept art ya binch
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on September 30, 2018, 09:19:49 PM
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maekoda // five months // grey lion // rosebloods // tags // [@raiden
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on October 01, 2018, 08:00:13 PM
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&& Basics
— Maekoda ;; "Maeko", "Koda" ;; nicknames are welcomed ;; doesn't particularly care for them
— Non-binary ;; Masculine/Gender neutral pronouns ;; He, him, his / they, their, theirs
— (physically) Four months ;; (mentally) Ageless
 . Birth date unknown; somewhere in Spring
 . Immortal
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel thirty-seven months
— Rosebloods
 . previously a loner
— Harbinger of the Apocalypse
 . The White Rider; Pestilence
&& Appearance
— Snow leopard [birth / main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref. (http://)
 . Maekoda is an albino snow leopard with bright blue eyes. Being only a child, he has clumbsy large paws and a long tail he doesn't quite understand how to control. Paired with short and soft, but thick water and cold resistant fur, he still has his baby fat which gives him a cute and innocent appearance. As he gets older, his white fur will start to show hints of black patterns and eyes will slowly alter from a bright blue, to a light crystal, then it's final stage of being silver with faint hints of the previously noticeable blue.
&& Personality
— mbti ;; archtype ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . Maekoda's personality (as of right now anyways) could best be described as cute and innocent. He is a friendly character with a positive outlook on life and a genuinely curious one at that. He is very slow to anger, making it very hard to truly upset him and his patience seems boundless. Of course, he does lose his temper but that's a one in a million chance. A swift way, however, would be to say bad things about his siblings or do anything remotely disheartening to them. He's stupidly protective of them and isn't afraid to show it. However, it will be more concealed as he grows older but the feeling will remain the same. At first, he's weary around others he doesn't know but if they're kind to him first, he'll swiftly latch onto them and instantly become more outgoing. Big blue eyes are almost always shining, taking in every bit of information - good and bad - to somehow better himself. He's not confident in his abilities and he often find it hard to speak or connect with others he genuinely wish to be in his life. He can say "I love you" carelessly to a stranger or his favourite character in a book but fumble over himself when telling it to someone he really does care about. He's selfless and lazy, but diligent in the oddest of things. He knows he has a cute face and he uses it to his advantage whenever he can, especially if it means leeching food off of another. He's yet to "unlock" his memories from past lives but at times, words of wisdom comes to him and often gives off a sense of 'an old soul in a young body' ...which is exactly the case but neither him or many others know that. He does think it's cool and weird he gets super wise and distant at times. He mostly thinks it's cool though. He has a weak immune system and most of the time, his body is unable to keep up with his charismatic, energetic and reckless behaviour as he runs rampant through life trying to figure out who he is and his purpose.
 . positive traits include being friendly, outgoing, optimistic, playful, generous
 . neutral traits include being curious, just, adaptive, helpful, protective
 . negative traits include being manipulative,
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Siblings: x
 . Considers Talyn and Rizer his siblings
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: Talyn, Rizer
— Adopted: x
— Unknown romantic orientation ;; Unknown sexual orientation
 . Single
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
— ½  ⅓  ¼  ⅕  ⅙
&& Interaction
— powers:
 . conjuration | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . telekinesis | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . health transfer | ✰✰✰✰✰
 . enhanced senses | ✰✰✰✰✰
— Physically hard ;; Mentally challenging ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Won't end other's fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in grey ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Only speaks around the other horsemen; uses pen and paper to communicate with others
 . he does squeak, growl and hiss but that's as far as he goes for verbal communication
— Gets sick easily, but gets over them fairly quickly
— Doesn't realize he's the white rider
— Always ic opinions
— Updated 00/00
— Faceclaim: Gaten Matarazzo, Dacre Montgomery (older)
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on October 01, 2018, 08:12:51 PM
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✯ "speaking" / "writing" ✯

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who can take tomorrow, dip it in a dream
separate the sorrow and collect up all the cream
———— @raiden & clan & info (http://TAGSURL)

and i'll escape the gravity, and i'll reach my destiny
And I'll fly away
———— @raiden & clan & info (http://TAGSURL)


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time for me to fly - jonas brothers
try - pink
headlines - drake
one step at a time - jordin sparks
that's what i like - bruno mars
billionaire - travie mccoy, bruno mars
fireflies - owl city
adrenaline - shinedown
classic - mkto
you're gonna go far, kid - the offspring
when i come around - green day
rhythm of love - plain white t's
carry on wayward son - kansas
don't you worry child - swedish house mafia, john martin
big girls don't cry - fergie
up all night - drake
missing you - all time low
safe and sound - capital cities
cheers (drink to that) - rihanna
i am electric - heaven's basement
leavin’ - jesse mccartney


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there won't be compromise
[ MAEKODA ] [ ROSEBLOODS ] [ TAGS (http://) ]
as i take to the open skies
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on October 05, 2018, 04:52:39 PM
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*:・゚✦ FIRST NAME, LAST NAME
—— lyrics here *:・゚✦
name
— nicknames
— past names
— name meaning
— pronunciation
sex
— gender
— pronouns
age
— mentally
— spiritually
— how old do they look
— d.o.b
— star sign
— birthplace
species
— ethnicity
— accent
profession
— do they like their profession?
— how long have they had this profession?


height
weight
primary eye colour
— eye colour details
skin colour
— skin colour details
— blemishes and birthmarks
— scars
hair colour
— colour details
— texture
— style(s)
body type
— posture
— disabilities/handicaps
— illnesses/diseases
detailed appearance
— faceclaim
— reference(s)
aesthetic
— accessory(ies)
— clothing style
— tattoos


positive traits
neutral traits
negative traits
mental disorders
— mental tick(s)
mbti type
— enneagram type
— alignment
— house
— faction
detailed personality
likes
dislikes
— fear(s)/phobia(s)
habits
strengths
weaknesses

physical health --%
— physical strength --%
mental health --%
— mental strength --%
emotional health --%
— emotional strength --%


generation
— reincarnated?
parents
— figuratively
— adopted
— other influences
siblings
— figuratively
— adopted
best friend(s)
— friend(s)
archenemy
— enemy(ies)

romantic attraction
sexual attraction
current status
— level of difficulty to impress
— at the moment, are they interested in dating?
— are they actively looking for a romantic partner?
— what do they look for in a romantic partner?
turn-ons
turn-offs
brownie points


this or that?
— lover or fighter?
— pop or rock music?
— singing or dancing?
— outdoors or indoors?
— shy or outgoing?
— coffee or tea?
— introvert or extrovert?
— monogamous or polyamorous?
— hugging or kissing?
— fiction or non-fiction?
— morning or night?
— head or heart?

what is their opinion on...
— spirituality?
— settling down and having a family?
— their own family?
— death?
— long distance relationships?
— violence?

what is their favourite...
— season?
— color(s)?
— activity?
— setting?
— song (hypothetically)?
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on October 07, 2018, 07:25:15 PM
chrys' tags - heavy wip: ShowHide
basics / lyric
— chrysanthemumtears ;; "chrys"
— cis female ;; fem. pronouns ;; she, her, hers ;; dfab
— five months ;; dob ;; ages realistically
— the Elysium
 . member
appearance / lyric
— dom. canine [birth / main / corgi] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref.
 . as far as stature goes, chrys is on the smaller side in comparison to other canines. her ears are starting to stand up straight on their own though will flop over if she moves about too much. Her irises are a dark shade of brown that lighten only slightly as they draw further and further from the pupil. The colour of her nose is the inverse of her tongue: her nose being a dark brown, almost black with small amounts of airbrushed pink lat the perimeter leading into her fur. Her tongue is mostly the same pink with bits of that dark brownish-black airbrushed towards the tip and leading up the sides. Continuing on, Chrys' mostly snowy white coat is short but thick. It is normally soft and well groomed as she does her best to always look presentable and neat. Encompassing her right eye is beige fur and above both eyes are small, dark brownish-black "eyebrows;" these features being the only other colours present on her frame. Her limbs are short though her body is long and with the absence of a tail, staying true to the well-known Corgi appearance.
personality /lyric
— mbti ;; archtype ;; ravenclaw ;; trope ;; trope ;; trope
 . The first thing one would notice when they interact with Chrys is how
 . positive traits include being
 . neutral traits include being
 . negative traits include being
relationships / lyric
— [g1] unknown xx unknown
 . no siblings
— children: x
— friends: x
— enemies: x
— trusts: x
— unknown sexuality
 . not interested atm
— ½ __
— relations: x
interaction / lyric
— no powers
— physically easy ;; mentally easy ;; will not start unnecessary fights ;; will end fights
— open to minor injuries and plotting ;; closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— attack in italicized #ff7256] ;; can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
miscellaneous / lyric
— Mute
 . Due to an untreated injury; speaks just barely below a whisper
— Aims to become an assassin/contract killer
— Loves mythologies, blueberries and lizards
— Collects keys and locks
— Allergic to dust and pollen
— always ic opinions <3


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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
a pair of unnatural pristine luminaries came into focus as a small gasp escaped their mouth. blinking their eyes, their expressionless gaze rested on the large pool of blue that began less than a couple yards from their small paws for the longest of while. completely memorized by the colour, movement and vastness. but wait- what was that? it was a harsh contrast of pale yellow that dances on the surface. was that light? the water created light? no, they feel it was something else. once this thought entered their mind, they began to take in the scenery and smell. it was bright and warm and there was a weird scent in the air. but before they could uncover all the mysteries of their new surroundings, they would first like to know why there is a light awe-inspiring shimmer on the water. looking around, the child trotted towards some trees and looked behind them before running over to a large rock and climbing onto it. brows furrowed, they then turned their head upwards and noticed a small radiant circle in the sky that shone one hundred times brighter than the ocean's light. fascinated, they continued to stare directly at it for a few more seconds before crying out in pain and looking away. momentarily blinded, they lost their footing and tumbled down the rock and onto the sand. that was a new experience. pain. that was something they would like to avoid if they could. note to self: do not look at the bright circle in the sky. another note to self: the bright circle in the sky makes the water pretty and provides light to see. oh and one more note to self: do not look at bright sky circle or bad feeling will happen.

rising to their paws, the kitten rubbed their eyes and drew it back when they felt something moist. water? from their eyes? t-tears? although they were crying from the pain, it didn't show on their face nor did they register they were crying because of the pain. as far as they were concerned, they were two independent occurrences. they watched as the tears fell onto the sand and taking their paw, they rubbed their face. looking at the water droplets that remained on their fur, they blinked once before licking it. water is important for survival. to think their body would shed it so easily. but they suppose it was alright since there was a large pool of water before them. they'll just replenish what they lost. rising to their paws, they rubbed their eyes to try and get rid of the dark circle they seem to be seeing everywhere they look as they wobbled to the ocean. the water gently lapped at their paws in an enticing manner as they leaned down. as soon as their tongue touched the surface of the water and drew back into their mouth, they grimaced and shook their head vigorously as they quickly backed away from the water. plopping themselves down, they repeatedly began to lick their maw in hopes of getting rid of the terrible taste. note to self: water tastes like tears but worst. frowning, they suddenly felt thirsty but knew better than to drink the sparkling lie-water again. they had just woken up in this beautiful world and they feel it's already trying to kill them.

the young kitten didn't know where they came from as their earliest memory is opening their eyes a couple minutes ago. however, despite just being "born," they were aware of some things. for example, water, the sky, colours, air, their name– fracturedkit. they are aware of the basics, however, why this water tastes odd, why the sky is blue, how colours can be blended together or which colours look nice together, the necessity of air or why they automatically introduce themselves as "cronas" instead of their supposed birth name remains a mystery. aside from their name and species, they have no idea who they are as an individual which should be troubling and under normal circumstances it would be. however, they don't appear to have any- rather much emotions. they do not know how to process the information gathered so they feel no distinct way about it. matter of fact, they're more concerned with how sand is made. they look like small rocks but what force is strong enough to crush a rock? is it even possible? is sand something completely different? they didn't like how it made its way in between their toes, but if they push their paws farther into it, the sand becomes much cooler than the sand on top. does that mean the circle in the sky generates heat and light equals heat? they also produce heat but does not give off light. though, things that are alive produce heat too so does that mean the sky circle is alive? are they and the circle somehow connected? cronas had more questions than answers and they weren't sure how to feel about it.

the young javanese feline turned their cranium to lick their shoulder before retreating under a tree for shade. blinking slowly, cronas curled up beside the tree though they did not close their eyes. they had no idea where they were and they were feeling a bit overwhelmed. overwhelmed. they would like to avoid this feeling too if possible. inhaling they spoke quietly, "cronas is... unsure."


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CHRYSANTHEMUMTEARS is a GENDERFLUID CORGI with NEUTRAL, MASC. AND FEM. pronouns. she is a MEMBER of THE ELYSIUM and is FIVE months old. he is physically EASY and mentally EASY. attack in ITALIC #ff7256. played by @raiden.


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larger icons - personalized to fit spoiler

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fc: janelle monet
(maybe) nanami yasuri - katanagatari (maple leaf's sister)

chrys' (possible) powers: ShowHide
. x-ray vision
. telekinesis
. shapeshifting (cheetah, magpie, scottish fold) - all white creatures save for the magpie
. teleportation
. conjuration
. enhanced senses (scent and eyes)
. mental manipulation and communication (genjutsu but not really / telepathy)
. air and fire elemental


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. something with the egyptian sun god ra??? that'd be lit
. forced to share her body with a spirit after a near death experience to keep her alive
. gets a pet lizard
. discovering sexuality and gender??? :ooo
.
.
.


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. her name is a jab at her allergies as she's allergic to pollen and by extension, flowers. chrysanthemum is a kind of flower and watery eyes (tears) are a symptom of allergies. in addition, her name is ironic as she doesn't like flowers (she doesn't see the point in giving them as gifts as they're going to die anyways and also pollen ofc) and she doesn't like crying as she views it as a sign of weakness. however tears shed for another in her eyes is the highest form of empathy and compassion.
. death doesn't scare her, though being abandoned does
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on October 11, 2018, 10:19:37 PM
he was stuck between a rock and a hard place. he longed for a relationship like the one previously described, but he knew he wasn't worth it. why would he be? an individual who is kind and caring would be wasted on someone like cav. he's a monster. he grew up covered in the blood of innocent people. the feeling of bones snapping in his mouth and under his paws were lullabies to his clouded mind. pleas and screams were grand symphonies playing in the background of every conquest. he found his footing in dominating others; he only knew how to take control. he'd laugh as disheveled creatures crawled away from his looming form in attempt to flee. he found amusement only in battle. he didn't deserve anyone's affection. it was only recently did he realize everything he's been taught, everything he's done was wrong. only recently did he realize how sick he really is. only recently did he realize how hazy his view on the world is. eat or be eaten, he was taught. every man for themselves, they shouted. they will bow at our feet, they chanted. i will be the sword and shield. they will tremble before my might, he thought to himself, a small smile parting his lips as he gazed over the tattered and torn, newly claimed land. the thought of what he has done, what he has become make him sick to his stomach. everything that his family- no. he no loner wished to call them his family. his tribe, his mother and father... uncle and siblings too- they're no longer important. their relevance to him faded along with the life from their eyes. their perverted, distorted teachings will die with them. locking it away in his heart, cav decided to try and start over. he has no intentions of forgetting what he's done nor does he wish for forgiveness. he doesn't deserve forgiveness. being forgiven doesn't right the wrongs- it doesn't bring those who died back to life. he didn't deserve anything.

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guess who's profile is under construction??
mine binch
breif info:
- name's raiden, nicknames r gucci
- any pronouns
- i play cronas in the typhoon, renegadeanthem in tanglewood and maekoda in the rosebloods (all open to plot)
- kiddo and casphian are pure and wonderful people don't @ me
- site married to ririchiyo <3333 they're amazing and lovely and aaaa <333333333
- i'm heart eyes for anything and everything science related
- pisces and infp
- learning french (possibly japanese later on) so any tips and tricks are very much welcomed
- ask for social medias and other sites i'm on

xoxo

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salut et beinvenue !! i'm raiden but feel free to call me whatever you like. i'm an eighteen year old living in the u.s and if i'm being honest, i have no idea what i'm doing. i'm still in school so that usually takes up most of my time (as well as sleeping cos hell ye sleeping's rad). anyways, uh, pick your pronouns as i don't have any i identify as more than the other. i'm a pretty quiet and reserved person who avoids large groups of people at all costs. most social interactions are hard for me though i can handle one or two people max without feeling overwhelmed. so! if you want to be my friend, the best way to approach me is privately, not inviting me to group threads (that's just how i function i'm doing my best to get better so please be patient with me). um,, i live and breathe anime and manga and i'm most definitely open to any recommendations you have! i also play moderate loads of videogames and i'm in other fandoms too~ coughcoughvoltroncoughcough. um,, i also very much adore anything and everything related to science and i could talk about it for hours <333 i'm infp, pisces and although i don't know very much about it or taken a quiz, i'm pretty sure i'm a hufflepuff cx touching on the subject of science again briefly, career wise, i'm hoping to become an aerospace engineer and work alongside nasa. i absolutely love machines/robots (this is probably where my love for mecha anime comes from as well as shows/movies like transformers and voltron) and building and taking things apart as well as outer space so this career will definitely quench my thirst cx however, if that doesn't work out, my back up career is forensic toxicology bc heck yeah chemistry. um.... my favourite animals are the cheetah and orca (please don't make me choose between them i'll cry) and my favourite colour is purple~ um... yeah! i like memes and jokes (dark humour too lel). and uh, i guess another thing to note is i'm learning french?? i'm enjoying myself learning it but any tips and tricks are very much welcomed and appreciated. after mastering french, i would also like to learn japanese but that's a bit down the road. oh and um, this segue is super bad but bear with me! i absolutely have to give a shoutout to my best friend @kiddo whom i've known for a super long time now. she's introduced me to several things (one of which is k-pop tyvm i'm still in love) and i trust her more than i trust anyone, even myself. she's always been there for me and i really can't thank her enough. she's a goddamn gift from above ok ok. and of course i have to give my site significant other a spot here too~ @ririchiyo is a lovely person who really needs to stop hurting delilah chiyo im seriously going to take her from you cries deserves all the love and affection <333 they're super funny and overall just??? amazing??? a legend.

anyways, uh. i have characters too ig but they're p lame. you can catch me in the typhoon with cronas, tanglewood with renegadeanthem and the rosebloods with maekoda. i'm on other sites and social medias so just ask about those if you're curious or something. idk man.

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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 22, 2019, 01:14:20 AM
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here comes the morning —  —  —  –  –  –  - -
IT'S TIME TO PLAY THE GAME OF LIFE
(( information (http://info) — @/raiden  ))
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on May 22, 2019, 10:36:22 PM
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*:・゚✦ ZEBULON
—— lyrics here *:・゚✦
name nightcore (assigned angel name)
— nicknames zebulon (prefered name), zeb, zebby
— past names n/a
— name meaning [nightcore] refers to both his dark coloured fur (night) while his full name refers to the japanese voice synthesizers commonly used for parties or energetic gatherings. [zebulon] is hebrew for exaltation or little dwelling.
— pronunciation night-core ; zeb-you-lon
sex male
— gender transmale
— pronouns he/him/his ; they/them/theirs
age fifteen months
— mentally fifteen months
— spiritually ageless
— how old do they look fourteen months
— d.o.b unknown (chose july 25th though)
— star sign unknown (leo)
— birthplace unknown
species "multidimensional wavelength of celestial intent" (angel) ; physically a domestic feline
— ethnicity unknown
— accent x
rank x
— do they like their profession? x
— how long have they had this profession? x


height
weight
primary eye colour every colour on the spectrum; rainbow
— eye colour details x
skin colour dark grey
— skin colour details on his back, there are two small indents where wings would grow from. though they go completely unnoticed under his fur.
— blemishes and birthmarks x
— scars x
fur colour black, cyan and magenta
— colour details only his ears, top whiskers and "brows" are cyan and magenta. his whiskers are each a different colour. if one gets tugged out, there's a fifty-fifty chance the same colour or a different one will grow back.
— texture zeb's fur is super soft to the touch and easy to manage.
— length short; wonderful for the summer and spring but a nightmare in the colder seasons.
body type smaller than most males; lithe but also slightly muscular
— posture relaxed, casual
— disabilities/handicaps x
— illnesses/diseases x
detailed appearance
— faceclaim
— reference(s) i. (http://imgur.com/z2siVSF) ii. (http://img09.deviantart.net/a251/i/2017/120/8/c/designer_shades____commish_by_advovys-db7puls.png) iii. (http://orig04.deviantart.net/7032/f/2017/190/8/c/zebulonsketch_by_jessekamokazi-dbfowrx.png) iv. (https://leafwing12.deviantart.com/art/Zeb-700132540?ga_submit_new=10%3A1503337909) v. (https://orig00.deviantart.net/02d3/f/2017/269/7/c/zeb_by_arcybae-dboovo7.png) vi. (https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/a08dcbed-f675-4084-bfb3-0eb25074ccf0/dd7jda3-6a9fe29a-0d3a-4ee9-86b5-ec3f1742816f.png?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7InBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcL2EwOGRjYmVkLWY2NzUtNDA4NC1iZmIzLTBlYjI1MDc0Y2NmMFwvZGQ3amRhMy02YTlmZTI5YS0wZDNhLTRlZTktODZiNS1lYzNmMTc0MjgxNmYucG5nIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmZpbGUuZG93bmxvYWQiXX0.PmTLz9AMKfHk0rhaWyyYAoIGWklGoBQ50SaSXD1ed7Y)
aesthetic helium balloons, rainbows, neon lights, dove wings, bright places, concerts, candy, fireworks, soft kisses, music, summer nights
— accessory(ies) lots of gold earrings, steampunk-like sunglasses he modified to fit his face, black, blue and grey headphones and a single gold ring


positive traits
neutral traits
negative traits
mental disorders
— mental tick(s)
mbti type
— enneagram type
— alignment
— house
— faction
detailed personality
likes
dislikes
— fear(s)/phobia(s)
habits
strengths
weaknesses

physical health 100%
— physical strength 100%
mental health 90%
— mental strength 100%
emotional health 90%
— emotional strength 100%


generation one
— reincarnated? no
parents unknown
— figuratively x
— adopted x
— other influences x
siblings x
— figuratively x
— adopted x
best friend(s) x
— friend(s) x
archenemy x
— enemy(ies) x

romantic attraction panromantic
sexual attraction pansexual
current status single
— level of difficulty to impress medium
— at the moment, are they interested in dating?
— are they actively looking for a romantic partner?
— what do they look for in a romantic partner?
turn-ons
turn-offs
brownie points


this or that?
— lover or fighter?
— pop or rock music?
— singing or dancing?
— outdoors or indoors?
— shy or outgoing?
— coffee or tea?
— introvert or extrovert?
— monogamous or polyamorous?
— hugging or kissing?
— fiction or non-fiction?
— morning or night?
— head or heart?

what is their opinion on...
— spirituality?
— settling down and having a family?
— their own family?
— death?
— long distance relationships?
— violence?

what is their favourite...
— season?
— color(s)?
— activity?
— setting?
— song (hypothetically)?


zeb's (unfinished) tags: ShowHide
&& Basics
— Nightcore ;; "Zebulon", "Zeb", "Zebby" ;; Prefers to be called/introduces himself as Zebulon ;; Nicknames welcomed and encouraged
— Ftm trans ;; Masculine/neutral pronouns ;; He, him, his, they, them, theirs
— Fifteen months months ;; Unknown date of birth
 . Ages realistically
 . Chose July twenty-fifth to be his birthday
 . Leo
 . Physical appearance doesn't excel twenty-five months
 . Immortal
 . Created 4.09.17
— Conquest/Greenside
 . Member
 . Previously a loner
&& Appearance
— Dom. Feline [birth / main] ;; mental health: 100% ;; physical health: 100% ;; ref. (https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/a08dcbed-f675-4084-bfb3-0eb25074ccf0/dd7jda3-6a9fe29a-0d3a-4ee9-86b5-ec3f1742816f.png?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7InBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcL2EwOGRjYmVkLWY2NzUtNDA4NC1iZmIzLTBlYjI1MDc0Y2NmMFwvZGQ3amRhMy02YTlmZTI5YS0wZDNhLTRlZTktODZiNS1lYzNmMTc0MjgxNmYucG5nIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmZpbGUuZG93bmxvYWQiXX0.PmTLz9AMKfHk0rhaWyyYAoIGWklGoBQ50SaSXD1ed7Y)
 . The first thing anyone would notice first about Zeb is his mismatched, brightly colored ears lined with gold piercings; the right is cyan and the left is magenta. They're a stark contrast to the rest of his fur which is dark as night. His brows are also cyan and magenta though reversed in comparison to his ears- the left brow is cyan and the right brow is magenta. The whiskers atop his head keep the cyan-magenta pattern going as once more it is revolved; the whiskers next to the cyan brow are magenta and the whiskers next to the magenta brow are cyan. Continuing on, the whiskers on either size of his maw are rainbow patterned and when one falls out, another of a different colour grows. Rarely does the same colour grow back. Back tracking a bit to his eyes, he is never seen without his dark sunglasses, modified to fit his face and not only keep sunlight from all angles out, but make it impossible for his eyes to be seen. If, however, he is spotted without them on one would be able to see all the known colours on the spectrum. Bright and warm rainbow optics are only seen once in a blue by him and is even rarer - borderline unlikely - by others. His small nose is a dark purple to match his tongue. His teeth are white, well taken care of and very sharp, arguably sharper than average. Moving on, he has a small build, only standing a few centimetres above the average female domestic feline. Though his frame is small, he has the physique of a well trained, healthy individual; he'd have the equivalence of a competitive swimmer's body. His legs are proportionate to his body and while his paws are a bit on the small side, it's far from cute. When unsheathed, his claws are sharpened to a deadly point. Though, much like his eyes and the underside of his paws, his claws - which are naturally grey - are painted rainbow. Each nail being a different colour but resembles a rainbow if all his paws are lined up properly to further sport his colourful appearance. Always following behind him, Zeb has a small bobbed tail that in comparison to the rest of his fur, is quite fluffy. As far as accessories go and not including the already spoken about sunglasses, he also has a pair of blue and black headphones that hang around his neck as well as a single gold ring on his front right toe. His appearance probably would be best described as cute and energetic.
&& Personality
— ENFP (https://www.16personalities.com/enfp-personality) ;; THE EXPLORER (https://www.culturetalk.com/explorer-archetype/) ;; BEWARE THE SILLY ONES (https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/BewareTheSillyOnes) ;; GOOD IS NOT DUMB (https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/GoodIsNotDumb) ;; PINT-SIZED POWERHOUSE (https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/PintsizedPowerhouse) ;; SACRED HOSPITALITY (https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SacredHospitality) ;;
 . detailed personality
 . positive traits include being optimistic, friendly, empathetic, trustworthy, selfless
 . neutral traits include being reliant, just, mysterious, curious, loyal
 . negative traits include being malicious (developing), deceitful (developing), merciless (developing), self-doubtful,
&& Relationship
— [G1] Npc xx Npc
 . Created/Manifested into being
— Children: x
— Friends: x
 . Close friends: x
— Enemies: x
— Trusts: x
— Adopted: x
— Panromantic ;; Pansexual
 . Single
 . No past relationships
 . Not actively looking
 . Medium-difficult to impress
 . Easy to befriend ;; hard to get close to
— ½ ---
&& Interaction
— Powers
 . Keeps all but conjuration and telepathy a secret
— Physically easy-medium ;; Mentally medium-hard ;; Will start fights if provoked ;; Will end other's fights
— Open to minor injuries and plotting ;; Closed to death, maim, torture and major injuries
— Attack in #fe01db ;; Can powerplay nonviolent/peaceful acts
&& Miscellaneous
— Angel
— Will give other's nicknames
— Calls those much older than him "Uncle [name]," "Auntie [name]," and "Guardian [name]." Calls those older than him but not by a large margin "Big Bro [name]," Big Sis [name]," and "Big Sib [name]." If younger, refers to them as "Little Dude," "Little Dudette," "Little Bro," "Little Sis," and "Little Sib."
— Only takes off glasses when sleeping or if they're forcefully removed
 . Will grow hostile if forcefully removed; Will possibly result in a physical conflict
— Loves candy and is never seen without eating some; Loves sweets as well
— Always IC opinions
— Updated 00.00


conjuration [30.000]; teleport owned items
enhanced senses [15.000]; raise character's five senses (hearing and scent). sensory overload could be the result of it going unchecked
health transfer [15.000]; give or take another character's pain/wounds
mental bond [10.000]; mental and physical bond between two characters- emotions and pain will be shared at the same time
mental manip. and communication [50.000]; telepathy with more perks
mutation {0}; wings
shapeshifting [30.000]; angel form???
telekinesis [15.000]; lift small objects into the air (20lbs max.)
teleportation [20.000]; zip zap vroom in between spaces
Title: Re: pure motives // storage
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Title: Re: pure motives // storage
Post by: raiden on October 28, 2019, 08:51:16 PM
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